I quickly thanked the security guard and got up to follow. There wasn't much wind outside, but as the Spring Festival approached, the weather was so cold that it almost turned into ice. I looked at Pei Shaobei, who was wearing only a cashmere sweater with a strong back in front of me, and I was a little moved. Especially the down jacket with his body temperature in his arms, wrapped Gu Xiao like a pair of big hands, and the invisible protection deeply shook my heart.

I have to say that at this moment, I am so eager that the Pei Shaobei in front of me is the Pei Shaobei I once had, and we have never been separated or disappointed before. Thinking of this, I subconsciously quickened my steps and wanted to catch up, but Pei Shaobei's steps were big and urgent, and when I reached the staircase, there was no shadow of him in front of me, and I could only hear his footsteps going upstairs.

Whether disappointed or lost, I sighed, wrapped the down jacket outside Gu Xiao again, lowered my head and walked up, just walked to the second floor, a pair of leather shoes appeared in my field of vision, and I was about to get out of the way, when Pei Shaobei's impatient voice sounded above my head.

"Why is it so slow!"

I looked up at him, but he ignored me, only leaned over and hugged Gu Xiao in my arms, and turned to go upstairs. I paused, hurriedly followed, and asked hurriedly, "Hey, Pei Shaobei, you, why are you at my house?"

Pei Shaobei's back paused slightly, but he didn't answer, I was faintly uneasy, and I didn't know what my head was pumping, so I actually came out with such a sentence, "Don't think about persuading my mother to take Gu Xiao away, Pei Shaobei, you can't be so selfish!"

My voice was not loud, but in the dark and narrow environment of the staircase, my voice was infinitely amplified, and it seemed extremely harsh. As soon as I finished speaking, I regretted wanting to slap myself. Actually, my original intention was not like this, I just wanted to ask Pei Shaobei if he came to my house to persuade my mother, and the purpose of persuading my mother was not just to take Gu Xiao away, but related to me. But I couldn't ask this, so I said something inexplicably.

This time Pei Shaobei stopped, and stopped at the staircase that turned to the fourth floor, he looked down at me, his expression was indifferent, and a pair of calm eyes shot a very faint sarcasm.

"I didn't expect that I was such a person in your Gu Wan's eyes! However, no matter what you think of me, I still want to explain that I came over this time because your mother invited me!"

Pei Shaobei said, ignored me again, and carried Gu Xiao all the way home, and I heard my mother greet him cordially from afar, as well as his polite response. I didn't feel good in my heart, and I felt inexplicably wronged, so I walked to the door quickly, my mother was guiding Pei Shaobei to put Gu Xiao in the bedroom, and when I came back, she only turned around and said to me, "There is fish stewed in the pot, you quickly wash your hands and watch the fire!"

I hummed sullenly, took off my coat and walked into the kitchen, listening to the conversation between my mother and Pei Shaobei in the living room while cleaning up. My mother's deliberate closeness made the discomfort in my heart more and more intense, and I had the illusion that I was forced to please. And Pei Shaobei's attitude stimulated me even more, he was no longer as affectionate as before, although he was still polite, but he was more alienated and restrained, as if this place was no longer a place he was familiar with, and it was no longer a home that he could accept in his heart.

I knocked the pots and pans so loudly that my mother came in and squeezed me the waist, and scolded in a low voice, "What do you want to do, you dead girl, who are you going to do that!"

I immediately retorted, "Mom, what are you doing here, do you have to rush to make others responsible? You don't feel ashamed, I feel ashamed!"

My mother was so choked by me that she couldn't speak, and she didn't dare to argue with me loudly, so she had to use Gu Xiao to gag me.

"You knock, knock hard, it's best to wake up Gu Xiao too, and see who is the most distressed when the time comes!"

My mother ignored me and took the other dishes I had put on the table outside. I listened to Pei Shaobei politely leaving in the living room, and my mother tried her best to keep it, which made me feel extremely embarrassed, and the inexplicable fire couldn't be suppressed, so that when I was eating in the restaurant, I almost stared at Pei Shaobei with murderous eyes, and I immediately sandwiched which dish he clipped, so that my mother kicked me several times under the table.

When Gu Xiao was tired, he slept for more than an hour, and when the meal was finished with great difficulty, he also woke up crying. Naturally, I didn't have the heart to be angry with Pei Shaobei anymore, so I hurriedly ran to the bedroom to coax him. I naturally don't know what my mother said to Pei Shaobei outside, Pei Shaobei came in again and glanced at Gu Xiao when he was leaving, took out a red envelope from his pocket and stuffed it into Gu Xiao's hand, but did not speak.

