That night, she talked a lot, and she burst into tears, and then she was like a child in my arms, and she didn't look like she was 25 years old. I've seen her drunk a lot, and she may have disguised herself as usual, so once she got drunk and unconscious, she began to do all kinds of deviant things.

Enough crying, enough fuss, she fell asleep irresponsibly, but I couldn't sleep all night, got up from the bed and smoked, smoked several cigarettes, and then looked back at the woman who was already asleep, her sleeping position had changed, her hands folded on her lower abdomen, motionless.

I pinched off my cigarette, lowered my head and looked at her quietly, my eyelashes were still very long, I reached out and played with it a few times, she frowned displeasedly, hummed, took my hand, and reprimanded in a low voice, "Bao'er, don't make trouble." ”

Bao'er, these two words are like a huge hammer slamming down, and she woke up suddenly, yes, she has a daughter, it is still the child born to her and Xu Yuwen, her heart is cooling down a little, and her mouth is full of pain, which is much more uncomfortable than swallowing Coptis chinensis.

I began to resent and resent her for betrayal, that she had abandoned herself, and that I felt the urge to strangle her, and that would be the end of it. When I saw her sleeping so soundly and so cute, I couldn't do it at all. I can't help but think it's funny, how could I, Li Yi, become like this? It's so fucking sad, it's fucking ridiculous, but I can't laugh.

Maybe I was too willful when I was young, pampered and arrogant, and I failed the hearts of too many girls, so Lu Shuangshuang came to torture me.

Her hand moved slightly, and she naturally took my hand, and the two of them interlocked their fingers, intimate. Suddenly, I was stunned by her subconscious movements, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

I meditated and thought about it all night, my heart was like being fried in a pot, and I couldn't settle down at all, until dawn, the sun slipped in through the window, spilling on Lu Shuangshuang's cheeks, looking at her sweet face, I let it go, even if she had a daughter, no matter if she had followed Xu Yuwen, as long as she returned to her side, anyway, the days were so long, there was a lot of chance to get it back.

I deceived myself and comforted myself, and then I lay down contentedly, closed my eyes, maybe the person around me was her, I soon fell asleep, but I didn't dare to sleep too deeply, always worried that she would slip away quietly, I would wake up once after ten minutes of sleep.

When Lu Shuangshuang took away the hand I was holding her, she immediately woke up, and sure enough, she turned her back and was about to sneak away, I stopped her, gave up all my dignity, and said that I would no longer care about what she did, as long as she could come back. I've never been so humble to a person, so whispered, but it's ironic that she refused, didn't even think about it.

I feel like a fool, I'm a fool who was played around by Lu Shuangshuang, how could she turn her face so quickly and refuse so simply. Over the years, the deliberately suppressed anger is like a river that can no longer be recovered, never to be retained, and we are once again playing the drama of our own harm, and finally we are unhappy again.

Since that quarrel, my feelings for Lu Shuangshuang have really cooled down, I am also a person, I also have weaknesses, and I also have emotional vacancies, I can only use work to fill the hole in my heart, and think of ways to suppress Xu Yuwen, yes, I am a very grudgeful person, he snatched my things, how could I easily let him go?

Three years ago, Xu Yuwen snatched the land from under my hands finally played a role, I learned from the insider's mouth a long time ago, there is a piece of land under the ancient tomb, the Tang Dynasty celebrities, the above people bought, just want to make a profit, if the development of antiques protected by the state, it must not be developed, will be protected, those people will come up with some money as compensation, you just have a hard time can't tell, and a piece of land is classified into environmental protection projects.

The land that the Xu family spent a lot of money to buy back was lost, and Xu Yuwen stood on the wrong team, and it was not bad if the people above did not fall into the well, so he hoped that the gang would help. Three years ago, I understood the truth that the wall fell and everyone pushed it, as soon as the Xu family lost its power, it was embattled, and I watched the decline of the Xu family and was complacent.

When Xu Yuwen appeared in my office, I was not surprised at all, I originally thought he was as embarrassed as a lost dog, but he looked not bad, but his face was a little pale, and he looked a little haggard, and there was no big problem.

