After the showdown, Jiang Yang felt like he had unloaded a big burden, and his mood was much more comfortable than usual.

But he still did a dirty thing, wasn't he frozen in middle school at that time? Shen Xi took off her scarf and gave it to Jiang Yang. After separating from Zhuang Yan and them, he secretly threw the scarf in the gymnasium, otherwise Bao Yuanyuan would definitely think more when he saw that he had been wearing Shen Xi's scarf.

However, when he threw the scarf, he was seen by Bao Yuanyuan: "What are you doing if you don't throw away Xixi......'s scarf?"

"Isn't it just a torn scarf? Do you still want Lao Tzu to go home wrapped in a scarf of that color?" Jiang Yang pursed his lips in disgust, but in his heart he especially wanted to wrap around for a while.

Bao Yuanyuan smiled, inexplicably happy. Didn't she suspect that Jiang Yang liked Shen Xi? The act of throwing the scarf made her start self-hypnosis again, she felt that she must have thought too much, Shen Xi was not special in Jiang Yang's eyes, because Jiang Yang has always been so casual, throw away what he doesn't like, if Shen Xi is unique to him, he will definitely not throw away that scarf.

But how did she know that Jiang Yang ran back to the school gymnasium nervously the next day and picked up the scarf.

It had been a long time since he had done such a stupid thing, but he just felt that Shen Xi's scarf was warmer than his own. He didn't know what he was going to do when he picked it up, but after throwing it away last night, he had been thinking about it all night.

He thought that he would definitely not wear this scarf again in the future, but it was not a big deal to keep it as a souvenir, there was no need to return this scarf, and if he returned it, Zhuang Yan would not let Shen Xiwei again, and most of the time he would still lose it.

Thinking so, he kept the scarf by his side as a matter of course, but it was very well hidden, and it was not discovered by Bao Yuanyuan.

But his heart to settle down was still disturbed by the little girl in the bar. At that time, he drank too much wine, and the little girl who accompanied the wine had very innocent eyes, and her ignorant appearance was really similar to Shen Xi.

The feelings that were desperately suppressed in the bottom of Jiang Yang's heart began to surge again, and the little girl who accompanied the wine looked pure, but her actions were quite bold, and every time she helped him pour wine, she would half nest in his arms, which made his heartbeat begin to be disordered.

He felt that maybe the wine was coming up, and he let her scratch her head in front of him regardless of the consequences. But he felt that this little girl was really superb, with a young face and pure eyes, but her actions were very bold, and she even took the initiative to feed him a grape.

When he kissed her face, he remembered the dream of marrying Shen Xi.

It's shameful, but he suddenly doesn't want to care about anything when he is on the top of the alcohol, and his mind is full of sleeping with this little girl, which is regarded as fulfilling his shameful thoughts, and he can never worry about Shen Xi in the future.

Reason told him that he was sorry for Bao Yuanyuan, but after drinking too much, his sanity was at a disadvantage after all, so in the end, his behavior was discovered by Bao Yuanyuan.

The moment Bao Yuanyuan left with wide eyes, Jiang Yang was completely drunk, and he knew that even Bao Yuanyuan had discovered his filthiness at this time.

He searched all night, and finally squatted on the street and cried, a man in his thirties cried like this for the first time for his feelings, and he had never done this when he was tortured by Su Xihan and exhausted.

He discussed with Bao Yuanyuan to give him time to get better, he cried because he had disappointed Bao Yuanyuan, afraid that Bao Yuanyuan would tell Shen Xi about his dirty thoughts, and Shen Xi might never want to see him again in the future, afraid that Shen Xi would alienate him after he found out.

He would rather take the initiative to distance himself than want Shen Xi to exclude him from the scope of care after knowing about it.

After the strength of the wine had passed, he wiped a handful of tears from his face and began to look for someone again.

He was very worried that Bao Yuanyuan would do something stupid, so he went from hospital to hospital, and he was going crazy when he found it. In case Bao Yuanyuan kills the child and divorces him, everything will be messed up, and his father will continue to be mad.

He really wanted to tell Bao Yuanyuan that he had been trying hard to collect his heart, but he still needed more time to sort out his feelings. But now it seems that he has no time, he admits that he has been very selfish during this time, he shouldn't have liked Bao Yuanyuan's best friend, but where can he control this kind of thing?

He knew that he shouldn't be serious about his feelings, and he was serious about accidents.

When he found Bao Yuanyuan, he refused to divorce: "Yuanyuan, don't you give me time......?"

He really wants to live with Bao Yuanyuan for the rest of his life, he knows that he is a bastard, but he doesn't want to let go of Bao Yuanyuan.

