Chapter 2: Misery
Tick-tock, tick-tock, dripping sounds turned out to be a little harsh in the silent hospital room.
Zhou Tianyi was lying on the hospital bed, the smell of potion stimulated his sense of smell, and he stared blankly at the ceiling, a separate ward, leaving only complete loneliness.
Thinking that his future is only endless darkness, now there is only confusion left, and his life is really ups and downs.
Could it be that this is the end of his life? Zhou Tianyi clenched his fists unwillingly.
The bad news came so quickly, and it was actually diagnosed with advanced lung cancer. He is also a medical student, everything is clear, and he is still so young, obviously there should be a future.
Life, it's really too fragile......
It has been almost two weeks since he was admitted to the hospital, and when he was first admitted to the hospital, Ying Jing came to see him every day, cooked for him, peeled fruits, and comforted him every day, which was the only motivation for him to persevere.
And Ying Jing hasn't been here for a week now, and it is not clear if something happened to her.
The savings have long been spent, and after more than 20 years of hard work, they have collapsed and collapsed in these days, and there is no hope for the future at all.
With a faint sigh, Zhou Tianyi sat up and thought about the only concern now, Ying Jing...... Zhou Tianyi squinted as if he had made a decision.
I picked up my phone and made a call, and the call was quickly connected.
"Hey, Brother Tianyi, what's wrong?" a refreshing voice came from the other side of the phone.
"I'm probably going to ask you something. I hope you can help me......" Zhou Tianyi's weak voice came.
Yiyi is his classmate, although the relationship is very good, the two sides have always kept their distance and are ordinary classmates.
"Brother Tianyi, what's wrong with you, it sounds like you're tired. Say anything, I'll definitely help. ”
"I have lung cancer, and I may be dying. ”
"What? Cancer, she's telling the truth? How could it be, it won't be, it won't. ”
"Maybe my life is not good, ahem, I don't have much time, but Yingjing her...... So, I want you to cooperate with me in a negative play. Let her leave me with peace of mind and find a good home. ”
"Ah? No, Brother Tianyi, don't you know......?
Dangdang, there was a knock on the door. Zhou Tianyi put down his phone, "Please come in." ”
Sun Yingjing walked in with her head down.
"Yingjing, have you come to see me? You haven't been here for a long time, is there something going on at school?" Zhou Tianyi saw Sun Yingjing coming, hurriedly sat up and said with a smile.
Sun Yingjing stopped after walking a few steps.
"Yingjing, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Tianyi's heart twitched, as if he had expected something a long time ago.
Sun Yingjing lowered her head and clenched her fists, "Tianyi, let's break up, I, I, can't be with you all the time." ”
"You're in this state now, and I can't be with you all the time in my prime of life. If you die, what people will say about me, I have to think about myself in the future, right?"
"We're not going to have a result, so let's turn our current relationship into a good memory, okay? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”
Zhou Tian was stunned for a moment, but quickly reacted, and said with a smile, "Okay, it's okay, let's break up." ”
After speaking, he tilted his head and looked out the window, he understood that no matter who proposed to break up first, it was indeed the best situation anyway, he would not drag her down, and quietly stopped talking
Sun Yingjing cried and said sorry again, then opened the door and ran away.
Zhou Tianyi closed his eyes, and the current situation was originally the result he wanted. But when it really happened, his heart was even more sour.
"Brother Tianyi?" Yiyi's voice came from the phone, and Zhou Tianyi picked up the phone and found that he hadn't hung up the phone just now.
"Brother Tianyi, are you okay? Actually, I just told you that Yingjing was with Qian Xi from Qian's company three days ago. I thought you knew...... I thought you two broke up early. I'm sorry I should have told you earlier. ”
"It's fine. ”
"That'...... Do we still have to cooperate with acting?"
"No thanks, sorry for the trouble. Zhou Tianyi replied weakly.
"Brother Tianyi, I can help you, money is not a problem......
Before Yiyi's words were finished, Zhou Tianyi hung up the phone. A violent cough was bloody...... Hahaha, maybe I don't have to be so tired at last.
The nurse was called, and then the doctor was called......
"How long do I have?"
"......" Doctor did not speak, and there was a long silence.
"I understand, I'm going to be discharged. ”
"What? You're going to be discharged, but your body is ......," the doctor said in surprise.
"It's okay, I know my body, don't worry. What's more, I already have no money to pay for my hospitalization. The hospital is not a place of compulsory treatment, so I want to be discharged. ”
The doctor sighed and said, "You have to think clearly, we can find a way without money, we can crowdfund to help you, if you actively accept treatment, maybe ......"
"Or how many days to live? It's okay, I'm not worried, even if I find enough money, how much can I get treatment? I don't want to delay others because of my business. I made the decision calmly. I hope you will be able to respect me too. ”
The doctor can't help it, "The hospital can't go against your personal wishes, okay." I can only ...... Good luck. ”
Zhou Tianyi stood at the door of the hospital, looking up at the sky, the sky was gloomy, and on both sides of the road in front of the hospital, the withered yellow leaves were falling, and this scene became desolate. Sprinkled with fallen leaves, silently covering all this.
Suddenly, it began to rain, and in a short time it turned into a torrential downpour. It was as black as black ink that had been knocked over, but the tumbling clouds were faintly visible, the clouds were like the faces of monsters, and the blue-purple lightning was the terrifying smiling face of monsters.
Zhou Tianyi stood quietly in the heavy rain, watching the cars coming and going and the people running away from the emergency rain.
The rain has soaked Zhou Tianyi, but he can't feel the coldness of the rain, maybe the coldness in his heart is worse than the coldness of the rainy day.
Zhou Tianyi suddenly felt that he seemed to have no purpose in life, and there was really nothing left for him in the world.
Zhou Tianyi didn't hate anyone, he just felt that God was unfair to him, and he only felt that he was a failure.
Since he was a child, Zhou Tianyi has been fighting against fate, and he only now realizes that in the face of fate, he is so weak and powerless!
Zhou Tianyi was drenched in rain, walked in a daze, and walked to the bottom of a very tall building, the building was very high, and Zhou Tianyi looked up at the top of the building. "Hehe, this is a good place to end!"
yes, maybe it's really time to go.
There were almost no people in the whole building, and after a while, Zhou Tianyi came to the roof of the building, and as soon as he opened the door, the rain outside was still falling, but it had become much lighter.
As soon as I walked in, I saw a slender girl standing on the edge of a rooftop, a beautiful long hair hanging down to the waist, the wind blowing, the girl turned her head to support her forehead, and the rain showed off her beauty even more, pretty like the peach of three springs, and pure as the chrysanthemum of nine autumns.