Chapter 210: Courage on
Chu Feng never expected Zi'er to suddenly appear in the ghost world, let alone why Zi'er came to the ghost world, but when he saw Zi'er crying sadly, he was a little at a loss for a while, so he could only stand still like a stake, letting Zi'er's tears wet his clothes. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Li Wan glanced at Chu Feng with disdain, and sneered: "This is the maid you received? This is Wan Zhuling's sister, I can't see that you are honest, and you are also a hungry person." ”
Chu Feng frowned, Liwan's words were a little hurtful, whether it was Chu Feng or Zi'er, they all became the targets of attack.
However, Liwan chose the wrong target this time, Zi'er is not such a good character as Chu Feng to get along with, and when he heard people accusing himself, he immediately raised his face from Chu Feng's body, wiped his tears, looked at Liwan and said with a smile: "Is it the master who is hungry and does not choose to eat, or Zi'er turns all beings upside down, tonight my sister and Zi'er will know when they sleep together." ”
Liwan Liu's eyebrows were raised, and he said angrily: "Who wants to sleep with you!"
Zi'er "poofed" and smiled, and said: "It turns out that my sister is resentful that I shared my sister's favor and wanted to monopolize the master, but my sister can rest assured, the master is not the kind of ordinary man who only looks at his face and figure, and his skills and means." ”
Zi'er said this quite slangly, and she was not afraid at all, not only said that Lijuan was Chu Feng's maidservant, but also ridiculed Lijuan's appearance and mediocre figure.
Although Liwan never boasts about her appearance and figure, what woman in the world doesn't love beauty?
She was suddenly ashamed and angry, and the green light in her hand suddenly shook it, and she was almost about to make a move!
"Alright, okay, don't make a fuss. Chu Feng was really a little big-headed, and he wanted to stop the fight between the two of them.
"Phew, shameless. Liwan couldn't quarrel with Zi'er, so he could only sprinkle a belly of fire on Chu Feng's head, his eyebrows were angry, and he scolded.
Chu Feng sighed helplessly, but he didn't argue with Lijuan, in this current situation, he said that he was a shameless person, and he had nothing to justify.
"You dare to scold my master?" Zi'er raised her eyebrows and scolded coldly.
She was a little unhappy when she saw that she was already a little unhappy, and at this time she found an excuse not to prepare to make a big fuss, even if her temperament had calmed down a little under Chu Feng's gradual dyeing in the past few years, but if she really wanted to break out, it was even more than back then.
Chu Feng looked at Zi'er, and then at Lijuan, he couldn't bear it, and said loudly: "Enough, stop it for me!"
"Yes, master. Seeing that Chu Feng was a little angry, although he was surprised by Chu Feng's change, he still honestly stopped and stood aside.
"You dare to yell at me?" Liwan was not ready to stop at all, but raised his eyebrows even higher, "Don't forget who saved you!"
"I saved you, you saved me, and we evened out. Now that my old friend is here, you can go. Chu Feng said with some annoyance.
"You!" was about to explode when he was about to explode, pointing at Chu Feng and trembling, but tears couldn't help but fall.
Her cry suddenly scared Chu Feng a lot, Chu Feng was just about to admit his mistake and apologize, he stomped his foot fiercely, wiped his tears and said, "Let's go, don't let me see you again!"
He left without leaving the head, leaving Chu Feng standing in place with some embarrassment.
Zi'er looked at Chu Feng's expression, knowing that she was afraid that she was in trouble, and couldn't help but whisper: "I'm sorry, master......"
Chu Feng waved his hand and said, "It's okay, she should have left a long time ago." ”
With that, Chu Feng turned around and entered the house, Zi'er hurriedly followed, walked into the house, and sat down at the table at Chu Feng's signal.
Chu Feng picked up a cup on the table and wanted to pour a glass of water for Zi'er, but found that it was a cup from Liwan, and couldn't help but be stunned, so he put the cup down, picked up his own cup and rinsed it with tea, then poured a glass of water and handed it to Zi'er and said, "Why are you here?"
Zi'er took the cup, held the bottom with one hand, and held the cup roughly sintered with clay with the other, and was silent for a while before saying, "I've been looking for you for more than half a year.
Chu Feng was stunned and looked at Zi'er.
Zi'er's cheeks flushed, she slowly lowered her head, and muttered, "After the master went to Sanmiao Palace half a year ago, I have been waiting for the master to come to me. But I waited for you for half a year, and I didn't wait for you...... I inquired around, only to learn that at that time, the Sanmiao Palace was suddenly razed by a great force, and none of the personnel sent to the Sanmiao Palace by the four major families survived...... I'm worried about you...... At that time, I began to search for you in the Six Realms...... A few days ago, I came to the ghost realm, and we were finally in the same realm, and after losing the master's restraint, the life and death sigil made me finally perceive the direction where you are, master, so I hurried here......"
Chu Feng couldn't help but be silent for a while when he heard this, and only sighed leisurely for a long time and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
Cross-border operations are extremely difficult because almost all known passages between the various sectors are dominated by the major factions.
