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Nanbei found that Yanyu's mental state was very wrong, she often sat quietly, her face was pale, there was not much emotion in her amber pupils, and she was often in a trance.

Sometimes the little star walked up to her and called her mother softly, and she would raise her eyelids and stare at the little star fixedly, smiling reluctantly.

Nanbei took a deep breath, her eyes were red, her heart was about to explode, she blinked, and looked away, not looking at Yan Yan's skinny appearance, her wrist was so slender that it seemed to break at the slightest twist, her skin was already white, but now it was more like it would disappear into the transparent sunlight.

The vision of the north and south was blurred by tears.

For more than half a year, Yan Yu has been locked up in the Lu family, she can't see Yan Yu at all, and she has also cut off all news related to Yan Yu.

She only knew that Lu Yan was in the UK, but he trapped Yan Yu in the Lu family.

This kind of man is too terrible, he has high means, deep scheming, and a background, and his mentality is a little sick, when Yan Yu is targeted by him, there is almost no room for resistance.

What made Nanbei most angry was that Yan Yu was trapped in the Lu family by him and was pregnant with a child for him, but he fell in love in the UK.

The most hateful thing is Zhou Yun, who is also a woman, why can she do something to let her daughter-in-law induce labor, such a thing that hurts a woman's body.

Zhou Yun herself was like that back then, and as soon as her life was comfortable, she completely forgot the pain of the year, she was really selfish, she didn't know how to compare her heart with her heart, she was tolerant of herself, but she was so harsh with her daughter-in-law.

Nanbei also felt a strong sense of guilt in his heart.

When a good friend encountered such a thing, she couldn't help at all, she begged Song Qingran for help, but Song Qingran couldn't do anything.

Friendship between men is different from women, and men don't like to meddle with their friends' feelings and private affairs.

Women, on the other hand, will definitely help their good friends emotionally.

Song Qingran doesn't like the private affairs of Nanbei who always stare at words, maybe he doesn't like her enough, so he is a little careless about Nanbei's please, and even occasionally a little impatient.

He would only say: "Yan Yu is an adult, she has her own considerations, she chooses to go back to the Lu family, you, as a friend, must respect her choice." ”

Nanbei was so angry that he couldn't do it, but he still had to laugh.

In his heart, he had already torn Song Qingran's expressionless face to pieces, and then stepped on the ground fiercely.

Where does she disrespect the words, she is just worried about the situation of the words, worried that the words are not doing well in the Lu family, and he Song Qingran, a cold-blooded animal with no feelings, knows a fart.

The woman's intuition is still obvious.

Nanbei always felt that Yan Yu was not doing well in the Lu family, and Yan Yu was indeed not doing well in the Lu family, when it was rumored that she had cuckolded Lu Yan in the city, her right eyelid never stopped beating.

She didn't know where the news came from or who released it.

Song Qingran didn't help her, she could only entrust a private detective to keep an eye on Zhou Yun, and finally knew Zhou Yun's thoughts, this time, she could only beg Song Qingran again to convey the news that Zhou Yun wanted to let Yan Yu induce labor to Lu Yan.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that Lu Yan rushed back in the dust, but it was still too late.

He couldn't stop the child's disappearance, he couldn't stop Zhou Yun, and he couldn't protect Good Words.

Nanbei couldn't get into the private hospital that was surrounded by the Lu family, she didn't know the specific situation, and it was only after two days that she saw Yanyu.

At that time, Lu Yan looked at the sleeping words expressionlessly, and left the divorce agreement, and he didn't even hug the little star.

Nanbei chased him out, wanting to say a few words to Lu Yan.

But in the corridor, I saw Lu Yan with gloomy eyebrows, and pushed Xu Yingxia away fiercely, Xu Yingxia didn't stand firm under her feet, and fell to the ground in a flash, her face was pale, she was shouting something, Lu Yan's footsteps didn't stop.

Lu Yan is a generous husband, in that agreement, he didn't treat Yan Yu and Xiaoxing much, gave Yan Yu an eight-figure deposit, and the apartment where the two lived after marriage was also assigned to Yan Yu, as well as two villas on the outskirts of the city, and he also set up a growth fund for Xiao Xing, and the fund provided every year was enough for Xiao Xing to grow up in the way of a celebrity.

Nanbei thought mockingly, anyway, this money is not a big deal for Lu Yan, after all, their Lu family is so bad that they have no children, and they have become what they are now, after spending all this money, maybe Lu Yan will feel at ease, and then happily remarry and have another child.

No wonder I don't even want little stars now.

Within this month, the Lu family carried out a major blood change, all the previous servants were terminated from the contract, the Lu family will never be hired, the servants in the rich circle are all familiar with each other, after being driven out by the owner of this family, it will be difficult for them to find a job again, but Lu Yan is not ruthless and gives them a generous compensation. All of them were just because they didn't take care of them, and the Lu family lost their grandson. The people around Zhou Yun were even replaced by Lu Yan, if it weren't for Lu Chengguo to stop him, Lu Yan would have wanted Zhou Yun to go to the United States for a vacation and not come back in the short term.

The doctors who induced labor for Yan Yu were even more sparsely arranged, and they didn't know where they went.

Nanbei thought, maybe the Lu family wanted to seal their mouths, no matter what, the daughter-in-law of the Lu family was suspected of cheating, the child in the womb was suspected of not knowing the biological father, and the wife of the Lu family forced her daughter-in-law to inhumanely induce labor, no matter which point it was, it was a topic of conversation that everyone talked about, and it was enough to make the Lu family unable to raise their heads.

So, with the departure of the medical staff, the words, about the baby boy, were sealed up and became an unspeakable secret.

Nanbei originally wanted to ask Lu Yan that day - why did he agree to the divorce, was it guilt?

