Chapter 182: Antecedents and Consequences

I really admired myself, at that moment, I didn't throw myself into Zhuang Yan's arms at first, but looked back to see if anyone from the village was passing by.

When he helped me carry things in, I asked him why he didn't turn on the light, and then I thought that he was probably afraid of being discovered. I couldn't help but feel sour in my heart, how can a good person be like a fugitive now?

I thought I would cry and complain when I saw him, but when I was really alone with him, I didn't want to spend such precious time on hypocrisy.

Because there are not many electrical appliances in my hometown, and I also use a stove for cooking, Zhuang Yan has not been able to boil some hot water and rice even if he is one step ahead of meβ€”there is no rice at home.

I saw black ash sticking to his cheeks and knew that he must have tried to use the stove just now, so I couldn't help but smile and help him wipe it clean: "There will be smoke in the chimney of the stove, aren't you afraid that others will see it?"

I was stunned for half a second and smiled: "I estimated that you were about to come back before you were going to light the fire first, there was too much grass ash in it, so I put it out and cleaned up the grass ash just after lighting it." ”

Later, I thought about my mentality at that time, my grandmother had survived when she died, and it was happier for him to be by my side than in those difficult days, so I didn't have the heart to complain after seeing him. Of course, when he's not around, I have a lot of time to complain.

He had already washed the iron pot and the dishes and chopsticks, and when I wanted to boil the water, he stopped him, and when I saw him sitting in front of the stove and burning the fire, I stared at him stupidly for a while: "When can you explain to me?" I am pregnant with my second child, and I am no longer the Shen Xi who didn't understand anything before, and you need to change your concept of me. ”

He stopped what he was doing and stared at the fire in the stove for a while, the light of the fire swaying on his face, a little demonic.

"I'll talk about it after dinner, and I won't talk about it if I don't eat obediently. His eyes were a little stiff before, but now they were getting softer and softer by the fire, and I seemed to see the familiar feeling of drowning.

However, as soon as the corners of his mouth were hooked, he quickly furrowed his brow.

He looked at my lower abdomen, his eyelashes fluttering violently: "Why did you lose weight when you were pregnant with a child?" I didn't know what happened to your grandmother, otherwise I would have gone to you." ”

"Except for Lele and Aunt Fang, you don't have anyone, how can you know my situation in this way. You are so ruthless, you don't even want me and the child in your belly anymore, do you blame me for designing you to conceive this child? You don't have to worry about it now, others think that this child belongs to Brother Jiang. ”

He stuffed a few more dry firewood into the stove, and smiled so bitterly that he couldn't mention how bitter it was: "Yangzi is always so willful, Uncle Jiang is very angry with him." Xixi, if you want to complain about me, complain about me, I don't even recognize my own children, I am indeed a failure. ”

He said so, how can I still complain? The resentment I had before also died down at this moment.

When he came, he also brought food, I found something to cushion my stomach, and when the water boiled and I thought about it, there was a sudden "knock" sound outside the window next to the stove, which startled me a lot. I secretly waved my hand at Zhuang Yan, motioning him to squat by the stove and not come out, and when I went out, I found that it was the village chief.

He greeted me, saying that he saw the lights on in my house and thought that he had been robbed again: "Last time, that young offspring asked me to come to your house if I have nothing to do in the future, and he was right, just take a walk after eating, and it won't take much effort." Xixi, people can't be resurrected after death, and it's very comfortable to live by yourself in the future, don't deal with your bastard aunt anymore, she has become more and more unkind since she followed your uncle, lock the doors and windows at night, I'll go back. ”

After locking the door, I saw Zhuang Yan staring at the beam above my head in a daze, and I grinned: "The first time I was in my own house, it was like being a thief, what do you see?"

There was a hole in the roof, and my grandmother and I didn't dare to climb up to fix it, and my uncle couldn't count on it, so the hole got bigger and bigger. The night sky in the countryside is beautiful, and when you turn off the lights, there must be moonlight and starlight leaking in, so when you think about it, the hole in the roof is quite romantic.

Zhuang Yan's eyes trembled slightly, and he got up and walked over and hugged me: "It's nothing, it's distressing." You've lived a good life for 20 years, and you're still suffering after you follow me, is it worth it? Why don't you take your children away and find a man about your age to live?"

I put my face down: "I'm really angry that you say this kind of thing again." ”

He fell silent, and this silence remained silent until we had finished our supper.

I couldn't stand his low pressure, so I nodded my forehead and told him: "Last time I was kissed by Song Qianxiu, I seemed to be a little moved. ”

His eyes began to flutter unexpectedly, and he stared coldly at my forehead, but did not speak.

"Anyway, the fake breakup you told me was a lie, so we've broken up. Then I'll start dating Song Qianxiu in the future, anyway, he doesn't have a girlfriend now. Although his parents don't approve of me, I have time to fight for it, don't all people like your father approve of me?

