Chapter 63: Don't make a fuss

I glared at Lin Dong fiercely, but he winked at me and made an aggrieved expression. In a trance, I seemed to see Lin Dong again when he was a student.

I remember one time, the school held a sports day, and the prizes were huge. In order to earn me a gift, Lin Dong participated in the 1500-meter run, and finally fell when he was about to reach the finish line.

The nurse hit the hanging bottle and left, telling me to call her when I was about to finish the loss. I answered, thought about it and sat down in the hospital bed turned into a chair.

"Wanwan, in fact, you still have me in your heart, don't you?" Lin Dong's eyes were tender, he just looked at me like that, and he no longer reached out to touch me.

I turned my face awkwardly, "Lin Dong, we are already divorced!"

"I regret it!" Lin Dong quickly cut off what I was about to say next. "Wanwan, I regret it! I admit that I can't resist the temptation to have an immoral relationship with Zhang Jiajia, but the person I love is always you! I love you from the first time I saw you in college! Marriage has a seven-year itch, I admit that this process of transforming love into family affection made me go the wrong way and hurt you, but I want to turn back and want to live the rest of my life with you. Wanwan, please, please give me a chance, don't be so desperate, okay?"

I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart. If Lin Dong said these words when he was divorced, would I really be able to forgive him. If he had broken up with Zhang Jiajia categorically, would I have turned back?

I can't say the answer absolutely, I'm a very lazy and nostalgic person. I just want to guard a man for the rest of my life, love him and give him a home, have a child with him, and then go from green silk to white hair, and go through my life plainly and happily, knowing old death.

I used to think that person was Lin Dong, so even in the next few years, I noticed the emotional gap between the two people, and I didn't take the initiative to make up for it, to understand, and to save. Like a snail, I guarded the shell on my back, thinking that what I was guarding was eternity, and I would not become happy.

But when that happiness changed its taste, when the shell broke through the flesh and made the soft heart bloody, there was nothing I could do about it, the only thing I could do was to remove it, even if it brought deeper and heavier pain than that bloody pain.

I said, Lin Dong, we can't do it!

I speak calmly, seemingly well thought out.

Lin Dong obviously knew me better than me sometimes, he looked at me seriously, and asked word by word, "Wanwan, why is it impossible? Have you tried? Have you worked hard for this? You didn't! You grabbed the matter between me and Zhang Jiajia, and turned around so quickly and decisively, you didn't try to save our marriage at all!"

"Can I redeem it? Don't you know what you did at that time? Do you think I still have the meaning of redemption?" I was a little excited, and I couldn't tell whether I was angry or ashamed.

Lin Dong lowered his head at the top of my words, and his face was red and white. I took a deep breath and sighed, "Lin Dong, I'm still the same sentence, since we've broken up, let's be okay with each other! Don't wear away all the beauty you once had, even if you never see each other, you will become despisable and disgusted with each other! I don't want to, I really become enemies!"

"Wanwan, why?" Lin Dong raised his head again, with tears on his face, "Why can't you give me a chance, do you know how I spent this time? You think I'm sparing no effort to hurt you, but while hurting you, I'm also hurting myself! Why, your eyes are all Pei Shaobei, why, you can't work hard for me!"

Only then did I realize that he was very emotionally unstable, the green tendons in his hands were bursting, and the needles that were originally pierced were also a little offset.

I hurriedly shouted, "Lin Dong!"

Lin Dong glared at me suddenly, his eyes were bloody, and he actually had a bit of a fierce look, "Gu Wan, since I chased you, you have been like this. You don't hate me but never take the initiative to get close to me, you are with me because I am good to you, obedient to you, let you get used to me, rely on me. Like a snail, you accept it. Just like the current relationship between you and Pei Shaobei, he appeared when you were the most difficult, helped you, accompanied you, and treated you well, you found another replacement from getting used to me relying on me, think about it yourself, do you love that person or not? Or have you never loved, including me, you just want to find a partner!"

The needle was completely bulging, and Lin Dong's hand was bruised, but I was stunned by Lin Dong's words, and I even forgot to call the nurse. If Liu Juan hadn't come back suddenly, I don't know what that arm would have become.

Liu Juan naturally blamed all these sins on my head, and scolded me again. Lin Dong fell asleep because of the medicine, I didn't want to stay any longer, and gave all the money in my hand to Liu Juan and floated out of the hospital unconsciously.

"Gu Wan, he appeared when you were the most difficult, helped you, accompanied you, and treated you well, you found another replacement from getting used to me relying on me, think about it yourself, do you love that person or not? Or have you never loved, including me, you just want to find a companion!"

