After a few minutes, Dong Zixuan's mood stabilized a little, and she continued: "On the day of the outward bound training, I was silent for a long time, and I decided to fully show myself in that activity. So from the moment I got on www.biquge.info the bus, I was performing my duties as a squad leader, showing my organizational and leadership skills, and I thought that my performance at that time was eye-catching and outstanding. But looking back now, in the eyes of my classmates, I was just a self-righteous display and self-righteousness.

Sure enough, the immediate aftermath came, and I was trapped on the high platform. The reason why I was like that at that time was because I had a fear of heights, and secondly because I was in a hurry to behave. As a result, I just felt that it was dark in front of my eyes, and I fainted. In my subconscious, I was still holding on to the rope and trying to keep my feet on the pedals, but gradually my residual consciousness was gone.

When I regained consciousness and found myself lying on the back of my enemy, I felt so humiliated that I tried to bite you with all my strength I had, thinking 'Die.'" Of course, being discovered in time didn't hurt you. Then, I really realized that I was saved by you. But I didn't have any gratitude in my heart at the time, but I felt more sarcastic, sarcastic and made people, and I was actually saved by you. I even feel that this is all because you are deliberately punishing me and making me suffer that kind of sadistic feeling. Do you think I'm perverted?"

Hearing her question, Chu Tian said in unison: Who is the pervert of your constant state, but he said: "At that time, your qi was indeed a little smaller. ”

Dong Zixuan raised her teary cheeks and smiled self-deprecatingly: "You are quite good at words." Then he continued, "Later, I was sent to the hospital, and during my days in the hospital, He Ping and I told me the details of the situation, and I also recalled a lot of it myself. But I was more ashamed at the time, ashamed of how I could be in such a situation, ashamed of being hugged and carried by a man. As for whether I should be grateful for saving my life, it is not on my mind at all. It was driven by these perverted ideas that I chose to escape, to escape from the party school, to escape from everyone's murderous eyes and suspicions.

When I returned to Woyuan, I didn't go to work, but stayed at home. I didn't want people to know that I left school in such a disgraceful way, and now that I think about it, it was just a cover-up and a self-deception.

During my time at home, I often had nightmares about being lifted by ropes and of being spurned by the world. During this period, He Ping often called and asked if he wanted to continue to supervise you. At that time, I was very conflicted, in fact, I also realized that 'Kindness is greater than help', but my mind still couldn't turn around for a while, so I consciously avoided this question, and I didn't give He Ping an accurate answer.

Later, when I saw almost a similar scene in the TV series, I realized that I should apologize to you and thank you for saving your life. Actually, I had realized that I should do this before, but I just didn't want to face it, and this time I was able to use the scene in the play as a touch for myself, but I was just looking for an excuse. So, when He Ping called again, I told her 'no need to supervise' and asked her to tell you something.

I don't dare to beg for your forgiveness, and I don't know if you can forgive me, because I have hurt you too deeply. When I heard He Ping say that you asked her to convey 'thank you' on her behalf, I really realized that it was all my fault before, and that I lived the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. At the same time, I also felt liberated, and I went to a demon, a demon that tortured myself. ”

Speaking of this, Dong Zixuan wiped the tears on her face with a tissue and smiled: "I am very moved that you can listen to me, which shows that even if you don't completely forgive me, you are willing to forgive me." Otherwise, you won't have the patience to listen to me talk about this, about the hurt that has been done to you many times. Speaking of this, she sighed again, "Hey, many of my actions at that time not only hurt you, but also hurt many people. Now she's unhappy, you know?"

Chu Tianqi understood that the "she" Dong Zixuan said meant Meng Yuling, so he nodded to indicate that he knew. Then he said, "Let the past pass, and look forward." ”

Dong Zixuan knew that what Chu Tianqi said now about "everything looking forward" refers not only to the entanglement with himself, but also to his past with Meng Yuling. She could also see that Chu Tianqi was much more sincere when he said these five words at this time than when he said it before. She nodded both ashamedly and gratefully, and said, "Everything looks forward." After speaking, he stood up, took out a small bag from the satchel he was carrying, and hurried into the bathroom. Immediately after, her voice came from the bathroom: "Wait for me, there is something to say." ”

Let's just wait, Chu Tianqi also seemed to guess something she was going to say next. He sat on a chair, drank tea, and waited.

After ten minutes, Dong Zixuan walked out. At this time, the tear stains on her face were gone, and the entire makeup had returned to its advanced style, but there was still some redness on her eyelids.

Sitting on the chair again, Dong Zixuan said with a smile: "How did I hear that you have become a 'three-no-cadre' now?"

"What are the three nos?" Chu Tianqi asked rhetorically.

"If you are disrespectful to your boss, unfriendly to your peers, and uncaring for the people, isn't this the 'three non-cadres'?" Dong Zixuan's tone was full of ridicule, and her mood was completely different from a few minutes ago.