It's like guilt, but it's not like guilt.

She didn't get a chance to ask.

But it doesn't matter anymore, there is freedom of speech, and the issue is no longer so important.

This answer is only known to Lu Yan himself.

*

Nanbei exhaled, looked at Yan Yu who was staring out the window, staring at Yan Yu with worry between her eyebrows, for a long time, she walked over, she bent her lips at Yan Yu, and said softly: "Ah Yu, it's time to eat." ”

Yan Yu was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses and turned his head to look north and south.

Almost lost lip color.

Her slender, bony hand caressed her belly, and her voice was weak: "Beibei, what to do, he's gone." ”

Nanbei nose was sore, bent down and hugged her, she gently patted Yan Yu's back, guiding her to vent her emotions: "He is gone, I am also sad, I hate it in my heart, I want to scold Zhou Yun, the old witch, I also want to kill Xu Yingxia, a-stirring stick, and I hate Lu Yan to death, although he didn't do anything, but he didn't do anything, it was his biggest mistake." ”

The fingers of the metaphor are very cold, and the words of the north and the south are obviously very close, but they are very far away.

Her chest fluctuated with emotion, and the expression on her face was mocking and terrifying.

Her heart seemed to be gnawed away by gluttony, and the blood was dripping with blood, and her flesh and bone were separated, and the pain made her almost breathless.

The nails of her fingers sank into the palms, and the pain came after another.

She bit her lower lip, she hated it, if she was strong enough, wouldn't she have fallen into such a miserable situation.

Her throat was suffocated, as if something was choking it up.

It took a long time before I choked up and slowly cried.

But her crying was also particularly distressing, almost silent, silent, only the tears raging on her face.

She was sorry for the child.

Nanbei hugged Yan Yu tightly, her voice was gentle, with a reassuring and smiling smile: "It's okay, Ah Yu, cry out, just cry, everything will be calm, after crying, we will let things pass, tomorrow will be fine, you still have a cute little star, and a bright future, your career as a lawyer is still waiting for you to develop, I used to say that you want to be a partner at the age of 30, and then win me as a beautiful woman." ”

Tears of speech were like beads with broken threads, falling endlessly, and she leaned on Nanbei's chest.

Fingers clenched.

The joints are white.

Finally there was a cry, faintly, with sobs, and it made people's hearts tightly tangled together, with despair.

yes, she's free.

She should be happy, but she always can't forget the child who passed away, she can't forget her hatred for Lu Yan, and she can't forget it...... She seems to have had different feelings for Lu Yan for a long time.

This marriage has left her through too much and too tired.

When Yu's emotions calmed down, Nanbei pulled out a wet towel from the side and wiped the tears on her face little by little.

Nanbei asked: "Ah Yu, then do you want to go to the UK with Qin Rang? ”

Yan Yu's moist eyelashes trembled slightly, she pursed her lips, was silent for a while, and said, "No." ”

Nanbei's face was calm, and there was not much surprise.

No matter what kind of decision Yan Yu makes, she will support it, not to mention, she understands Yan Yu, Yan Yu is such a smart woman, and she has probably noticed that Qin Rang is special to her, and a single man is special to a single woman, most of them are out of emotion, and emotion is exactly what Yan Yu does not dare to touch now.

She will never take the initiative to accept other men's overtures and help when she doesn't want to be in love, giving each other hope, but not giving each other results.

Nanbei continued to ask: "Then what do you want to do?"

Yu's pale lips curled: "Sell all the real estate that Lu Yan gave me, and then take the money given by Lu Yan to go to the UK, recuperate for a period of time, settle the little star, and then find a law firm by myself." Qin Rang is willing to help me, but I can't enjoy his care all the time, not to mention, I have a little star, I have to be a ** mother. Moreover, the money given by Lu Yan is not spent in vain. ”

Nanbei puffed out his cheeks: "Of course spending money has to be spent, but sometimes I think, if Lu Yan knew that you spent his money, wouldn't he have a more peaceful conscience, and he wouldn't feel guilty at all." ”

Words didn't matter, she stared out the window with a daze, the smile on her lips so faint that it was almost invisible, and dissipated into the morning light.

"What does it matter, since they are all divorced, what he thinks, it has nothing to do with me. I don't care if he's guilty or not. ”

The heart of the north and south shrank, and the eyebrow bone jumped.

Suddenly, I felt that the words probably really wanted to let go completely.

Compared with hatred and unwillingness, of course, treating it as a stranger, not caring is the most hurtful, and it is also the most effective way, the fastest way to get out of the shadow of divorce, and the best way to enjoy the rest of life, with the money given by Lu Yan.

Nanbei pinched Yan Yu's cheeks and smiled: "Ah Yu, sure enough, you are still chic, and sure enough, everyone is their own best psychiatrist." ”

*

The words are chic, but it is really not easy to come out.

Fortunately, Nanbei has been accompanying Yan Yu, the two watch dramas together, play games together, read books together, drink tea together, and accompany Xiaoxing to make trouble.

Nanbei saw Yan Yu lying down and closed his eyes, so he lightly hugged the little star and exited the room and closed the door.

Qin Rang leaned against the wall of the corridor, his long legs overlapped, and his back was tall.

Nan Nan also stood next to him, her hand consciously covered Xiaoxing's ear, and then gently said to Qin: "Yan Yu depression has relapsed, but the current condition doesn't seem to be serious, at least it is much better than when Cheng quit and left, perhaps, it's because Xiaoxing is there." ”

"That's good. Qin Rang's lips were cold, "The Lu family's methods this time are too indiscriminate, they actually attacked a pregnant woman, Lu Yan is really not a man, and he can't even protect his wife." ”

"Can't you protect it? He didn't really care about it. Nanbei mocked, "In the six months you have been in the UK, have you heard about his relationship with that Chinese woman? Is it a family arrangement?"

