301: It's all because I'm too selfish

At noon, the three of them found a random restaurant to eat.

Ji Nian's appetite is particularly good, and he doesn't react much when he eats.

Feng Ziqi saw Ji Nian like this, and couldn't help but be a little envious: "It's so good, I see that your pregnancy reaction is not serious, you can eat whatever you want." When I was pregnant with Ah Jin before, I basically had to vomit at every meal. ”

Ji Nian also has a lot of experience with pregnancy reactions: "I was like this when I was pregnant, I vomited every day, and I lost a few pounds at the beginning." ”

The two pregnant women exchanged experiences, and Qin Tang couldn't interject anything at all.

He could only eat or drink with his head down.

Listening to Feng Ziqi and Ji Nian talking about what happened when she was pregnant with Ajin, Qin Tang felt very uncomfortable.

He seriously recalled, trying to think about how she reacted when she was pregnant with her first child, but he couldn't remember at all.

During that time, he basically didn't care about her, just locked her in the house and didn't let her move around.

Thinking about it now, what he did at that time was really very incompetent.

If he had been a little more serious, that kid might not have left either.

Every time he thought of this, Qin Tang's heart felt like it had been drilled by something, and the pain was close to suffocation.

He didn't speak again, and his head kept thinking about the past.

……

When I got home after lunch, Ah Jin was sitting in the living room watching cartoons.

With her, there was also an uninvited guest: Gu Ning.

After seeing Gu Ning, Qin Tang's expression was ugly.

Feng Ziqi was a little surprised.

Forget it, I haven't been in touch with Gu Ning for a long time.

Feng Ziqi did tell him before that if he wanted to see the child, he could come directly.

However, she thought that Gu Ning would at least talk to her in advance.

I didn't expect it to be so sudden......

"You're here. Feng Ziqi's attitude towards Gu Ning was quite gentle.

She stepped forward and asked Gu Ning, "Why is it so sudden?"

Gu Ning smiled, "The day after tomorrow is Ah Jin's birthday, have you forgotten?"

Feng Ziqi shook his head, of course he would not forget.

Daughter's birthday, how could she forget.

Gu Ning looked at Feng Ziqi's eyes, "I originally wanted to come over the day after tomorrow, but it was too late." ”

Feng Ziqi: "...... Huh?"

Gu Ning: "I'll go back to London the day after tomorrow, and I may not be able to come back once a year in the future." So, let's celebrate Ah Jin's birthday in advance. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Ning turned his gaze to Qin Tang: "Excuse me." ”

What Gu Ning said just now, Qin Tang heard it.

Hearing that he was going back to London, Qin Tang was a little less hostile to Gu Ning.

In fact, this whole thing was quite unfair to Gu Ning, and he knew it in his heart.

Now that Gu Ning is leaving, it means that he is really going to give up Ah Jin.

In the future, there may be very few opportunities to meet.

Qin Tang shook his head: "It's okay." ”

It's just that Feng Ziqi never told Ah Jin about his birthday the day after tomorrow.

"You talk, I'll go upstairs. After saying this, Qin Tang turned his head to look at Ji Nian: "You send me up." ”

Chronology: "...... Oh. ”

Ji Nian was a little confused, so easy to free up space for them?

This is really not like Qin Tang's style.

Although he had doubts in his heart, Ji Nian still pushed Qin Tang upstairs.

……

After entering the room, Qin Tang asked Ji Nian, "Do you have any arrangements for tomorrow?"

Ji Nian: "No, what's wrong?"

She didn't have much work to do, and Qin Tang suddenly asked this, making her confused.

Qin Tang let out an "oh", and then said to Ji Nian, "Then help me go buy something." ”

“…… What is it?" wondered.

Qin Tang coughed, his expression was a little unnatural: "A birthday gift for the child." ”

"Poof-" Ji Nian was amused by Qin Tang's reaction.

She really didn't expect that Qin Tang called her up for this matter.

It's rare to see Qin Tang like this, she really can't help but laugh.

Hearing Ji Nian's laughter, Qin Tang's face was a little broken.

"What are you laughing at?"

Ji Nian: "It's nothing, I just don't think it's like your style." ”

Qin Tang: "......"

He also admits that.

But...... No way.

He promised Feng Ziqi that he would treat Ah Jin as his own.

Even if it's tough, do it.

Ji Nian raised his eyebrows: "Have you reached any agreement with the sub-period?"

Ji Nian is also very smart, she feels that even if Qin Tang accepts Ah Jin, it is impossible for him to suddenly be so good to Ah Jin in a short period of time.

So, there must be a reason for it.

Qin Tang: "No." ”

Chronology: "......"

Well, guess he won't say.

However, Ji Nian tried to guess it, and it is estimated that this agreement is related to children.

So, she didn't ask much.

"What are you going to buy?" Ji Nian asked Qin Tang, "Cakes, toys, or clothes?"

He used to buy these for Soft, and when he bought them, there were a lot of them.

