149. Why is this happening?
When Song Ting met and they arrived, Su Ran, Tian Mi and Qiao Qing were all standing outside the door of the operating room.
Su Ran was still wearing a hospital gown, and the oversized clothes were worn on her body, making her look particularly thin.
Her attention at the moment was all in the operating room, although she couldn't see what was going on inside, but she was still staring at the door of the operating room with her eyes tightly, and she didn't even notice that Song Ting met them coming.
"Su Ran, go over there and sit down first. Song Tingyu grabbed her shoulders and said in a low voice.
"No, I don't. Su Ran hasn't had a good rest for a long time, her eyes are full of bloodshots, she has been going to the nursery every day to see the child these days, but she is still a small ball, her face is not good, she has been lying in the incubator, and she can't move.
She wanted to pick her up and give her a hug, but she couldn't leave the incubator, so she could only look at her from a distance through the glass.
Not long after she returned from the nursery, a nurse came to tell her that the child had an accident and needed to be taken to the operating room immediately.
Su Ran immediately ran over here, and Tian Mi was responsible for informing the Song family.
"Leave her alone. Old Madam Song waved her hand and said to Song Tingyu. She knew what Su Ran's situation was now, and her heart was pinched, so how could she sit down and wait with peace of mind?!
The operation took a long time, and they stood outside the door for a long time, but because the door was closed, they had no way of knowing what was going on inside, but there was no movement inside.
It wasn't until it was getting dark outside, and they stood outside the operating room for hours!
I don't know how long it took, the door of the operating room was finally opened, the doctor came out of it, he took off his mask, looked at the person walking towards him, his face was solemn, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry......"
Everyone understood what the doctor meant by saying this sentence at this moment, but everyone couldn't believe it.
Especially Su Ran, she felt that she must have heard it wrong, the doctor definitely didn't say that, she just hadn't rested well for too long, so her ears were hallucinating, it must be like this.
So she grabbed the doctor's arm tightly, because it was very hard, the back of her hand was bruised, she looked at the doctor with red eyes, and said word by word: "What were you talking about just now? I must have heard it wrong, you say it again, please, say it again......"
"Ran Ran......" Qiao Qing couldn't cry, they all heard what the doctor said.
He said he was sorry.
But Su Ran didn't believe it, she didn't believe that it would be such a result, she couldn't accept such a result.
The child born after being pregnant for so long turned out to be gone with the doctor's "sorry......
Gone......
The doctor looked at Su Ran: "The child is gone, there is no breathing anymore, we have tried our best, I'm really sorry, but in the end we still couldn't let her live, I hope you will mourn ......"
"Impossible, impossible, I don't believe ......" Su Ran shook his head, shouted loudly, and stumbled to the operating room.
"Ran Ran......!!"
In the operating room, there were other doctors and nurses, who were recording the time of the child's death, and one nurse also had red eyes and covered the small body with a white cloth on the operating table.
Su Ran rushed over, snatched the dazzling white cloth from the nurse's hand, and threw it on the ground: "Don't touch her, she's not dead yet......"
"Mrs. Song......" The nurse was startled by her actions.
Su Ran looked at the child on the operating table, it was really small and small, his eyes were closed at the moment, and the skin on his body was blue and purple.
Su Ran felt that the vision in front of her was blurry, she wiped it with her hand indiscriminately, and carefully picked up the small body on the operating table and held it in her arms.
It was the first time she had held her since she was born.
However, she could feel her body temperature gradually fading, and her body was gradually getting cold.
Su Ran desperately hugged her into her arms and wrapped her arms around her, wanting to give her a trace of warmth, as if in this way, she could restore the temperature of her body.
Everyone walked in.
Seeing her like this, I can't bear to look at her again.
Song Tingyu walked over and wanted to take the child away from her arms, but her reaction was extremely fast, and she was very sensitive, so she quickly hugged the child and retreated: "Don't touch her, don't touch her, she's asleep, don't make a noise about her......"
"Ranran, what's wrong with you? You don't want to be like this, the child is ......already gone," Qiao Qing cried.
Two lines of tears slipped down from Su Ran's eyes, but she still hugged the child tightly: "No, she just fell asleep, she just fell asleep, you all go out, don't make noise with her, go out!"
She pointed to the door and said loudly.
"Let's go out first, go outside and wait, Tingyu, you take good care of her......" Old Madam Song said in a hoarse voice.
