201 Jiang Hao: I won't love

Chen Xiang's participation in the draft was later messed up by me personally, for no reason, I just couldn't get used to it.

And the way I ruined this game was to give Chen Xiang's competitors more than 100,000 votes. In this way, Chen Xiang was eliminated as I expected.

Later, the program team produced a special feature of the competition, I clicked in and took a casual look at it, and saw Chen Xiang crying.

I really don't understand these girls, one by one, they have to be famous to be happy, what are they famous for? for money, or are they remembered by a bunch of old men, it's disgusting.

If she wants money, she won't follow me, and when I get tired of her, I will definitely not treat her badly.

Soon after, the program team of the draft arranged a party in S City and invited me to go, I went, but I didn't expect Chen Xiang to appear even if he was eliminated.

Later, I learned that the reason why she was here was because she became popular on the Internet through the scandal with me. Others think I'm bullying her "ex-girlfriend" for my new love, forget it, let's come if she comes, and it can be seen that Chen Xiang really has a grudge against me this time.

I talked to her, and she drank

When I teased her, she was very calm.

Until I talked about Chen Xi, Chen Xiang was anxious with me and asked me not to harass her sister.

I wanted to laugh when I heard it: "Chen Xi also called me brother-in-law." ”

In the two days when Chen Xi called my brother-in-law, I played with her sister at their house.

I teased Chen Xiang for a while, and she made trouble with me. I can see that this girl is jealous of me, and she has to avoid me, and I will be targeted by others.

And that dead fat man dared to drug Chen Xiang's wine.

I asked someone to clean up that bastard, and then wait for Chen Xiang to come back. She stared at the wine glass and pruned it, she really wanted to drink it, I was so angry that I pulled her directly, and I lost a few times, why didn't I know how to protect myself at all?

After Chen Xiang made trouble with me, I realized that she suspected that it was me who took the drug.

I also drank some wine today, and I'm already in a bad mood, and I think I've tolerated her enough. If Chen Xiang messes with me a few more times, I guess I won't care about her in the future.

Thankfully, she quickly figured out who was good for her.

At that moment, I looked at her little embarrassed little face under the street lamp, and felt that Chen Xiang was really the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

She's the capital to mess with me again, and I'm happy to spoil her now.

I couldn't drive after drinking, so I called a driver to see her off, and after hearing that she was going to Beijing the next day, I was still quite unhappy, so I couldn't be by my side in peace?

I mentioned to Chen Xiang again and asked her to follow me.

And this time, although she did not agree, she did not immediately refuse.

I know too well how to routineize the heart of such a simple little girl, and when I passed by the pharmacy, I asked the driver to stop and went to buy common medicines for Chen Xiang to take to Beijing.

Coax her to only need a few dozen yuan of gadgets, and the other bewitching and cheap bags of hundreds of thousands are not satisfied.

The more I compare Chen Xiang with them, the more I look down on others.

I think I'm really starting to like this girl, and I compromised with her once: "I can help you if you want to film?"

Unexpectedly, Chen Xiang refused again.

Not only did she refuse, but she also talked to me a lot. Let me know for the first time that this girl who has few words actually has too many things in her heart.

She's not easy to bully, on the surface, she looks like anyone can pinch it, but in fact, her heart is very strong, and she is the kind of person who can not bear to hurt and destroy if you understand a little more.

And what really made me hesitate was that I found that Chen Xiang liked me.

I used to be thinking about how to subdue this little girl, but when I watched her go from being scared to resisting me to avoiding me, and finally really liking me, I felt that I couldn't bear to do it.

I can't give her any guarantees, and if she really likes me, the end result is only injury.

So I distanced myself from Chen Xiang again.

It's just that during the days when she went to Beijing, I really didn't have time to play, and the advertising agency that my father handed over to me after the last incident has officially opened, and I have changed from an idler to a busy person. Being so busy, I thought that I would not have any contact with Chen Xiang in the future.

But the two of us seem to be really fated, and I saw Chen Xiang again when I went to the dormitory to deliver a cabinet to Xia Xia.

She was really sensible, and probably guessed the reason why I hadn't contacted her these days, didn't say anything, and helped me put the cabinet together.

Chen Xiang's sensibility annoyed me.

Didn't she like me? Why did she give up so easily, and if she took the initiative, she would die. I quarreled with Chen Xiang for a few words and told her that I hadn't decided at all.

But Chen Xiang said that she had thought about it, and she was sure that she didn't want me anymore.

When the temper came up, I really wanted to rape her directly on the dormitory bed, but she was sick, and she coughed pitifully in front of me, coughing until her face was red, and I actually began to feel distressed.

In fact, Chen Xiang has always been not wrong, it is me who is wrong, and I am a complex of contradictions.

After I was kicked out, I went outside to buy medicine and came back and hung it on her door.

Before I left, I messaged her and asked her to think about it while she was giving me.

Chen Xiang didn't reply to me, I suddenly felt quite ridiculous, why don't I even have the courage to fall in love with other girls seriously?

When I was in high school, everyone around me who chased another Chen Xiang also knew it, but in fact, only I understood, I just wanted to prove that I was a dedicated person.

Why do I need to prove it, but because I don't know love at all.

I grew up in a loveless family, and when I was four years old, my parents divorced, and my mother left the house with a five-month belly.

That's when I realized that the little sister in my belly was not her and my dad's.

My dad scolded my mom in front of me, saying that all women are the same. That's when I hated my mom and hated her for abandoning me and my dad.

Interestingly, within a few months of my parents' divorce, my father married his stepmother and entered the door, and the little girl that my stepmother brought with her was Jiang Tong.

I have two younger sisters, one half-brother and the other half-mother.

Interestingly, my dad also said that my mom betrayed him, so where did his three-year-old daughter come from?

Such an amazing family made me never know how to love and I didn't believe in love since I was a child. Not only did I not believe that anyone could love me for the rest of my life, but I was also not confident that I had the ability to fall in love with someone else.

I want Chen Xiang, I want to possess her alone, but I don't have the confidence to bring her the kind of love she wants.

I'm even more afraid that one day she will betray me like my mom betrayed my dad.

In the past, I was always careful not to be emotionally attracted to any girl, and in fact, no one was really emotionally emotional to me, and they probably understood that I was an unworthy person.

Or maybe someone loved me, but I don't know.

But Chen Xiang, she knows, the first girl who really likes me. Sometimes I think of such a person in the world who will have trouble with me because I don't love, and I will feel very happy when I secretly laugh because I am in a good mood for a little love.

Sometimes Chen Xiang is really coaxing and content. There are times when she doesn't want whatever I promise.

I was fascinated by her.

Before I could decide whether to give Chen Xiang the affection she wanted, I received a message from Chen Xi.

Chen Xi often sent me text messages, sometimes as simple greetings, sometimes as things related to Chen Xiang, and also told me about her college entrance examination results.

Chen Xiang was once distressed because Chen Xi wanted to go abroad, so I told Chen Xi that if she did well in the college entrance examination, I would take her to play abroad.

Although I like Chen Xiang very much, I actually don't have much of a good impression of Chen Xi, I don't like scheming girls, not to mention that she always uses Chen Xiang to get close to me, but for Chen Xiang's sake, I reluctantly regard Chen Xi as a sister, at least she will really help me.

For example, this time, she told me that Chen Xiang actually went home and secretly dated someone.

(Jiang Hao's perspective is about five chapters, briefly reviewing what Chen Xiang didn't know, and then what happened after the divorce will also be told by Jiang Hao~)

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