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Lu Shumu is delicate and sensitive, he is very sad, but he quickly adjusted his state, his hand gently wiped away his tears for Yan Yu, he rarely has physical contact with people, but Yan Yu is different, Yan Yu is his mother, and she has a taste that he likes.
Lu Shumu looked at her, moved closer, and kissed her on the cheek.
Yan Yu came back to her senses, staring at him a little vaguely in front of her eyes, her heart was grabbed by him at once, and the surging maternal love wrapped her.
She burst into tears and laughed, and gave him a kiss in return.
After the two of them quieted down, the crying person became a little star, she didn't know why, staring at her mother and Lu Shumu hugging, suddenly her heart was sore and swollen, and a burst of unspeakable sadness hit her, she "wow", her nose was sore, and she cried even worse, tears were like water that opened the floodgates, uncontrollable.
She sobbed and wept, and her big moist eyes stared at the words, full of grievances.
This is her mother, not Lu Shumu's mother.
She didn't want her mother to be snatched away by Lu Shumu.
She ran to Yan Yu's side, clinging to Yan Yu tightly, and when she saw Lu Shumu holding Yan Yu's hand, she pursed her lips and broke Lu Shumu's fingers one by one unhappily, she said intermittently: "This is my mother." ”
Xiaoxing doesn't know what she's afraid of, but in the past few years, her mother has been her alone, and she doesn't want to share it with others, although she knows that sharing is a virtue, but her mother is different......
Lu Shumu was rare and stubborn, Xiaoxing broke his hand, and he held the words again.
The two children secretly competed with each other, and neither of them would leave the words.
Lu Shumu's lips were pursed very straight, his face was expressionless, he didn't say anything, Xiaoxing's tears fell more, she was very aggrieved: "You bad brother, this is my mother alone." ”
"It's my mom. After being silent for a while, Lu Shumu rarely refused to back down and said calmly.
Yan Yu hurriedly hugged the two children into her arms, Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu were her sweethearts, the two children lay in Yan Yu's arms, and immediately hugged her neck, both of them were afraid of being thrown down by Yan Yu.
But Yan Yu couldn't pick up both children.
Lu Yan helped Yan Yu up from behind, that is, he helped Yan Yu up with the child, Yan Yu stood firm, and then broke free of Lu Yan's hand, she didn't look at Lu Yan, looked down at the child in her arms, and sat on the sofa on the side.
Lu Shumu was obedient, so she wasn't very worried.
Yan Yu looked at the little star gently, took out a tissue, and gently wiped away the tears for the little star, the little star cried so much that her heart was about to break, Yan Yu said: "Baby, don't cry, okay? You listen to your mother, your mother loves you very much." ”
Little Star interrupted her, and she sobbed, pitiful: "If you had Brother Shumu, would you still love me the same?"
"Of course. ”
"Really?"
"Really, after having Brother Shumu, you will get more love, Shumu will love you, your father...... I will love you too. ”
The little star red rabbit looked at Lu Yan, and then looked at Lu Shumu: "Is Uncle Lu my father?
"Hmm. Yan Yu smiled faintly, "Shumu is your younger brother. ”
Lu Yan's fingers curled up on the side, and he understood very well that Yan Yu was deliberately vaguely ignoring the fact that he was Little Star's father.
Xiaoxing was quiet for a while, she was still silently shedding tears, that is, she was wronged, she wanted her mother more than her father and brother, but when she got the love of her father and brother, she would lose her mother's love.
No matter how much she coaxed her, she couldn't listen to it, and the way she cried was not annoying, just quietly, with her head down, pitiful little appearance.
Lu Yan pursed his lips when he saw it, his handsome brows were twisted, he was so distressed that he just wanted to pick up the little star.
Suddenly, a small hand touched the face of the little star, and gently wiped away her tears.
Xiaoxing raised his eyes in a daze and saw Lu Shumu's dark eyes.
Lu Shumu finally gave in: "Don't cry, if you don't want your mother to love me, don't love me, I will love you, little star." ”
It sounded as if he was the older brother.
