Chapter 69: Annoying that he is not serious, and he is annoying when he is serious
Lin Junrui stared at me for a long time, and lay in his arms with me in his arms.
"Shall we not do this?" I snuggled up to him comfortably, trying to keep him at arm's length from me, but reluctant to give up his warm and firm arms.
"Obviously enjoyed it. He smiled, his fingers running through my long hair.
I gave him a blank look, didn't he be able to do it without telling my mind?
"While I'm still with you, will you burn with me?" he asked in a deep voice.
I shook my head, very decisively: "I don't want to, I can't bear it, there is no desolation of you after the burn." ”
I climbed on his shoulder and looked up, frowned at him and asked, "Otherwise, tell me why you have to leave me? Where have you gone? Can you stay for me instead of being a passerby!"
"No, you can't. ”
"Why?"
"Shhhhh ”
I looked at him and waited for him to continue.
"Dead. ”
"Lin Junrui!" I covered his mouth in annoyance.
He looked at me earnestly, "I mean really. ”
I frowned, broke free from his embrace, and sat up.
"Don't ask anything. His face tensed, stern and cold.
I was stunned by his invisible deterrent, and when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them alive.
"Hehe, we're just meeting in the water, why are you talking so seriously?" I was silent for a moment, smirking self-deprecatingly.
This is not angry, I always feel that my acquaintance with him is not enough to be so affectionate, and we can talk about "life and death".
His thick eyebrows locked, and after staring at me for a moment, he patted me on the back and said, "You'll understand one day." ”
"You ......"
He interrupted me again: "Sleep, you didn't sleep well last night." ”
He put his arms around me, his eyes closed, his fingers still gently combing my hair.
"You haven't changed the dressing for your wound yet, and you haven't taken medicine today, be careful of infection. I said.
"It's fine. He replied sleepily, his fingers brushing more and more slowly through my hair.
It seems that there is no point in continuing the conversation, but is he going to sleep with me like this?
I moved to get out of his arms, his brow furrowed, his arms stubbornly clasped around me.
His fingers stopped completely, his palms buried in my hair, and he breathed heavily, as if he had fallen asleep.
I looked at him stupidly, he was really beautiful, black and silky hair half covered with a smooth forehead, thick black eyebrows like ink, a high nose, angular lip line, revealing the innate noble and cold, his complexion was slightly darker than half a year ago, but more mature.
I lifted my finger and tried to draw his brow along his brow bone, but my hand stopped at a distance of his brow and did not dare to wake him.
I even wanted to sneak a kiss on his lips.
But in the end I gave up, withdrew my hand, and snuggled up to him, tiredness hit, and I fell asleep unconsciously.
When I woke up, I looked at the sky outside, it was dusk, he was no longer around, and I was waiting for Jiaxu by the bedside.
"Weiwei, are you awake, are you hungry? I'll go and give you the hot food, this is what Lin Dong personally went to the cafeteria to fry for you just now. Jiaxu picked up the lunch box as he said and walked to the microwave.
"Thank you. "I sat up, my heart was quite empty, and I don't know if anyone saw me sleeping with Lin Junrui cuddled together.
After Jiaxu heated the meal, he turned around and brought the lunch box to the bedside table.
She saw that my potion was finished, and first pulled out the needle for me, so that I could free my hands to eat properly.
"Hee-hee. Little Nizi looked at me and smiled sheepishly.
I suddenly blushed, holding chopsticks and bowing my head to eat, "What are you laughing at?"
"Do you dare to say that you are not familiar with Lin Dong?" Jia Xu put it to my ear.
"Anyway, it's not what you think. "I really don't know how to explain my relationship with Director Linda.
"What is that? Anyway, when I came in to see you, I saw you sleeping together. Jiaxu said.
“……”
I can't explain it......
"Why don't you admit your relationship with Lin Dong? Where has Lin Dong gone in the past six months? Will he still play like this in the future?"
Faced with Jiaxu's barrage of inquiries, I shook my head and sighed.
Jiaxu looked at me, nodded after a while, and said, "I roughly understood, Lin Dong didn't confess, and he didn't explain where he went, did he?"
"Pretty much. I smiled honestly.
Jia Xu's brows furrowed, and he said sullenly: "How can this be?
"Maybe it's a partner who pleases each other's bodies. I blurted out, and I was shocked when I said it, when did I become so edgy?
But in all fairness, I feel like there's more to him than that.
But it can't be explained, and the way is unclear.
"Ahh
She was right. Lin Junrui didn't know when he was standing at the door, he was holding a soup can in his hand, looking at me heavily.
"Uh...... You talk, I'll go out first......" Jiaxu hurriedly slipped away.
I ignored Lin Junrui and continued to eat.
Lin Junrui walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and put the soup can in front of me.
"Stew papaya for me again?" I asked without even looking at it.
He smiled, patted me on the head and said, "Clever." ”
"Do you think I'm small?" I opened the soup can in annoyance, but found that I guessed wrong, this time he stewed chicken soup with red dates and shiitake mushrooms, and the rich aroma suddenly opened my taste buds.
"Nasty. I chuckled and turned my head to look at him.
He tilted his head and clasped his hands to his chest: "In order to pursue a perfect feel and better mutual pleasure, I decided to make you fat." ”
...... "I almost swallowed a piece of chicken."
"Diet therapy plus my moisturizing for you, within half a year, you will definitely ......"
"!" I finally couldn't help but raise my fist.
