Chapter 179: Sorrow and Unwillingness

Giorgian didn't object, so I opened the door directly.

After waiting for about three minutes, He Xiao pushed open the door and walked in. He glanced at me with a frosty face, and said in a faint voice: "Tao Ran, now that you are in the way here, go out for a while." ”

I looked at Qiao Jian and whispered, "Then I'll go first, and you guys will talk slowly." Don't worry, make things clear, everything is easy to say. ”

Regarding the matter between He Xiao and Qiao Ji'an, that's all I can do.

When I went downstairs, I stood in front of the flower bed and looked up, then finally turned and left. In fact, most of the emotional problems are due to poor communication and misunderstandings. Women are willing to talk about three and stay seven, and men are annoyed and reluctant to ask again, and the misunderstanding will be big.

I was driving home, and as soon as I turned into the neighborhood, I saw a car in front of me. The car was originally parked on the side of the road, and when it saw me turn in, it quickly crossed and blocked my way. I froze on the brakes, got out of the car, and was just a few millimeters away from crashing into the other person's body.

"How do you drive?" I yelled at the other man.

The car door opened over there, and Gu Yixiao, who was wearing a pink shirt and white pants and a long gray windbreaker outside, walked down, and he stood in front of me, looking at me with a smile like that.

"Mr. Gu, what is this going to do. I asked lightly.

He smiled, "I've been waiting for you here for four hours, Tao Ran." ”

I raised an eyebrow, "What's the matter?"

"As for the matter between me and you, do you want to stand here and talk, or find a place to talk. He asked, staring into my eyes.

I saw that there was an inexplicable emotion floating in his eyes, and my heart was a little panicked, but I still pretended to be calm and said, "What do I have to do with you?"

He smiled, took out his phone to unlock the screen, then opened the photo and said to me, "See for yourself." ”

Puzzled, I took my phone and opened it to see that five or six photos in a row were of him and my adoptive parents, and even the date was yesterday.

"I went to them, and they told me everything they knew. Gu Yi said with a smile.

My adoptive parents only knew that there was a relationship between me and Gu Yixiao, but they didn't know how. So after reading it, I didn't panic so much.

"What does that mean?" I asked.

Gu Yixiao hated the root of his teeth, and said to me: "Tao Ran, you continue to pretend, I'll see how long you can pretend." What the hell is going on with me, you don't want to say, I'll find it myself. However, from your attitude towards me now, I can guess that you don't like me. I don't understand if I was kicked in the head by a donkey, how could I tolerate you doing so many things that broke my bottom line. ”

"If you describe yourself like that, I have nothing to say. I spread my hands and said, "Then what do you want to do when you stop me?"

His eyes were red with anger: "You're still pretending, I want to know what's wrong with you and me!"

In the last sentence, Gu Yixiao said a little hysterically.

He has always been calm, calm and rational, and this kind of loss of control is really rare.

"Aren't you going to look it up yourself? I said unceremoniously.

Gu Yi stepped forward and grabbed my hand violently: "I want to hear you say, right now." ”

I tried my best but couldn't shake off his hand. He pulled me straight into his car, then forcibly fastened my seatbelt, locked the door, and drove away.

I sat in the passenger seat and could see his angry face. He drove the car as fast as he could, completely oblivious to the people on the road. I clung to my seat belt, nervous to death.

"Now there are so many people, why are you looking for death? I shouted to him.

As soon as the words fell, in order to overtake the car in front, he swerved into the opposite lane, and went forward in the opposite direction without slowing down.

My heart was scared to death.

"If I'm dead, I'll bury you with me. Gu Yi said coldly, and the car accelerated again.

I don't dare to speak anymore, if I say more, the car will be faster.

He turned around for an hour, for he kept walking out of the city, and the more he went, the more desolate he became. Passing by a large river, he suddenly turned off the main road and rushed in despite the gravel on the riverbank.

I looked at the water getting closer and closer, and really wanted to pull the car door and jump out of the car, seeing that he was trying to drive the car into the river like this, I would rather jump out of the car and be run over to death than suffocate after entering the water.

"Gu Yixiao, you're crazy! Stop!" I couldn't help but shout.