There is a considerable fee to enter and exit the passage, and Zi'er's belongings have long been exhausted in the past common adventures.
In order to pay for the cost of crossing the line, Zi'er must have worked very hard.
Zi'er shook her head, raised her head, her eyes were red, and she snorted, "Zi'er is not hard...... But you're ...... master."
Zi'er had already discovered that Chu Feng's cultivation was mournful, and there was no fluctuation of breath on her body, which was the reason why she was sad: "It's all Zi'er's fault...... If I had been there for you......"
Chu Feng shook his head with a smile and said, "It's not anyone's fault, and you don't need to blame yourself." It's just that I've become a mortal, and I don't have the talent to practice in the first place, but I'm just back on the path I should go. ”
Zi'er looked at Chu Feng in a daze, her eyes became more and more red and swollen, she lowered her head again and didn't speak again.
Chu Feng smiled slightly and asked, "Are you hungry?"
Zi'er raised her head, looked at the sincere smile on Chu Feng's face, and couldn't help but tremble, and it took a long time to come to her senses, bite her lower lip, and nodded lightly.
"Let's eat, then. Chu Feng smiled and served food for Zi'er, took the chopsticks and handed them to Zi'er.
Zi'er took it, silently lowered her head and began to pick up the rice, not even wanting to raise her head.
When Chu Feng saw her appearance, he felt a little strange, but he didn't think about it.
Chu Feng saw that she was only concerned about picking up the rice, so he couldn't help but put the vegetables for himself again, put them in the Zi'er bowl, and said, "Eat more vegetables, if there are no vegetables, it will be tasteless." ”
Zi'er's movements suddenly stagnated, and after a long time, her shoulders suddenly shrugged slightly rhythmically, making Chu Feng stunned.
It wasn't until Chu Feng heard Zi'er's suppressed whimper that he came to his senses, but Zi'er was crying, just trying to suppress it from being discovered by himself. Chu Feng didn't speak, just watched Zi'er start to recover again, and quickly stuffed the food into her mouth, as if she had been hungry for a long time.
Chu Feng looked at Zi'er's speed and said softly, "Slow down, don't choke." ”
"Hmm......" Zi'er's voice was thick nasal, and sure enough, she lowered her speed, ate little by little, and began to pick up the dishes.
After a moment of silence, Zi'er raised her head suddenly, her eyes were red and swollen, and said, "Master, you are always so good to people......
Zi'er remembered too many details, the pill by the stream, the roast rabbit handed to her, and the "thank you" ......
The person who treats her best in the world is the one who is tortured by her to the point that life is worse than death, what an irony!
Chu Feng smiled noncommittally, is he good to others?
Chu Feng didn't think so, he felt that he was still far from the so-called being good to people, he was just an ordinary child, he had seen the warmth of the world, he couldn't forget it, and he couldn't erase the influence left by his parents on him between raising his hands and feet.
"The host...... Are you so good to people, aren't you afraid of being deceived, betrayed, and hurt?" Zi'er asked.
Chu Feng pondered for a long time before he said, "I'm afraid." At first, I always thought that everyone was a good person, but over the years, I found that everyone has their own thoughts, their own calculations, maybe one moment they are brothers, and the next moment they turn against each other...... So I'm also afraid, afraid of being deceived, afraid of being betrayed, afraid of being hurt......"
"Then why are you...... Why are you still so good to people......" Zi'er's eyes were full of tears again, as if she noticed her gaffe, she hurriedly lowered her head.
Chu Feng was also silent for a long time, had he deceived well-meaning people?
Yes. He changed his identity under a pseudonym and entered Fengming Villa, he deceived his master Chen Han, and also deceived Bu Jing, Sun Miao, Liu Ji and other elders.
Have you ever betrayed someone?
Yes. He betrayed Yan Qingyu and completely informed the Spirit Snake Master of Yan Qingyu's origin.
Have you ever hurt someone?
Yes. I just drove away the arrogant but good Lijuan who was good to himself.
He can't remember how many people he deceived, betrayed, and hurt, but he didn't feel the slightest guilt.
In order to live, in order to let other people live, in order to live better.
He began to deceive, betray, and hurt, and may continue to deceive, betray, and hurt in the future.
Perhaps, he will never see where the end is.
I have indeed changed over the years, and the one Zi'er said is probably the self from a long time ago.
Now I am more and more suspicious of people, and I am more and more defensive about people.
But Chu Feng was reluctant to tell Zi'er such thoughts, and the glint of almost adoration he saw in Zi'er's eyes made him really unable to bear to destroy one of Zi'er's illusions—even if it was humble.
He was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "However, that's better than deceiving others, betraying others, and hurting others, okay?"
After a long silence, Zi'er raised her head, did not hide her fiery gaze at all, and said softly: "Master...... Sure enough, he is a very courageous person. ”
That voice exploded in Chu Feng's ears like thunder, making his consciousness blank.
Very, courageous?
A word to readers:
This is a response to the discussion of courage in the first volume