Chapter 41: Heaven and Hell
Chu Huandong looked at Niuniu's innocent little face, and smiled helplessly, obviously the cake she made was better than that made by Wang Zhangzhu, and her craftsmanship was probably very different from herself, but children are like this, they always think that only their mother's things in the world are the most delicious.
Niuniu ate the cake with relish, looked at Chu Huandong on the side, and said with a smile: "Uncle, you eat it too!"
The child is very polite, it seems that Wang Zhangzhu has educated her very well, Chu Huandong symbolically ate a bite of cake, obviously very sweet, but he felt bitter and astringent, remembering that he was remorseful in the past because of this child's unscrupulous words to Wang Zhangzhu, even if he has thousands of regrets today, who to talk to.
Niuniu was almost finished, turned her head to look at Chu Huandong and said, "Uncle, I'm full, I want to go home to find my father." ”
Chu Huandong really had the urge to die, he slowly put down the spoon, wiped the cream stains on the corner of Niuniu's mouth with pity, and said softly to Niuniu: "Baby, I am your father!"
Niuniu looked at the cake, looked at Chu Huandong, eating other people's short mouths, she was embarrassed to say that he was not a father, so she could only softly say with a child's voice: "It's dark, I Xu Dad will be anxious when he sees that I haven't returned!"
Chu Huandong frowned, remembering the familiarity of Xu Yiming and Niuniu together, a little unpleasant, he asked tentatively, "Is your father Xu very good to you?"
Niuniu nodded vigorously, "Well, it's good for me, it's good." ”
Chu Huandong felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, but he still smiled and looked at Niuniu gently, "Good baby, I will play with you every day in the future, I will give you whatever you want, will you like me?"
Niuniu touched her nose, thought seriously for a while, and then slowly climbed out of bed and stepped aside to play with toys.
Chu Huandong felt an indescribable loss in his heart, he sighed, and was just about to stand up, only to see Niuniu turn her head and say in a very small voice: "I will like you too." As soon as he finished speaking, he turned his head again and fiddled with the toy in his hand, as if he was a little embarrassed.
Looking at the child's cute appearance, Chu Huandong smiled happily, he reached out to pick up Niuniu and led her into the big game room, "Niuniu, do you like it here?"
Niuniu looked at the dazzling array of toys, nodded happily, broke away from Chu Huandong's embrace, ran to the cabinet happily, and never mentioned going home again.
Chu Huan Dongzhi smiled proudly, he had long been on guard against Niuniu's hand, and this treasure was displayed in front of her.
Later, Niuniu, who was tired of playing, finally fell asleep, but she didn't sleep well, her eyes were still stained with tears, her breathing was a little twitching, and she seemed to be crying in her sleep.
Chu Huandong sat on the edge of the child's bed, looking at her sleeping face exactly the same as Wang Zhangzhu, sighed silently, reached out and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Niuniu's eyes, and suddenly heard Niuniu murmuring in her dream, "Mom, Niuniu is good, don't be naughty anymore, don't leave me again......"
Chu Huandong was stunned, with sad eyes in the bitterness, he slowly drooped down, and after a long time, he accumulated the strength to stand up, and walked out of Niuniu's room with heavy steps.
He looked up at the moon outside the window, tonight, the moon was extremely round and bright, but where was Wang Zhangzhu?
Where is the little woman who used to have countless happy moments with him and kept saying that she loved him?
Where is the person who once gave him warmth with the most tender and delicate embrace, and who was tortured and humiliated by him with the most cruel means?
She didn't want him anymore, she wouldn't look at him again, she left him!
Because he hurt her so badly!
Hurting her was the last thing he wanted to do in his life, but he hurt her again and again, whether intentionally or unintentionally, he hurt her too deeply, how he hoped that she could come back, to hate him, at least to take revenge on him, instead of completely disappearing from his life in endless years.
If life and death are heaven and hell, then Wang Zhangzhu also lives in heaven, and he will fall into hell forever.
Niuniu stayed next to Chu Huandong like this, and cried twice in the first few nights, asking for her mother, wanting to go back to Xu's house, Chu Huandong racked her brains to find something interesting for her, and she stopped crying.
Since Niuniu came back, Chu Huandong has not gone to work in the company, coaxing her every day, spoiling her, and being obedient to this child.
Maybe it's because of the blood relationship, Niuniu slowly accepted Chu Huandong, this day Chu Huandong took a big talking doll and asked Niuniu to call him dad again.
"Are you really my father?" Niuniu's immature voice was still a little uncertain.
"Of course it's true. Chu Huandong took out a stack of photos of himself and Wang Zhangzhu in the past, "You see, when my mother was very young, I lived with her. ”
Niuniu looked at Chu Huandong suspiciously, "Then why did you separate from us later?!"