"Haha, I won't bother you, let's eat quickly. He dodged away and smiled evilly, "I don't think you're young, I like childhood sweethearts, playing from childhood to adulthood." ”
"Childhood sweetheart?" I didn't understand the connotation, and glanced at him.
"Uh-huh. He raised an eyebrow and grinned.
"I hate it!" I suddenly understood "playing from childhood to adulthood", and my face burned at once, and I gave him a fierce look.
"I went to the balcony for a cigarette. He suddenly retracted his wicked smile.
"Hmm. "I continued to drink the soup, and I didn't know if I was hungry or if it was so delicious that I felt like I wanted to swallow my tongue.
When I had eaten and drunk enough and packed up my lunch box, I looked back at him.
The man was wearing a black shirt, standing sideways on the white guardrail, the cuffs of the shirt were pulled up, revealing wheat-colored strong arms, slender fingers holding cigarettes, staring into the distance, his eyes were deep, as if he was sinking into his heart.
It's not like that hanger and unruly him at all.
What was he thinking?
I was curious, but looking at the flickering fireworks in his hands, and the figure that blended into the night, it seemed inappropriate to disturb the past.
I tidied up the hospital bed, the injury was not serious, I didn't want to stay in the hospital, I was going to go home.
When I turned my head suddenly, he was standing behind me at some point, and I almost crashed into his arms.
"Hey, can you walk with a little noise?" I raised my fist, but I didn't hit him for fear of hitting him.
"I don't know if my injuries will affect my body. He looked at me anxiously.
"Yes, if you don't get it, you're going to die!" I glared at him angrily. As soon as he turned around, he was not serious again.
walked out of the ward side by side with him, and walked out of the hospital under the eyes of his colleagues who were curious and speculative but did not dare to gossip.
On the way home, he didn't tease me much, and I could see from the corner of the eye that his side face was tense, as if he was full of worries.
"That...... I will return the shares of the hospital to you, the chairman's position, and please go back and sit by yourself. "I started the conversation.
"There is no precedent for taking back what I have given away. ”
“……”
"From tomorrow onwards, I hope you will sit generously in the chairman's seat, as for profits, you can do whatever you want, and charity is also very good. ”
“……”
He is rarely serious, I am speechless, and I know that it is useless to say too much.
Well, working in a hospital, I do have a lot of charity plans in mind, and since he has fulfilled me, why should I be hypocritical.
He was silent, I couldn't find a topic, the atmosphere in the car was a little depressing, and it was the first time I felt so depressed since I got along with him.
The car entered the house, and after it stopped, I opened the door myself and went down first.
I went straight to the door of the house, and when I got to the door, I found that someone hadn't followed, and turned back strangely.
He hadn't gotten out of the car yet, and through the window, I could see that he was smoking again, and he was also looking at me, his brows locked, and his eyes were deep and complicated.
I felt a deep, indescribable helplessness in his eyes.
I wanted to go back and talk to him about something, maybe ask him what he was thinking, but after all, I felt that I couldn't ask, and I guessed that he wouldn't answer me, so I gave up.
Is he going to stay away from him like this?
My mood inexplicably fell to the bottom, and I felt that maybe I would wake up tomorrow morning, and he would leave again, and there would be no time to return.
When I opened the door, the popsicle was already waiting at the door, and she rubbed it on my trouser leg affectionately.
I crouched down and picked her up, my face pressed against her little head.
Now she is the only one who depends on me, I let out a long sigh of loneliness and carry her upstairs.
"Ang~" Popsicle looked at me, and then at the person outside.
"Leave him alone, he can't be trusted. "I patted the popsicle on the back.
He entered the house, and I heard him closing the door, and a muffled chuckle.
I didn't look back, and continued to climb the ladder with a popsicle.
I only turned on an orange wall lamp, and in a quiet and warm environment, there was a little ambivalent expectation in my heart, hoping that he would catch up with me, flirt with me, and then kiss deeply and burn......
I clearly hated him for planting Gu, and I couldn't help but look forward to the warmth of his approach, just like a moth hovering by the candle flame, not having the courage to pounce over, but reluctant to leave.
He didn't chase him, and I heard his footsteps walking to his own room, and my frustration suddenly haunted me.
Annoyed that he is not serious, and he is annoyed when he is serious, I secretly laughed at myself, tonight, what is the result I want?
When I went upstairs, I put down the popsicle and she obediently went to sleep in her own cot.
I freshened up, said goodnight to popsicles, went into the bedroom, changed into a fleur-de-lis-purple suspender nightdress, and lay down on the bed.
Rubbing the pendant he gave me, thinking about him quietly, thinking about his breath, thinking about his solid chest, thinking about his warm palm, holding my hand and hugging each other and sleeping......
Why is this lingering torment so unbearable!
In fact, the Gu has been planted, and there is no cure for it, right?
I tossed and turned in the middle of the night, and suddenly, I walked hand in hand with him on a crowded strange street, walking and walking, we were crowded by the crowd, I was panicked and anxious, looking and shouting, but all the shaking in front of me were unfamiliar faces.
"Lin Junrui!"
He sat up suddenly, and found that the sky was already bright, and a ray of morning light shone through the curtains and faintly sprinkled on the balcony.
I lifted the quilt, draped a casual coat, sucked my slippers out of the bedroom, and ran downstairs.
I had a hunch that he must have left!
Pushing open his door, I ran into his bedroom, and sure enough, his bed was neat and clean, and no one was there!