A long time ago, I imagined Xu Yuwen coming to me, and I used all kinds of mean words to ridicule him and mock him, but looking at his indifferent appearance, I couldn't say a word.

Frankly speaking, I have never understood Xu Yuwen, he is a person who hides deeply, and people in the circle can't get used to him, because he is like a snake hidden in the dark, cold and ruthless. None of his half-brothers ended well, the eldest brother took drugs, the second brother was disabled, and the younger brother gambled, and all of this was done by Xu Yuwen.

Even if Xu Yuwen is at a disadvantage, I will not despise him, I asked the secretary to bring two cups of tea, and asked him as generously as possible, "Xu Dong, I don't know what you are doing with me?"

For so many years, I have been crawling around in the mall, and when it is time to pretend, I also pretend to be presentable.

He is still the same dead look, sipping tea in a leisurely manner, the two big men are pretending to be deep, no one will speak, according to my previous temperament, I have already rolled up my sleeves and stepped forward to beat him, otherwise I will say mean words, after all, people have learned to grow, become mature, and become a cunning old fox.

The secretary came in and reminded me that the meeting was going to be in a minute. Xu Yuwen must be more anxious than me, I stood up in a good way, and said politely, "Dong Xu, I still have a meeting, if you have nothing to do, I will leave first." ”

Xu Yuwen knocked on the table and was silent for several times before he spoke, "Li Yi, I just want to ask you, do you still have feelings for Lu Shuangshuang?"

He also wanted to mention Lu Shuangshuang to me, I am not a good-tempered person, rushed up and grabbed his sleeve, and smashed it without thinking about it, and the secretary was so frightened that he closed the door and ran away.

Xu Yuwen fell decadently on the desk, nosebleeds flowed out, he raised his hand to wipe it away, there was still blood flowing out, I punched him with a fist, and the person also calmed down, I wanted to beat him for a long time. I looked at his embarrassed look, smiled happily and said, "Xu Yuwen, can you not mention her? If you want to cooperate, talk about cooperation, don't talk about my feelings, besides, this is all about Chen Sesame and rotten grain, what do you have to show off." ”

I don't know if Xu Yuwen is made of glass, I just punched him, and his nosebleeds flowed endlessly, staining his white shirt red.

After a long time, his bleeding stopped, and I asked uncertainly, "Xu Yuwen, are you sick and bleeding so much?"

He said calmly, "Well, I have advanced stomach cancer, and chemotherapy has greatly reduced the number of white blood cells, and once the bleeding occurs, it is more difficult to stop than ordinary people." ”

What did he say, my eyes widened, I looked at Xu Yuwen in disbelief, and asked suspiciously, "Do you have cancer?" or are you in the advanced stage of stomach cancer? What do you say?"

Xu Yuwen nodded, still in the same dead state, "I got cancer five years ago, and then after treatment, it recurred three years ago, and the cancer cells metastasized all over the body, and I shouldn't live for a few days." ”

He said these things as if he were not speaking of himself, but of someone else, an inconsequential person. To some extent, I admire Xu Yuwen, who has the perseverance and tolerance that I lack, and those advantages have supported him to climb to where he is today.

I endured the turmoil in my heart and pretended to be calm and asked, "And then, what do you want to say?"

"Five years ago, I went through chemotherapy to treat cancer, and there must be side effects, and the survival rate of my sperm is very low, which is not enough to get a woman pregnant. Bao'er is your child, if you don't believe it, you can watch this paternity test, I have done DNA monitoring, Bao'er is indeed not my child. ”

At that time, I pinched her neck and asked her if the child was mine, and she resolutely said that it was not mine, and I was going to decline, how could she give birth to a child for me. Now Xu Yuwen came out again and told me that Lu Shuangshuang lied to me.

I looked at Xu Yuwen vigilantly, and asked in disbelief, "Why are you telling me this, what do you want to get, and what do you want to do?"

