Chapter 54: Blindfold Your Eyes
Chapter 54: Blindfolded
Hatred is a strong and lasting emotion that can be relieved of being deprived, destroyed, and attacked in the past. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hatred is not the same as anger, anger is a reaction to a situation that is happening, and hatred is like a seed brewing in you.
It takes root and grows bigger and bigger, and in the end it directly leads to a lot of vicious circles.
A person with a sound personality can be angry, but there can be no hatred, because hatred is one of the main causes of tragedy, and it is the most serious one, it seems that it has no effect, but it subconsciously changes a person.
Wang Yao has been taught since he was a child that you can be angry, you can resist, but you can't hate, you have to believe that poor people must have something to hate.
And those who hate will have miserable suffering.
Heaven is fair.
Even if Zhao Kai blackmailed himself at the beginning, although Wang Yao was angry, he held the idea that more is better than less, and he squeezed out his living expenses as 'protection money'.
Fortunately, Zhao Kai is not a person who kills chickens and takes eggs, if he is bad, it is not counted, he really has never beaten Wang Yao, but often intimidated him, although Wang Yao has never been afraid.
This is also the reason why Zhao Kai has been holding on to Wang Yao, because although Wang Yao is very weak, he has a fearless temperament, which makes Zhao Kai, a bad boy, very frustrated.
Zhao Kai grew up in a single-parent family, the family is generally not rich but has some small money, I heard that he used to be a child of a rich family, and then his father was involved in gambling, ruined the family property, and often beat Zhao Kai and his mother when he was drunk.
Later, his parents divorced, and Zhao Kai lived with his mother, but the violence left by his father in his childhood affected Zhao Kai, making him extremely vulnerable and afraid of being hurt since he was a child, so he began to take the initiative to hurt others and make others afraid of him, so as to form a protection for himself.
But Zhao Kai really didn't take pleasure in beating and humiliating others, he just wanted a kind of fear of others for him to satisfy his fragile heart, which Wang Yao had already seen.
The main reason why Zhao Kai grabbed Wang Yao was that Wang Yao had backbone.
Wang Yao's weak body made him unable to protect himself, but he was not afraid and afraid when facing intimidation, this kind of strength from the inside out was envied by Zhao Kai.
At the same time, he hated it, he hated this kind of weak person who still didn't accept his fate.
for he has fallen.
Wang Yao has always been very pitiful to Zhao Kai, and sometimes when Zhao Kai's younger brothers are not there, Wang Yao will chat with Zhao Kai for a few words, although Zhao Kai always sneers at him.
Zhao Kai is either a bad-hearted child, or he has some psychological deformities, and he does not have a sense of stability and belonging when he is most youthful and confused.
This is the common denominator of many adolescent children, who have ideas about the world, but are unwilling to admit their insignificance, and struggle painfully until they compromise.
Although there are quite a few complaints about being bullied, Wang Yao has a gratitude to Zhao Kai in addition to pity and sympathy.
Because compared to Zhao Kai, Wang Yao will feel that his current situation is not the most pitiful, although he is a little pitiful materially, but for the desire for life, he will be much happier by Zhao Kai.
And after Wang Yao's adoptive father died, after Wang Yao returned to school for the first time, Zhao Kai also threw Wang Yao a notebook, which was snatched from him in order to tease Wang Yao.
So, Zhao Kai is really not a bad boy.
Since he is not a bad boy, it means that there is a chance to change his evil and return to righteousness, in the past, Wang Yao could not even change his own fate, let alone change others with his own feelings, but now it is different.
Wang Yao is strong, from the heart to the body.
He can use facts to prove to Zhao Kai what is truly powerful, completely shatter his fragile protective film, and let him face life again.
I don't dare to say that I am responsible for Zhao Kai's life, but I believe that after this time, Zhao Kai will wake up and take the initiative to contact him.
For anyone who has ever had a trace of favor to himself, Wang Yao will have a trace of kindness.
If hatred is remembered, then the whole world is darkened.
Wang Yao wants to be a sunny person.
As for why he used such a 'cruel' way, it's just that Wang Yao is not very good at scaring people, so he can only learn from the man with gold wire glasses who scared him that time, even if he thinks about it now, Wang Yao is still a little frightened.
And ending Zhao Kai is also equivalent to Wang Yao's real end to his student days, so since he got out of the public bathroom, Wang Yao's mood was very good, so that it took a while to remember that he was followed by a rescued classmate.
"Uh, I almost forgot. Wang Yao came back to his senses, patted his head and stopped.
The boy who had been following Wang Yao behind him also braked sharply.
Wang Yao only looked at this boy carefully at this time, his thin figure was loose in a military uniform, his height was not short, but he looked weak, his hair was very long, his bangs almost covered his eyes, and his skin was very pale, so it could be seen that he should be malnourished.
Well, judging from the appearance, if this boy is shorter, it may be his former self.
Wang Yao blinked and smiled, "What's your name?"
