Chapter 178: No Change in This Life
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Qi Yan looked at the thing in Ling Haoyue's hand, it was the jade pendant he entrusted Qin Jingyi to give her, and the word "moon" on it was carved by him himself.
Qi Yan didn't raise his hand to take it, stared into her eyes, and said, "Yue'er, don't you understand my intentions?"
A look of pain flashed in Ling Haoyue's eyes, she had told him the truth, why did he still insist on not letting go.
"The sixth prince, you and I have no chance in this life, Haoyue knows that he has failed His Highness's wishes, and he will definitely repay him in the next life. โ
"Empty words, what is in the next life, it is all false, this life is not over, why not repay in this life!" Qi Yan never believed in any future life, it was all that could not be fulfilled in this life, regrets for life, and the theory of the next life was just illusory.
"The ...... of the Six Princes"
Before Ling Haoyue finished speaking, she was interrupted by Qi Yan's voice: "There are no six princes here, it is Qi Yan standing in front of you!"
Is this woman trying to get rid of him like that?
Ling Haoyue knew that she was at a loss, but she was not the one who was easily taken away by others, so she settled down and returned to her former indifference.
"Qi Yan, the letter I gave you is not only to tell you the truth of the matter, but also my decision, I have always been hesitant to ...... with you Now, Haoyue has made up her mind not to enter your life again. โ
Ling Haoyue once again emphasized her attitude, she gently stroked her lower abdomen, where a life was conceived.
Qi Yan's gaze has always been on her, never moving away, watching her caress her lower abdomen, knowing that it was the little thing there that prevented her from being with him, but he couldn't get angry.
"Did you really decide to give birth to this child?"
Ling Haoyue nodded firmly: "Yes, I want to give birth to him." โ
At first, when she knew that she was actually pregnant with a child, she was panicked, this child was the product of her humiliation, a seed of evil, what should she do? But after all, it was connected by blood, and she seemed to be a little reluctant. Later, when she saw Aunt Yan's miscarriage, she was even more determined to give birth to this child.
Since this child came suddenly, she was reluctant, so she would never have been able to align her mind, and this child would be the sustenance of the second half of her life.
"What about the child's father?" Qi Yan asked, and there was not a trace of resentment on his handsome face.
"I don't know, it's enough for the child to have me, and no one else is needed. โ
Qi Yan chuckled and said: "Yue'er, you know the rules of this Xiqin woman best, you are a woman who gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and you don't even know who the child's father is, how do you plan to raise him, what will other people think of this child? He will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life." โ
Qi Yan rationally analyzed what it would mean for her to give birth to a child alone, he thought of countless ways to persuade Ling Haoyue, and even thought about stalking her, or asking Emperor Xiqin to issue a holy decree to forcibly marry Ling Haoyue, but all of them were overturned, Ling Haoyue didn't want to return to reason, then he rationally analyzed for her from a realistic perspective how bad the result would be.
Of course, Ling Haoyue knew this, but from the moment she made this decision, she had already thought about it.
"Of course I knew, so I never intended for this kid to stay with me and grow up. โ
"Are you trying to put the child in someone else's name?" Qi Yan raised an eyebrow.
Ling Haoyue nodded, she was born out of wedlock, so she only needed to find a parent for the child, and she only needed to raise him in secret.
"Yue'er, since that's the case, you can put it in my name, and I'm sure you won't treat him badly. Qi Yan did not have the emphasis of the hippie smile of the past, and his expression must be serious.
Ling Haoyue met his rare pair of phoenix eyes full of seriousness, and her heart beat faster.
"You, why should you wronged yourself?" Ling Haoyue's voice was full of poignancy and regret.
She has always felt sorry for Qi Yan, in southern Xinjiang, under the cliff, she clearly promised him that she would live up to the king from now on, but she still broke her promise. Think about how many times she had rejected him since she had known him, and he had taken the trouble to hold his true heart in his hands and offer it to her.
Qi Yan smiled and said, "Yue'er, you are not me, how do you know that I am wronged?"
"But that's not your child!" Ling Haoyue couldn't help but let out a low voice.
"So what!" Qi Yan grabbed her shoulders tightly and said, "Yue'er, I gave you the jade pendant, don't you still understand what it means?" I don't care, I only care about you!"
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore and burst out of my eyes.
Ling Haoyue's eyes were hazy with tears, and the people in front of her were already blurred.
"Qi Yan, it's a pity that I didn't meet you earlier, you can let it go......"
When Qi Yan heard her sentence "You let it go", he felt that his heart was like a knife.
"If I don't let go, I won't let go!" Qi Yan's hand grasped the ground tighter.
He heard the meaning of Ling Haoyue's words that his heart was like ashes, moving people with emotion and convincing people with reason, these two paths really couldn't go through, and her heart knot could never be untied, so she stubbornly refused.