Xiaoxing felt a little ashamed, her tears slowly stopped, but she hugged Yan Yu tightly, with possessiveness, a monopoly, Lu Shumu could only retreat from Yan Yu's embrace.
Xiaoxing buried her head in her mother's neck, took her back and ass to Lu Yan and Lu Shumu, and said sullenly: "Brother Shumu, Uncle Lu is for you, I don't want a father anymore." ”
"I don't want it either. ”
Lu Shumu replied quickly.
Lu Yan: "......" His Adam's apple rolled up and down, he couldn't say anything, his throat was heavily blocked by wet cotton, and his chest rose and fell.
Xiaoxing stopped talking to Lu Shumu.
Lu Shumu was obviously very disappointed, he pursed his mouth, as if he was a little at a loss.
Yan Yu gave up a free hand, held his hand distressedly, and signaled with his eyes: She has a temper, just wait a while.
Lu Shumu nodded, neither noisy nor noisy.
Xiaoxing has always been spoiled by Yan Yu, but she is not doting, she lay on Yan Yu's shoulder, and after calming down for a while, she felt a faint guilt, she was a little uneasy, got up, turned her eyes, and stared at Lu Shumu.
Lu Shumu has thick and slender eyelashes hanging slightly, his skin is white, and his forehead hair is slightly drooping, which makes people can't see his expression clearly, but he can vaguely feel his loneliness.
Xiaoxing's little fist clenched and let go, she remembered that Lu Shumu was very good to her, and he also gave her his paintings, and no father was not pitiful, no mother was very pitiful, thinking like this, Shumu's younger brother was more pitiful than her.
The little star blinked, and the little hands tangled.
In fact, both of them are very pitiful, one does not live with their father, and the other does not live with their mother...... She shouldn't care about it, the two of them share it, and they both have a father and a mother.
Little Star looked up at Yan Yu at a loss, and Yan Yu was looking at her with a smile of encouragement in his eyes.
Xiaoxing puffed out his cheeks, lowered his head again, and said sullenly: "I'm sorry, Brother Shumu, my mother will give you half of it, you ...... Don't be sad. ”
Lu Shumu's black eyes lit up, his fair face slowly turned red, he was excited and shy, he saw that Xiaoxing gave him a place, tensed his body, and hugged Yan Yu again.
Then, he said to Little Star, "That...... Don't be sad, Dad, I don't want it, I'll give it to you. ”
Words can't cry or laugh.
Lu Yan's face was expressionless, the slender fingers hanging by his side curled up and released, and there was a sneer in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows-shouldn't I say that I would share half of you? Why did it become "Dad, I don't want it, I'll give you Dad"?
*
Lu Yan explained the affairs of the Cheng family, and several people would be able to go back soon.
In the past few days, he has almost no dialogue with Yanyu, and if he speaks, he always asks and answers, and talks about things.
When Lu Yan came out of the study, Steward Cheng was holding tea in his white-gloved hand, he looked at Lu Yan with a smile, and handed the flower tea to Lu Yan.
Lu Yan glanced at him lightly and loosened his bow tie: "Steward Cheng, when I am not there, the Cheng Mansion will be handed over to you, and the Cheng Group will not bother you." ”
Steward Cheng smiled deeply, as if he sighed: "Young Master Yan, you finally have the appearance of the head of the family." ”
This kind of smile is very annoying to Lu Yan, Steward Cheng has probably been committed to cultivating the heir who is most conducive to the development of the Cheng family all his life, he regards Lu Yan as a part of the cultivation game, or a work created by him, and now Lu Yan is getting more and more similar to the head of the family he imagined, so he will show satisfaction.
Lu Yan was expressionless and didn't plan to pay attention to Steward Cheng.
Steward Cheng's voice sounded in the back: "Young Master Yan, Young Master Cheng was the same as you back then, but now your methods are far inferior to him, he is much more powerful than you, and much more ruthless than you." ”
"Young Master Yan, you don't remember Young Master Ci very well, and naturally you don't remember that you got along, do you remember the shootout you encountered in the United States many years ago?"
Gunfight?
