In the past, I always longed for a small home with my grandmother after work, with a kitchen and a bedroom, and she and me, but I never thought that there would be a man.

I discussed with my grandmother after I returned to school after giving birth, and I wanted to rent her a cheap house outside the school, so that I could avoid my aunt and uncle, and secondly, it would be convenient for me to take care of her. But my grandmother didn't agree, the people she knew were all in the village, and she would get sick when she came to such an unfamiliar place.

I knew she was trying to save me money, but she was right.

Mr. Zhuang didn't agree to let me move to our small house, he said that I lived in the school dormitory to facilitate classes, and the new company must have been very busy at the beginning, and he couldn't go home early every day to rest, so I really moved here to stay in the empty room.

Yes, he did use the words "alone in the empty room", which inexplicably made me embarrassed.

"Mr. Zhuang, is this far away from your new company?"

He shook his head: "This place is almost between your school and the company, not far away, and it is convenient at both ends." Xixi, why do you still call me Mr. Zhuang?" he laughed bitterly, "Sir, it always makes me feel that I am a lot older than you. ”

I opened my mouth and suddenly couldn't speak.

He didn't like what I called it, why didn't he say it earlier? I was completely used to it, and I didn't know how to change it for a while.

He was in a good mood today, the smile on the corner of his mouth was directly impregnated in his eyes, he held my shoulder tightly and said softly, "Xixi, call me by name." ”

I grinned, but instinctively wanted to call him Mr. Zhuang again, and swallowed when I saw him frowning: "Zhuang...... Cliff. ”

"Well, it's too quiet, louder. ”

My face suddenly burned badly, and I pursed my lips and looked away, but soon took a deep breath and raised my voice to call him: "Zhuang Yan." ”

He chuckled and touched the corners of my lips, his eyes full of tenderness: "Scream again." ”

"Zhuang Yan!Zhuang Yan!Zhuang Yan...... "I wasn't shy anymore, I kept calling his name in a louder than normal tone, and I hugged him by the neck with a smile and hung the whole person on him.

He chuckled and put his arm around my waist twice, and at that moment I felt like I was dizzy with happiness, and it always felt like a dream.

There are still a lot of things at home that we haven't bought all, so we stupidly hugged and kissed for a while and then went to the supermarket to buy something.

On the way, I discussed with him whether I should call him by his full name in the future, and he said that it didn't matter what I called him, but of course he still liked to hear me call him more intimately.

Then I took out all the nicknames I had thought of, and he stared at me dotingly and smiled the whole time, until I wriggled the word "dear" and he raised his eyebrows and smiled a little deeper.

I probably had a number, and it turned out that he liked this kind of affectionate title, but I couldn't say it naturally.

As a result, he suddenly leaned into my ear and teased, "Xixi, your shy appearance is funny." ”

I took a breath and couldn't help but cover his mouth, probably too blatantly to attract the sideways glances of the people next to me. I immediately lowered my head and didn't dare to make any more trouble, but the roots of my ears were as hot as roasted sweet potatoes.

The toiletries we bought were all couples, and the eyes of the shopping guide kept wandering back and forth between us when picking the sheets, as if they were entangled in our relationship: "Are you just getting married......?"

When I carefully selected the price and texture, Mr. Zhuang kept holding the sheet next to my face for comparison.

No, I should change my name to Zhuang Yan in the future.

I didn't know what he was doing, so I gave him a puzzled look, he glanced at the shopping guide next to him, and suddenly leaned into my ear and said, "I'll see which color matches your skin tone." ”

At the time, I didn't understand what he meant, and I didn't have to wear a sheet on my body, so why should I match my skin color?

On the way back, I couldn't help but ask why, but he suddenly gave me an ambiguous look. It wasn't until then that I suddenly understood, and I blushed and didn't dare to continue the conversation.

It seems like we haven't made out in a long time, and my mouth suddenly pries up when I think about it.

He didn't know what I was thinking, but as soon as he got home, he hugged my face and kissed me twice: "Why are you still red now?" Xixi, what are you thinking?"

I was speechless, I couldn't tell him that I remembered the intimate pictures I used to have with him, right?

As a result, his throat suddenly rolled, and when he lowered his head, he broke through his lips and teeth and rushed in, tossing and grinding, causing my mouth to be dry.

His thin lips were pressed tightly, and my cold hand was obviously a little cold, but it didn't take ten seconds for me to burn and shiver. The scorching breath swayed against my face like heat, and I felt like my whole body was losing strength, and I clung to his clothes to keep myself from going limp.

