076 I have nothing to reciprocate
Because of my stepfather, I definitely couldn't live with my family, so I rented a single villa, and even the matter of renting a villa was handled by Xu Yuwen, who was more familiar with this place than me, and I followed him into the house.
The house has fifty square meters, a room, the kitchen and the living room are connected together, it looks very large, the decoration of the house is simple European style, the house is spotlessly cleaned, even the refrigerator is stuffed with food, I looked at Xu Yuwen in amazement, "You are too considerate!"
Xu Yuwen put down her luggage, walked towards me, and reached out to hug me. We are all adults, let alone in this realistic and utilitarian city, if a woman invites a man into her home for dinner, the meaning is self-evident.
He kissed me on the cheek and said to himself, "Shuangshuang, am I too eager for quick success? I should be slow, right? But I can't help it anymore, I like you, I want you to be by my side forever, we are a family." ”
I dodged Xu Yuwen's question, opened the second one in the refrigerator, and found that there were beef and pork ribs in it, so I asked, "Do you want to eat stir-fried beef with radish?" or sweet and sour pork ribs?"
"If you like it, as long as you do it, I like it. Xu Yuwen is in a good mood, in the past, Mu Ne's mouth has become a lot of words, and the words he says are very good, like honey.
"Okay, let's make stir-fried beef with radish, and the pork ribs will be used to make soup, what do you not want to eat, or taboo?" I replied casually, quietly breaking free from Xu Yuwen's arms.
"I just can't eat shrimp because I get allergies if I eat it. Everything else, I'm at will. As he spoke, he reached out and helped me take the first round of turnips, and corn, and took out the water spinach, and put it in the vegetable sink.
He took off his suit, unbuttoned his sleeves, and pulled them up seriously, he was a very serious person, even the sleeves had to be overlapped one by one, neatly and finely.
At such moments, I think of another person, who piles his sleeves in a big way, and every time he takes off his clothes, he is frizzy, and his pants are reversed, and he doesn't care about this kind of thing at all, and if you talk about him, he will naturally refute, what is the use of a man being such a mother-in-law? His mouth is so powerful, and the black can be said to be white, and he says a lot of crooked reasoning, and you can't find fault with it.
I shook my head to restrain myself from thinking about that person, and there was already a tombstone in my heart, and that person's name was engraved on it. I turned on the rice cooker, put the washed rice in it, and helped chop the vegetables, just to keep myself busy, so that I wouldn't have the time to think about another person.
No one came to disturb this meal anymore, the two of them worked together to make three dishes and one soup, the taste was not bad, the atmosphere was also good, the two of them chatted about family things, I don't know why, Xu Yuwen talked about his childhood, his eyes were deep, and he fell into memory.
"I barely had a good meal, and my mother often had to invite other guests to eat together, so I hid in the back room to eat," he said. For a while, I was doing well, my mother followed a very good-tempered old man, the old man had no son, but loved me as a son, not only let me eat with him, but also often bought me toys, but unfortunately the old man was old, he died of myocardial infarction in my mother's bed, and the old man's family came to make trouble, saying that my mother Kefu killed someone, anyway, things were very big, so my mother's name in the circle was more stinky, and businessmen paid a little attention to feng shui. The quality of the guests followed by my mother is getting worse and worse, let alone eating with me, if you don't beat me, it will be a great thing. ”
I listened quietly to Xu Yuwen's words, a long time ago, I understood that he didn't want me to say anything, but wanted me to listen, this unbearable memory, he couldn't tell others, and I was the best listener, even if one day I said it, who would imagine what a bitch said? People just listen to it as a joke.
Xu Yuwen raised his head and drank the red wine in the cup in one gulp, and suddenly, his cheeks turned crimson, his alcohol consumption was not very good, usually three glasses of wine in his stomach, he was drunk, he supported his chin and smiled at me, "Shuangshuang, my mother is the person who hates me the most in the world, and she is the only one who loves me, after she left, no one loves me anymore." Others think I have a lot of things, but no one will love me at all. I want to find someone who loves me, even if it's like my mother, when she loves me, she smiles at me, when she hates me, she beats me, she curses me with all kinds of vicious language, as long as you love me a little bit, that's enough. Shuangshuang, your eyes are so beautiful, I love your eyes......"