Lu Yan didn't have any plot about the shootout in his memory, he just had a car accident, he lowered his eyelashes, and that was the time when he met Xu Yingxia again.
Xia Xia saved him.
Then, he woke up and began to pursue her.
What's more, there is no fault in Lu Yan's entire memory picture, he remembers the general events that happen every year, and there is no gap.
Steward Cheng's voice was very slow: "Actually, you are very similar to Young Master Ci, I knew it when I was a child, but Young Master Ci is better than you can hide, you brothers have been at odds since they were very young, obviously disgusted with each other, but they love to be entangled." ”
Lu Yan's footsteps stopped, when he heard Cheng Ci's affairs, he couldn't help but want to listen to it, these memories are too long, not to mention, he left the Cheng family with Zhou Yun when he was very young, how could he get along with Cheng Ci?
"It's Young Master Ci who went to find you, he wanted to see Mrs. Lu, I promised him, as long as he meets the requirements of me and the head of the family, I will allow him to go to China, every time you meet, I am secretly following, and you often change identities with each other, taking turns to stay in the Cheng family and the Lu family. Steward Cheng smiled lightly, "When you were young, you looked more alike, but the head of the family and I can tell which is Young Master Ci and which is Young Master Yan." ”
Lu Yan's dark eyes were deep, his face was tight, and he quietly listened to Steward Cheng's words.
"Moreover, as long as the two of you exchange identities, you will definitely spare no effort to frame and smear each other, for example, when Young Master Ci stays in the Lu family, he will try his best to fight and make trouble at school or at home when you are about to change back, and then when you change back, you will be beaten by Lu Chengguo; ”
Lu Yan furrowed his brows, his memory of Cheng Ci was really vague, these things that Steward Cheng said, he sounded like another person's story.
"You are getting bigger and bigger, and your contradictions are getting more and more serious, but more is the hostility of Young Master Ci towards you, he likes to possess what you really like. ”
Lu Yan turned around and stared at Steward Cheng, his expression was gloomy, under such light and shadow, he was a little scary, but his tone was calm: "What is a shootout?"
He didn't believe Steward Cheng's words, nor did he disbelieve it, he just asked Steward Cheng to explain those things clearly.
Steward Cheng said slowly: "Someone wants to get rid of Young Master Ci, Young Master Ci obviously knows the result, but he asked you to go, he wants you to be a stand-in, in fact, the difference in your appearance when you grow up is quite big, maybe because of this reason, maybe because of other reasons, the person who died unexpectedly in the end was Young Master Ci." ”
"Young Master Ci has traces of gunshots on his body, and he claims to the public that it is an accidental car accident. ”
Lu Yan's brows were tightly locked, he didn't say anything, and walked away directly into the bedroom.
Yan Yu was still the same as a few days ago, he had already fallen asleep, Lu Yan clenched his fists, he didn't know why Steward Cheng suddenly talked about Cheng Ci, he didn't have any memory of what he said tonight.
Lu Yan was expressionless, lying down in the quilt, he gently stuck to Yanyu's back from behind, hugged her, he stared at her side face, but his eyes gradually deepened, and he seemed to be a little distracted.
He closed his eyes, floating and sinking, and faintly heard two voices arguing in his ears, and two men confronting each other vaguely in front of him.
A gentle voice said with a smile on his face: "Lu Yan, it's really interesting, you want to grab my position, I want to play with you more and more." ”
A voice slowly replied to him: "Cheng Ci, are you also starting to get distracted?" I heard that you like a student, I don't know who that student will be?"
Then, the first voice sounded again, completely losing its gentleness, leaving only a heart-pounding gloom: "Lu Yan, if you dare to touch her, I will let you taste the taste of losing everything." ”
……
Lu Yan suddenly opened his eyes, but found that the sky was already bright, and the two voices of Fang Cai were dreams, but the dreams were very real, between twins, there would be inductions, but he really had no memory of Cheng Ci.
Yan Yu hadn't woken up yet, his eyelashes were thick and long, and his sleeping position was a little restless, curled up.