I soon felt like I was running out of breath and subconsciously leaned back to end the kiss. But his hand held the back of my head to prevent me from escaping, and my tongue was swirled by him, and I only felt like my whole brain was about to explode, and I just wanted to breathe hard.

It took him a moment before he let go of me, panting heavily against my forehead. I felt like we had calmed down for about five or six minutes, and then he smiled helplessly: "I didn't hold it." Pack up first and move on later. ”

I licked my mouth thirstily, and was about to go find water to drink, but I heard him snort softly: "Xixi, don't tempt me. ”

"Zhuang Yan, I didn't!" obviously wanted to protest, but the voice was like a coquette.

He scooped me into his arms at once, lowered his head and bit my ear: "Well, no, help me clean up first, I can tempt you if I have enough time." ”

We didn't have time to do anything that night, though, and although he had cleaned up on a part-time job before moving in, a lot of things had to be put in order, and it was almost time for our dorm to close. He sighed and sent me back to school, his eyes glazed out on the way.

I had offered not to go back to school tonight, but he didn't allow it. He also had something to do, saying that if I really stayed in the small family, he would definitely not have the heart to deal with the affairs of the new company.

Bao Yuanyuan saw that my face was full of red light, and pulled me to the balcony to ask about the situation. She was the only one in the dormitory who knew about me and Zhuang Yan, but I didn't tell her that I had also given birth to a daughter, this kind of thing was too sensational, and I didn't dare to leak it.

She patted me lightly on the cheek: "You, you are typically in love, I know you can't listen to anything you say now, but I still hope you protect yourself." As she spoke, she glanced into the dormitory and whispered a secret to me, "Qianqian seems to be pregnant, and she is discussing with Sun Chao about having a baby." ”

I looked in surprise, Su Qianwen was already lying on the bed, and there was a curtain on her bed, so I couldn't see her situation.

"Many of those boys are very selfish and selfish, and men in society are even more so, they don't care if they will get the woman pregnant, and they can't hurt their bodies anyway. You...... Where have you gone with you?Have you done it too?" Bao Yuanyuan looked at me awkwardly, her eyes drifting away uncomfortably.

We hadn't talked about it, so I was too embarrassed to say more to her: "Yuanyuan, he's fine, he won't do that to me." If he is really pregnant, then he will give birth, he likes children very much. ”

Bao Yuanyuan poked my temple: "I know that you can't listen to it, this kind of thing is unreliable for men, anyway, you should pay more attention to yourself." We haven't graduated yet, what kind of children are we going to have? If you have a baby as soon as you graduate, you will have to spend a few years taking care of the child in the future, and you are not ready to look for a job?"

Her words reminded me, and I think Zhuang Yan has been paying attention to this aspect of things, and may have considered this as well. He probably doesn't want me to be tied up by a child, he wants me to have my own life, or maybe he's afraid that if I don't work, I'll be too clingy to him like Zhao Yaru?

My dreams that night were all marshmallows, sweet and greasy.

Early the next morning I received a voice from him saying good morning to me, his voice was hoarse and low, apparently he had just woken up and sent it to me. He also briefly told me about today's itinerary and said that if he came back early, he would come to the school to find me.

In the morning, I went to and from class normally like the rest of my classmates, and when I changed classrooms in the third period, I was stopped in the middle of the class by the senior sister who had been pestering the counselor before. Bao Yuanyuan asked me what was going on, and I could only whisper to her about it.

She didn't go to the classroom right away, but chose to stay a short distance and wait for me.

Senior sister asked me to follow her to a remote corner, and then looked me up and down very hostilely: "What is your relationship with Teacher Song?"

I was embarrassed for a moment, but I didn't want to have any ambiguity with the counselor, so I honestly told her, "It's a very ordinary teacher-student relationship." ”

"Then why does he care about you so much?" the senior sister's eyes continued to be hostile.

I pulled the corners of my mouth helplessly and smiled bitterly at her: "Because I have taken a leave of absence from school before, the teacher is more concerned." You can ask the rest of our class, Mr. Song is very concerned about all the students, no matter who is sick, he has to ask about the condition...... Don't get me wrong, senior sister. ”

She nodded thoughtfully, gave me a faint look, and left.

I didn't think it was a big deal, but I didn't know it would happen in two days.

I was in the classroom at the time, and I hadn't seen Zhuang Yan for a few days, so I was a little absent-minded. When a teacher came to the door of the classroom to look for me, it took me a few seconds to come to my senses.

The teacher was a little impatient, beckoned to me, and shouted, "You are Shen Xi, come with me to the Academic Affairs Office." ”

At that time, I was still in class, and the teachers would not interrupt the class in the middle of the class, so I was a little panicked.