"Did you almost sleep with another woman......? Jiang Yang, I'm tired, I think I'm exhausted from love. Bao Yuanyuan smiled with tears in her eyes, and she bit his shoulder hard, as if she wanted to bite off a piece of meat.

"I'll change, Yuanyuan, I'll change. His heart is wandering, in fact, he doesn't like that kind of life of spending all day drinking, but he is lonely, and he can't always meet a woman who can capture his heart, and if he doesn't go to that kind of place to pass the time, he really doesn't know where to go.

This is a habit that has been formed since he began to pay attention, just like some people love to sleep when they are bored, and some people love to go shopping when they are bored, but they just find ways to waste their time. After marrying Bao Yuanyuan, he was tired of places like bars, but the little girl before gave him a really good feeling.

However, Bao Yuanyuan didn't give him another chance after all, she left, and she didn't know where she went.

She said that she had given Jiang Yang many chances, and Jiang Yang knew that she was not lying.

When he slept at night, he habitually wanted to hug Bao Yuanyuan's soft body into his arms, but he could reach out but was empty.

He stared at the empty right hand side in a daze, and was in a trance for a while: "Yuanyuan, you really don't want Lao Tzu." ”

If Bao Yuanyuan could be like Shen Xi, how good it would be to die once he fell in love, he knew that he would definitely be able to change it, but it seemed that he had missed a good woman.

During that time, he was very unaccustomed to it, and he realized how terrible habit was when there was no one around him.

In the past, when he unscrupulously secretly missed Shen Xi in his heart, Bao Yuanyuan would always interrupt his train of thought from time to time, and find something to toss him if he had nothing to say. But Bao Yuanyuan knows how to measure and will never die like Su Xihan.

Bao Yuanyuan's most willful time was that one day in the middle of the night she suddenly wanted to eat hot and sour noodles, she hugged Jiang Yang's neck and was coquettish, Jiang Yang hummed and rubbed her sleepy eyes, and kissed her the mouth: "Cheng, Lao Tzu will buy it for you." ”

But after he bought it all the way back, Bao Yuanyuan fell asleep on all fours.

Yes, Bao Yuanyuan's sleep is not good-looking, so he has to hold her tightly in his arms every night, otherwise Bao Yuanyuan will kick him out of bed or roll out of bed by himself. It's funny for him to think about it sometimes, how can a girl who is so rational when she wakes up be so confused after falling asleep.

He still remembered the first night Bao Yuanyuan and him, both of them were not used to having such a person around, so when they fell asleep, he let go of his arm and she broke out of his arms. In the middle of the night, he dreamed of fighting with someone, and when he woke up, he found Bao Yuanyuan sleeping on the bed, with two legs pressed against his chest, and he had to kick twice from time to time.

He asked her how she could sleep so peacefully in the school dormitory in this sleeping position.

Bao Yuanyuan blushed and told him: "If the bed is small, I will naturally not be able to use my fists and kicks, and I will sleep in a big bed like this." ”

Jiang Yang sighed heavily, he didn't know that this was the first night he missed Bao Yuanyuan. He felt that he was cheap, when Bao Yuanyuan was by his side before, he thought about Shen Xi by her side with peace of mind, but now that she is gone, he is very worried.

When he spoiled Bao Yuanyuan hard, Bao Yuanyuan would not do more and more like Su Xihan, but would be good to Jiang Yang in a different way.

They would kiss each other every night before going to bed, and the next morning they would kiss each other and get up again. Before brushing his teeth, Bao Yuanyuan will squeeze toothpaste for him, set up dishes and chopsticks for him at breakfast, and help him tidy up the clothes he will wear the next day and put them at the bedside before going to bed at night...... These were all realized by Jiang Yang after Bao Yuanyuan left.

Jiang Yang felt that he had lost such a good daughter-in-law, and he might never find such a woman for him in the future, so he began to look for her. On the other hand, he was really afraid that Bao Yuanyuan would beat the child out, and his father would start to exert his nerves again to torment Zhuang Yan and his wife.

Jiang Yang found that his life was full of Bao Yuanyuan's shadow.

Every time he goes home, he likes to take off his shoes casually in the hallway, and put them in a mess, if Bao Yuanyuan is there, he will definitely help him tidy up his shoes and put them on the shoe rack.

Every time he took a shower, he threw his dirty clothes in the bathroom, and when he remembered, he threw them into the washing machine or took them out for dry cleaning, but when Bao Yuanyuan was there, he never had to worry about them.

