Chapter 258: Now, let's go home
He said that when he got married and had children, when his wife gave birth to children, he would understand.
But now, his child is more than four years old, and his second child is in the womb. But he has never seen the child's B ultrasound, never really accompanied the child to grow up, and he can't even ...... Watch them come to life with your own eyes.
"Why are you two here?"
When he shook his head, Su Ni's exclamation came from the door.
His thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and he heard Su Ni's somewhat panicked voice, "Su Miaomiao, how long have you two been standing here?"
"Why don't you speak, cry for what, who told you to eavesdrop!"
If it's so strict, the child will be scared.
Lu Changming thought, but he had never seen Su Ni so fierce Su Miaomiao, he frowned for a while, and subconsciously thought about what to say, and even put his right hand on the wheelchair.
He was about to push the wheelchair forward, but he just rolled around twice and stopped silently.
Suddenly it occurred to him what he was going to say if he went over now.
What kind of identity do you want to use to speak to the mother and daughter?
When he went over, did he want to tell the girl that his father could not take care of her anymore, or should he tell her that his father could not be by her side......
Suddenly, the pain in his heart made him almost unable to breathe.
The next moment, the little girl's exaggerated cry suddenly sounded in Li's ears, and the voice was extremely sharp.
"It's Dad, Miao Miao obviously heard Dad's voice! But you always tell you Miao Miao that Dad is not here, he is obviously inside. ”
"Isn't that Anzhi?"
The little boy was surprised, his little face was wrinkled, he knew that the little girl would cry more if he told the truth, but it didn't seem good to lie, so he frowned and tried hard to think about what to do at this time.
didn't get a response, Su Miaomiao didn't care, just her face was full of anxiety, seeing that this person was ignoring herself, and seeing that Su Ni was also stopping her, she gritted her teeth and simply went to the side to look into the lounge.
But Su Ni stretched out her hand and grabbed her, and scolded sharply, "What do you want to do?"
"Looking for Daddy!"
was picked up by Su Ni, and she didn't dare to struggle too hard, but her little head went out to the side, and she had already seen the man in a wheelchair.
Looking at each other, she is naturally familiar with the man's face, and she can even recognize it at a glance.
So he stretched out his little hand and kept pointing at the other party, "Look, that's Dad!"
"Dad, I'm Miao Miao, when did you come back, why didn't you call Miao Miao, why did you hide here secretly with Mommy, and ...... Are you hurt?"
"Daddy?"
She shouted, a little anxious.
The voice was close at hand, although he was shouting Lu Changming, Su Ni also heard it clearly.
The tip of the nose began to pantothenic acid for some reason, and the emotions that had been finally pressed were surging again. Since seeing Lu Changming last night, Su Ni has thought about this scene, and what kind of scene it will be when the little girl who has been looking forward to her father's return knows the facts.
But she didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, so fast that she didn't have time to react, and she was at a loss.
"Mommy, Daddy ignores people...... You talk to him, has he forgotten Miao Miao again. ”
Obediently got off Su Ni's body, Su Miaomiao stretched out her little hand, tugged at her clothes hard, and pulled again and again, "Na, look, he hasn't spoken." ”
yes, he hasn't spoken.
Somehow, Su Ni's eyes began to redden, and some obscure emotions gathered in them, and then they seemed to be pouring out uncontrollably.
She blinked, grabbing the little hands.
"He probably ...... I didn't hear it. ”
"The wedding is over, Miao Miao, let's go home. ”
"Oh!"
The little girl nodded heavily, but refused to move, and pointed to the lounge with her white fingers, "Won't Dad go back with us?"
The little fleshy face was full of confusion, and in her mind, it was impossible for her father not to go home with them. Besides, I haven't seen each other for so long.
The thin eyebrows furrowed, looked at Su Ni, and then at Lu Changming, and found that the two had not communicated from beginning to end.
She suddenly felt that something was wrong, and her little heart clenched suddenly, and her eyes widened.
"Gone!"
"Anzhi, you also follow. ”
Su Ni's heart hurt so badly that she didn't have the strength to delay, she grabbed one with one hand and left.
Outside the door was the crowd that had just heard the crying, there were already a lot of people, and it was the end of the wedding, and the elders happened to lack the topic of chatting after tea and dinner, and they all came over one by one.
When she pulled the child out, Su Miaomiao struggled so hard that she simply lay on the ground and sprinkled ......
"Su Miaomiao!"
Su Ni's whole body trembled, and she simply shook off her hand, her face full of fierceness, "How long are you going to make trouble?"
The little girl has obviously never seen her own mother like this, and even if she loses her temper willfully in the past, her own mother will always talk to her in a good voice. It's just a helpless reprimand.
