065 You're terrible
The dishes on the dinner table have long been cold, a bit of the desolate feeling of leftovers and cold drinks, I looked up and looked at always, it was ten o'clock in the evening, he had a no-show, I took out a tissue and wiped my mouth, and calmly said to Aunt Li, "You remove the dishes!"
Aunt Li is almost 60 years old, and she has long seen through the sophistication of human feelings, she smiled softly and persuaded, "Little young master, it may be that something is delayed, wait a while, he should come back." ”
I felt very pathetic, I was a concubine waiting for the emperor's fortune in the deep palace, how could I be in such a pathetic situation? I closed my eyes and said coldly, "You can get rid of it!" He will go up to rest first, and if he comes back, you can give him hot food!"
Got up from his seat and walked up the railing rather embarrassed. When I entered the empty and gorgeous room, there was an indescribable feeling of suffocation, yes, depressing, very depressing, and I seemed to understand why there was postpartum depression in this world, and I was afraid that if this continued, I would be sick.
I could only take out the color ultrasound to make myself happy, but I took out the information bag casually, and opened the information bag by magic, I didn't understand what I thought, I always thought that things were too bad, and how bad could they be? But I overestimated my heart's capacity.
When I see the man and woman in the photo, my heart still hurts, the man and the woman are holding hands, the man and the woman are hugging each other, and the woman is standing on tiptoe to kiss the man's cheek......
The pictures can completely outline the moving love story, enough to see that they love so deeply, and love so carefully, what am I? I am such a joke, I can't help but sneer, like crazy to tear the photo, but the material of the photo is so good, I can't tear it apart at all, I can only crumple the photo indiscriminately, throw it on the ground, and then sit on the ground decadently.
I put my hands on my knees, laughed wildly, laughed and laughed, tears were coming, I don't want to cry, don't cry anymore, what's there to cry about? Isn't it just a story of a new love and an old love? I'm just one of the many old loves that have been discarded.
I raised my hand to wipe away my tears, turned around and went to pack my luggage, I was pregnant, for the sake of pregnancy, I should compromise. In the traditional concept, once a woman has a child, she should continue to do so for the sake of the child, but Li Yi and I are not husband and wife, we have no legal effect, and he will not marry me, even if Li Yi does not dump me, in the future, I will just live with the money he gave.
Just when I was about to pull up the suitcase, the door was opened, Li Yi drunkenly walked into the bedroom, he saw me packing my luggage, his whole face was gloomy, he strode towards me, took my hand, put my whole body straight, facing him, he asked loudly, "Lu Shuangshuang, what are you going to do? You're going to lose your temper again, aren't you? I'm tired, don't you want to make trouble anymore?"
"Li Yi, whether you think I'm making trouble, I'm serious or not, whatever you think, I don't care, you let me go. "I reached out and pushed Li Yi, but he grabbed me and just wouldn't let go. He also pushed me to the bed and fell down, hugged and kissed me, he thought that he could use this skill to make me angry, if it was the usual small noise, I would indeed be soft, but this time it was different from the past, I was tired, I hated to live this suspicious life, suspicious.
He grabbed my hands, kissed me on the cheek, and said in a coaxing tone, "Don't make trouble, okay?" I admit that I was busy with work some time ago and was indifferent to you, but if a man has no ability, you women will dislike it, what do you women want? I'm very tired during this time, I just want to sleep peacefully, so you don't make trouble anymore. ”
I scooped up the crumpled photo, hit Li Yi's face with great accuracy, and mocked indifferently, "Li Yi, do you really think I'm making trouble? You play with me, do you think it's funny? Since you love you so much, why don't you be together, why do you have to provoke me, you are really perverted, you obviously love each other, and what do you want to say about my brother and sister, I really look down on you." ”
Li Yihu picked up the photo suspiciously and spread it out, staring at the crumpled photo with his eyes, exuding a cold breath all over his body, after a while, he frantically tore the photo, like a tiger with his beard pulled, his dark eyes stared at me coldly, as if he had never known me, "Lu Shuangshuang, how did you become like this? How did you become like this? Why are you the same as them, you actually let people follow me, what do you want to do? Are you crazy?"
