Chapter 122: Don't be in a hurry to get married
When Su Mo said this, I actually felt that the joke component accounted for most of it. After all, people in professions like lawyers and doctors are strictly self-disciplined and calm, and will never indulge in emotions and damage the body such as alcoholism. But reality has proved that the phrase "a thousand cups of wine for a confidant" is really consistent with ancient and modern times.
I watched Su Mo and Pei Shaobei's faces turn red, and I felt a sense of frustration that wanted to cry without tears, and a kind of unspeakable envy.
Perhaps, whether it is an excellent and calm person like Pei Shaobei, or an autistic and introverted person like Pei Zile, they all crave the recognition of others and the catharsis of an equal feeling.
No matter how strong you are, you can't walk in the world by yourself, and this life is indeed too lonely.
I didn't stop it, and I smiled and didn't say anything when I knew that the two of them had already drunk too much. I listened to their past events, and listened to Su Mo talk about the strange stories of the world, and my heart was also yearning. Although the phrase "the world is very big, I want to see it" has been hung up by the online platform for literary and artistic style, but in my opinion, it is extremely naïve. The pace of walking is largely due to impulse and the follow-up of others, and the free pursuit that truly belongs to the freedom of self-liberation is really rare.
However, this also reflects the current sub-healthy state of people's souls, just like a spring, suppressed for a long time, always thinking about rebounding, but the final result is that you will find yourself, even if you have the instinct to rebound, but you have lost the courage to rebound.
The result of believing too much in another person is that I, a pregnant woman with a broken waist, am helpless in the face of two drunken men.
Didn't they know how to prepare for the rest of the day until they got drunk? Or did they believe in me and think that I could settle the two of them together?
I smiled wryly, but I couldn't help but want to roar in my heart.
Really drunk people are complete idiots and don't have any brains at all. I called to find a substitute driver, but I pushed Su Mo, but the person was already asleep, and I pushed Pei Shaobei again, and the person was also asleep. Even if I find a substitute driver, Pei Shaobei and I can talk about it, at least we know the place, but this is the first time I know this Su Mo today, so I can't send people to the hospital.
I pushed Pei Shaobei again, thinking that even if I found a substitute driver to transport these two people home, I wouldn't be able to carry them myself. I was so angry that I raised my foot and kicked Pei Shaobei hard, in exchange for two hums. It's the first time I've seen him like this, and my heart has softened.
I always feel that such a strong person is tired and needs to vent, which is more distressing than the sudden drunkenness and sadness of a person who is sad on weekdays.
After weighing it, I called Pei Zile and told him the location and asked him to take a taxi. I heard Pei Shaobei say that Pei Zile can drive. Originally, in the first year of college, Pei's parents gave him one, but he refused directly because Pei Zile didn't like this too flamboyant lifestyle. The last time I went to Pei's house, I was still in the garage and saw the trot that was still brand new even though I had bought it for two years, and I also felt that the life of a rich child was really not understandable to a civilian like me.
Pei Zile quickly rushed over, and he was also a little anxious about Pei Shaobei's drinking too much.
"Why does my brother drink so much? He is usually very self-disciplined, and he never gets drunk even when he is social! Hey, isn't this person Su Mo? When did he come back?"
Pei Zile obviously also knows Su Mo, which is not surprising, if Su Mo is Pei Shaobei's classmate, he must also know this little tail who has been following Pei Shaobei.
"I don't know, today your brother took me to Dr. Su to see my back injury, and I just made an appointment for dinner in the evening, maybe my old classmates are excited, don't worry!" I persuaded gently, but I didn't say that my father went to see a doctor and made an episode, after all, it was not a glorious thing, and Pei Zile was always far away from my life, so it was meaningless to say this.
Pei Zile nodded, but he didn't have any objection to the explanation I gave, but added another sentence, "Well, my brother has a very strong relationship with this Su Mo!"
This surprised me a little, I always thought that people like Pei Shaobei, standing in this position at this moment, have to wear a little mask when interacting with people. However, thinking of Su Mo's temperament, there are countless possibilities.
Although Pei Zile looked thinner, he was a boy after all, and his strength was much greater than mine, he didn't let me do it, called two waiters, and carried Pei Shaobei and Su Mo into the car together, I settled the bill, and then followed, and sat in the passenger seat.