After everyone left, Su Ran sat on the operating table with the child in her arms, stroking her face, her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, and her small mouth with her hands, she stroked and said softly: "Tingyu, she has been born for several days, this is the first time I have looked at her so carefully, I think she looks like you, right?"
Song Tingyu sat beside her, put his arm around her shoulders, and took her into his arms, his voice hoarse: "I think she looks like you." ”
Su Ran looked at him: "Did you help her choose a name? What is her name? I thought about it a lot before, but I don't think it's good, what about you, have you thought of anything?"
She looked at Song Tingyu with anticipation.
Song Tingyu's eyes were also covered with red bloodshots, he held Su Ran's face with his hand and looked into her eyes: "Su Ran, she is dead, you must accept this fact." ”
Su Ran's eyes changed in vain at this moment, and she struggled violently, refusing to accept this fact.
How could her daughter, her child, die?
These people are talking nonsense, and even Song Tingyu is talking nonsense.
But Song Tingyu knew that if she continued like this, she would never be able to accept the fact that the child was dead, she would always live in her own thoughts and thoughts, and in the end, she would definitely go crazy.
Better a finger off than always aching.
"You are talking nonsense, Song Tingyu, you are talking nonsense, she is just asleep, she is asleep, you go immediately, go immediately!"
She kept pushing Song Tingyu with her hands.
But Song Tingyu didn't move at all, but instead moved her whole person into her arms with the child, and she kept beating his back with one hand: "Let go of me, you lie to me, you talk nonsense......"
"Su Ran......" Song Tingyu held her body moving and constantly struggling: "She is dead, gone, she will not come back to life, her body is slowly getting colder, and her hands and feet are stiff, you have to accept this fact......"
"I don't want to, you're lying to me, you must be lying to me!" Su Ran cried loudly, crying sadly and heartbreakingly.
"Then you touch her, touch her, has her body begun to be cold? Has her heartbeat stopped? No breathing? Isn't it?" Song Tingyu took her hand and asked her to feel it one by one.
He knew that it was difficult for her to accept this fact at the moment, but she would have to accept it sooner or later, rather than let her go on like this, it was better to let her accept the fact as soon as possible!
Of course, Su Ran knew that the child was gone and gone, but she had always refused to accept this fact, and she had always refused to believe this fact.
At this moment, Song Tingyu took her hand and put it on the child's body, of course she felt everything, but why did this happen?
Why is she gone?
Her eyes looked at the child who was no longer breathing, and suddenly screamed, her body fainted because she couldn't bear the huge grief, Song Tingyu quickly took her and picked her up.
Carried out of the operating room, everyone was still waiting outside the door, and when they saw this, they all stepped forward: "What's wrong with Ran Ran?"
Song Tingyu said in a low voice: "I fainted." ”
"Grandma, you deal with the situation here, I'll take Su Ran back first. Song Tingyu said in a low voice.
"Quick, take her back, call the doctor to come and take a look." Old Madam Song's voice was painful.
……
Su Ran woke up again, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the white ceiling, the hospital was really cold, and the smell of disinfectant water that disgusted her the most was everywhere.
All the memories before she fainted had come back to her mind.
She knew, her daughter was gone, gone......
The first time she hugged her, but it was also the last time......
And so she went......
A hand touched her face, and Song Tingyu used her fingers to help her wipe away her tears: "Do you want to eat something?"
Su Ran hadn't eaten for a long time, and she hadn't eaten much before, and now because the child was gone, she couldn't eat anything.
Su Ran slowly sat up from the bed and looked at Song Tingyu: "What about the child?"
"Sent ......"
Song Tingyu stood in front of the hospital bed, hugged her body, his long fingers brushed away her hair, bent down and kissed her eyebrows: "Su Ran, cheer up, we will have another child......"
Su Ran looked at him, his face was pale, and there was not even a trace of blood on his lips: "Song Tingyu, why is this happening?"
The child was fine, why was it suddenly born prematurely, why was it gone?
"Shen Jing asked Pei Qin to put a medicine in your food, this medicine will cause the pregnant woman's body to produce an antibody, this antibody will cause the embryo to be sterilized ......"
"So, Shen Jing did all this, she was avenging Bai Zhirui, right? She thinks I robbed her of the position of the mistress of the Song family, and thinks I robbed you, right?"
"Su Ran ......"
"Song Tingyu, can I give you back to her? Can I give her Mrs. Song's position? You ask her to give me back my daughter, I don't want anything, give her everything, can she give me my daughter back, give me back ......?"