Since Lei Xi directly admitted everything, I can't hate Xu Anzhi anymore, and now seeing her appear here, my whole person is not only surprised but distressed. My luck seems to be better than her downfall?

"Go in and sit?" Xu Anzhi pointed to a dilapidated façade room next to it, which read "Little Red Hair House". At the same time, there were several women who were similar to her, all wearing heavy makeup and crossing Erlang's legs. This seems to be the cheapest hair salon in a certain city, and most of the men who come in and out are fishermen or half-old men at sea.

I shook my head, and my voice began to choke, "Why are you here?"

Xu Anzhi smoked a cigarette and asked in a non-friendly tone: "I'm not here, so you tell me I should be there?"

"I mean... How did you come to do this?"

"What do you think I can do now but this?"

I can't understand what Anzhi is thinking at the moment, but I know that she must be very helpless, and at the same time, like me, she has suffered the pain of losing her child and lover. Even though her lover used to be my husband, it all vanished with his death. "I'm going to run some errands now, why don't we find a place to sit later?"

"I still have to go to work, I just want to ask you, are you relieved to see me like this?"

"No, I..."

"Fang Honghong, a regular customer is looking for you. ”

A woman about 40 years old in the back room shouted outside, and Xu Anzhi immediately turned her head and agreed: "This is coming." ”

It turned out that Xu Anzhi changed her name when she arrived here, but when she saw the bad old man standing next to the woman, she imagined that after Xu Anzhi entered, she would be kneaded by him in various ways, and her heart felt a pain again. I think her current state may have something to do with the resentment she has towards me, and whether or not she can get her out, I need to tell her about Reich. Reaching out to stop her, "Don't go, can we? Let's find a place to sit? I want to talk to you about something..."

"If you don't want to get me money?" Xu Anzhi glanced at me: "I live in it 24 hours a day, and you can come to me at any time." ”

I stood there and watched her gracefully move to the bad old man: "Go in." ”

This scene shocked me very much, and I followed her over, and the woman who called her just now immediately looked me up and down: "You are Honghong's friend? Do you want to come to work too?

"After she comes out, don't let her go to work today, how much does she earn a night? I'll come out!" I took out the wallet from my bag, there were only 300 in it, I took it all out and handed it to her: "This is a deposit, is it enough? If it's not enough, I'll take it again." ”

The woman smiled when she saw the money, "Honghong is the most expensive of us here, this is only enough for an hour, I can only help you stay for an hour, you must come back within an hour to make up for the whole night." ”

"How much?"

"The price of Honghong is 800. ”

I didn't think about it and agreed: "Okay, I'll give you another 500 in an hour." ”

I almost trotted all the way to Yanlu's house, and after picking up the letter, I didn't say a few words to her, so I went to the bank to withdraw money and returned to that alley. I arrived early, and Xu Anzhi and the bad old man didn't come out inside. The middle-aged woman enthusiastically arranged for me to sit down, and poured water for me to wrap up with: "Beauty, I didn't expect you to be such a beautiful woman, it turned out to be this one?"

I realized for a long time that the woman thought I was going to take Xu Anzhi away for something. But I really can't tolerate someone I once knew being in a place like this, no matter what she had with me. What's more, her child Duoduo and my child Maomao are still half-brothers and sisters, and they can't be guaranteed to have a better relationship in the future, if one day Duoduo knows that his mother is here, and Maomao knows that I have seen it and will not persuade them, they will definitely hate me.

After sitting in the hair house for a while, many men came to ask the middle-aged woman my price. I really felt too embarrassed, so I went to the small hotel opposite to open a room, told the woman the room number, and told her to wait for Xu Anzhi to come over directly.

Most of the people in the hotel are temporary people who come to open the room, and this point is when business is good, and you can hear the sound from time to time when you walk in the corridor. I covered my ears and ran back to the room I had opened, blushing in a flash. While waiting for Xu Anzhi to arrive, I opened the letter that Ye Yiding left me.

After more than two months, this letter finally arrived in my hand, although I have tried my best to adjust myself in the past two months, but when I saw Ye Yiding's familiar handwriting on the letter, I still couldn't help the discomfort in my heart and that feeling of being a little crazy.