The car braked so hard that I almost crashed out of the car by inertia, and if it wasn't for my seatbelt, I would have flown out of the front windshield.

The car stopped, and the front wheels were already in the water.

He pulled the door and got out of the car, then he came over and opened the door on my side and said to me, "Get down." ”

His voice and demeanor were like nothing I had ever seen before, and I didn't dare to provoke him at such a time, so I obediently got out of the car.

He watched me get out of the car, slammed the door shut, and turned around and walked along the riverbank.

I had no choice but to follow him, after all, I still cared about him, afraid that he would die, afraid that he would throw himself into the river.

After walking more than a hundred meters, he sat down on a large rock and looked at the river with his eyes. I approached him slowly, and he didn't look back at me, but he should have heard my footsteps, so he patted the open space next to him and said, "Sit down." ”

I had no choice but to go over and sit down, careful to keep my distance from him.

"I just had a bit of a gaffe, I'm sorry. "He didn't look at me, but he spoke to me.

"It doesn't matter. I said.

Then he didn't say anything more, and looked at the river for a long time.

Now the sun is setting, there are huge trees on both sides of the river, the sunset casts its own shadow on the river, casts the shadows of the trees on the river, the river flows quietly, and from time to time a group of small fish swims in the shallow water near the bank, and it disappears in an instant.

He was good-looking, well-dressed, sitting on the stone, staring intently at the front, still beautiful like an oil painting.

I narrowed my eyes and looked at him seriously.

"My brain has been tampered with, and you know who it is, and I know who it is. But I couldn't ask anything. I want to know, I'm a full-bodied adult, why do you want to do whatever you want in my head. Don't you think it's too cruel to do this!" Gu Yixiao's voice calmed down, "A large part of my past is missing, and most of it is about you. Are you important in my life?"

His voice was so low that I couldn't bear to listen to it, let alone look at him, and turned my face away.

I didn't answer, and he didn't mind, so he paused for a while and continued: "I asked a lot of people, and everyone only said a few words, and I can also spell out my past with you. In fact, I have long guessed that you are using my brain to make me remove you from my life. ”

I looked at his tightly knit brows, and my heart hurt very much.

Gu Yixiao is not bad for me, but I just can't get over the hurdle he forced me to have a relationship. I know that people are the devil when they are impulsive, and I also know that people who are angry are irrational. However, at least there must be a bottom line.

"Tao Ran, what the hell am I doing to you, you will push me away so thoroughly. He asked again.

I can't give an answer to his question.

I didn't speak, and he began to fall silent.

The sky darkened little by little, and finally the sun set below the horizon, and the stars appeared in the night sky.

"Tao Ran, do you know this feeling? something in your heart is about to disappear, you want to grab it, but you don't know where to start. I don't want to forget my past. He said in a stoic voice.

I watched his silhouette turn into a black silhouette and couldn't help but soften.

The sadness in his voice was so contagious that I couldn't control myself. What's more, he was right, he was an adult, and no one could do anything to his brain. But now, it's already done. I understand his sorrow and unwillingness. However, the person who did something to him was not me, it was his mother.

"I don't know how it feels, but I know they're doing it to you to make it better. "I pale in my voice.

Gu Yixiao smiled in the dark night, and said softly, "What do you think about this?"

"You should have asked the person who did it to you, not me. I said in a soft voice.

At this time, Gu Yixiao's mother's phone called, and I unlocked the screen, Gu Yixiao saw his mother's number, and sneered lightly: "You conspire." ”

At this point, I didn't want him to misunderstand me, so I simply connected the phone with the public release.

His mother's voice came: "Tao Ran, is Yixiao with you?" I just learned that he has been investigating you recently. You promised me not to pester him anymore, why are you still avoiding him? ”

"How do you let me hide?" I asked weakly, "Those things are almost known to everyone, as long as he has the heart to investigate, he will know the truth sooner or later." ”

"Please stay away from him and keep your promise. Gu Yixiao's mother said.

"Mom, I'm with her. Gu Yixiao suddenly spoke.

I was shocked that his mother didn't speak on the phone for a long time.