It turned out that his anger was mistaken for me to ask someone to follow him, no wonder, he was such a self-righteous person, how could he tolerate his mistress sending someone to follow him, it was simply crossing the line and touching his bottom line.
For a while, I didn't need to be angry anymore, I raised my head to Li Yi's eyes, "Believe it or not, these photos are not what I found someone to follow, Li Yi, if you love Mengmeng, why don't you be brave enough to be with her? Or do you just like to play a love game of three people?"
Li Yi grabbed several handfuls of hair in annoyance and shame, and brutally swept the things off the bedside table with his hands, before turning his head and pointing at himself and asking me loudly, "What kind of game? Lu Shuangshuang, do you have no heart? Do you think I'm playing a game?" Lu Shuangshuang, can you not be so dirty, you can't think about the feelings between people more purely?"
Pure, my lips gently raised, revealing a sarcastic smile, "Li Yi, you are dirty, you and that cute cute, no, it should be called Sister Daiyu! You are very clean, you are very pure, my biological brothers and sisters as adults, I have never seen ten fingers interlocked, hugging each other, and kissing." In your eyes, is it only to go to bed, is that pure? Li Yi, you ask yourself, do you really regard her as a sister? Don't you have the slightest idea in your heart? You can play as you want? I'm too lazy to go crazy with you anymore, child, I will give birth, if you want to, you can be the godfather of the child!"
"What are you talking about?" Li Yi grabbed my collar and pressed my whole body against the head of the bed, his dark eyes flashing with fire, "You are the godfather of the child, do you think I am Song Muzhi so foolish? You want to go, do you want to go there? Are you looking for the next financier, or a financier who can accommodate my child, it seems to be an unusual heavy taste, Lu Shuangshuang, I tell you, you don't want to." I don't want to be the second Xu Yuwen to be a green hat and let others laugh at him, you can't go anywhere, you stay honest and give birth to children. ”
I raised my hand to slap him to stop him from saying those vicious words, Li Yi intercepted my hand in mid-air, leaned down and leaned close to my face, "You want to hit me again, Lu Shuangshuang, don't think that I spoil you, you can be lawless, and stare at me." If you don't care about it, you don't care. The next time you ask someone to follow me, I'll cripple the person you're following. If you provoke me, I'll have to find a way to deal with your family......."
He is using this despicable means again, and I will not give in any more, or I will let him play with it until he loses interest. I just want to leave Li Yi, get rid of those gossips, no longer have to be suspicious, no longer have to be suspicious, live a peaceful life, don't care about anything, blurt out, "Li Yi, can't you have some other ability? Do you use this method to deal with women? I despise you." If you let me go, I'll give birth to the baby, and if you don't let go of me, I'll have to get rid of the baby in a way, like rolling down the stairs and hitting a heavy object......
I'll admit that in a way, we all know each other, we understand each other's weaknesses, and we know exactly how to really hurt each other.
Li Yi took two steps back, as if he saw some kind of monster, he looked at me directly, his eyes were wide and bulging forward in shock, and his voice trembled slightly, "Lu Shuangshuang, you are crazy, aren't you! You dare to threaten me with the child in your belly, you actually want to kill it, that's your child, you are the mother of the child, what do you think? Why are you so terrible, so vicious?"
I listened to Li Yi's words, it was like water splashed on a fire, and the fire was extinguished at once, and my whole body calmed down, what did I say? What did I say? Just now I said that I wanted to get rid of the child, I cursed the child, and I was also afraid of my words, what did I do?
I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat felt like lead had been poured into it, and I couldn't move, I couldn't say a word.
Li Yi looked at me with a disappointed gaze, shook his head, his dark eyes were covered with a veil, but soon, the veil faded, he lightly opened his red lips, showed a self-deprecating smile, he said, "How can I fall in love with you, how can I fall in love with you, you are so terrible, you are too vicious." ”
He took a few quick steps back, and I leaned forward, trying to explain, I didn't mean to, I was angry to say these words, I love this child, I want to give birth to it, I just don't want to love you, I want to leave you, I just say these words.
Seeing me approaching, Li Yi turned around as if he had encountered a wild beast, and he panicked so much that he didn't have time to put on his shoes, and rushed out of the door barefoot.