"Forgive me for not applying to meet you, some inmates said that they wanted all the things on their minds before they died, so that they could be a frank ghost on Huangquan Road. So I can't see you again, I don't want to know all about you, I'm afraid that after seeing you, I won't be able to close my eyes before I die. ”

"I imagined your days on the seashore, I was worried about you, you never lived alone, but now you have to face it. Only then did I realize that my actions were not helping you, but pushing you into another abyss again. ”

"But I still don't regret it, I know you're going to get through this, I know you're going to be strong. No matter how great the difficulties are, they are no match for the humiliation and grievances you have suffered over the years. Only if I end it in this way can you be reborn. ”

"I left earlier than you, even if I have an afterlife, you are already old, if there is, I hope that when I see you in the next life, you can hold hands happily with the person you love. Don't let anyone abandon you like that to me, and don't let anyone bully you like that.

"I hope you don't worry about me anymore, I hope you will leave all your memories on the day I abandoned you and left Binhai, so that you will always remember that it was me Ye Yiding who was sorry for you, and it was I who made you spend such an inhuman life. ”

"Don't forgive me, hate me as much as you always do. ”

Yang Yang sprinkled four pages of letterhead, read it over and over again with tears, and almost memorized every word clearly, and the heart-rending madness made me want to stand on the edge of the windowsill and jump off.

There was a knock on the door, and I knew that Xu Anzhi had arrived, so I put away the letter paper and put it back in my bag, and inadvertently skimmed the middle paragraph: "If you can live better strongly, I promise that I will bless you with a happier life; ”

I thought to myself: I have to stand up, I have to stand up. Whether it is for the sake of the dead Ye Yiding, or for my disappeared father, and now for my mother who is now hiding in Tibet, I must stand up and go on bravely!

Opening the door, Xu Anzhi walked to the side of the bed, lit a cigarette and crossed Erlang's legs: "Heh... Now people are saying, "I've picked up a rich lesbian tonight." ”

"You wait for me. I turned around and went into the bathroom, rinsed my face with cold water, and took a few deep breaths at myself in the mirror. If Reich can impose all the misunderstandings on us, why can't I go and clear them up? She loves the child, and I love the child, why can't we stand on the same side and think of a way to get the child back?

wiped his face and walked out, sitting opposite Xu Anzhi, "You want to give up on yourself like this, have you ever thought about Zhang Duoduo's feelings?"

Xu Anzhi saw that I was a child, and the meaning that was still on my face just now was immediately put away, and she said alertly: "Ke An, are you still finished?

"Hmph," I sneered, "What do you think I can gain from my attack on your child? Don't forget, since Zhang Nan's death, I am no longer the daughter-in-law of the Zhang family." Like you, some of them are just the mother of the Zhang family's grandson. ”

"I used to think that you were always a silent bully, but it turned out that you were a dog that didn't bark, and you were better at biting people than anyone else. ”

Hearing her scold me for being a dog, my tone of voice was not very good: "If I say you're stupid, you won't blame me, right? We were both killed by other women, you know? From your premature birth to Duoduo's anorexia, from when you were kicked out of the house to when Zhang Nan was killed, do you think that if it were me, I would be so vicious that I would let myself have a miscarriage? Why can't I even take the child away after he dies?"

Xu Anzhi's eyes flashed: "You mean, there are other women?"

"Of course, have you ever asked the doctor that just a bowl of barley porridge can cause premature birth? I boiled the porridge well, but didn't I stay outside in the middle of it? Have you ever wondered how it is possible for your breast pump and bottle to be dropped out of the food just once I touch it? Am I so stupid?"

Xu Anzhi took a sharp sip and spit out the smoke, and asked in disbelief, "Mother Liu?"

I nodded: "You came to our house the day before I had a miscarriage, and the next day I found the medicine bottle in Liu's mother's closet, you know?"

"I can't believe it..."

"Actually, I didn't dare to believe it at first, but let me ask, who can really be vicious enough to attack his own children for the sake of men? Do you think I used my children to harm you, and I thought you used your children to harm me!"

In order to make Xu Anzhi believe, I took out the last text message from Ouyang Lanlan on my mobile phone: "Look, the person who killed Zhang Nan gave me a letter and was stopped by that person. If you don't want to believe it anymore, you can ask the people in Yijiayuan, they should have seen the missing person notice of that woman looking for me, and she is still looking for me!"

Xu Anzhi threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it a few times, "If you tell me this, aren't you afraid that I am in the same group as Mother Liu and that person?"

"Don't be afraid... You're a mother, there's no reason why you shouldn't want your own children!"