Later, Su Xihan tossed several times, cut her wrists, and jumped over the lake, and every time her roommate called to scold Jiang Yang, saying that Jiang Yang had no conscience.

Jiang Yang's smile became more and more weak, he felt that he was simply fucking unlucky, the things he had done to spoil Su Xihan to the sky had been forgotten by them?

Su Xihan went to see her when he cut his wrists, but he didn't agree to get back together, and he didn't care about it anymore when he jumped into the lake with the name of a scumbag.

His love for Su Xihan quickly turned into a deep disgust, and he didn't understand why Su Xihan couldn't learn from Zhou Jin?

At that time, he didn't like Zhou Jin, but after experiencing Su Xihan's temperament, he appreciated Zhou Jin's temperament more and more.

In order to make Su Xihan die, Jiang Yang began to have other girlfriends, but every time it was better, he would break up after a month. If his new girlfriend shows Su Xihan's behavior, he will break up immediately, and he is already tired of Su Xihan's kind of girl.

Su Xihan often went to their school to look for him, and Chu Chu cried pitifully, living out of a poor man who was infatuated and let down.

Jiang Yang doesn't care what others say about him, he doesn't want to live his single life freely when he is a virgin, he doesn't have to be tossed to deliver supper in the middle of the night, and he doesn't have to get up early in the morning to deliver breakfast to Su Xihan on weekends, this long-lost freedom makes him feel very happy.

His lack of emotional growth was also gradually formed at that time, and he would feel bored after being with the same woman for a long time, especially if he didn't like Su Xihan's love of love......

Jiang Yang witnessed the relationship between Zhuang Yan and Shen Xi all the way, he actually envied Zhuang Yan, he could be single-minded when he was with every woman, he didn't know what it was like to concentrate for a long time.

Every time he saw Zhao Yaru, he would think of Su Xihan, coupled with the grudge with the Zhao family, Jiang Yang was disgusted with Zhao Yaru from beginning to end. Although he has always restrained himself from putting his resentment against Zhao Dehai on Zhao Yaru, he is annoyed when he sees Zhuang Yan being managed by Zhao Yaru.

The relationship between Jiang Yang and Zhuang Yan is closer than that of his own brothers, especially when Jiang Zufeng was just imprisoned, Zhuang Yan gave up everything and taught him how to do business, that kind of relationship is really not comparable to ordinary people.

When he was a child, he and Zhuang Yan were classmates, and the two of them were at the same table for a year. Zhuang Yan has always been a good student, and in today's words, he is a teaching bully. He was so anxious that when the school first started that year, the math teacher asked him to come up and do the problem with a black face: "Turn the pen to the classmate, you will solve this problem." ”

Jiang Yang was naughty all day long at that time, where would he do that question?

He calmly stuffed the pen into Zhuang Yan's hand, raised his eyebrows, and Zhuang Yan immediately began to turn the pen.

When the other students looked over, Zhuang Yan turned his pen and walked to the blackboard, picked up the chalk and finished the question in one go. When he calmly returned to his seat, the math teacher came to his senses, his face darker than the blackboard.

Zhuang Yan's relationship with him is so iron, and he is willing to suffer together.

So when Zhuang Yan decided to be with Shen Xi, Jiang Yang was the first to support, he had already persuaded Zhuang Yan to divorce, don't grieve yourself for the so-called responsibility for the rest of your life, you can worry about Zhuang Yan and not agree.

Jiang Yang's care for Shen Xi was completely out of friendship with Zhuang Yan, if there was no Zhuang Yan, he would definitely not have taken a fancy to Shen Xi at the beginning.

He has long become a man who has no longevity, and Shen Xi looks like a girl who can't afford to play emotionally.

Falling in love with Shen Xi was something he didn't expect, and he ignored the factor of long-term love.

Later, he often tried to recall in the dead of night when he liked Shen Xi, and this question was like asking a frog boiled in warm water: When did you start to feel like you were going to die?

So Jiang Yang can't answer this question, when he lacks longevity, only Zhuang Yan's women can often dangle in front of him and don't make him feel bored, maybe this is the reason why he likes Zhuang Yan's women, such as Zhou Jin, such as Shen Xi.

For the first time, he felt that Shen Xi, a little girl, was very meaningful, and during the confinement period at his house after her surrogacy, he secretly changed her diary, and then couldn't help but read her diary tastelessly.

When he was studying, there were girls who had the habit of writing diaries, but it was rare to write to college like Shen Xi.

He read her diary and realized that she had experienced so many things at a young age, and he felt an indescribable shock in his heart. He was sincerely happy for Zhuang Yan, he could see that Zhuang Yan was moved by Shen Xi, and at the same time, Shen Xi had already had a deep affection for Zhuang Yan.

But at that time, it was just shocking, when did you like her later?

Maybe it was during the time when Zhuang Yan broke up with Shen Xi after the dealer's accident, Jiang Yang always paid attention to Shen Xi's dynamics and didn't want her to have any business trips.

Originally, Jiang Yang himself didn't realize that he was thinking about Shen Xi at all, until that time he heard Zhao Yaru insulting Shen Xi in front of a mutual friend.

She sarcastically ridiculed Shen Xi as a shameless slut, and as soon as Zhuang Yan had an accident, Shen Xi slept with other wild men. As a result, those who were once polite to the dealer all began to fall into the banker's grounds.