Qin Tang: "Whatever you want." ”

Ji Nian: "Okay, then I'll look at it and buy it." ”

Qin Tang let out an "oh", then took out a bank card from the drawer next to him and handed it to her: "Swipe this." ”

Ji Nian didn't fake politeness to him, he was originally buying a gift for Ah Jin, of course, he had to swipe his card, so as to show his sincerity.

Moreover, Qin and Tang are now most important in terms of money.

"To be honest, did Ziqi say that as long as you are good to Ah Jin, you should consider having a child?" Ji Nian sat down on the sofa opposite Qin Tang and asked him with a smile.

was said by Ji Nian, Qin Tang's face was a little ugly.

He didn't reply. However, Ji Nian could already see the answer from his reaction.

Then, she started laughing.

"I didn't expect you to have today, I thought you would never be threatened. ”

Qin Tang: "......"

But no, he didn't even think he was where he is today.

Ji Nian especially likes to see Qin Tang being scolded so much that he can't speak, probably because he is usually scolded a lot, so he will have a special sense of accomplishment when he scolds him again.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Ji Nian wanted to continue to tease him: "Hey, let their family of three downstairs, don't worry?"

Naturally, I don't feel at ease.

But Qin Tang asked himself, he really didn't want to see the picture of Feng Ziqi and Gu Ning getting along closely, so he could only choose to go upstairs.

Although this is a kind of self-deception, it seems that he can only do this for now.

Anyway, Gu Ning is about to leave, and this situation will not happen again in the future.

However, he could still hear Ji Nian's ridicule.

Qin Tang sneered and warned her, "You'd better shut up for me." ”

Ji Nian was not afraid of Qin Tang at all now, she snorted, "Aren't you worried about this problem?"

Qin Tang: "......"

Downstairs.

Gu Ning came with a gift.

Ah Jin has been fond of mechanical watches since he was a child, and he showed his interest in this area when he was probably less than a year old.

Therefore, on his first and second birthdays, Gu Ning gave Ah Jin a mechanical watch.

Although you don't need it now, you can keep it as a collection.

Now that Ah Jin is about to celebrate his third birthday, Gu Ning bought another mechanical watch for Ah Jin.

This time it's pink, and Ah Jin likes it very much.

Little girls, they don't have much resistance to pink.

Ah Jin was very happy holding the mechanical watch.

Children don't understand the complex relationships between adults, so they always have a good time.

And here, Feng Ziqi and Gu Ning's expressions were more solemn.

Especially Feng Ziqi.

For Gu Ning, she was very guilty.

She didn't regret giving birth to Ah Jin, but all these things were too unfair to Gu Ning.

Although he had made it clear that he would not be counted, the feeling of guilt in her heart did not decrease by half a point.

Feng Ziqi sat next to him and looked at Gu Ning, moving his lips, but he couldn't say a word.

Her eyes were already red, every time she was sad, it was like that.

Gu Ning raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a smile: "Don't cry, it's not that you can't see it." ”

"I'm sorry, Gu Ning......" Feng Ziqi was sad, "It's all because I'm too selfish." ”

"Don't say that. Gu Ning patted her on the back very gently, "Everything I did for you was done willingly." When you decide to have a child, I also know that you still have him in your heart. ”

"I volunteered, it doesn't matter. Gu Ning said, "He has already promised me that he will treat Ah Jin as his own." From this point of view, he still cares about you very much. You've got your wish, haven't you?"

The more Gu Ning said this, the more Feng Ziqi blamed himself and wanted to cry.

Feng Ziqi sniffed and held back his tears.

Actually, she didn't want to cry in front of Ah Jin.

After adjusting his mood, Feng Ziqi asked Gu Ning: "After you go back...... Won't it come back?"

Gu Ning nodded, "Well, it should be like this." This time the position has changed a bit, and the work should be busier in the future, and there is no Spring Festival holiday abroad, so there is probably no time to come back. ”

Feng Ziqi hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "Then ...... your parents?"

"This time they came with me, and they will probably settle in London in the future. Gu Ning answered her question with a smile.

…… This means that the family is going to move over.

Feng Ziqi thought that he probably really didn't plan to come back.

Thinking about it, she began to feel sad again.

Although she has no feelings between men and women for Gu Ning, Gu Ning can definitely be called a very important person in her life, like a relative who is not related by blood.

Thinking that he might never see him again in the future, Feng Ziqi was a little sad.

And Gu Ning seemed to see through her inner thoughts, and comforted her with a smile: "It's okay, I'll come back to see you and Ah Jin when I have the chance." ”

But...... By then, Ah Jin may have forgotten about his father, right?

For Gu Ning, it was not easy to make such a decision.

However, he had to force himself to do so.

Only by leaving this city can you stop thinking about her and start over.

He doesn't blame Feng Ziqi, he really doesn't blame him.

Emotional matters, barely come.

"Don't cry, when Qin Tang sees it later, he should think I'm bullying you. Gu Ning smiled a little helplessly.

Feng Ziqi became more and more sad, she couldn't help it, she opened her arms and hugged Gu Ning, leaned her head on his chest, and wept silently.

(.=)

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