049 Love Yourself First (Free)

I didn't actually want to die, I just had an impulse.

But when Si Chen and Jiang Hao slammed the door open and came in, I was impulsive again, and added another one under the wound just now, and then, I lost consciousness and fainted.

When I woke up, I was lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by white, with an IV tube still stuck in the back of my hand, and two wounds on my wrist that hurt when I moved slightly.

"You know it hurts?"

Jiang Hao closed the book and glanced at me lightly: "I said that you are really not authentic, my brother is kind enough to help you, and you still want to make my house a murderous house?"

I froze, reaching for a moment and pulling the quilt to cover my face.

Jiang Hao pulled the quilt away, and when I was fighting with him, the wound on my hand cracked a little more, and I broke out in a cold sweat.

Jiang Hao gritted his teeth and covered the quilt for me, and there was another knock on the door outside.

"Make such a fuss about you. ”

After Jiang Hao finished speaking, he went to open the door again, but he didn't let the people outside in, only looked at it twice, and then came back and asked me, "Let him in?"

I quickly understood who Jiang Hao was referring to "he", and lowered my head and pursed my mouth and didn't want to speak.

Jiang Hao: "Just now he transfused you with two bags of blood." ”

I still don't speak.

Jiang Hao nodded, "It's okay not to see it, it's a little backbone, he did it himself." ”

Jiang Hao also told me a truth, he said: "Love yourself first, and others will love you." ”

I think what he said is very right, in the past, I just didn't love myself too much, and even felt inferior to myself for a while, so I couldn't wait to give up everything when I met a relationship.

The more Si Chen detached me, the more obsessed I became with him, and now that I think about it, it's ridiculous.

My mother was still at home, and I didn't dare to stay in the hospital for too long, there was no need to be hospitalized after the wound was stitched and bandaged, and I asked Jiang Hao to send me home not long after I woke up.

When he came out of the ward, Si Chen, who had been guarding the door, stood up from the ground, he looked at me with complicated eyes, and before he could speak, I had passed by him.

Jiang Hao stopped Si Chen, Si Chen didn't speak with a dark face, and watched the two of us enter the elevator.

As soon as I entered, I covered my mouth and wanted to vomit.

Jiang Hao frowned, "Still motion sickness?" isn't it...... You ......"

I looked up at him, then shook my head.

I'm fine, it's just disgusting, the moment I saw Si Chen, I remembered what happened between us before, and then I felt disgusting.

Those unspeakable contacts were obviously happiness not long ago, and the reason for happiness was just that I liked him, but when those things were covered with layers of lies and calculations, it became the most disgusting thing in the world.

Sometimes, I even feel disgusting that I myself have been touched by him.

In Jiang Hao's car, I couldn't hold back and cried again, crying from getting in the car to getting out of the car.

I didn't let Jiang Hao send me upstairs, and I didn't feel that he was obligated to take care of me.

But Jiang Hao said behind me, "I'll pick you up tomorrow." ”

"No, I don't. ”

"Okay, I just want to take care of you, you just have to be honest. ”

With that, he had already driven the car away.

Of course, I can't tell my mom about today, and I can't ask her anything I know about her and her husband. After my mom fell asleep, I secretly rummaged through her drawer for extra invitations from the previous wedding.

I never even went to their wedding, and I never cared about the man who married my mother.

Now look at his name, Si Datong.

He also knew Qi Xiang's parents, he was still from L City, if I had cared about these earlier, I probably wouldn't have been toyed with by Si Chen in the palm of his hand.