When it comes to making mistakes, the punishment will be clearly stated.
She has never been like this, her whole face is pale, without any emotion, just like the teacher often says, you children are always making trouble, not quiet in class, and confronting the teacher, the teacher is so disappointed!
"Miao Miao, let's go home first. ”
Lu Anzhi always understands better than her, although he is young, he can grow up in the Lu family as Lu Yuan's widow, and he has suffered too much criticism.
He knew that it was his father who was in a wheelchair inside, and he wanted to rush over to let him hug him as soon as possible.
But after all, there was no movement, so he simply squatted down and pulled Su Miaomiao, who was lying on the ground.
But Su Miaomiao didn't move, her small fist was tightened, and she raised her head and looked at Su Ni carefully. After a while, he blinked very seriously, "But, Miao Miao still wants her father to ...... together."
"Then you'll be with him!"
Su Ni was angry, suddenly shook her off, turned around and left.
The little girl was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect to get this result, and her breath was stalked in her throat, as if she was choked in an instant. Big eyes filled with innocence.
"An, Anzhi...... Mommy her?"
didn't finish speaking, because in some blurred vision, it was Su Ni's back gradually walking away.
The body reacted faster than the brain, and the moment the eyes shed tears, he got up from the ground.
The small soft body was extremely flexible at this time, and the little short legs were swaying and running, and the whole fleshy face was shaking.
The pace is fast.
Lu Anzhi followed her side, and saw that her eyes, which were obviously full of tears, blinked vigorously, and her little face was tense, and there was no other expression except for resoluteness and panic.
She just ran intently towards Su Ni, clenching her fists as she ran.
It wasn't until he hugged Su Ni's leg tightly that tears fell down in big drops.
Su Ni stopped and lowered her head, but her face was expressionless.
The little girl was not angry, she wiped her eyes with one free hand, but pulled her lips hard, trying to smile at her......
"Mommy ......"
She gasped, finally breathing normally. The little face covered with tears was red all over, and the smile was even more nondescript. But she tried very hard to behave normally, and felt that she shouldn't be ugly, so she whispered.
"Now, let's go home. ”
Su Ni didn't speak for a long time, but the vision in front of her became more and more blurred, but the sourness in her heart became stronger and stronger.
It's just that...... I couldn't hold back the tears anymore.
Suddenly, he clenched the little hands, soft and thin, filling the heart that had just been hollowed out in an instant.
It was unusually quiet, and many people were looking into the lounge to see the man in the wheelchair, staring intently. There were particularly mixed emotions on that handsome face.
Just take a closer look and you'll see how chaotic he is at the moment.
Against the light, his face was not clear, but in his cold eyes, there was indifference and alienation......
There is also some unknown panic.
Few people noticed that his right hand had been placed in a wheelchair, and the back of his hand was a clear and distinct bone joint, as if he had used all his strength to restrain him.
He probably wanted to come over, too.
There are always sharp-eyed people who take a clear look, and then look at Su Ni, who has been leading the two children away, and finally sigh.
The elderly elder can always see everything, and when he returned to his seat, he still looked at his wife, some luck and some pity, and exhaled with the long breath, "Young people now......"
……
When leaving, Su Miaomiao didn't make a sound, and her innocent face was always tinged with sorrow.
The moment her tears dried up, she looked up and saw a young woman approaching her.
Stop in front of Mommy.
The atmosphere was suddenly a little strange, Su Miaomiao blinked, wanting to say anything but didn't dare.
I had to look at the man silently.
"You ...... Talked?"
The woman spoke.
Su Ni hesitated and shook her head.
Then he smiled and looked down at the two children, "Would you like to go with An Zhi to the seat over there and bring Mommy's clothes?"
"Oh!"
Su Miaomiao was very obedient, but frowned, "Then you can't leave first." ”
"No, Mommy is standing here waiting for you. ”
"Hmm!"
Su Ni was a little reluctant, she thought that she had done a good job in educating children, even if the children made mistakes, they would not punish her by "leaving".
But just now, I was really anxious.
"It's not a good deal, I think he's too generous to his ex-wife and children. We have been divorced for many years. Dr. Zhao has time to persuade him, my children and I can live without his child support, and I will not suffer them. ”
"It's hard for me to talk about that. ”
Zhao Yan smiled, a little embarrassed, "You just met, let's make another appointment another day." ”
"No need. ”
Su Ni lowered her eyes, there was a trace of clear emotion in her eyes, the overhead light fell on her eyelashes, and the shadows covered the emotions in her eyes, she couldn't see or touch it, only a faint smile on her face.
"You just saw it, and if nothing else, I don't want my child to see him again. ”
After she finished speaking, she finally raised her eyes.
Clear, cold, and resolute.