"It should be, I'm in Leeds, there is no way to get first-hand information about things in London, the Cheng family is chaotic, and Steward Cheng should also hope to get a new helper, so he let Lu Yan go on a blind date. ”

"Blind date?" The sarcasm in the eyes of the north and south became more and more intense, "Lu Yan has not divorced Yan Yu before, he dared to go on a blind date, so he divorced so happily this time because he wanted to marry that woman?"

Qin Rang's eyebrows were sparse, as if it was cold and cold, covered with thick snow, and his expression was cold: "Perhaps, sometimes, women are far inferior to ambition in the minds of men." ”

The one who hated Lu Yan's mother Zhou Yun the most in the north and south pursed her lips and gritted her teeth: "Zhou Yun, this woman is so disgusting, she really let Yan Yu induce labor!"

The sarcasm on Qin Rang's lips deepened a little: "What is inducing labor, there are many more disgusting things done by wealthy families than this." ”

"Is there nothing I can do to punish her?"

"It is very difficult in law, especially this kind of induction of labor involving the ethical relationship of the family, which is illegal, but it is difficult to pursue its legal responsibility. ”

Nanbei's brows were tightly twisted.

Qin Rang's eyes were faint, as if he was thinking about something.

Xiaoxing was holding a rag doll in his hand and looked at Qin Rang with round black eyes.

Qin Rang lowered his eyes, met her gaze, smiled, and picked her up from Nanbei's arms: "Little Star, do you want to go to the UK with Uncle Qin?"

Little Star blinked her eyes, her eyelashes curled, and she asked softly, "Mommy, is she going?"

"Go. Qin Rang's narrow eyes smiled.

Xiaoxing hesitated, she followed her mother in the hospital these days, she knew that her mother was not in good health, but her little phone was lost, she missed her father a little, and her father would use her small phone to call her before.

After being silent for a while, the little star's dark eyes were moist: "That...... Where's Daddy?"

Her voice fell, and both adults fell silent.

The north and south are a little strange, even if Lu Yan was taking care of Xiaoxing for a period of time before, but in the past six months, others have returned to China a few times in the UK, and the child is forgetful and big, why does Xiaoxing still miss Lu Yan?

Qin Rang sighed at the power of bloodline, his fingers curled up, and he couldn't help but think that if he had a little princess, he would definitely not let her suffer so many grievances like Lu Yan.

Nan Nan pursed his lips, looked at Xiao Xing, and said softly: "Xiao Xing, Aunt Nan wants to tell you that not all children's parents will be together, but what can be guaranteed is that they love you very much, and Mom and Dad will have their own lives next, but they will continue to love you." You and your mother are going to live in the UK together, and your father will also be in the UK, but you don't live together, but you still have Brother Nanfeng to accompany you, Aunt Nanbei to take care of you, Uncle Qin Rang loves you, and your mother loves you. ”

Little Star's eyelashes trembled, and her pink little lips subconsciously deflated, but she blinked her eyes and was quiet for a long time, obediently digesting what Aunt Nanbei told her.

Xiaoxing lay on Qin Rang's chest for a while, and was about to hug her in the north and south, she hugged the neck of the north and the south, but she still couldn't hold back, and stuck it on the ears of the south and the south, faintly crying: "But, Aunt Nan...... I miss my dad...... Father...... Alone. ”

Nanbei's heart hurt for a moment, like a needle tip pierced into it, dense pain.

She gently stroked Xiaoxing's hair, she didn't know how to talk to children about complicated things between adults, Lu Yan would not be alone at all, there were many women around him who wanted to stick it upside down.

Nanbei sighed, and in the end she didn't say anything at all, just hugged the little star and took her to the side to see the moon.

The little star stared at the moon and clenched her little fist: "Auntie...... I want to call my dad......"

Nanbei didn't know Lu Yan's number, and even if she knew, she was even more afraid that no one would answer on the other end, or a woman would answer, which would hurt Xiaoxing's heart.

She lowered her eyes and said to Xiaoxing: "Dad is going abroad now, I can't call from China, and my mother is not feeling well now, Xiaoxing is well-behaved, is it okay to care about my mother with Aunt Nanbei?" Don't cry, if my mother sees Xiaoxing crying, how sad it should be." ”

"Good. ”

The little star turned his back on his little fleshy hand and wiped his tears, his eyelashes were moist, and his black pupils were as clean as rain, so well-behaved that it made people feel distressed.

*

Lu Yan is still in the city.

He has not yet returned to England.

On summer nights, the city is also hot, the air is filled with aromas, neon lights are flashing, the lights are ethereal, and the girls on the road are showing their beautiful and slender long legs.

Lu Yan drove the car and stopped in front of the club, and immediately a waiter came over to help him park the car, he threw the key to the waiter, and subconsciously glanced at the building on the side.

Suddenly, his eyes froze slightly.

A girl walked slowly, from his point of view, only a back could be seen, slender, wearing a black single skirt, revealing two straight and slender long legs, black hair hanging down, the summer breeze blowing, and a white and thin neck would be revealed when walking.

It's a metaphor...... Is it?

Lu Yan's heart rose to his throat, and the speed of beating was a little amazing, and the noise of agitation seemed to pierce his eardrum.

His heart, which he thought had calmed down, was tightly contracted.

There was a faint ache in pain.

When he saw it clearly, a huge sense of loss enveloped him, and his heart fell from a high place, and he fell to pieces.

Not words.

Just a girl with a back that looks like her.

But Lu Yan still frowned slightly, he didn't know why, he stood in place in a daze, his eyes were fixed, and his black eyes stared at the back deeply, until he couldn't see it anymore.

