Chapter 146: Drunken Madness
"Hmph, yes, I haven't seen you for a long time, you still look like a clean and nasty person, you want to vomit when you see me!" Zhang Jiajia's red lips spit out unusually mean words.
I don't know what kind of adventure Zhang Jiajia has had recently, but when I saw her like this, I was relieved, and the guilt that I couldn't dissipate from it disappeared, and when I faced it again, I was more at ease.
"Since you want to vomit when you see me, why do you have to appear in front of me to find yourself angry!"
My faint tone made Zhang Jiajia's face sink instantly, but it quickly returned to normal, and said with a giggle, "You also know that I see you unlucky, but ah, I just picked up the car today, and I saw that you are a pregnant woman carrying such a heavy dish is too pitiful, so I came over with kindness to ask, do you want me to send you back!"
It's strange to believe her, I secretly rolled my eyes, didn't want to pay attention to her anymore, turned around and continued to walk forward, but I heard Zhang Jiajia shouting behind me, "Gu Wan, don't be complacent, the war between the two of us has just begun!"
I didn't understand what she meant, but I remembered in my heart that Lin Dong had said that she was going to sue me. Just as he was hesitating to ask, the red beetle next to him whizzed by, and his cheeks were sore from the wind and sand. I paused, and for a moment I was in a trance, more or less conjecture in my heart. Why did a poor person who couldn't even afford the hospitalization fee suddenly change so much in a short period of time, but what happened to Zhang Jiajia?
Go ask Lin Dong?
Such an idea suddenly popped into my mind, but it was also instantly extinguished by myself. Am I crazy, how can I think of going to him, is it possible that he is not entangled enough? I shook my head and walked forward quickly, but my heart was a little flustered, and it was not as calm as these days.
At dinner in the evening, Pei Shaobei did not come back on time, saying that he was working overtime. However, Pei Zile is very punctual, and his college life is very loose, and his time is more free than that of office workers.
I was a little absent-minded, and I always thought about Zhang Jiajia's changes in my mind, and even thought of Lin Dong more or less. When I didn't know how many times I had dropped the dishes, I heard Pei Zile snort coldly on the other side. I didn't react for a while, and asked blankly, "What's wrong?"
"Is it because the food is not appetizing or the people are not appetizing?" Pei Zile's voice was a little unhappy, he raised his eyebrows to look at me, and put down the chopsticks in his hand, "Isn't it just that there is one less person to eat? Are you so unruly? Could it be that you can't live without my brother?"
As soon as I heard it, I knew that Pei Zile had misunderstood, and I hurriedly opened my mouth to explain, but he interrupted before I could speak.
"I know it's uncomfortable for you to insist on staying here, and I know that you don't want to see me at all, and you want to be invisible in your dealings with me. But Gu Wan, let me tell you, don't want to get rid of me. I'm going to see with my own eyes how you were picked up by my brother to the sky, and how he fell to the ground!" Pei Zile said, picked up the chopsticks and stuffed the vegetables into his mouth, and the one who ate it was called a gritted tooth.
I don't have any siblings and I don't have many friends around me since I was a child, so I know a lot about how children at this age can change. I looked at Pei Zile, who looked like an angry little beast, and I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't help but want to laugh.
Pei Zile was so angry that he accidentally dripped the vegetable stains on his body, I looked at him with extremely annoyed blush, and finally laughed out loud.
"What are you laughing at, what's so funny!" Pei Zile glared at me angrily, but the momentum just now was completely gone.
I gave him a tissue, and watched him clumsily wipe his clothes, his reddened ears and cheeks all unrealistic, an ungrown youthful vibe. I was envious in my heart, but I sighed lightly and said, "Zile, you don't need to deliberately erect thorns all over your body in front of me, I don't feel any discomfort because of your joining, but I think it's very good, the feeling of the family is very warm, at least it's much more comfortable than me staying alone! Pei Zile, no matter what you think in your heart, I will always let you be my friend, brother or family, and this will not change because of Pei Shaobei!"
Pei Zile's wiping action paused and proceeded extremely slowly, his head still lowered, but he did not refute.
I smiled and told me about meeting Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia today, without hiding it, and said the whole process and what I thought very plainly.
Pei Zile's expression became a little worried, and he couldn't help but ask, "That guy didn't trouble you again?"
I shook my head, "Liu Juan, oh, that is, Lin Dong's mother is sick and there is no cure. He doesn't have time to take care of me now, so he doesn't have the heart to care about me. I just feel that the world is impermanent, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, and by the time I want to cherish it, it may be too late. Just like Lin Dong, although he treats me badly, he is very filial to his mother. Young people think that their days are the most important and do not feel that one day they will lose something, and this loss will become eternal. When it really happens, there is still a chance to save it!"