Okay, if you are stubborn, then I am also stubborn, let's see who is more stubborn!
"Qi Yan ......" Ling Haoyue wanted to break away from his hands, but he couldn't pull away from his grasp.
"Don't mess around, you are the prince of Nanqi, how can you marry a broken flower and a willow, and bring a cheap child!"
"According to what you say, just because I am the prince of Southern Qi, so you refuse to marry me?
Ling Haoyue's heart jumped, and she bit her lip lightly: "How can you mess around! You obviously know that I don't mean this, this is my choice, and it has nothing to do with what your identity is!" Qi Yan's temperament is so cynical, Ling Haoyue is worried that he will really do something unbelievable because of his words.
Qi Yan said lightly: "My decision has nothing to do with what my identity is!" Anyway, no matter what Ling Haoyue said, Qi Yan could refute it.
"You ......" Ling Haoyue is really a head and two big, how can this person not make sense.
Ling Haoyue thought like this, why didn't Qi Yan think so in his heart, he said that he didn't care anymore, how could Ling Haoyue shirk it.
Ling Haoyue gathered her thoughts, went through the matter in her mind, and then said: "Qi Yan, the affairs of men and women in this world pay attention to fate, if I had met you earlier, there would be no such thing as now, it can be seen that you and I have no fate, since this is the case, why be persistent." โ
"Ling Haoyue will never marry anyone in this life, no one can force it, and neither can you. โ
Qi Yan sneered: "Yue'er, if I want to force you, the marriage decree is already in your hands." โ
Ling Haoyue was gloomy.
"I'm sorry ......"
"Yue'er, it's useless to say I'm sorry, you have mine in your heart, otherwise you won't be sad and sad, you and I are happy, why can't you let go of the knot in your heart and abandon the world's vision?" Qi Yan persuaded him.
Ling Haoyue looked at his beautiful phoenix eyes and said with a wry smile: "But I am a secular person myself, and my words and deeds are in accordance with secular rules, and I dare not violate them." โ
"Qi Yan, I put the jade pendant here, whether you take it or not, I won't want it. As he spoke, he put the jade pendant on the table without hesitation.
"Yue'er, are you forcing me?" Qi Yan's teeth clenched, he didn't want to force her, but she was so persistent that he really had no other way.
"No matter what you think, Ling Haoyue has already made a choice, whether you accept it or not, there will be no change in the slightest. Ling Haoyue didn't take him seriously, and after speaking, she turned around and left directly. ใ
Qi Yan looked at Ling Haoyue's back and couldn't help but sigh: "Yue'er, what should I do with you?"
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Qing Dai was quite familiar with Shou'an Palace, and directly took them to a secret place.
"It's very convenient to talk here, no one will bother you, you can say whatever you want. But first of all, we are the people of the county lord, and we will always be on the side of the county lord. โ
Qing Dai thought that Tianshu and Tianyang wanted them to help persuade the county lord. She saw it clearly, and the eyes of the six princes were full of love when they saw the county lord, and they knew that they were not dead.
Tianshu said: "Miss Qingdai misunderstood, His Royal Highness has instructed the two of us not to do anything that will hurt the county lord, but we have some doubts and want to ask the girl for advice." โ
"What do you want to ask?" Qing Dai and Lily of the Valley glanced at each other, they must have something to do with the county lord.
"It's the ...... of the White Cloud Temple"
Before Tianyang finished speaking, he was interrupted by Tianshu: "That's the case, our Royal Highness likes the county lord, who wants to have such a thing happening, don't hide it from the girl, Tianyang and I went to check the matter of Baiyun Temple, who knows but can't find anything, as if the news of Baiyun Temple can be buried by anyone, so I have doubts, this is like asking the girl to make it clear, and beware of someone calculating the county lord behind my back." โ
"Yes, yes, that's it......" Tianyang nodded again and again, he was still hesitating just now, how to ask, or Tiancardin's wit.
Qing Dai and Lily of the Valley hesitated, what Tianshu said, they were also very worried, the people of the six princes couldn't find the news of Baiyun Temple, that means there must be a very powerful person behind the manipulation, could it be the person who calculates the county lord?
Qing Dai quickly exchanged glances with Lily of the Valley, and then looked up and said, "Okay, we can tell you everything we know, but you swear never to say it!"
This matter is a stain that Ling Haoyue can never wash away, and it must not be known by others.
Tianshu Tianyang nodded again and again.
"Rest assured, girl, we are absolutely tight-lipped. โ
In fact, Qing Dai is willing to say it, that is, he is sure that these two people will not say it, the county lord once said that there is no need to hide the ins and outs of the matter, so that he knows the truth, and it is best to stay away from her.
Lily of the valley told everything she knew, including the fact that Ling Wanrou brought people in to catch the thief that night.