The fingers hanging by his side were already covered with green tendons and protruding bones, and the joints were pale.

Lu Yan tensed his jaw line, these days, he didn't sleep well at all, as long as he closed his eyes, he was lying in a pool of blood, his face was so transparent that it seemed to disappear, like a bubble in the sun, unable to withstand touch.

In a blink of an eye, it was a picture of Yan Yu and Qin Rang's intimate hug and kiss, he could easily see in Qin Rang's eyes that seemed to be so thick that it couldn't be dissolved, that kind of picture was too dazzling, and the anger burned his heart little by little, devouring his reason.

Lu Yan closed his eyes and calmed the emotions churning in his chest.

In the past six months in the Lu family, I have wanted to hurt the baby in my belly more than once, and even the last ...... His mother's words rang in his ears again......

The words were like a meat grinder, wrangling his heart and shattering into powder.

He has never been able to enter the world of words, and words have never taken him seriously.

It's better to disperse like this.

*

In the box in the clubhouse, Lu Yancai pushed open the door of the box, the light flickered, slightly dazzling, he habitually squinted his eyes, and someone had already blown up the color stripes in front of his eyes.

Lu Yan pursed his lips, his contours were deep, the lines were clear, his dark eyes were cold, and he had no expression.

The group of people acted as if they didn't feel anything, and grinned: "Lu Shao, congratulations on returning to the single world!"

"Yes, how cool it is to be single, play with whichever girl you like, no moral constraints, don't be too cool. ”

"Men, you get used to wearing a green hat too much, don't you? That person didn't have any malicious intent, these people often joked like this, and even bumped into the person next to him, and said with a smile: "Happy to be a father, happy to be a father, be a brave pick-up man!"

", take a fart plate, how could Ah Yan let that child be born, didn't he slap himself in the face when he was born? ”

Lu Yan's face slowly sank, his eyes were cold, and his deep black eyes stared at them, looking cloudy between his eyebrows, revealing a calm aura.

He pursed his thin lips into a straight line and did not speak, and finally someone realized that Lu Yan's mood was very bad, and secretly kicked the man, coughing a few times: "...... Cough...... Okay, okay, don't talk about these things that you don't have, be careful that Lu Shao beats you. ”

Fu Zheng also stood up, walked over, and hugged Lu Yan's shoulder, his lips pouted with a shallow arc: "Okay, okay, let's play, you guys, leave Ah Yan to me, I haven't seen him for a long time, he's a busy man." ”

Some raised their eyebrows in surprise, others laughed in their hearts.

What are you busy with, when they are so confused, didn't the Lu family say that Lu Yan is not in good health and needs to recuperate, this is still busy?

Someone laughed mockingly--it's quite busy, my wife has cuckolded herself, can you not be busy? Such a big joke, the popularity almost caught up with the Yan Zhao door of the year, fortunately the child is gone, if he is, he will look like an adulterer, and Lu Yan's head is really a green grassland.

Lu Yan sat down, and the people at the table around him were still relatively close, and everyone spontaneously did not mention the words, the child, or Lu Yan's divorce.

Fu Zheng asked people to pack up a pair of mahjong and come over, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle: "Come on, come on, play mahjong." ”

Lu Yan didn't say anything, lowered his eyes slightly, and began to touch the cards.

Ji Muyang is Lu Yan's next family, his face is not very good, his handsome eyebrows are cold, after a few laps, several people around him also saw Ji Muyang's strong smell of gunpowder, which was completely aimed at Lu Yan.

Lu Yan was a little careless, even if he lost a lot of money, there was no extra emotion on his face.

In the end, Ji Muyang didn't hold back his temper, he stood up with a "bang", and with a lift of his long hand, the mahjong on the mahjong table completely overturned on the ground, making a piercing collision sound.

Mahjong is bouncing and rolling down on the ground.

Ji Muyang propped his hands on the table, the green tendons on the back of his hands undulated, his lips tightened, and there was a faint fire jumping in his black eyes, but there was cold air penetrating.

Lu Yan still sat still, just raised his eyelids lazily, and his eyes were cold.

Fu Zheng was startled, and hurriedly pressed Ji Muyang.

was freed by Ji Muyang at once.

Fu Zheng: "Ah Yang, what are you doing, there are so many people, if you have any dissatisfaction with Ah Yan, what can't our brothers say well." ”

Ji Muyang ignored Fu Zheng, still staring at Lu Yan intently.

The entire box was quiet because of Ji Muyang's actions, and everyone's eyes were focused on Ji Muyang and Lu Yan, not very understanding what was going on.

Fu Zheng played the round: "It's okay, it's okay, you guys play with yours, Ji Muyang, this kid has drunk too much!"

Ji Muyang was silent for a long time, then suddenly spoke, his thin lips moved, and asked, "Lu Yan, did you believe those gossip?"

"What kind of gossip?" Lu Yan smiled faintly, he didn't seem to care at all, and he didn't bother to pay attention to Ji Muyang, after saying this, he got up, slowly sorted out his cufflinks, and said lightly to Fu Zheng: "Ah Zheng, you guys play, I'll go back first." ”

The sneer on Ji Muyang's lips became more and more obvious.

He straightened up, looked at Lu Yan's departing back, and also opened his long legs, chasing in the direction of Lu Yan's departure.

Fu Zheng was stunned, scolded in his heart, and hurriedly chased after him, who knows what Ji Muyang, a fool, will do.

When leaving the box, Fu Zheng didn't forget to close the box door.

At the corner of the corridor, Ji Muyang stood not far from Lu Yan: "Lu Yan, so, Yan Yu really had a fetus? Did your great mother do it? You also allowed it, do you really think that child is not yours? You really divorced Yan Yu?"