Lu Yan stared at Yan Yu's face, thinking, he had guessed that Cheng Ci could not be such a gentle appearance as the outside world, in such a Cheng family, who would be simple and gentle, but Cheng Ci was good at hiding his ugly side, in front of Yan Yu, he might be a simple man who loved her.
Lu Yan's chest was a little stuffy.
He took the word and kissed the word on the forehead.
Jealousy was like an ant, gnawing at his heart, and it hurt so much that he almost went crazy.
He thought again, but Cheng Ci was dead, no matter what the past was, he couldn't be with Yan Yu anymore, it was all in the past.
What Steward Cheng said doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if it's true or not.
Yan Yu opened her eyes and saw that she was in Lu Yan's arms, she had no expression, pushed Lu Yan away, and said, "Hot." ”
It's getting hotter and hotter right now.
Lu Yan smiled, she didn't get angry because of her cold face, she had a good temper: "Later, you can pack up your things again, we will fly at night and return to China." ”
Yan Yu said lightly: "After returning to China, I won't go to Lu Zhai." ”
Lu Yan suddenly became very easy to speak: "Okay, it's okay not to go." ”
His brows furrowed slightly, he didn't know how to get along with his mother now, a dark light flashed in his dark eyes, he was tired and guilty.
Yan Yu got up from the bed, Lu Yan also got out of bed, he looked at Yan Yu's back, his eyebrows jumped and jumped, and he asked lightly: "Yan Yu, what are you planning?"
Yan Yu didn't look back, and his voice was calm: "It's nothing, I just think that your mother is a little too much." ”
Lu Yan pursed his lips, his chest sank and sank, and he couldn't say anything.
One is his mom and the other is the mom of his children.
One of the hardest puzzles in the world.
*
At noon, Yan Yu received a text message from Qin Rang.
Qin Rang only knew that she was going back to China, and asked her to come out to meet, Lu Yan went to the company to deal with the final affairs, and said that the maid at home would take care of the two children, and she drove Cheng's car and went to the city center.
The two met at the old local café.
Yan Yu walked into the café, and from a distance, he saw Qin Rang's figure, he was wearing a black suit with a white shirt, and he was looking down to choose coffee.
Yan Yu sat opposite him and smiled: "Qin Rang." ”
Qin Rang raised his head and smiled gently: "You're here." ”
Qin Rang understood the taste of Yan Yu, and directly helped Yan Yu choose, and when the coffee came up, he asked slowly: "Are you going back to China?
"Hmm. "Words don't want to explain too much.
Qin Rang didn't ask, and the two of them talked about some legal things, such as the recent case, and there were interesting things about Qin Nanfeng in between, but I don't know why, the words just felt that Qin Rang was angry, and he had been suppressing his anger, and there was only a gentle smile on his face.
Yan Yu seemed to smell the smell of wine: "Qin Rang, have you been drinking?"
Qin Rang smiled: "Well, drink a little, not much." ”
After drinking, you still drink coffee directly, it hurts your stomach, you should drink tea to relieve hangover. She said and called the waiter, but this is England, and there is only flower tea.
The waiter quickly served the flower tea, and said with a smile: "You drink flower tea, I will help you drink the coffee, and I will order it." ”
Qin made the smile at the end of his eyes deeper.
After chatting in the café for more than half an hour, Yan Yu raised his hand and looked at his watch: "The plane at night, the time is almost up, I have to go back to clean up, and we will talk next time we meet." ”
"Good. ”
"You're drinking, stop driving, I'll help you find a substitute driver." ”
Both of their cars were parked in the underground parking lot, Yan Yu pressed the car key, bent down slightly, opened the car door, and Qin Rang suddenly called her name behind her.
She turned her head, and before she could react, her wrist was suddenly grabbed tightly by him, and the pain made her subconsciously twist her eyebrows.
Her back hit the car door, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Qin Rang's burning gaze, obviously unsober and drunk, but she looked away and didn't dare to look directly.