Wang Yao's iron-blooded methods just now had already made this boy very frightened, and now this look of hushing and asking for warmth also has a hint of gloom, the boy's body trembled subconsciously, and said in a trembling voice, "I, my name is Luo Jin." ”
Wang Yao glanced sideways slightly, and found that Luo Jin still had headphones hanging on his ears, "Which class are you from?"
"Four classes of opera performances. Luo Jin replied in a low voice.
"In the same class as Zhao Kai?" asked Wang Yao.
Luo Jin nodded, plucked up the courage to glance at Wang Yao, and quickly looked away, "Big brother, I really don't have any money." ”
The corners of Wang Yao's mouth twitched, "I will return the money just now." ”
"No, no, no. Luo Jin hurriedly waved his hand.
"You come with me. Wang Yao led Luo Jin back to his dormitory and took out a stack of banknotes from his bag.
Luo Jin stood outside the door, watching Wang Yao take out so much money from his bag, and suddenly gasped, and those scenes in "Crazy Boy" came to mind, looking at Wang Yao, the more he looked like Chen Haonan.
Wang Yao counted out 1500 and handed it to Luo Jin.
Luo Jin didn't dare to answer, and said in a trembling voice, "Big, big brother, I'm really a student." ”
"You can help me hand over this money to Zhao Kai. Wang Yao stuffed the money into Luo Jin's pocket, although Zhao Kai was blackmailing, but Wang Yao beat people after all, and it was moral to lose money and medical expenses.
Besides, with this money, it can also block the mouths of many people, after all, this group of teenagers who have been poisoned by "Crazy Boy" all eat this set, and the rivers and lakes are moral.
Luo Jin trembled and clutched his pocket, repeatedly promising that he would complete the task.
"By the way, you don't have to wear a headset every day, it's too eye-catching, and it's self-inflicted if you're being targeted. Wang Yao didn't forget to remind Luo Jin when he left.
Luo Jin's body stiffened, touched the earphones on his ears, and said softly, "These are not earphones, they are hearing aids." ”
Wang Yao was stunned, and a trace of guilt flashed in his heart, "I'm sorry, I don't know." ”
Luo Jin looked at Wang Yao, who apologized, in some surprise, and was stunned and smiled, "Don't you think I'm ridiculous?"
"Why do you think you're ridiculous. Wang Yao frowned, "Everyone has some defects, but some are physiological and some are psychological. ”
Luo Jin's eyes flashed with a different color, "You really don't look like a bad person." ”
"I'm not a bad person in the first place. Wang Yao said with a dark face.
"Thank you. Luo Jin bowed to Wang Yao and said with a smile: "You are really a good person." ”
"In the future, Zhao Kai and they probably won't bully you anymore, and you don't have to take it to heart. Wang Yao said with a smile.
Luo Jin blinked and nodded.
Wang Yao watched Luo Jin run away, touched his nose, and muttered, "It's so rude, I can't even tell the difference between hearing aids and headphones." ”
Saying that, Wang Yao sorted out the bag, and there were 50,000 yuan in cash in it, which was sent to Jin Wensheng and Mr. Big after the military training, but he didn't expect to break the fortune first.
Lying on the bed for a while, Wang Yao couldn't sit still, he had nothing to do in the afternoon training, and went to the infirmary to chat with Xia Wanrou, a little strangely, he didn't see Zhao Kai recuperating in the infirmary.
Wang Yao is now famous, and his reputation is growing rapidly every day, and he is about to break through 50W in a blink of an eye.
Today is the fifth day of military training, and the instructors held their first social activities in the evening, and the 17 classes formed small circles under the huge searchlights set in the military office building in the evening to perform programs.
The advantage of art school students is that there will always be endless shows, and it will not be announced until more than eight o'clock in the evening, and the time to return to the dormitory today is delayed to nine o'clock, and there is still a lot of time left for free activities.
Wang Yao was chatting with the other female classmates in the class, and was suddenly pulled up by Xu Qingmei.
"What are you doing?" Wang Yao got up and patted the dust on his buttocks, and asked suspiciously.
"There's something, Jingjing, you come over too. Xu Qingmei smiled.
Zheng Jingjing also got up and followed in confusion.
"What the hell is mysterious. Wang Yao was pulled by Xu Qingmei and walked in the other direction, and asked worriedly, because there was a small forest over there, and it was quite dark.
"Come and blindfold. Xu Qingmei took out a handkerchief from her pocket.
"Ah, you blindfolded me with the snot you used to wipe your nose?" Wang Yao was furious.
"Phew, that's what you used to wipe your nose. Xu Qingmei rolled her eyes at Wang Yao in annoyance, and tiptoed to get Wang Yao's acting skills, "Jingjing help me catch him!"
Zheng Jingjing frowned, "What are you going to do?"
"Secret. Xu Qingmei smiled.
"It's not my birthday. Wang Yao half-pushed and half-let Xu Qingmei blindfold herself, and the loss of vision made Wang Yao's heart panic, but it made her ears and other senses more sensitive.
"Is it your birthday today?" Zheng Jingjing and Xu Qingmei walked into the woods with Wang Yao in their arms.
Xu Qingmei smiled but did not speak. (To be continued.) )