Lin Dong's words sounded in my ears over and over again, like a magic spell, making my whole head explode, and I covered my head desperately and slowly squatted down.

There are so many scenes of life and death in the hospital every day, and I naturally didn't attract the attention of a few people when I broke down and cried. I sat in the corridor outside the inpatient unit, holding my legs and crying for a long time.

It seems to be crying for himself, and it seems to be because of others, and in the end, the tears are out of control, and the head is empty, becoming a meaningless catharsis.

The sun was slanting in the west, and the coldness of the stone bench gradually calmed my nerves, and I got up and walked out mechanically, and was pulled by a person just a few steps, and the next moment the person was fiercely hugged into my arms. Familiar breath, familiar temperature, familiar sound.

"Tonight, you're scared to death, I won't answer your phone, I can only come to the hospital to try my luck! Fortunately, you're fine, do you want to kill me urgently!"

I raised my head, my eyes slowly focused, and Pei Shaobei's anxious face was finally clearly reflected.

"Pei Shaobei!"

"Well, what's wrong with you?"

"Pei Shaobei, how did you come back?"

"Wanwan, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

"Pei Shaobei, why are you beating Lin Dong!" I stared at him, with grievances and complaints, if he hadn't beaten Lin Dong, I wouldn't have been entangled by Liu Juan, if I hadn't been entangled by Liu Juan, I wouldn't have followed her to the hospital, if I hadn't come here, I wouldn't have been affected by Lin Dong's words, and I wouldn't feel sorry for anyone!

"What do you mean by that? Have you seen Lin Dong, what did he tell you?" Pei Shaobei suddenly let go of me and looked at me sharply.

"Do you think I need to say anything when I come to the hospital? Those injuries are so obvious, do you still need me to ask again? Pei Shaobei, do you know that you are a lawyer, do you know what the result of knowing the law and breaking the law is? Do you know that Lin Dong was beaten and had a concussion, and what impact will it have on you if he takes you to court based on an injury report? Pei Shaobei, what about your calmness? What about your shrewdness? Why did you fall into other people's traps so easily. What do you tell me to do? What do you tell me to do?"

I hit him with all my might, and tears flowed again.

"Lin Dong was beaten and had a concussion?" Pei Shaobei grabbed my hand, and his thick eyebrows wrinkled together.

Seeing that I was only crying and not answering, he turned around and walked towards the inpatient department, "I'll take a look." ”

I hurriedly grabbed him and said in a loud voice, "Don't you make any more trouble, okay? Do you have to make trouble like me and even lose your job? Do you know how guilty I will feel like this? Do you know that I will feel that I owe you a lot, I beg you, don't make trouble!"

I grabbed Pei Shaobei's arm weakly, trembling all over.

Lin Dong's words are still in my ears, and I don't know whether to convert or not to believe. But those words were nailed to my heart like an awl. I looked at Pei Shaobei, who was anxious for me and beat people impulsively for me, if I really didn't love him, and only regarded him as a lonely companion, a kind of straw that I grabbed when I drowned, then how damn I am!

Pei Shaobei waited for me to calm down, looked at me with a gloomy face, and asked after a while, "Do you believe that I hit him with his injuries?"

I was silent.

"You convicted me directly without even asking me?Gu Wan, don't you think this is unfair to me?" Pei Shaobei chuckled self-deprecatingly, and without waiting for me to answer, he reached out and grabbed my hand on his cuff, "Forget it, let's go, take you to dinner first!"

He turned and walked forward, and I was pulled by him, and I subconsciously followed.

I looked at the back of his head and stopped.

Until he got in the car, Pei Shaobei didn't say a word to me again. This silence made me panic, but I couldn't find the first topic to talk about, or even the courage.

Pei Shaobei's reaction made me begin to doubt the authenticity of Lin Dong's words. It is a fact that Lin Dong was injured, and with his personality, he would never hurt himself himself. If Pei Shaobei hadn't done it, then Pei Shaobei must have seen him, or the two had a language conflict, otherwise Lin Dong wouldn't have insisted that it was Pei Shaobei.

My mind began to recover, as if I was shocked by Lin Dong's words that touched my heart too much, I couldn't face Lin Dong's mouth, but I forgot that there are two sides to people's hearts. Even if Lin Dong is talking about one side of me, it can't fully represent my whole thoughts.

Thinking of this, my mood slowly calmed down, and I looked at Pei Shaobei, who had been driving with a calm face, and finally took the lead in breaking the deadlock.

"Pei Shaobei, have you seen Lin Dong today?"

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