She said, "Qin Rang, what are you doing, let go of me." ”
Qin Rang's breathing was a little heavy, his eyes stared at her for a moment, and after looking at her for a long time, he approached Yan Yu with a light and almost unsmellable smell of wine, and his facial features enlarged little by little in front of Yan Yu.
This kind of Qin Rang is a little unfamiliar.
Yan Yu took a deep breath and forced herself to look at him, and in his eyes, she seemed to see a deep loneliness, such loneliness and disappointment, which made her heart tremble.
"You and Lu Yan are back together?"
Qin Rang's voice was very calm and a little indifferent.
Yan Yu didn't want to leave room for her, she said: "Yes, Lu Shumu is my son. ”
This sentence is enough.
Qin Rang pursed his lips and stared at her for a long time, he didn't know if he was thinking about whether Lu Shumu was the son of words, or if he was thinking about something else, after a while, he said: "Lu Shumu was the child back then, just because of this, you decided to forgive Lu Yan?"
His tone was obviously very flat, but he heard a mockery in his words, and the atmosphere around him made people feel vaguely suffocated.
Yan Yu's chest rose and fell, and he wanted to say something, Qin Rang closed his eyes, and when he opened his eyes, he was calm again, he smiled and let go of Yan Yu, as if nothing had happened.
He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, took a step back, looked at Yan Yu, and chuckled: "The substitute driver is here, you go back, see you next time, Ah Yu." ”
He had already taken the lead in sitting in the passenger seat, waiting for the substitute driver to arrive, and from the perspective of words, he could only see Qin Rang's indifferent side face, which always made her feel very sad.
But they weren't suitable in the first place, not to mention, maybe she was thinking too much, and Qin Rang might just treat her as a friend who was better than an ordinary friend.
In the headquarters building of Cheng's Group, Lu Yan was looking at the photos from the bodyguards, the people in the photos were words, he arranged for the bodyguards to protect the safety of words, and secondly, let the bodyguards gather what she did in a day.
When he saw Qin Rang grabbing Yanyu's wrist and pressing her on the car door, his eyes were a little cold, his hand holding the phone became tighter and tighter, and his handsome face sank little by little.
In the past three years, the metaphor is to be with Qin Rang.
What Qin Rang thought, he couldn't be clearer as a man.
Lu Yan asked the bodyguard: "How can they be together?"
The bodyguard replied: "Madame took the initiative to see him, maybe it was to say goodbye." ”
Farewell.
Lu Yan didn't want Qin Rang to get close to Yan Yu at all.
*
At Heathrow Airport, Lu Yan's family of four boarded the plane, he didn't want to cause trouble, so he booked all the seats in the first class, Xiaoxing, this kid is easy to deceive, and now he has a good relationship with Lu Yan.
Still waiting for the plane, Xiaoxing sat on Lu Yan's lap.
Lu Yan touched her hair, the light in the cabin fell on his face, his expression was very gentle, he really loved Xiaoxing.
The plane took off soon, Xiaoxing kept eating snacks on the plane, she wanted to watch cartoons, the TV on the plane didn't have the cartoon she wanted to watch, she puffed out her cheeks, Lu Yan opened the satellite navigation iFi for her, she lay on Lu Yan's chest, staring at the phone intently, but, after a while, she fell asleep: "Dad, I'm sleepy." ”
She curled up and slept, like a distressing little flower cat.
Lu Yan bent his lips, and his heart was soft like a lake.
After Lu Shumu got on the plane, she read the books, coaxed him to watch a movie, and let him go to sleep, she covered Lu Shumu with a quilt, and when she looked sideways, she happened to see Lu Yan covering the little star with a blanket.
All his principles seem to be gone when he meets the little star, and he is much softer.
Lu Yan noticed Yan Yu's gaze, he pursed his lips, turned his eyes, and met her gaze, Yan Yu's eyes were very faint, and there was no emotion.
Lu Yan said: "I love her because of you, she is another you." ”
Yan Yu didn't react, she retracted her gaze, put on an eye mask, also lay down, and began to sleep, Lu Yan was not angry, the smile on his lips was shallow, the stewardess politely asked his opinion, and then reached out to turn off the lights in the cabin and entered sleep mode.