Lu Yan heard his words, paused, and turned around.

Slightly drooping his eyes, his long eyelashes fell deep and shallow shades under his eye sockets, making it impossible to guess his emotions, but there was a thin smile on his lips, as if he was in a good mood.

Lu Yan stared at Ji Muyang, his eyes were cold, and he looked at it a little, as if he met Ji Muyang for the first time today: "Ayang, even if I do these things, what does it have to do with you?"

The anger in Ji Muyang's chest suddenly burned, he clenched his fists, and his voice rolled out of his throat: "What do you say, what do you say is that you killed a human life like this! You also hurt Yan Yu's body! You are divorced now, right? Let me ask you, when you were not divorced, were you really in love with other women in the UK?"

Lu Yan's eyes were careless, he withdrew his gaze from Ji Muyang, and said lightly: "If the answer you want to get is yes, then I'll tell you, you will be in love with me......"

Before he finished speaking, his collar was grabbed by Ji Muyang fiercely.

Ji Muyang dragged Lu Yan over, the eyes of the two were very close, and Ji Muyang's eyes were as cold as a cold knife.

"Bastard!"

Lu Yan's thin lips were ruthless, and he pulled his lips: "Ah Yang, why did you pretend to be affectionate and resentful?

"How can that be the same?"

"Why is it different?" Lu Yan's tone was light, he looked at Ji Muyang, and his eyebrows beat heavily.

He remembered.

Not long ago, Ji Muyang once sent Yan Yu to the hospital, and he always had intimate contact with Yan Yu, and his thoughts were already revealed.

Lu Yan's eyes were even colder: "Ah Yang, there are some people you can't think about. ”

This sentence angered Ji Muyang at once, and the fire in his eyes became more and more vigorous, burning little by little, almost squirting out of his pupils.

He clenched his fist and waved his hand, and a heavy punch landed on Lu Yan's cheekbone.

Lu Yan was obviously able to dodge, but he took this punch hard.

Ji Muyang's hand was not light at all, Lu Yan's cheekbones were like bones were about to break, Lu Yan's tongue was on the top of his cheeks, the corners of his lips were tightened, and he didn't say anything.

Ji Muyang was about to make a move, but Fu Zheng hurriedly went up and grabbed him.

"Calm down, they're all brothers, don't fight. ”

Fu Zheng broke Ji Muyang's hand, Lu Yan calmly straightened out his collar, and bruises had already appeared on his cheekbones.

His eyes were steady, and the light fell in his eyes, and it was clearly extinguished.

The thin lips moved slightly, and the voice was hoarse: "Ah Yang, Yan Yu is not someone you can move, this fist, I won't care about you." ”

Ji Muyang's eyes were heavy with ice, and the cold light was overflowing.

Lu Yan's figure quickly disappeared into the corridor, Ji Muyang raised his eyes, staring at the slightly obscure corridor lamp, the light was dense, and his silhouette revealed a deep coldness.

Fu Zheng's brows twisted tightly: "Ah Yang, don't you really have any thoughts about Yan Yu, right? She is good, she looks like a goddess, and her conduct is good, but she is Ah Yan's ex-wife, you are Ah Yan's brother, think about it yourself, is it important to be a brother or a woman? What's more, even if you choose a woman, do you think Yan Yu is likely to look up to you?"

Ji Muyang didn't answer, he was silent for a long time, so long that when Fu Zheng thought he couldn't hear his voice, he opened his mouth lightly, as if he was smiling, but there was an empty and boundless silence.

"Thinking too much, I just think that Ah Yan is really not a man, and tortures a woman like this. ”

*

Out of the lively clubhouse, walked out.

The night wind blew, obviously with the warmth of midsummer, but Lu Yan felt a little cold, and those colds seemed to have penetrated into the bone marrow, bringing a chill.

He got into the car, started the car, stepped on the accelerator, and drove out of the clubhouse's parking lot.

The address of the clubhouse is a little off, he will pass by the wharf, and in the distance, he will see the spark fishing lights on the wharf, the sea surface is sparkling, reflecting the luster of the stars.

Half a year ago, he and Yan Yu stood here confronting each other.

Lu Yan retracted his gaze, the car bypassed the corner, and slowly drove towards the old house, the street lights fell backwards little by little, the lights and shadows were scattered, and after shuttling through the neon flashing world, it was silent.

The old mansion is located in the mountains on the outskirts of the city.

The street lights are becoming more and more sporadic, and the light in Lu Yan's eyes in the driver's seat is getting darker and darker.

There is no light in the old house, it is no longer bright, after all, Zhou Yun is gone, and Yan Yu is gone, Lu Yan pushed open the door, did not turn on the light, and slowly walked upstairs in the dark night.

Perhaps hearing Lu Yan's footsteps, the door of the study suddenly opened.

Lu Chengguo was wearing a nightgown, reading glasses, and a document in his hand, and raised his eyes to look at Lu Yan: "You're back?"

"Hmm. Lu Yan pursed his lips and said.

"When are you going to London?"

"Two more days. ”

Lu Chengguo: "Did you go to see the parables today?"

Lu Yan's fists clenched tightly: "No." ”

"I didn't look at the little stars either. ”

"Hmm. ”

Lu Chengguo's chest rose and fell: "When something happened at home that day, I was not there and was on a business trip, so I don't know exactly what happened." If you don't go to see it today, forget it, you don't have to go in the future, you're divorced anyway, if you want to break it, just break it thoroughly. ”

Lu Yan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he didn't say anything.

Lu Chengguo has been very busy lately, spending most of his time in company meetings or on business trips, and has little time at home.

He glanced at Lu Yan and instructed: "People have to look forward, and after this hurdle, nothing will be gone." ”

Lu Yan lowered his eyelashes and straightened his lips.