Jiang Yang was inexplicably irritable, and walked straight to Zhao Yaru and sneered: "Lao Tzu is that wild man." ”

He didn't think about anything at the time, and it wasn't until he blurted out that he realized how inappropriate it was. Zhuang Yan is his good buddy, he can protect Shen Xi in other ways, but why did he subconsciously say this?

He didn't want to admit that he had feelings for Shen Xi, and he wouldn't take advantage of the danger of others to show the slightest thought at that time.

Originally, everything could be covered up by him, even if Shen Xi knew that he had said that kind of thing for her, it didn't matter, he knew that Shen Xi would not misunderstand anything. He especially admired Shen Xi's devotion to Zhuang Yan, he sometimes envied Zhuang Yan, why didn't any woman treat him as unswervingly as Shen Xi did to Zhuang Yan?

It wasn't until his father forced Shen Xi to get engaged to him that he felt that the direction of things would force him out of his original shape, so he went home and quarreled with his father.

Jiang Zufeng's eyes seemed to see Jiang Yang thoroughly, and that kind of grasp made Jiang Yang feel inexplicably empty.

But he didn't show his weakness, but lazily put a nest on the sofa: "Jiang Zufeng, you are ruthless enough, for the so-called revenge of Lao Tzu is also counted, you hope that the Jiang family will become extinct, right? Okay, then you continue to force Xixi, Lao Tzu is waiting for you to regret it." ”

"What do you regret? You think you two are very worthy. Didn't Shen Xi give birth to a child for Zhuangzi? Now that she is pregnant again, at least her fertility is quite strong, how can she become extinct?"

Jiang Yang became irritable: "Lao Tzu is not a beast, do you really think Lao Tzu will marry her? I only regard her as a sister." ”

Jiang Zufeng laughed out loud: "Hehehe, I treat her as a daughter-in-law." You are my son, can I not see your thoughts? You don't like her to be so attentive to her? You don't like her to talk to her in front of me all day long? When you cared about Zhou Jin before, you didn't see you so attentive. ”

Jiang Yang's heart trembled violently, as if a lightning bolt hit his heart. He was empty-hearted, and hurriedly dodged Jiang Zufeng's aggressive gaze and lowered his eyes to the floor.

"Zhuangzi was forced to be like that by you, can Lao Tzu not be concerned?" he took out his cigarette, and then went out to smoke, and walked out of the study as calmly as possible.

Since then, his relationship with Shen Xi is no longer natural, and he will always deliberately avoid something. He was afraid that others would see that he really liked Shen Xi, that kind of feeling was extremely shameful in his eyes, how could he like Zhuang Yan's woman again?

It's ridiculous, it's pathetic.

But the more deliberately some feelings are suppressed, the more presumptuous they grow.

But he couldn't let that emotion leak out at all, so he was tired.

He was actually in a bad mood on the day he got the certificate with Bao Yuanyuan, not because he had to queue up to get a certificate, nor because he married Bao Yuanyuan, but because he didn't think about getting married so soon.

What he was uncomfortable with was that he would bury himself in the grave of marriage for Shen Xi's sake.

When Zhuang Yan decided to get the certificate from Shen Xi, he was very happy, and he thought that from now on, he should be able to restrain his feelings and never have strange thoughts about Shen Xi again.

That night, he pretended to be drunk and apologized to Zhuang Yan, and after he knew that Zhao Dehai and Zhuang Wuxin had jointly imprisoned his father, he began to use his relationship with Zhuang Yan to collect evidence of the dealer's violation of law and discipline.

If he didn't pretend to be drunk, he would definitely have no face to apologize, after all, Zhuang Yan hadn't done anything to be sorry for him, but what about him, not only betrayed Zhuang Yan, but also shamefully fell in love with his woman. He felt bitter in his heart, and after drinking a few glasses of wine, he couldn't help but pay attention to Shen Xi's smile with his afterglow.

No one would notice his actions, he had already practiced the ability to use a daze to secretly pay attention to Shen Xi.

That night, after he waited for Bao Yuanyuan to fall asleep, he secretly went out, he had to inquire about Shen Xi's future living environment, and if it was not suitable, he would change it as soon as possible. He also wanted to arrange a wedding photo for them, he thought about it, when the time comes, the four of them will take it together, so that they can always get a photo wearing the same frame as Shen Xi, he doesn't know why he wants that kind of photo, maybe it's because he gets dizzy after drinking, that kind of thought is surprisingly strong.

When he passed by the door of Zhuang Yan and Shen Xi's room, his legs paused disobediently, and he looked at the door stupidly, hoping that he had a pair of fiery eyes that could penetrate the door to see Shen Xi's face.

He thought that maybe he drank a little too much wine at night, but fortunately it was through a door, otherwise he might not be able to help but run in and hug Shen Xi. He likes Shen Xi's big eyes, her bravery and strength, and the way she looks when she smiles and calls him "Brother Jiang".

He felt that her name was "Brother Jiang" when it was very beautiful, and every time he heard it, his heart softened, like soaking in sugar water.

A gust of wind blew in the crack of the window at the end of the corridor, Jiang Yang came back to his senses, and silently moved his mouth at the door of the room: Sister, you must be happy.

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