016, when a person is about to die
I tilted my head sideways and smiled with a playful look: "You don't have to explain, I understand..."
While waiting for the traffic light, he turned his head to look at me, and suddenly he was stunned, and he threw his head up, and I hurriedly pushed it away: "On the way..."
"When will that be?" Shi Xiaodan ignored my pushing, stubbornly hugged my head with both hands, and didn't forget to pull the handbrake before panicking. I couldn't resist the temptation, so I leaned back in my chair and let his kiss drop on my face.
The constant sound of the horn behind us made us wake up at the same time, but Shi Xiaodan still moved away from my lips unhurriedly and muttered, "What a noise." ”
"You have the ability, you open the car window and scold back?"
Shi Xiaodan really opened the car window to go back, so I hurriedly pulled him back: "Crazy, you!"
"Didn't you let me?"
He was sure that I wouldn't let him do such crazy things, and by the time I came back to my senses and knew that he was deliberately tempting, I was defeated.
On the way, it was confirmed that Shi Xiaoyi was at her mother's house, and Shi Tengxiong and Ni Yan were not there, so Xiaoshan was relieved to drive me back to his mother's house. Knocking on the door, a burst of fresh bean curd came to my face, but the person who appeared in front of me to make bean curd was very different from half a year ago. The skinny Shi's mother, with Shi Xiaoyi's support, personally took the slippers for me: "Ke An, Xiaoshan said that you want to come, I specially made your favorite bean curd." ”
Looking at Mother Shi's appearance at this time, tears kept rolling in her eyes, "Auntie, you don't have to be busy..."
Mother Shi is now a little laborious to speak: "It's okay, Xiaoyi also loves to eat this, in a few days, you guys will..."
"Mom, go lie down. ”
"It's okay, I'm in good spirits, and I've long wanted to see Ke An again. Mother Shi said weakly: "These days, Xiaoyi always lives in a room with me, and many things are told to me." Although I'm sick, my brain is not confused, and I still have the ability to distinguish between good and bad. ”
"Why are you mentioning this? Although Shi Xiaoshan complained, he still pulled me to the table: "Eat quickly, Mom knows you like it." ”
I don't know if the more people come to the end of their lives, the easier it is to be nostalgic for the world, when I eat bean curd, Mother Shi always looks at me with tears in her eyes.
I didn't say anything, but I seemed to understand everything.
Before I finished eating a bowl of bean curd, I received a call from Chen Yimei, "Ke An, are you in Qishan Villa?" ”
"Oh. I'll go back right away. ”
Seeing Mao Mao's eagerness, I didn't have time to be sad at Mother Shi's place. It's just that I just hung up the phone and stood up to leave, when Shi's mother suddenly fell down, I hurriedly put down the bowl and went with the two of them to help her up, "Auntie, what's wrong with you?"
"Mom..."
"Mom..."
Shi Xiaodan and Shi Xiaoyi shouted out this mom in tears almost at the same time, which made people feel so desolate when they heard it. Because we all know what it probably means for Mother Shi to fall to the ground like this.
"Let's go, take us to the hospital. Shi Xiaoyi almost roared and shouted Shi Xiaodan: "You carry your mother on your back, and I will inform my father and Aunt Ni Yan." ”
I was worried that Shi's mother would faint and leave like this, so I stepped forward to choke her among the people, and finally woke up when Shi Xiaodan was about to carry her into the car, and the first thing she said when she woke up was: "Carry me back." ”
Shi Xiaoyi hurriedly went downstairs from behind, and happened to hear this: "What are you doing when you go back, Mom, we are going to take you to the hospital." ”
"Don't go to the hospital. ”
"But Auntie, it's better to send it to the hospital, right? You now..."I looked at the pale face of Mother Shi, and I didn't feel good in my heart.
Shi Xiaodan was already stuffed beside him, and he didn't know whether to go or not.
Everyone was out of ideas for a while, so I asked stupidly, "Xiaoyi, why don't you inform Uncle Shi?"
"You are all obedient and carry me into the bedroom. Mother Shi weakly advised: "Don't inform them, just let us be at home." ”
"Mom, let's go to the hospital. ”
"Carry me in, I'm going to die in my own home!" Mother Shi used almost all her strength to shout out this sentence.
Everyone was frightened by her aura at the moment, Shi Xiaodan hurriedly hugged her in, lay her flat on the bed, squatted in front of her bed and held her hand: "But Mom, are you really going to leave us? I used to be ignorant to make you angry, but now I don't." I'm in love, I'm doing business, don't give up, okay? Go to the hospital, there's hope. ”
Mother Shi just shook her head with tears in her eyes, and kept shaking...
In this scene, the whole heart of the person watching it was pinched, and he couldn't help but poke his head over, choked up and said, "Auntie..."