Lu Chengguo: "The fund set up for Xiaoxing, I also injected money into the fund today, found a special manager to help manage it, and also found a lawyer to transfer it to Yanyu." ”

"Well, you're in charge, hard work, Dad. ”

"How is the Cheng family?"

"It's okay, that housekeeper has some skills, with him, most of the restlessness of the entire Cheng family is still suppressed. ”

Lu Chengguo's brows twisted slightly, Steward Cheng is actually far more than a housekeeper, he is the right-hand man of the head of the Cheng family, helping the head of the family manage many things, and also take care of countless businesses.

Well-connected and capable.

Very good indeed.

"Your mom was derelict this time...... That kid ......"

Lu Chengguo said a few more words, and then returned to his room, Lu Yan also entered the bedroom, his cold eyes wandered around the bedroom, the temperature of the central air conditioner was adjusted a little low, the bed was covered with a wide velvet quilt, which looked soft, the window on the side was closed, and the white intricate lace pattern gauze curtain hung down gently.

He remembered that Yan Yu had said that he liked the curtain.

Lu Yan's chest rose and fell, took the bathrobe, walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, sprinkled water with the sprinkler, he took off his clothes and stood under the sprinkler.

The warm water spilled from the head, seeped from the forehead to the eyes, and then rolled down little by little, along the cold and hard jaw line.

Lu Yan tensed his lips, closed his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After taking a bath, Lu Yan wrapped himself in a bathrobe, took a glass of red wine, opened the floor-to-ceiling door, and walked to the balcony, he stood by the railing, overlooking the whole city from the halfway up the mountain, the lights were scattered, the traffic was rolling, and the sky above the city seemed to be shrouded in a layer of mist.

There was a cold wind coming.

He tilted his head and poured down the glass of red wine, which ran down his throat and into his stomach, cold and burning with the intensity of the burning.

His hands were propped up on the railing, only to feel the emptiness and loneliness between his chest and abdomen, and the cold wind penetrated into his heart, as if a blade was scraping his chest, filled with blood.

Lu Yan was suddenly dazed, and when it was quiet in the middle of the night, he always felt like a walking corpse.

The hard heart, but the soft opening.

Thinking about people, thinking about it hurts.

He didn't know what to do next, and the divorce and holding power in his hands didn't give him the relief he imagined, nor did it bring him some pleasure.

Little by little, his heart sank, as if it had fallen into the depths of the sea, and the sea poured in, into his ears and lungs, and robbed him of his breath.

*

Lu Yan still has to stay in China for two days, but he doesn't know how to arrange these two days.

He would have wanted to go to a private hospital, where his mother was...... But he calmed down for a long time and did not go.

He thought of words again, but he quickly rejected them.

He clenched his fingers, a little harder, and pinched the flesh in his palm.

Lu Chengguo had already gone to the Lu Group, there were only some servants in the villa, Lu Yan went downstairs, and when he saw the unfamiliar faces of those servants, he was a little dazed, and then he realized that the original servants had already been replaced by him.

He finished his breakfast quietly alone, but when he ate breakfast, his mind never stopped turning, and the two of them had been together for nearly two years, and before he knew it, he had already remembered the preference for words.

She likes to drink porridge, and her favorite is white porridge, followed by okra shrimp porridge, and she also likes to eat fried dough sticks.

She cooks all kinds of breakfasts.

It's just that he can't eat anymore.

As soon as he thought of it, he didn't know who it was in the future, maybe it was Qin Rang, who would eat until the breakfast she made by herself, his jealousy couldn't help but burn, and his heart was like being held fiercely by an invisible hand.

It is difficult to change people's habits, and he is not used to it for the time being, and he speaks of the days when he is not there.

In the past six months in Cheng's house, he was like masochism, reading everything related to Cheng Ci very seriously, and he slowly learned about Cheng Ci's growth experience, Cheng Ci's character, Cheng Ci's thoughts and Cheng Ci's love for words.

They met when they were young, fell in love with each other when they were young, and all their teenage years were each other.

Steward Cheng gave Lu Yan all the power to look through all of Cheng Ci's things.

Cheng Ci also has the habit of writing a diary, and Lu Yan can almost find the gifts mentioned in each diary in Cheng Ci's bedroom, and Cheng Ci even retains many things that Yan Yu played with when he was a child.

Cheng Ci also took photos of several albums for Yan Yu.

The metaphors in the photo range from a small little girl with a cold face to a girl with a sweet smile.

From the photos, I can see the growth trajectory of Yan Yu very well, and I can also see that she has become laughing little by little under the care of Cheng Ci.

Cheng Ci is low-key, but with Yanyu, although the Cheng family does not allow it, but his life is still full of words, he said that he wants to marry Yan Yu and have children, just give birth to a daughter, if he gives birth to a daughter, the name will take a word, called - star, which means that she shines like a star and dazzles his life.

As the saying goes, everything is low-key, but the love of you doesn't.

The intense fire of jealousy, with the pain of destroying the world, wrapped around Lu Yan.

He didn't dare to go to see the words, but he had to go back to see the words.

When he returned to the Lu family, he always didn't want to look at Shang Yanyu, he was afraid that he would be impulsive, and he was afraid of seeing the indifference on her face, which was completely different from the sweetness in the photo.

He endured the pain in the bones all over his body.

When he returned to Cheng's house, when he was free, he would still look at the words in Cheng Ci's eyes to understand and recognize the words he had never seen.

Sometimes, his heart hurts terribly.

He would also wonder what would happen if he had known the person he had known since he was a child......

*

The next day, Lu Yan was casually looking at the report, his mobile phone rang suddenly, he answered the call, the traces between his eyebrows folded, and the nerves in his mind seemed to have been cut by a sharp knife.