Chu Huandong felt uncomfortable, why did he separate from them, he was a bastard, he deserved to die, but now telling Niuniu about this would only make her alienate him even more, so he was not so stupid.
After thinking for a moment, he explained: "Things were too complicated at that time, you just have to remember that Dad will always love you and Mom, and Dad never thought of really being separated from you." ”
Niuniu's big eyes turned bonely, as if the purest black gem in the world, she didn't understand Chu Huandong's meaning, but the child's heart was the most sensitive, she could best understand who was really good to her, these days, she clearly felt Chu Huandong's sincere love for her, and slowly accepted him, and fell in love with Chu Huandong.
Once a child likes something, it is full of liking, and it is always purer and more devoted than the adult's like, she looked at Chu Huandong's somewhat gloomy appearance, stretched out her little hand to touch his face, and said softly: "Dad, I believe in you!"
The sweet and soft voice made Chu Huandong's heart tremble a few times, he couldn't believe his ears, and his excited voice was a little hoarse, "Niuniu, you call Dad again!"
"Dad!" The child's immature voice came into Chu Huandong's ears again, it was extremely clear, he only felt a burst of sweet happiness, and only whispered softly after a long time, "Niuniu, Daddy's good daughter." ”
That night, Chu Huandong, who had not slept well for more than a month, finally lay down beside his daughter and fell asleep deeply.
Since Wang Zhangzhu disappeared, Chu Huandong has not slept well, and he thinks about Wang Zhangzhu all the time, and when he thinks that she may never return to him, he wants to tear himself to pieces in pain.
He couldn't understand why he was obsessed with his mind at the beginning, he had to take revenge on Wang Zhangzhu, he had to be angry with her, self-esteem and arrogance were important to him, but what about Zhangzhu?
Why didn't he realize this earlier, went astray for so long, kept deceiving himself, and deliberately ignored the truest voice in his heart, but now, he finally lost the person he loves the most!
Chu Huandong is a mature man in his thirties who has experienced countless dangerous storms, and after Niuniu returned to him, he really understood that what he wanted most was just a warm harbor, let his heart anchor, and let his body dock.
However, without Wang Zhangzhu, there would be no warmth in the harbor!
That night, Chu Huandong lay beside his daughter and had a dream, he dreamed that Wang Zhangzhu had returned, and their family of three could finally live happily together!
Xiao You got Chu Huandong's order, and came back quickly, and when she learned that Niuniu was Chu Huandong's daughter, the surprise on her face was just fleeting, and then she accepted the task of taking care of Niuniu with joy.
As her name suggests, Xiaoyou's personality is elegant and tranquil, she is like water, silently integrated into Niuniu's life, so that Niuniu naturally accepts her and is close to her.
Xiaoyou loves Chu Huandong very much, it is the kind of infatuation that adores and is infatuated, she knows that the person Chu Huandong loves the most now is Niuniu, she loves the house and Wu, and she also takes out all her love to take care of Niuniu. Niuniu and Xiaoyou get along very naturally, Chu Huandong once peeked at them very little, Xiaoyou is the same to Niuniu, and he is relieved.
After arranging Niuniu properly, Chu Huandong began to re-manage the company's business, no matter how painful he was, how sad he was, and his love collapsed, but the world was still there, for the sake of the woman he lost and recovered, he also had to make himself infinitely stronger, so as to support his daughter for a piece of the sky.
It's just that Chu Huandong, who returned to the company, seemed to be stimulated by Wang Zhangzhu's death, his personality became more perverse, his methods were more ruthless, and his behavior and speech seemed to be dormant with danger, giving people huge psychological pressure.
Chu Huandong stood in front of the window of the office, his cold face looked particularly lonely under the sunlight, at this time, the prosperity of most of the city was under his eyes, but the prosperity was still there, but his heart was gloomy.
Just because that person is gone!
Even if he has a bright future, what's the point!
"Palm beads!" Chu Huandong couldn't help but think lightly in his heart, what came to his heart was endless remorse and deep self-blame, he knew that he was unforgivable!
"President, this is a document sent by the marketing department, please take a look. After knocking on the door several times in a row, Chu Huandong finally shouted in, Wen Xiao slowly pushed open the door and walked cautiously to the table.
She knew that Chu Huandong must be in a bad mood again, and whenever this happened, Chu Huandong would become extremely unapproachable.
After the people in the secretary's office and some company executives bumped into each other once or twice at gunpoint, they gradually learned to be obedient and knew how to deliberately avoid this dangerous moment, and it was a big deal to hide out and hang around for a day and a half, and when the little princess came, they came over to report the matter.
Wen Xiao is an old employee here, and because of her relationship with Wang Zhangzhu in the past, Chu Huandong attaches great importance to her, and when Ding Lingyue is away, only Wen Xiaolai can take this risk for some urgent things.
"Put it on the table!" Chu Huandong still didn't turn around.