The car was driving on a bumpy dirt road, and it was already sunday outside, Lei Yiming opened the window a little, then unscrewed an iron-shelled kettle beside him, and raised his head to take a sip of water. After drinking, he handed the kettle to Ye Chunhao.

Ye Chunhao took the first car with him, the nurse hugged Niu'er, and Ye Chunhao's little girl took the second car, and the third car carried Su Bingjun and Ye Wenjian. Further back, there was a group of heavily armed cavalry.

Ye Chunhao had been sitting in the car for a while, and Lei Yiming said that he had something to ask her, but he didn't say a word. Ye Chunhao leaned against the car door with his eyes closed, and felt for a while that this nightmare was something he couldn't get rid of forever, and if he wanted to be freed, he could only seek death;

Seeing that Lei Yiming handed the kettle to her, she reached out to take it, raised her head and drank a few large mouthfuls of water. This time, Lei Yiming took back the kettle and screwed it, and finally opened his mouth: "Tell me, what's going on?"

Ye Chunhao half-closed his eyes and leaned against the car door: "Maybe you know more than I do." ”

"Then I'll tell you what I know—I know that Yu Tianzuo has taken a fancy to you, and I also know that Yu Tianzuo took advantage of my absence to harm you. That's all, I'm done, it's your turn. ”

"You know enough. She rolled her eyes to see what other tricks he had to play. She didn't have infinite wits to deal with him, but she had one purpose: she didn't believe in him.

However, Lei Yiming was not moved, only facing

The front said: "You are a serious woman, it's not your fault, don't commit suicide for this." ”

Then, he closed his eyes and leaned back: "I will kill Yu Tianzuo." ”

Ye Chunhao looked at him and sneered silently, still not believing him.

"Okay, you go and kill. She said, "I'm going back to Tianjin." You let me go. ”

Lei Yiming turned his head to look at him: "Go tell Zhang Jiatian, let him make the decision for you, and do you want to be shameless?"

"Didn't you say that it wasn't my fault?

Lei Yiming suddenly raised his voice: "It's not you, it's me! You don't have a face, I still want to have a face! Do you think it really doesn't matter if we get divorced? Zhang Jiatian Zhang Jiatian, you know a Zhang Jiatian, am I dead?"

Ye Chunhao bit her lip and took a lot of effort to suppress her trembling, but when she spoke, her teeth hit her lips, and her voice still trembled and changed tone: "These days...... You're dead...... What's the difference? I'm just ...... by them. Scratch the ...... of the past"

At this, tears rolled down her cheeks, and she was still going to speak, and her teeth fought with each other as she spoke, and she said tremblingly: "I will never forget it for the rest of my life...... Later...... What should I do...... I...... Be a human ......"

There was no crying on her face, and she didn't want to cry at all, but tears poured out of her own eyes, and her hands were wiping back, always unclean and messy. Diet and sunlight brought her back to life little by little, her body came to life, and her soul came to life. She began to think of many more specific and trivial things in front of her, this

Some things in front of her were pressed heavily, leaving her desperate and in a catastrophe. She had written a letter to Zhang Jiatian in a hurry a few hours ago, but now, a few hours later, she found that even in front of Zhang Jiatian himself, she couldn't say anything about that incident.

If that incident was publicized by Yu Tianzuo, she would not be able to live. Even if she wants to live, she has no shame. Yu Tianzuo's atrocities did not destroy her body, but the words and eyes of people in this society would destroy her for him.

She was so wronged, too desperate, too hateful, too afraid.

One hand reached over and held the back of her head, and the other hand wiped away her tears and snot with a handkerchief. She looked up in the hazy tears and saw Lei Yiming's cold face. He also seemed to dislike and disgust her, as if she was some kind of dirty thing, and he had to endure it to touch her so directly.

So she used all her strength to push him away: "Get out!

Then she turned to face the window, raised her hand to cover her face, closed her eyes in the little sunlight that leaked through her fingers, grinned uncontrollably, and began to cry silently. Lei Yiming sat behind her, and couldn't hear her crying, only that she was panting breathlessly, her shoulders trembling with the wheezing, and only when her breathing was the most messy and intense, she would let out a low whimper or two.

Lei Yiming put the handkerchief on her shoulder, and then sat back in silence.

Before this happened, he had imagined the scene of this moment, which was supposed to let him

I feel happy, but now sitting next to Ye Chunhao, Zhang Jiatian's comments on him are like a ghost, blindly as long as they appear in his mind. He suddenly remembered that year, when he and Ye Chunhao were not married, the two of them quarreled over a very small matter, Ye Chunhao was like this, crying to death, and finally looked embarrassed to see people, and went to the Beijing Hotel for one night.

At that time, even after they quarreled, and even after a quarrel, their relationship was even closer than before. He loved her, she ...... She loved him too.

Lei Yiming didn't dare to think about it anymore, because it was already too late.

The car drove into a small town, and Lei Yiming and the others changed trains. Ye Wenjian was confused, and after getting out of the car, he tentatively walked to Lei Yiming's side, first looked at his sister, and then asked Lei Yiming, "Brother-in-law, where are we going?"