He was lazy by nature, and his room was always a mess, with pillows thrown around and quilts crumpled on the bed. After Bao Yuanyuan married him, he counted him several times, asking him to tidy up, tidy up, he felt that Bao Yuanyuan was a little annoyed at that time, and it was rare to be obedient to clean up, but then I thought about it, in fact, when he went back to the room every night, the quilts in the room were neatly folded, but he was too lazy to find out.

When she wasn't there, he found that his heart was empty and he couldn't sleep well.

She hadn't been able to reveal what he liked about Hei-hee, and he thought that maybe she hadn't discovered his dirty intentions, and that he thought that when he found her again, he would have to chase her back again. In this world, there is no woman who understands him better than Bao Yuanyuan.

It is true that he likes Shen Xi, but Shen Xi has no extra mind to understand him, so Shen Xi does not understand what Jiang Yang is thinking many times; when he likes Zhou Jin, Zhou Jin is all about how to chase Zhuang Yan back, and he has no heart to understand him; how many of the women he liked before marriage are for his money? and how many are playing with him?

He always knew that Bao Yuanyuan was very good, and Bao Yuanyuan was very suitable for him, but what was the use of this? He lost Bao Yuanyuan.

When he found Bao Yuanyuan, he was ready to ask for forgiveness with a stomach, but Bao Yuanyuan took the lead in saying that he liked Shen Xi.

"We definitely can't be together anymore," she said. ”

He originally wanted to tell Bao Yuanyuan that he knew who was most important to him, and he loved Zhuang Yan's women - except for Zhao Yaru. But he will really change it until Bao Yuanyuan is satisfied, because he now knows how good Bao Yuanyuan is.

But after Bao Yuanyuan revealed the secret in Jiang Yang's heart, there was no going back between them.

"Yuanyuan, I'm sorry. Bao Yuanyuan left the signed divorce agreement and left, he stared at her resolute back, and his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He has a scale in his heart, one is Shen Xi, and the other is Bao Yuanyuan. In the past, when Bao Yuanyuan was stable by his side, the scale would unconsciously shift towards Shen Xi, and Bao Yuanyuan's head was upturned to the sky, so that he couldn't see it;

He felt that as long as he tried harder, he would be able to forget about Shen Xi, but Bao Yuanyuan would never give him a chance again.

He felt that he really didn't deserve Bao Yuanyuan's forgiveness again and again, and when he found Bao Yuanyuan, Shen Xi said that she would definitely come with Zhuang Yan. Jiang Yang didn't want her to come over in his mouth, but he was vaguely expectant in his heart, what was he expecting? However, when Zhuang Yan came over, he didn't see Shen Xi's disappointment at that moment, what was the disappointment?

How could he be forgiven by Bao Yuanyuan?

Jiang Yang thought sadly, why did his love always fail to go just the right step?

When he liked Bao Yuanyuan, Bao Yuanyuan also liked him through his efforts, but when Bao Yuanyuan fell in love with him, he still stayed at the level of liking. Later, he fell in love with Bao Yuanyuan a little, but the conflict opened up a fork in the road to like Shen Xi......

That night, he dreamed again, dreaming of a "poof" sound, and Bao Yuanyuan fell from the bed to the floor.

He woke up suddenly, quickly got up and walked around the bed, but did not find Bao Yuanyuan, and finally sat on the sofa and stared at the right bed where Bao Yuanyuan often slept in a daze.

He seemed to have the scene in front of his eyes after Bao Yuanyuan fell from his bed to the floor for the first time, she rubbed her smashed head in embarrassment, revealing her delicate side, and looked at him with a red face: "What are you laughing at, it's all because you sleep in such a big position and squeeze me out of bed!"

Jiang Yang tugged at the corners of his mouth weakly, and whispered into the air: "Yes, it's all because Lao Tzu is not good, how good are you when you come back, does Lao Tzu only sleep in one corner?"

He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, so he found a pack of cigarettes and lit it directly.

Before the change, Bao Yuanyuan must have poked him in the head and scolded him: "Smoking, don't you see that smoking is harmful to your health written on the cigarette box?

Now no one cares that he is not smoking in the room, he lights a cigarette and takes a big puff, so hard that he chokes himself, and after coughing violently for a while, he stares at the cigarette in his hand and can't help but smile bitterly.

Bao Yuanyuan is not here, he can't even smoke cigarettes.

He felt something under his buttocks, and when he pulled it out, he saw that it was a book, and when he flipped through it, he saw that there were two lines underneath the poem, which were very eye-catching: the clouds are tired, and the wind is supporting, and the wind is tired, and the sea is supporting, and the sea is tired?

It was drawn by Bao Yuanyuan, who was pregnant and occasionally read a book when she was bored at home.

Jiang Yang threw the book to the side and took another puff of cigarette: "Lao Tzu is tired, who is waiting?"