Xu Yuwen approached me and kissed my eyelids, and I slowly closed my eyes and didn't break free. The relationship between men and women is very simple, the relationship between supply and demand, Xu Yuwen has helped me so much, and I owe so many favors, the only thing I can do is to make a promise?
At this moment, if you don't refuse, you agree, Xu Yuwen kissed my forehead, nose bridge, cheeks, and lips, and I grabbed my hands tightly, suppressing my urge to push Xu Yuwen away. That's right, I don't love Xu Yuwen, no matter how good he is to me, I don't love him, so my body naturally rejects his approach.
My nails were embedded in the flesh, the pain made my brain clearer a lot, I opened my eyes and stood up, raised my hand to unzip my skirt, the loose skirt slipped off my body and fell under my feet, my body was exposed to the air, I couldn't help but tremble, especially my legs, I couldn't restrain it at all.
I tried my best to restrain myself and try to behave naturally, I looked directly at Xu Yuwen and said seriously, "I've only known you for 1 year, but I've really been in trouble many, many times, so much that I can't remember how many times." I haven't read any books, but I always know that if others are good to you, you should also be good to others. Yu Wen, I really have nothing to give you, I can only repay you with my body, my body is not clean, and I still have children......"
Xu Yuwen used his index finger to stop what I was about to say, and hugged me in his arms, "Silly girl, what do you say? How can I be clean? Shuangshuang, don't you think that I can really climb to this position as a wild species? Don't say it, I will be sad to hear." ”
He lowered his head and kissed me, swallowing what I wanted to say, his tongue gently licking the place where I had been bitten, as if this would cover up the scars left by Li Yi, and I closed my eyes again and resigned myself to fate.
After I closed my eyes, my ears could not be deaf, let alone other senses, he licked my earlobes and neck with rich experience, and I could see that he was a master, and he was more patient and persistent than Li Yi's rudeness and arrogance. He carefully put me on the bed like a treasure, trying to play with me, I should thank him for his thoughtfulness, but the words he said were very scenic, "Did you bring that?"
Xu Yuwen's movements stopped, he reached out and opened the drawer, and took out the thing, all of a sudden, I had a feeling that others were calculating, this is a bachelor apartment, and put safety precautions in the drawer. Xu Yuwen leaned his head and kissed me seriously, biting my earlobe and said with a smile, "Shuangshuang, don't you like children very much?" When your body is well adjusted, you will give me a child, whether it is a boy or a girl, I like it very much, as long as it is a child born by you." It's better to have four or five children, and it's a little more lively......."
If Ma Qiaoyan heard these words, what would she think, would she raise her hand to slap herself? I thought about that picture and thought it was very funny, but I couldn't laugh "Yu Wen, I don't want to be the junior in someone else's marriage, tonight, I am yours." ”
Xu Yuwen's smile froze, his body became very stiff, he looked at me in disbelief, and after a while, he asked uncertainly, "What did you say?"
"I don't want to be anyone's mistress anymore, and I don't want to live with anyone, thank you for being so busy with me. ”
I raised my hand and hugged Xu Yuwen, turned around, and pressed him under me, I possessed and wanted to kiss him, Xu Yuwen turned his face away, he pushed me hard, quickly got up from the bed, and took two steps back in a row, the usually gentle face appeared with all kinds of expressions, stunned, suspicious, puzzled, as if what I said was too unbelievable, he couldn't accept it at all.
The room was in a very awkward atmosphere, and I was not used to being naked in front of others, so I hugged the quilt. Xu Yuwen lit a cigarette and took two deep puffs before asking, "What are you going to do? Do you want us to be strangers after tonight? Shuangshuang, I thought you understood that what I wanted was not this, so in your eyes, I was this kind of person?"
It is too easy for him Xu Yuwen to want a woman with a good face and a good figure, so I hurriedly shook my head and argued, "No, I know, I didn't mean that." I really don't want to be a parasite, I want to live a free life, you are so good to me, I really have nothing to reciprocate, and I don't want to deny that I love Li Yi, I will forget him, but I don't know if I can forget him in this life......"
Xu Yuwen rudely stopped and said, "Enough, Shuangshuang, don't say it again, are you insulting me or yourself, if you don't want to, I won't force you." I want you to go down with me, you know? If you can't accept it, I can wait, okay, it's getting late, you can rest early. ”
Without waiting for my response, he hurried out of the bedroom, his steps looking flustered, even a little embarrassed.