Gu Xiao was very curious about the colorful things, so I took the red envelope and stuffed it into my mouth, I immediately reached out and grabbed it, glaring at Pei Shaobei with slanted eyes, "It's okay for you to take everything for the child, don't you know if the child takes everything and puts it in his mouth?"

Pei Shaobei's face flashed with shame, I felt inexplicably comfortable, but my mother rushed milk powder in at this time, and said while hugging Gu Xiao from my arms, "Evening, you go and send Shaobei, you don't have to worry about the child!"

I saw that Pei Shaobei was about to refuse, so I immediately got up and said, "Okay, it just so happens that I still want to ask Lawyer Pei for advice!"

Pei Shaobei glanced at me and said to his mother, "Auntie, I'm interrupting today, goodbye!"

Mother replied with a smile, Pei Shaobei reached out and touched Gu Xiao's cheek again, Gu Xiao was drinking milk, he didn't care about such a touch at all, his white and tender little hands were holding a milk bottle, and sucking it was called a concentration. Pei Shaobei couldn't help but smile lowly, but he quickly froze, and then turned around and walked out.

We went downstairs one after the other, but no one spoke. Occasionally, people who came out of other households in a hurry looked at us in surprise and went about their own business again. Through the walls, through the doors, I could hear the laughter that filled me to welcome the new year.

The wind at the top of the stairs was a bit strong, so cold that I quickly wrapped my coat.

Pei Shaobei stood at the door and turned his head to look at me, paused and said, "Gu Wan, you go back, you don't need to send it!"

I looked at his calm face, snorted coldly and asked, "Pei Shaobei, you didn't dare to enter the door of my house for so long, today my mother called you to come, what do you mean?"

"It's not interesting, elders' words, I can't help but listen!" Pei Shaobei turned his face away, his expression was hidden in the shadows, and he couldn't see it really.

"Hmph, sell me a good job at this time, my mother has also greeted you before, why don't you come. Pei Shaobei, don't play with me, tell me honestly, what do you want to do?" I decided that Pei Shaobei's sudden visit this time was a plan, and his tone became aggressive.

Pei Shaobei frowned slightly and ignored me, turned around and walked out directly. I refused to let him go, walked two steps quickly and chased after him, until I followed to the parking lot outside, I grabbed Pei Shaobei, who was about to get into the car, and asked urgently, "Pei Shaobei, do you think this is fun? Do you think it's interesting to disturb other people's peaceful lives over and over again? Have you considered our feelings, do you know that my mother and I just want to live a peaceful life." If you look at the atmosphere of other people's homes, and then look at ours, don't you feel guilty, don't you feel that you shouldn't hurt anymore?"

Pei Shaobei suddenly grabbed me and pressed me to the car, his chest rose and fell violently, and his eyes were dyed with anger, "Gu Wan, is it in your heart, I am a cold-blooded and ruthless person." In your heart, do you feel that I will not be sad, I will not be painful, no matter what kind of things you use to hurt me, what kind of words you use to stimulate me, I will not be sad. Gu Wan, your father is gone, this is an unrelieved pain in the hearts of you and your mother, but in my heart, this is also a regret that I can't forgive myself and can't accept easily. I thought that you had been with me for so long, no matter what others thought of me, it was understandable in your heart, even if you hated me, even if you didn't want to see me again, I always thought that you understood me. Because of this understanding, I don't want to let go, and I don't want to let my regrets continue to expand. But today, Gu Wan, I understand, it's me who has been self-inflicted, it's me who can't let go, it's my appearance, my concern, it's become your burden. Okay, I promise you, from now on, I will never appear in front of you and Gu Xiao again, in this way, are you satisfied?"

Pei Shaobei dragged me away fiercely, completely ignoring me who fell to the ground because of his strength, opened the door and got into the car, and flew out directly with a throttle.

I sat on the ground in a daze, shocked by Pei Shaobei's words, and couldn't recover for a while. It wasn't until the uncle in the security room who knew my father well came from the side of the street to change shifts that he woke me up.

"You kid, why are you sitting on the ground in the cold, what's wrong?

The words of concern made my tears fall at once, I didn't know how to answer, almost incoherently, I said, I lost him, I lost him.

"Lost him? Who, oops, it can't be your child, right? Tell me about you, why are you so careless! What are you still sitting here, go and call the police!" The uncle shouted to the security room while pulling me, "Hurry up and come here, the child is lost!"

With this roar, he called out all the young people in the security room, and even the few residents who had just come back from outside were also anxious, "What, the child was lost, where did he lose it? Oh, don't cry, hurry up and look for it!"

Seeing that the misunderstanding turned things into a farce, I hurriedly stopped my tears, but I was choked up and couldn't explain the matter clearly, so I shouted in a hurry, "It's not the child who lost it, it's the husband who lost it!"

There was a deathly silence all around, and when I realized what I was talking about, my whole face turned red.

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