He pursed his thin lips, and his big hand holding the phone tightened slightly: "What?"

He grabbed the car keys on his desk.

Outside the villa, there was the sound of the engine roaring, and he stepped on the accelerator suddenly, hit the steering wheel, like an arrow off the string, and left the villa in the middle of the mountain.

His car was parked under the apartment where he and Yan Yu lived after their marriage.

From a distance, he saw Yan Yu and Qin Rang walking out of the apartment building.

Lu Yan's fingers holding the direction were so hard that the knuckles were a little pale, the expression under his eyes changed slightly, his eyes were dark and deep, his face was cold, and he seemed to be able to drip water at any time.

Yan Yu hugged the little star, and the little star obediently lay on her shoulder, but Qin Rang carried a lot of things in his hands, which were Yan Yu's luggage.

The corners of her eyes and eyebrows are full of smiles, her lips are bent, her skin is fair, and in the summer morning light, it seems to be like a peach blossom blooming in spring, full of rippling breath.

In fact, her face is pale and her figure is slender, but the smile in her amber eyes is charming and affectionate.

Qin Rang's clean eyebrows were smiling, and the lines of his side face were smooth, reflecting the pale blue sky, which was even more refreshing.

He strode away, carrying a lot of luggage, but he didn't look struggling at all, and he could even bend down with a free hand to open the car door for Yan Yu and Little Star.

Yan Yu hugged the little star and sat in the back seat, I don't know what Qin Rang said, the little star suddenly lay on the window, looking up at the little face, the black eyes were shining, "Haw", and gave Qin Rang's side face a kiss, after she kissed, she laughed, as sweet as a marshmallow.

Lu Yan's heart contracted suddenly, and the throbbing pain made him want to bend down for a moment, his stomach that had not eaten breakfast was empty, and the stomach acid was corroding the stomach wall, sore and painful.

After Qin Rang put away his luggage, he didn't rush to get into the car.

After a while, another person walked out of the building, the person was wearing a well-fitting suit, smiling like a spring breeze, and shook hands with Qin Rang, Qin Rang bent down and said a few words to Yan Yu, then got into the car and drove away.

Lu Yan's throat rolled silently, and after he saw Yan Yu leave, he opened the car door, tightened his jaw line, and walked in front of the man.

Lu Yan's eyes were so dark that he could barely see the light, which was a little terrifying.

He asked, "Did the woman who just left sell the apartment to you?"

The man was obviously a little nervous, he swallowed his saliva, and he didn't dare to say, "What's the matter? I bought it by legal means, and we also signed the transfer agreement, these procedures are all legal!"

Lu Yan lowered his eyes, his dark eyes were deep, and people couldn't see his emotions: "How much did you buy it?"

The man was silent, staring at Lu Yan tightly and did not answer.

Lu Yan didn't raise his voice, but slowed down his tone: "How much did you buy it?" but there was a faint sense of pressure.

Lu Yan continued: "How much money did you spend, I bought it at three times the price. His bony fingers clenched little by little.

The man's eyes widened in surprise, and he hesitated for a long time, but finally said the price.

Lu Yan's face became more and more ugly.

The man added: "The couple are in a hurry to go abroad, so they hurriedly dumped this apartment at a low price, don't you dislike the three times the price? You just promised me! If you don't buy it, there are many people who want to buy such a good house in this area." ”

Lu Yan's slender and bony fingers had long since lost the slightest blood, and he laughed lightly in anger, as if his entire chest was vibrating.

The words "husband and wife" and "going abroad" penetrated directly into his auditory nerves, bringing a tingling pain that flowed through his limbs like electricity.

His voice was low and hoarse: "They are not husband and wife......"

The voice was so low that the person on the other side didn't hear it, and he frowned: "What did you say?"

Lu Yan: "I said, if you make an agreement, I will still buy this apartment at three times the price, and transfer it now." ”

He didn't bring cash, and he couldn't swipe the card, so he directly asked the other party to go to the Lu Group to ask for money.

Lu Yan quickly got the key to the apartment, he went up to the apartment alone, opened the door, Yan Yu cleaned up very cleanly, the whole house was covered with a white cloth, all the decorations with the owner's style were put away, and the house exuded an indifferent and ruthless atmosphere.

Lu Yan went to the kitchen, leaned against the door frame, and glanced around the kitchen lazily.

All the kitchen utensils are gone.

In this kitchen, Yan Yu cooked for him, boiled porridge, and served noodles, and he also used this kitchen to cook longevity noodles for Yan Yu's birthday.

All the gentleness of words, in this small space, swayed to the fullest, like silk shoes, entangled with him.

Lu Yan walked out of the kitchen, and his eyes fell on the sofa in the living room, where there was originally a small carpet dedicated to Little Star, which meant that when watching dramas or working, Little Star would lie on his stomach playing with dolls or building blocks. When he returned, the little star would raise his eyes, bend his eyes, look at him with a smile, and call him softly, "Daddy." ”

In the bedroom, all the sheets were put away, and the pillows were gone, but after all, this was the place where Yan Yu had lived with him the longest.

He took a deep breath, as if he could still smell the breath of words.

The wardrobe was empty, Yan Yu was clean, she didn't leave him anything to miss, not even the baby room next to it, there was nothing left.

The aura around Lu Yan was a little awe-inspiring, revealing a cold aura.

He gave this apartment a metaphor, thinking that she would not live in it, but he never thought that she would sell this apartment directly at a low price, like throwing away a piece of garbage, without a trace of hesitation.

Lu Yan sat quietly in the apartment all morning, and did not go downstairs until noon, the trash can outside the apartment was just emptying the garbage, and he was sharp to find that the skirt he had given to Yan Yu was also in the garbage heap.

