75. Parting station
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I sighed, I really didn't know how to explain it to her.
At least I can't make it clear now, otherwise, what Wu Qingyuan and I said to her in front of her before would not be all lies.
Although they are indeed lies, I don't want Qiao Ran to know that I have torn through the cloak of this layer of lies, so I don't know how to hide the fact that I am a young lady and is being paid by Wu Qingyuan.
"Sister, isn't that the case? You don't want to tell me, do you? I'm your own sister, your only relative in this world, is there anything else between us that needs to be hidden from each other?" I don't know if Qiao Ran has been alone for too long, and he has grown up silently like this, and the truth he said is more complicated than I thought.
"The train station arrived. "I glanced outside, and I didn't know when the car had stopped, and the window was facing the three big characters of Shanghai Station.
In this process, it seems that Wan Wangshu is just an invisible person driving a car, he has never spoken, nor has he shown the slightest expression on his face, whether happy or unhappy, no.
He drove silently and dutifully.
At one point, Qiao Ran thought that he was the driver I called.
I looked at Wan Wangshu gratefully, but he just raised his lips and looked at me with a faint smile.
Qiao Ran didn't realize until this time that the man sitting in the driver's seat was not just a driver, but at this time, I think she must be immersed in the mood that I want to drive her out of Shanghai, and this heart has made her completely empty to think about other things.
Qiao Ran's mood was very low, and when I sent her to the station, she kept her head down and played with her mobile phone silently.
The latest model of a certain fruit brand on this mobile phone, Wu Qingyuan bought it for her, I only glanced at it, and I felt that it was very dazzling, so I forced myself to look away from it.
Until she got in the car, we sisters really didn't seem to have anything to say, I was a little sad, my dearest sister, but now we have become like this.
There were countless sorrows and sorrows in my heart, and I just suppressed and endured them, unwilling to say it.
Qiao Ran's feet stepped on the steps of the train, and I suddenly grabbed her hand, pursed my lips, and wanted to tell her something, but found that my mouth opened and opened, and I couldn't say a word.
"Sister......" Qiao Ran suddenly descended the stairs, and suddenly fell into my arms and cried.
I silently stroked her back and patted her gently.
finally Qiao Ran's tears stopped, and he still shrugged his shoulders and choked: "I know that I have always been different from other ordinary girls, I don't deserve the happiness and joy that they have at my fingertips, and I don't deserve to have family affection." โ
Qiao Ran's words were like a stick, hitting me hard in the heart.
At this time, I suddenly realized that I forced her to leave Shanghai so resolutely today, which made Qiao Ran misunderstand that I was disgusted with the fact that she had been molested by her aunt.
I didn't, my heart was fiercely denied.
I shook my head and gently stroked Qiao Ran's soft hair, I wanted to tell her that I didn't, never thought of it that way.
However, if the excessive behavior of my aunt-in-law left a scar in Qiao Ran's heart back then, then my self-depravity is more than one, this is simply a ravine that cannot be deeper, it can never be healed, and the passage of time and life cannot be done.
So, how do I explain.
It's to comfort her that the thing is over, and then we can pretend that nothing happened and just continue with our own happiness.
Or, since that kind of thing has happened, no matter what, it will stay there, no matter what kind of mood and attitude we have, it will never go away, it will be an indelible mark that accompanies our lives.
"Sister thinks the same way, doesn't she?" Qiao Ran suddenly asked me coldly.
That cold tone really hurt me, but in front of Qiao Ran, I always felt that I had an unshirkable responsibility and obligation.
I just shook my head: "You think too much, at least I've never thought that way." โ
"But you drove me away, didn't you look at me as an eyesore?" Qiao Ran asked very bluntly, with a touch of willfulness and coquettishness.
I hugged her hard: "You are my sister, I will never think you are an eyesore, I am for your good, you just don't understand it yet." My love for you has never changed. โ
Hearing my direct confession, Qiao Ran's body stiffened slightly.
I know she listened: "I hope you can study well in your hometown, and don't drop out of school halfway like me...... It takes a little more than any of them to get the most basic reward. I love you and want you to be able to live an easy life in the future, at least not to be like me...... "living so tired, living so sad, struggling on the boundary between life and morality every day, up or down."