Xu Yuwen laughed loudly, as if mocking me, he said, "Li Yi, you don't love her so much anymore, don't you?" According to your previous temperament, when you hear the news, you will immediately rush out and find Lu Shuangshuang to ask her, whether the child is yours. All of a sudden, I felt like I had come to you and maybe I had made the wrong decision. ”

Xu Yuwen's words are really to the point, I have to admit that I don't love Lu Shuangshuang so much, people's hearts hurt a lot, and they have a defensive mentality, I once gave up all my dignity to beg Lu Shuangshuang, but she trampled my dignity under my feet, and I no longer have the courage to be invincible.

I took a few steps closer irritably, grabbed Xu Yuwen's tie again, and asked aggressively, "I don't have time to listen to you anymore, you tell me what your purpose is, as long as it is reasonable, I will consider it comprehensively." ”

Xu Yuwen glanced at me disdainfully, and a sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Purpose." I am a person who is about to die, what is the purpose, wealth and power cannot be born, death will not be taken away, what purpose do you say I want to have, that is, I want Lu Shuangshuang to be happy, I admit that I am very despicable, forcibly left her by my side, let her accompany me, but I don't regret it, I don't regret it from Ali, and Bao'er needs to grow up in a healthy family. If you don't want to, forget it. It may be that I am good at asserting, according to Lu Shuangshuang's ability, she can already live a good life. ”

"I'm bah, Xu Yuwen's words are so beautiful, I know what kind of character you are. I took a bite and let go of Xu Yuwen.

He picked up a tissue and wiped the neckline, then straightened the crumpled suit, and walked straight out the door, and when he opened the door, he turned back and said, "A woman who wants to give birth to a man must be in love, because to give birth to a child, a woman has to go through too much pain." ”

Xu Yuwen left in style after saying this, and I stood in place sluggishly, my eyes became hot, and my nose became sore.

I'm a man, and I can't help but feel sad about it, at this moment, I can see that Xu Yuwen really loves Lu Shuangshuang, maybe he loves more deeply and even more humblely. He will also love people, I thought that he tried every means to get Lu Shuangshuang, just to get revenge on me.

Fuck, I remembered a harsh saying, if you can't give her happiness, then wish her happiness. I will never reach this state, if I can't get it, I will think of ways to toss, so that she will not be happy, that's why, in the past three years, I have been crazy about working, financing, gaining contacts, and climbing up, I just want to put Xu Yuwen in trouble, her backer has fallen, and she can't live a good life.

Xu Yuwen's words were an invisible slap, and he pumped it up fiercely, and his cheeks hurt hotly.

I picked up the document on the desk, I didn't need to read it at all, I could be sure that what Xu Yuwen said was true, in this era, technology is so developed, you can find out by monitoring. But I still took it apart, except for the defensive heart, I couldn't react, and the plot was flipped too quickly.

A photo fell out of the file box and landed on the desktop. In the photo, Lu Shuangshuang hugged a little girl and smiled sweetly, smiling so happily, so happily, so contented.

My eyes fell on the little girl, that girl was really beautiful, doll-like, just a glance, I could recognize that it was my own child, her eyebrows and eyes were too similar to me, I carefully observed, except for the face shape with Lu Shuangshuang, the five senses have inherited me.

The little girl is holding ice cream, because she has just eaten ice cream, her mouth is full of cream, and she must be as cute as she looks, and as cute as she wants, as cute as she wants, as likable as she wants.

I jumped up from my seat in excitement, picked up the phone and called Ivannian and said, "Boy, I have a daughter!"

Ivannian didn't react, and asked cautiously, "Are you okay?"

Damn, what are you talking about? I twisted his head off in hatred, and said angrily, "The girl born to Lu Shuang is mine, two years old, and the child should be two years old." ”

"No!" Ivannian shouted over there, "is it really yours? Then you didn't pick up a daughter for nothing, and easily became a father." You don't know how tired it is to be a father, that stinky boy in my family is crying, it's almost dead........"

Usually, I don't have the patience to listen to Ivannian talk about his children, but now that I have a daughter, I don't hang up the phone and ask about educating children.