Mother Shi still shook her head, and coughed violently several times, perhaps because she had eased up a little, before she slowly spoke: "I don't need you to tell me, I know best how far my illness has become, I don't want to go to the hospital to be tortured again, I'll die here, this is the root of our family." ”
When I heard the word "death", tears flowed down uncontrollably, and Shi Xiaoyi stood on the other side of the bed, quietly wiping her tears. Only Shi Xiaodan pretended to be strong and said, "Then don't go... But Mom, I can't bear you. ”
"Xiaodan, it's my mother I'm sorry for you two sisters, if I hadn't been confused for a while, our family wouldn't be like this now. You have to thank Aunt Ni Yan, it is her hard work that has made your father able to make a comeback and have your current life. After Mom leaves, you can remember to treat Aunt Ni Yan as me. My mother, you shouldn't have recognized it in the first place!"
"Mom, what do you say, you are the mother who gave birth to us and raised us, no matter what mistakes you make, you can't change this fact. Shi Xiaoyi sobbed.
"Anyway, it's not wrong for my mother to come to the world once, there are such a pair of filial children as the two of you. It's just that Mom has three wishes, but now it seems that only two can be fulfilled. ”
"Mom, you say. Shi Xiaodan and Shi Xiaoyi said in unison.
"I hope Xiaoyi can live well, but according to the current medical technology, there must be difficulties?" Shi's mother looked at Shi Xiaoyi reluctantly: "Xiaoyi... It's all mom who hurt you. ”
"Mom, I'm fine now, my head doesn't hurt and I don't have much reaction. Shi Xiaoyi comforted her as much as possible.
"Luoluo can't come back today, right?"
"Well, she's out there. Shi Xiaodan bit his lip and held his breath and said, "She is with Yuetian." ”
"It's good... Wang Hua promised that I would take good care of her, and also said that when she and Yuetian got married, the property would be notarized in the names of both of them. You help me keep an eye on it, if Wang Hua doesn't do this, read a few sentences when he comes to see me, I won't let her go even if I am a ghost. ”
Wang Hua is Tong Yuetian's mother, and Shi's mother is still gritting her teeth when she talks about her now. After eating fasting and chanting Buddha for such a long time, it still didn't make her completely forget her hatred for this woman. Thinking about it, if she hadn't taken Shi's mother to play ** lottery, the Shi family would not have experienced such a big change, and Shi Xiaoyi would not have been sensible because the money had to marry into the Zhang family. It's just for Zhang Luo's future, Shi's mother finally plans to bring her hatred into the ground, just hoping that Zhang Luo can have the second half of her life without worrying about food and clothing.
"Mom, don't worry, Yuetian will be good to Zhang Luo. Shi Xiaodan said.
Mother Shi seemed to be explaining the aftermath, talking one by one, after Shi Xiaoyi finished talking about Zhang Luo, it was Shi Xiaodan's turn as a matter of course. She took my hand and held Xiaodan's hand together: "Now Mom won't worry about you, you can leave with confidence, Mom believes, Ke Anhui will take care of you after Mom leaves." ”
"Auntie..."
"Mom..."
"Ke An, you are a good boy, and your mother understands many things. Mom wants to tell you two things before leaving, one is to take care of Xiaodan, he is young and ignorant, but Mom knows the weight of you in his heart. Don't be angry about what happened to him and Shanshan, that was his confusion for a while, and Mom hopes you can forgive him. ”
"Auntie, I know, I'm not mad at him. ”
"That's good, Mom will be relieved. It's just Ke An, Mom still has a selfish request. ”
"Auntie, you said. ”
"After all, you are 8 years older than Xiaodan, and you have been married and have children, your mother doesn't dislike you, but your mother thinks selfishly, can your children not live with you in the future?" It's not fair, you understand?"
In the face of Mama Shi's request, I definitely can't agree, but looking at her current appearance, I can't directly refuse. Momentarily embarrassed, I fell silent and bowed my head silently.
"Mom, these are all things in the future, don't you have to worry about it, okay? Besides, I also like children, and there is nothing bad about having multiple children in the family. Shi Xiaodan spoke for me.
"That's not the case, you're still young, you don't understand. After all, Maomao is someone else's child, and if he follows you, he will always become a barrier between you. ”
Just when I was having a hard time making a choice, Chen Yimei's phone called again, she said that she had arrived at Qishan Villa with Maomao, and asked me when I would go home? But I looked at the scene in front of me, as if it was not easy to leave for a while, so I had to endure the thoughts of Maomao and say: "Mom, I'm in a bit of a hurry, why don't you go back with Maomao first?" I'll go to see her after work tomorrow?"
"Chen Yimei?" asked Mother Shi weakly.
I nodded.
She immediately stretched out her hand and motioned for me to give her the phone, and then I put the phone to her ear, only to hear her whisper: "Yimei, I'm Dongmei." ”
"Ke An is at my house, why don't you bring the child here?"
It is estimated that Chen Yimei agreed to what Shi's mother said on the other end of the phone, and she handed the phone back to me: "Come with me, the two of them come here." ”
Mother Shi's already empty eyes suddenly glowed, and her face I saw seemed to be a little distorted.
This distortion makes me shudder...