"Sister, I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that about you. Qiao Ran probably thought of the money I called her regularly every month, and I never paid less, and I didn't let her have less living expenses than other classmates because of the death of her parents, let alone make her unable to afford food, clothes, or study utensils.
"Someday you'll understand what I'm trying to do today. I lowered my voice and whispered in her ear.
Qiao Ran didn't understand, but he still nodded very seriously.
My heart softened, and I pointed to the phone in her hand: "I will call you often, you have to take care of your body and study hard." โ
Qiao Ran bit his lip and nodded silently.
The horn of the train sounded, I let go of Qiao Ran, she got on the train without looking back, I raised my hand, looked at her resolute back, but my hand could not be put down anymore, stiff and stiff, and finally I could only sigh helplessly, dragging heavy steps, through a few steps, before returning to Wan Wangshu's car.
Before I could open the door, Wan Wangshu was already waiting next to the co-pilot and opened the door for me very intimately.
I thanked me with a forced smile and sat down in my chair, feeling very depressed.
Before you know it, the city has begun to accept the shady coming.
In the streets and alleys, the lights are on, and the lights are bright.
Wan Wang started the car slowly, and I watched the camphor trees on the side of the street fall backwards one by one, the speed of the car slowly increased, and the shadows of the trees were no longer visible, I could only see them connected into a ray of light, flashing back quickly.
"When I first came to Shanghai, I just thought it was a big city. Wan Wangshu's voice rang in my ears unexpectedly.
I turned my head and looked at his side face through the street lamp, with upright facial features, angular, and elegant temperament, I think a man like Wan Wangshu should be a gentleman, gentle as jade, gentle and elegant.
"When I didn't come to this city, I wanted to come, but after a while, I realized that it was not as beautiful as we imagined, and behind the bustling lights, there were actually countless shadows that could not be seen. โ
Hearing Wan Wangshu say this, I only felt that he really spoke to my heart, my eyes were fixed on his face, and I felt that we were stunned, and for a while, I couldn't take my eyes off.
Even when I didn't realize it, I told me all about the fact that I had left the town with the lovely fallen angel and came to this big Shanghai.
At that time, although the two of us did not say that we had beautiful dreams, we also came with the idea of finding a job that suited us. It's just that...... Unexpectedly, going around and around, we wasted more than half a month in the urban village of Shanghai, and all the money brought from the small town had been spent, and we were desperate, so we ...... "began to return to the old business, took the initiative to find the harem, and once again stepped into the mud of the happy scene.
The power of the harem is huge, and it is by no means comparable to the fallen angels in a small city, so once this mess is stirred up, if you want to get out again, I'm afraid it's not so easy.
"It is impossible to have smooth sailing in life forever, there is always one kind or another helplessness. Wan Wangshu listened to my experience and did not look at me with colored glasses, and his face remained very calm from beginning to end.
I even suspect that he probably already knows all the things I just said.
"But, now, you have an opportunity to change your life and change your fate, aren't you going to grasp it?" Wan Wangshu raised his eyebrows slightly, and the smile on his face remained unchanged.
In fact, my heart has always seemed to be burned by the fire of my heart, which made me very sad, but I have become fragile enough in front of Wan Wangshu, and I don't want to let me see the pain in my heart at this time.
"Have you thought about it?"
Seeing that I didn't react, Wan Wangshu asked me again.
My intuition told me that Wan Wangshu said that he would send me abroad for further study, and it seemed that he was indeed serious.
I hesitated for a moment, and confided my true thoughts under his encouraging eyes: "When you go to the harem, you must know about the boss behind the harem, I heard...... He's amazing. And when Sister Xia entered the harem, she spent a lot of effort and money on me, and I was afraid that she would ...... that kind of thing."
Although I have been picking up customers in the harem for so long, I have already earned back the more than 100,000 yuan that Sister Xia spent on me for her, but who would have too much money? Besides, I am still young, if I stay in the harem, then I will create more value for Sister Xia.
I can imagine it even if I don't have common sense, probably Sister Xia will not be willing to let me go.
"You just have to think about your problems, those things, naturally I have it. Wan Wangshu's voice was as calm and calm as ever, and it seemed that he could completely handle everything.