His eyebrows were heavy and icy, the tip of his heart was like a knife, and there was a faint taste of blood in his mouth.

*

The work of the north and south is in China, and it is impossible for her to leave her job and go to the UK with Yanyu.

Yan Yu's body has not recovered yet, and her face without makeup is a little light, she smiled: "You work hard, I will rest for a while, and I will work hard with you to make money, don't worry about me, I'm fine, I'm alone, and I can take good care of Xiaoxing." ”

Nanbei said softly: "You female tyrant, begging for support, you sold all the houses given by Lu Yan, are you distressed?"

Yan Yu's lips were pale: "What's so distressing, the geographical location of these houses is very good, even if they are sold cheaply, it is a large amount of income, don't be in vain." ”

Nanbei said: "Also, rubbing the thighs of the local tyrants, tomorrow I will drive seven seats and send you to the airport, right?"

"Okay. Yan Yu pinched Nanbei's earlobe, "You also have to take good care of yourself, and have a good relationship with Song Qingran, of course, if you are unhappy, you are welcome to go to the UK to join me." ”

"Definitely, I'll go play with you during the eleventh holiday. ”

Yan Yu didn't have much luggage, Qin Rang was even less for a big man, and there was still a lot of room for 7 seats, Nanbei looked in the rearview mirror, and said to them: "I'm ready to start, are the children wearing seat belts?"

The little star blinked his eyes, tilted his head, and smiled brightly: "Auntie, I'm seated." ”

She was sitting in a child seat.

Qin Nanfeng, who was next door, also sat in the child seat, he also raised his hand and said loudly, "Sit down." ”

Xiaoxing turned her head to look at him, and suddenly stretched out her hand and held his hand, she said in a soft voice: "Brother Nanfeng, hold hands." ”

Qin Nanfeng's face turned red all of a sudden.

Qin let the smile at the end of his eyes ripple, his eyebrows were clear, his smile was clean, his eyes flashed from the children, to the body of the words, just for a while, and slowly withdrew his gaze.

The words were not very comfortable, and when I got into the car, I closed my eyes and rested.

It was obviously the height of summer, but she was wearing a long coat and trousers, pursing her lips slightly, and her eyelashes fluttered gently.

The sunlight slowly passed over her face, leaving a dappled light and shadow, which set off her fair complexion, which made people feel distressed.

*

Lu Yan was also going to England on the same day, but he was on a plane that took off at night.

He was packing his luggage, Fu Zheng called, Fu Zheng said: "Ah Yan, I don't know if you know, but I'm afraid you will regret it, saying that you are going abroad today, I only know that it is a morning flight, I don't know where to go." It's just that some small media said that the words are the same as the previous ones...... Qin Rang, who was her boss, went out to the airport together. ”

Fu Zheng has already said it very tactfully, but the tabloids directly said that Mrs. Lu Yan was shameless, gave Lu Yan a green hat, and left with the adulterer, and even described the various intimate actions of Mrs. Lu Yan and the adulterer, and the tabloid speculated that Lu Yan gave up the custody of his daughter, which must be because Lu Yan knew that his daughter was not his own.

Fu Zheng continued: "Ah Yan......"

Before he finished speaking, Lu Yan hung up his phone, and after a while, a black sports car drove out of the garage of the Lu family's old mansion, all the way up the elevated road, and rushed straight towards the airport.

Lu Yan didn't know how many red lights he ran along the way, the horn rang loudly, he kept adding the accelerator, and glanced at his watch from time to time.

Time is ticking.

He was full of irritability from the bottom of his heart, his brows were tightly locked, his expression was cold, there was a traffic jam in front of him, and he slapped the horn.

He spun the wheel and tried to change lanes.

The screen of the mobile phone placed in the passenger seat suddenly lit up, and a text message came in, it was Ji Muyang's.

His tone was cold and unfamiliar: "The time of take-off is 10:30, you missed it." ”

Lu Yan tightened the lines of the outline, his eyes were shining, it was now 10:29, the green tendons on his temples were suddenly broken, the slender finger joints were white, and his dark eyes flashed with hatred.

In the past, he had thought about letting words roll away from the city countless times.

But when it really came, he wasn't happy at all.

It was already 10:30, he slammed his fist on the steering wheel, slowed down the car, and behind him, a police car closely chased Lu Yan's car - "The car in front, stop!

Lu Yan got off the elevated road, lightly drove to the emergency stop on the side, and stepped on the brakes.

He sat in the driver's seat, looking up at the blue sky, clean colors, pure colors, white clouds floating, and then, a plane rose low, and in the sky, a white tail smoke streaked through.

The plane flew higher and higher, slowly sinking into the clouds.

Lu Yan pursed his thin lips, there was a faint smile on his lips, he closed his gaze and stared at himself in the rearview mirror, his face was embarrassed, his beard was not shaved, and his clothes were worn messily.

is the same as his appearance, as well as his corrupted soul inside.

The phone vibrated again, this time from the UK, and he stared at the number and answered the call.

The right hand pinched the center of the eyebrows.

On the other end of the phone, a slightly calm female voice came, but if you listen carefully, you can also hear the sweetness of the other party's voice - "Lu Yan, have you already packed your things? What time is the plane in the afternoon, I will pick you up at the airport tomorrow." ”

Lu Yan didn't answer, only said, "No need, Jia Ran, you don't have to go to the airport." ”

"No, as soon as you come back, I'm going to take you to the banquet, you've been back for a few days, and you've missed too much work. ”

"Got it. ”

Lu Yan hung up the phone.

The police had already caught up with him.

He didn't pay attention to it, he only felt that there seemed to be only hatred left in his chest, and this hatred was regret and hatred.

*

Three years later.