Lei Yiming replied, "We're going to change places and stay for a few days." ”

Ye Wenjian looked at Ye Chunhao, and saw that his sister hadn't seen her for a few days, and she had lost a lot of weight, and her face was haggard and pale, so she couldn't figure it out: "Sister, you ...... Sick?"

Lei Yiming hugged Ye Chunhao and walked to the train, and at the same time replied without looking back: "Yes, let her rest alone." ”

With that, he had led her into a box. The box is not small, with two walls and a small bed opposite each other. Lei Yiming helped Ye Chunhao to a bed and sat down, and then went out to see Niu'er again - seeing that the nurse had already sat down with Niu'er in her arms, and Ye Wenjian was also surrounded by Su Bingjun again, he was relieved.

The train is not long, every

The carriages were guarded, and there were several wagons with cars and horses attached to them. Lei Yiming guessed that Ye Chunhao must not want to see people at this moment, so he personally brought in hot water and put it on the small table next to Ye Chunhao's bed.

He has always hated her, and he can't get rid of his hatred when he kills her, and he can't get rid of his hatred when he turns her into powder and crushes her into mud. Hating now, he gently put down the food, moved a round stool and sat down on the side, and suddenly felt a long-lost relief in the whistle of the train when it started.

He knew her death was near, so he finally didn't have to hate her anymore. If he still has love for her, then in this limited time, he can also love her to the fullest.

Picking up the bread and the knife, he patiently spread jam and butter on the bread slices, layer by layer, and placed them on a separate white porcelain plate, he poured another cup of hot tea, and put sugar cubes in the tea with a small silver tong.

Then he got up and put away the round stool, went back to his little bed, and lay down. Ye Chunhao sat on the edge of the bed and slowly went to eat bread and drink hot tea. She still had the will to survive, but after only a few bites, she couldn't swallow anymore. A depressed heat blocked her chest, a hurdle, and she didn't know how to exhale it and get over it.

The train rumbled from daylight to midnight. Ye Chunhao woke up once at night, his eyes seemed to be open, and he vaguely noticed the existence of someone, it was thunder. Lei Yiming leaned over and stood in front of her small bed, pulled a blanket up from the end of the bed to cover her, and gently brushed away the messy hair that hung on her face and tucked it behind her ears.

Then he retreated to him

of the bed, but did not lie down. There was also a small table in front of his bed, and he propped his elbows on the table and tilted his head to look at her. She closed her eyes and waited for his next move, but waited for a long time before finally waiting for a sigh.

It was a very bitter sigh, as bitter as she was.

After daybreak, the train was still moving.

Lei Yiming sat in front of Ye Chunhao's bed and poured milk into the glass for her. Ye Chunhao opened his mouth to speak to him, but as soon as he made a sound, he lowered his eyelids and "shhh

She thought it was a rocking train, and he had to be very careful when pouring the milk so that he didn't want to make a noise.

She didn't know that Lei Yiming just didn't want to hear her. She didn't speak, just sitting or lying down like that, who could tell the grudge and hatred between them?

He coaxed Ye Chunhao, and also coaxed himself, mainly to coax himself. Pouring out two cups of hot milk, he asked Ye Chunhao in a low voice, "Let's eat together." ”

Then without waiting for Ye Chunhao to agree, he said again: "This is the set on the train, bread jam, bread butter, milk coffee, nothing else." Now the conditions are not good, just deal with the food and be full. In the future, I will call one or two cooks from the family in Peiping to work on errands on the train. ”

He sent the bread with jam and butter to Ye Chunhao, and went to make his own portion: "After noon, the train will be able to enter Chahar." There is my territory there, the territory is not big, and it is poor, thinking about when I was the governor of Zhili, it is really incomparable. It's not that I'm incompetent, it's that the world has changed, and I can't do anything. ”

He lowered his head, bit off one of the horns of the bread, and turned his head again

I took a sip of milk from my cup. Swallowing the bread in his mouth, he continued: "I can't tell Jia Tian, Jia Tian knows, and he can go with Yu Tianzuo desperately." Jia Tian is an official of the central government, and he privately led troops to fight Yu Tianzuo, which must be wrong, even if he wins the war, it also violates military law and affects his future. Don't tell him, I'll do it. If we win, we will take a bad breath and lose, it doesn't matter, I will go down to the field again and go back to Tianjin. ”

Ye Chunhao looked at him: "Why are you so protective of the second brother?"

Lei Yiming raised his head, met her gaze and replied, "Jia Tian is a good person." I used to be suspicious of him, but now I know that he is a good person. ”

Ye Chunhao nodded, and suddenly felt that this situation was funny and desolate, and there was a kind of absurdity and ridiculousness like waking up from a big dream: "He is a good person, what about me?"

It's ridiculous, but she didn't laugh, and Lei Yiming didn't laugh either. The two looked at each other, and they both felt that it was the rest of their lives after the catastrophe, but it was not suitable to live together, but they died together and were cleaner.

In the afternoon of the same day, Lei Yiming and his entourage arrived in Chahar.

After one night, Lei Yiming telegraphed the whole country and declared war on Yu Tianzuo.