"Do you sympathize with him?" Pei Zile frowned and asked rhetorically.
I was stunned for a moment, but finally nodded, "Yes, I sympathize with him, but only with the eyes of a bystander." Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid, about Lin Dong, I really let go, no matter what happens, I won't look back!"
The corners of Pei Zile's mouth were slightly hooked, and he seemed to be very happy with my assurance. I don't bother to think about the mind behind his happiness, there are many things I can't control, all I can do is try to avoid it. I believe that time will give everyone an ending, whether it is good or bad, there is always an ending that belongs to you, and no one can escape it.
The meal was unusually peaceful, Pei Zile didn't stay too long, I sent him out, and when I saw him at the door, I stopped talking, I smiled and said, "It's all said, I won't do something that I regret because of sympathy, what else do you have to worry about?"
Pei Zile's face flushed slightly, and he paused for a moment before saying, "Haven't you told my brother about this yet?"
I nodded, not quite understanding what he meant. Pei Shaobei didn't go home after working overtime, so I won't call him again because of such a trivial matter!
The smile on the corner of Pei Zile's mouth was even stronger, his eyes looked at me secretly, and he held back a sentence for a long time, "That's it, I'm very happy!"
Before I could figure out what this happiness meant, Pei Zile turned around and hurried back to his room. I was stunned at the door, shrugging my shoulders but feeling a little inexplicable, and when I returned home and took a shower and lay on the bed, I felt that Pei Zile's sentence "I am very happy" seemed to contain some feelings that should not be there.
I frowned and was speechless, took out my mobile phone and called my mother, asked my father about his recent situation and mood, and then told Liu Juan about her illness. The mother was also emotional, and seemed to think of her age and her father's illness, and her tone was a little choked.
I was afraid that she would be upset, so I hurriedly asked, "Mom, Lin Dong said that he hoped I could go and have a look, do you think it is appropriate for me to go?"
"People are dying, what is there that cannot be forgiven!" the mother sighed, but agreed with Lin Dong's proposal. "After all, you've called her mom for five years, even if you don't have any feelings now, you should take a look. Alas, tell me, she is about the same age as her mother, why did she suddenly get such an illness. I heard that the pain in the advanced stage of liver cancer is very bad, and it is too sinful, and it will hurt to die in the end, so it is better to die directly!"
I think of Liu Juan's strong appearance, and I can't imagine the appearance of such a person who is tortured by illness and has no energy.
"Evening, when are you going to visit the patient, bring your mother with you. A relative, I'll send her off!" My mother choked up, and I didn't want to persuade more, so I hung up the phone after talking for a while.
I was lying on the bed, unable to calm down for a long time, but what was tumbling in my heart was the silhouette of Liu Juan in my five-year marriage with Lin Dong, as if I saw a person's life like this. My eyes were damp and a little uncomfortable.
When Pei Shaobei came back, it was close to nine o'clock, and my mood had recovered, and when I heard the sound, I hurriedly got up and went out to greet him, and before I reached the living room, I smelled a strong smell of wine.
I couldn't help frowning, and complained a little, "Didn't you say overtime?
Pei Shaobei smiled and hugged me, rubbing his chin against my neck, and the smell of wine was stronger. "A case is a little troublesome, you have to go through the relationship first, otherwise it may be empty in the end!"
"Isn't Xiao Chen's matter over yet?" I subconsciously contacted Xiao Chen, after all, among Pei Shaobei's friends I was familiar with, Xiao Chen's background was powerful.
Pei Shaobei didn't shake his head or nod, he generally said that he was hungry and had a stomachache from drinking, so he asked me to cook noodles for him. I smiled in my heart, but my face was very useful, and a feeling of being relied on and cared for came to my heart, an inexplicable warmth.
"You are sitting in the living room now, I will go and cook noodles for you, do you want to sauce beef, I don't know if the new one I made yesterday tastes good!" I helped Pei Shaobei to sit down on the sofa in the living room, and then ran to the kitchen to pour a glass of warm water, Pei Shaobei took it with a smile, but he dragged me into his arms, and his lips with the smell of wine were pasted up, and he kissed me on the cheek indiscriminately.
I was angry and ashamed, stretched out my hand to push him, but I couldn't push him away, so I scolded angrily, "Pei Shaobei, don't drink too much and go crazy, let me go quickly!"
Pei Shaobei was still enthusiastic, his lips moved from his cheek to his neck, and he sucked vigorously, I snorted in pain, and before I could refute, he pressed him on the sofa, I gasped and wanted to struggle, but he cut my hands on top of my head!
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