All my experience with this kind of thing comes from Mr. Zhuang, and this fresh stimulation makes me die and come back to life. If he hadn't been holding me behind me, I would have collapsed on the ground after I was done.

I got into the bed and asked him for a shirt to put on, and then he took me into his arms: "Xixi, why don't you ever ask about the future?" ”

I hadn't calmed down from the excitement yet, but when I heard this, my heart twitched violently and quickly cooled.

I was silent and did not dare to answer, although I had thought about various questions myself, but I never dared to believe that I could really be with Mr. Zhuang. I don't dare to dream about the future, I just want to cherish the present.

As for the daughter, of course I miss it.

Every time I see the little ones in my mother's arms, I stare at them stupidly for a long time, and then imagine what my daughter has become now. However, before my daughter was born, I always told myself that she didn't belong to me, so I was mentally prepared for her affairs.

"I'm sure you'll arrange it. "I was so depressed that I didn't dare to look at him, and I was very depressed.

He sighed and suddenly said, "I have read the diary you wrote during your pregnancy from beginning to end. ”

"I know, Brother Jiang said that he secretly changed my diary. "When I don't talk about this kind of thing, I still feel embarrassed when I talk about it face-to-face, and I can't even remember what was written in it.

"You are afraid that you will have no future, that you will be condemned by your conscience, that you will disappoint your grandmother...... Hee-hee, I'm forcing you to ...... now"

I covered his mouth in a panic, widened my eyes and shook my head: "Mr. Zhuang, you didn't force me, I was willing." ”

I've never been tempted by a man, and I always feel like the happiest person in the world after knowing that he has feelings for me, and this happiness has given me a lot of strength, otherwise I might still be the kind of person who doesn't dare to open his mouth when I meet someone.

He took my hand and kissed it, and suddenly fell silent.

The longer I was silent, the more panicked I became, and I subconsciously pulled out my hand and hugged him tightly.

"I'm glad Yoko was able to take you over. After he said this, he began to sigh again, I understood what he meant, if he let him make his own decision, he would definitely not impulsively pick me up, because his matter with Zhao Yaru has not been resolved. Maybe he's like me, and when he doesn't meet, he can quench his thirst with voice and photos, but once they meet, he can't be rational anymore.

"Are you still scared?"

I don't know why, sometimes his questions have no beginning or end, but I can understand what he wants to ask as soon as I hear it.

My heart was suffocated, and my body shook slightly: "I'm afraid, but I don't want to think about it anymore." Mr. Zhuang, I cherish the present, and with this sweetness I can hold on for a long, long time. ”

He twisted his eyebrows slightly and pressed a very hard kiss on my forehead: "Okay." On the day you came, Xiao Jin and I purely wanted to talk about the project, and had no other meaning. You can ask about her, and I'll tell you. ”

I don't know if you will have that kind of contradiction, there are things that you want to know very much, and you may know the answer, but you want to back down for some reason. This is the case now, I didn't say anything for a long time, and I didn't understand why he suddenly took the initiative to talk to me about Zhou Jin.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he tightened his arm around my waist a little: "Xixi, the relationship between me and her has long passed, and this time we will meet again, just for business." ”

"I believe you, can you not talk about her?" I am jealous of the women related to him, so I don't want to know the details of his relationship with them, I am afraid that I will not be able to stand it.

"No, I can't. He refused without the slightest hesitation, "Xiao Jin returned to the country in the second half of the year before last, and Yaru almost began to toss surrogacy during that time......"

When Zhou Jin first returned to China, he called him several times in private, each time it was at the beginning of business, and later Zhou Jin would bring up the past when he was talking, but he would interrupt in time.

Zhao Yaru originally suspected that they were disconnected, so after being bumped into by her twice, she strengthened her suspicion.

He said that the marital life between him and Zhao Yaru was not harmonious at that time, and he didn't say the specific reason, but listening to his meaning, it may be exaggerated to once in a few months: "Xixi, I am also a normal man, not a saint." Before taking you back, she discussed with me several times about direct intercourse, after all, the success rate of IVF is not very high. ”

My heart stabbed hard, it turned out that I still had the role of helping him solve his physiological needs.

But I can probably guess that the reason for the disharmony in their married life should be related to Zhao Yaru's inability to have children, I searched on the Internet, and that disease may cause her to have some inflammation, and it is not easy to have sex with her.

Mr. Zhuang was silent when he said this, and suddenly sat up, I looked at his lean back, quickly got up and hugged him from behind: "No one is a saint. ”

He seemed to regret telling me this, so in order to divert his attention, I had to ask him stubbornly: "Sister Xiao Jin said that the day you took me to the playground was the anniversary between you, Mr. Zhuang, do you have to go to the playground at that time every year?"

"No, only the year we were separated from her, when we used to be together, that day would pass every year, so I got used to it. I took you over before because I thought you little girls would like it, but I saw her pulling and pulling with a man halfway, and I thought she was being bullied. Xixi, Xiao Jin is indeed a pimple in my heart, but you have to believe me, nothing will happen to me and her, but some things are not easy to forget. ”

It is estimated that he is afraid that I will regard Zhou Jin as the number one enemy like Zhao Yaru, and I suspect that it is the biggest weapon to dissipate my feelings.

I pressed my face against his smooth back and let out a muffled "um". I like his confession very much, but I am still inevitably jealous, because he and Zhou Jin have been separated for ten years, but he still has a pimple in his heart.

"Can I ask another question?"

He chuckled, pulled my arm hard and took me into his arms, then sat on his lap: "Ten will do." ”

"If Sister Xiao Jin wants to get back together with you, will you be tempted?"

He didn't show any suspicious look on his face, just stared at me, as if I had asked a very stupid question: "She said this after she returned to China, do you say that I am tempted?"

Sure enough, it was stupid, I couldn't help but despise myself, buried in his arms and was embarrassed to look up again.

"What's the problem?" his tone was like if there was no such shop in this village, and if I didn't ask today, he wouldn't give it another chance in the future.

But I didn't know what to ask, after all, I didn't want to know the details of their relationship.

At that time, the collar of my shirt was slightly open, and he could see the spring light inside as soon as he looked down, and when his body was getting hotter and hotter, I realized that he had been staring there all the time.

Annoyed, I grabbed my collar and muttered, "Pervert." ”

As a result, his hand went straight from underneath