Pei Zile drove surprisingly steadily, and he didn't want his usual frizzy temperament at all. I looked at his tense side face, and there was a faint shadow of Pei Shaobei, and I couldn't help but laugh lowly.
"What's wrong?" Pei Zile asked me, but he didn't dare to turn his head sideways, still staring directly at the road in front of him.
"It's nothing, I just think that although you two brothers look very different personalities, they are actually very similar in your bones. I used to think that you were just a child, with a temper tantrum and impulsiveness regardless of the occasion, but now I think that in a few years, you should be as calm and self-disciplined as your brother!"
"I don't want to be like him!" Pei Zile pursed his lips, as if he was disdainful of Pei Shaobei's achievements.
"What, you think your brother isn't good?" I was stunned.
"He is very good, in the eyes of my parents, he is thousands of times better than me!" Pei Zile said a little self-deprecating, I was worried that he would remember bad memories again, and hurriedly persuaded, "Zile, parents have high expectations for their children, this is inevitable, don't be arrogant!"
"I didn't!" Pei Zile quickly turned his head sideways and smiled at me, and then turned back sharply, although he looked very calm and calm on the surface, but looking at his stiff back and hands tightly holding the steering wheel, it still showed the nervousness at the moment.
I didn't want to distract him any longer, so I decided to keep silent.
Pei Zile saw that I didn't speak again, and opened his mouth again, "My brother's excellence, I know, but I don't want to be like him!"
I saw that his tone did not mean to belittle him, and I knew that Pei Zile's feelings for his brother were by no means the inertial resistance in the shadow of the excellent aura that I thought, which surprised me a little.
"Aren't it written in many or TV series that a brother who is too good will cause a shadow that is difficult to break through to another person? I don't think you seem to have changed anything because of Pei Shaobei, don't you envy, jealousy, and hate?"
"Cut!" Pei Zile glanced at me with great disgust, but this glance was exactly the same as Pei Shaobei's dislike. I was more and more stunned, but I also found it very funny.
"What kind of expression do you have, I'm your teacher!"
"What's wrong with the teacher? Who says the teacher must be right?"
I found that as long as Pei Zile left the campus, he would have no respect for me as a teacher at all, and I wanted to suppress this little boy's arrogance.
"Hey, as the old saying goes, one day is a teacher and a father is lifelong, are you talking to your elders again?"
"Don't fight with me! Is there an elder like you who can't handle his own affairs and still has to ask his juniors for help?" Pei Zile immediately retorted, choking that I couldn't speak for a long time.
My reaction caused Pei Zile to laugh, and the small dimples made the already childish face look more and more youthful. I feel quite emotional in my heart, it is really time that has gone by and there is no turning back, and there is no possibility of turning back all the years in this life.
I turned my head to look at the scenery outside, the neon lights were up, flickering dreamy, like the passing years of life, I couldn't grasp it, I couldn't touch it, I couldn't keep it, all you could do was watch it go, nothing could be done.
There was silence in the carriage for a while, and after a while, I heard Pei Zile suddenly speak, "It's not that I don't want to be like my brother because I can't catch up with my brother's excellence! You don't know what kind of person he is, or you don't know the rules of how he behaves. In his rules, there is no impulsive or emotional cognition, and all of them are the best choice after avoiding risks according to the rules. And there is no risk in this choice that can endanger him himself! You may not believe me when I say this, and think that it is my unreasonable and impulsive untruthful remarks, but this is a fact. Even if you can't find it today, you will have a chance to find out in the future! So, Gu Wan, don't be in such a hurry to get married, I don't want to, you will be the next person to be hurt!"
Pei Zile's voice was very low, there was no impatience and impulsiveness, no coercion and arrogance, as if he had been thinking about the secret for a long time, and at this moment, he finally decided to say it calmly and silently.
If he hadn't had such an attitude, maybe I could have gotten a gag to fool the past, but he discussed it with me so seriously that I couldn't find the right words to answer for a while, so I could only look at him and continue to be silent.
On the back seat, Pei Shaobei and Su Mo's breathing sound was slow and deep, as if they were integrated with the night, hiding all the sharpness, hiding all the memories and sadness, and becoming a person as pure as a child, making your heart soft and unable to hurt, question, and make any treatment that you feel unfair.
Pei Shaobei's drunkenness today is largely due to the grievances I gave, at this moment, I can't unify Pei Zile's remarks, even if this remarks coincide with my own conjectures, but today, it is not the best time.
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