Chu Tianqi smiled bitterly and did not squeak.

"There are a lot of things that have been passed on about you, not to mention far away, there are two of the most ferocious things that have been rumored recently. One thing is that during your investigation, you provoked several township cadres many times, and even fainted a township secretary named Kong Fang. One thing is that you have no leader, including the new county party secretary, you don't pay attention to it, and even threaten to have a festival between you before. You seem to be a good troublemaker. Dong Zixuan said this, stopped, and looked at Chu Tianqi.

"Hey, who knows? Sometimes I don't want to cause trouble, and I even hide from it, but something will always come to me. Many times, it is something that is made out of nothing, but it is passed on with roots and leaves, just like the truth. I might be a villain. Feeling that his words were speechless, Chu Tianqi hurriedly added, "The villain always splashes me with dirty water, and I can't prevent it." With that, he stopped again, his face flushed. I wanted to choose the leader out of the villain, but I didn't think about it, but now it seems to be pointing at the person sitting opposite.

Seeing Chu Tianqi's embarrassment, Dong Zixuan laughed, only laughing and trembling, how could there be the shadow of tears just now. After laughing enough, she said, "You're right, don't be embarrassed, but sometimes, rumors are often more lethal to people." ”

Chu Tianqi nodded in agreement.

Dong Zixuan looked at her watch and said, "Don't say anything else, what do you think of the rumors about you and the leader now?"

The other party raised this question, confirming her guess, it seems that she is looking for herself for this matter. Does she want to help herself? She won't come specifically for this, will she? Or is there something else? Chu Tianqi was suspicious in his heart, and he didn't know how to answer correctly for a while.

"Say whatever you want, don't worry, I will never hurt you again. Dong Zixuan said sincerely, "Do you think about what kind of holiday you have with him?"

"I'm not suspicious of you. I don't know if my feelings are accurate, but since you asked, I'll talk about it. Chu Tianqi blushed and said, "We have not had any contact with each other individually, only when we held a conference, I saw him sitting on the rostrum." The only time I had contact was on Teacher's Day that year, when I was the 'advanced' of the city's education system that year, and I was collectively received by him. At that time, he just said 'congratulations', and I replied 'thank you', and that's it, I guess he didn't even remember my name afterwards. Other than that, we didn't say a word individually, let alone celebrate the holidays. ”

"Is that really all there is? Dong Zixuan made a hint.

Chu Tianqi thought for a moment and said hesitantly: "If you want to say that there is, it can only be regarded as that time." At that time, a total of three of us were reported as candidates for 'Provincial Advanced Educators', and later I was disqualified for so-called 'paper plagiarism'. Soon after, rumors came out that I was complaining and that I was dissatisfied with the Municipal Education Bureau, and that the leaders of the Municipal Bureau had a lot of complaints about me. Actually, I really didn't say anything about the city bureau, let alone his name. If you want to talk about the festival, it is only the festival of this rumor. ”

Dong Zixuan sighed: "It doesn't matter if you said that you said him or not. The important thing is that he really didn't have a cold to you that time. The cause of the incident is still because of me, and I am the fault for you. ”

"Why?" Chu Tianqi asked rhetorically.

"Because, the fact that I can get the advanced one in the province is inseparable from the help of the Municipal Education Bureau, and you are the obstacle that may affect my honor. And, I hated you at the time. Do you understand that?" Dong Zixuan said at this point and stopped.

As soon as Dong Zixuan said this, Chu Tianqi certainly understood. What she meant was that she hated herself. He is her father's person, so naturally he doesn't look down on himself. As for saying that he didn't say anything bad about him, it didn't have any effect on the result.

Chu Tianqi* had a fable name in his mind, so he blurted out: "The story of the wolf and the lamb." ”

Dong Zixuan smiled: "It's very vivid, that's what it means." The wolf wants to eat the lamb, and there will always be various excuses. ”

"Oh, that's why the rumors are about me having a holiday with him, and it seems that the rumors are true, but I, the party, only understand it now. When Chu Tianqi said this, he asked again, "So about this festival, he also revealed it?"

"I really don't know about this, and I can't rule out that there are people who know about this and are deliberately taking advantage of it. And he's probably going to believe you whining now. Speaking of this, Dong Zixuan made a move, "It doesn't matter who said it, the important thing is that you should contact him to eliminate this misunderstanding." ”

Thinking like this, Chu Tianqi said, "But can he listen to my explanation? What suitable reason do I have to meet him?"

"There's me. Dong Zixuan pointed at herself.

Chu Tianqi understood, it seemed that Dong Zixuan was here specifically for this, just to make some compensation for herself, to compensate for her repeated injuries to herself.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the house, and a man's voice came: "Zixuan, uncle is going to blame you, why didn't you say hello in advance?"