"Enough. Zhuang Yan finally spoke, stepped forward and scooped me into his arms, lowered his head and sucked and kissed the forehead I had just pointed to.

I felt like my soul was about to be sucked away by him, and I felt like a lot of flowers suddenly bloomed in front of me, and even the air became fragrant and delicious.

"I don't even know what to do with you, you little fool. ”

"How many times have I said it, I'll wait for you if something happens, don't push me away. As long as you can't die, there is no hurdle that you can't pass, and my children and I are waiting for you. Didn't you give me a lot of money? I've saved a lot, you know, I don't spend a lot of money, and I can live on that money for years without working. ”

There are a lot of words hidden in his eyes, and I am in a very relaxed mood tonight, thinking that the stars at night are beautiful, and I can't help but want him to accompany me to see the starry sky.

There was a vacant lot behind my house, and Zhuang Yan said that I was willful, but he still found an old slip to accompany me.

He wrapped his suit jacket around me before I was allowed to lie on the old sheet, and I snuggled into his arms and told me what had happened: "If you don't explain it clearly, I really won't forgive you." ”

The night breeze was a little cool, and he hugged me tighter, and the warm body temperature came through my clothes, baking my whole body warm. He put his mouth to my ear and stretched out a hand to cover my stomach: "Where to start"

He said: Xixi, I have indeed always treated you as a twenty-year-old little girl, I am used to arranging your life, and I am also used to your obedience. After I broke up with you, I went abroad to talk to Zhou Jin's company about the acquisition, which was not ideal. After returning to China, I didn't have you, so I found a relationship behind my back and replaced the target of the prosecution with me.

I'm not trying to do it, my dad is exhausted, he probably won't live long, and I don't want to see his last days spent in that kind of place. Have you seen Xiao Jin's husband? I have been in contact with him abroad, and there are senior cadres in his family, and Xiao Jin's USB flash drive should have been stolen from that senior cadre's house.

When I went abroad, I considered taking my dad's advice and letting him go to jail, but I knew a little bit about Xiao Jin's husband and realized that my dad's imprisonment would not end the scourge of our banker. This is also the reason why I chose to replace him, my dad's only son went in, and no one was interested in continuing to fight, after all, Yoko's dad just wanted to see my dad suffer.

"What was the past?" I thought he wasn't ready to explain this, and couldn't help but cry.

To describe the black and white children that Jiang Yang has mentioned before, that is, the Zhuang family used to be black with the Zhao family, and the Jiang Yang family followed Bai Zi, the white boss was in a high position, and the black boss coveted that position, and pulled Bai Zi off the horse through Uncle Jiang through the hands of the Zhao family and the Zhuang family.

But why was the Jiang Yang family able to survive later? Because when Uncle Jiang confessed to bribery, he resolutely did not confess to the boss of Baizi. Although the boss of Baizi was pulled off the horse, after all, he has been in a high position for many years, and his power is big enough, so he secretly took care of the Jiang family.

After Zhao Dehai took advantage of Zhao Yaru's divorce to covet the banker's business, Uncle Zhuang slowly took refuge in Baizi. But the mustard of previous years is still there, so Bai Zi is happy to watch the two families of Zhao Zhuang fight, which is also the reason why someone in the Zhuang family must go to jail. In the final analysis, it is the iniquity that was created back then, and now it will be punished.

I couldn't mention the names and positions of those senior officials, so I had a hard time listening.

Zhuang Yan waited for me to digest for a while, and continued, now it's not Baizi who is fighting back, it's Baizi's former students who want to pull Heizi off the horse, and the purpose is naturally for the position that Kuroko snatched.

Zhuang Yan and his family were involved in this kind of struggle, and inevitably became the first shrimp soldiers and crab generals to go to the execution ground.

I listened to it with a lot of pain: "Then why did you come out, and why are you willing to tell me this now?"

"I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to stand the stimulation before, but now that you are pregnant with a child, you can still deal with so many things, what reason do I have to hide it from you? Xixi, these things are complicated, now it is not only the black and white sides fighting, but the students in the white and the senior cadres in front of them may not be united, the water is too deep, and ordinary people can't imagine the intricacies inside. It's not the time to cover the sky with one hand, but it's too easy for them to deal with a common man with no background, Xixi, do you understand?"

Their family is now in decline, and I have no background at all, so he wanted to break up with me before.

I was so frightened that I couldn't say a word for a long time with my mouth open.

He couldn't help but grab my mouth and bite gently, and I felt ants crawling on my heart, itching me uncomfortably. When he deepened the kiss, I felt like I was about to suffocate, and I grabbed his shirt tightly and trembled with excitement.

After noticing the change in me, he reluctantly left my lips and gently patted my back to soothe: "Relax, is there any discomfort in your stomach?"

My mind was empty for a moment before I rushed back from the passion just now, and when I saw the tooth marks on his chin, I couldn't help but lean over and kiss him: "You haven't said how you can get out of the detention center, aren't you going to be locked up until trial?"

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