Chapter 123: Refusal

To my surprise, Wen Wanqing said lightly: "If you die, you will die, maybe this is his retribution." ”

I said in a pleading tone, "Your dad is dead, no one will stop us anymore, you are still vulgar now, can you come with me?" I believe that we will have a good future." ”

Wen Wanqing refused: "Impossible!"

I yelled, "Why?"

Wen Wanqing said something even more heartless, "I have long lost the private feelings of my children in my heart. When I see you now, I will treat you with the same ordinary heart as I usually see other pilgrims. ”

People who have not experienced emotional entanglements cannot imagine the pain I am experiencing at this moment.

I was silent, my mind kept echoing, it couldn't be, it couldn't be......

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, the more I couldn't control my emotions, I finally became a beast, reached out and hugged Wen Wanqing's waist, and then quickly moved up, hugging her tightly. Wen Wanqing was startled, and shouted in a low voice while struggling: "You let go of me......"

I looked directly at Wen Wanqing, and I ignored how her hands and feet moved, how her body twisted, and how she warned her. The more she struggled, the tighter I hugged her. At this moment, I have completely forgotten what monks, the forbidden place of Buddhism, and the defilement of Buddhism. There was only one thought in my heart, to hug this woman in my arms tightly.

Wen Wanqing's body and mouth never stopped. Looking at her face so closely, close to her body, my heart beat faster. Eventually, I forced a kiss and kissed her regardless of any image. During this period, Wen Wanqing's hands kept pumping wildly at my face and back, but it didn't affect me in the slightest, she hit hers, and I kissed mine.

After Wen Wanqing resisted for a while, she suddenly stopped all movements, remained silent, and waited quietly, letting me do what I did.

Only then did I let go of my hand, only to see Wen Wanqing with a sad face and tears streaming down her face.

Wen Wanqing said silently, "Is it enough?"

I said, "I still want you to come with me." ”

Wen Wanqing swallowed her saliva, shook her head, and said in a stiff tone: "I will warn you one last time: this is the forbidden place of Buddhism, you are so shameless, harassing the nuns in the temple, be careful of retribution." ”

I roared angrily, "Buddha Gate Forbidden Land...... If I can be retributioned in this way, if these Buddhas really have eyes, how can there be those murder and arsonists in the world, and can the countless wine, meat and monks still live peacefully in the temple? They have already gone down to the eighteenth floor of the territory. Moreover...... You're my wife, what's wrong with me being with my wife?"

Wen Wanqing's tears never stopped, her hand pointed to the door, and shouted: "You go, go immediately, I don't want to see you again." ”

I panicked, and hurriedly whispered, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kill you, I beg you not to cry, okay?"

At this moment, what kind of face, what dignity, for me, is no longer important, I immediately knelt on the ground, begged bitterly: "You give me another chance, give us another chance, okay? I have not forgotten you for so many years, you know? You can't be so ruthless......

It is said that men have gold under their knees, and men don't flick when they have tears, but ask yourself, when facing the woman they love, how many people can really turn around in style and not take away a cloud?

Wen Wanqing was obviously frightened by my move, and immediately helped me and said, "You get up, don't do this, get up quickly......"

I shook my head and said, "Would you like to join me again?" and leave this temple and let's find a place where no one knows and start over, forgetting the unhappiness of the past. ”

Wen Wanqing twisted her head to the side, took a deep breath, and said, "Ran Xi, don't be like this, okay? If I had you in my heart and wanted to be with you, I would have come back to you when I escaped. You know, during the time I was locked up, I thought a lot, a lot, that we were both destined to be a tragedy together. Maybe my dad just understood that I had no future with you, so he did everything he could to stop it, but it's a pity that ......"

My heartache worsened again, and I yelled: "Tragedy? Why tragedy? All fucking bullshit, I don't believe it! Let me tell you, Zhao Rangang, who wanted to bully you at the beginning, is dead, and your father is also dead, and now there is no obstacle between us, so as long as you promise to be with me, we will definitely be able to live a happy life." ”

Wen Wanqing was unmoved, and said, "It's really impossible between us, don't do this again, okay?"

Once again, I lost control of my emotions and exclaimed, "Why can't it?" "Still on his knees.

Wen Wanqing was silent for a while and said, "How long have you been with Peggy?"

I said, "I've only been dating for just over two years. ”

Wen Wanqing said, "How is Peggy treating you?"

I hesitated for a long time and said, "It's okay." ”

Wen Wanqing said, "What's going on? Is it good or bad?"

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Good!"

Wen Wanqing said: "Okay, then let me ask you, if, I just said that if we are really together again, how can you explain to Peggy? Are you worthy of her? She is my cousin, even if you can break up with her ruthlessly, I can't be with you with peace of mind." ”

Listening to this, I seemed to see a glimmer of hope, and explained: "The reason why I am with her is because I thought that you were no longer alive, and if I knew that you were still alive, I would never have anything to do with her." As long as you are willing to be with me, I will explain this matter to Peggy Yang. As you said, she is your cousin, and I am sure she will not bear to see you suffer in this temple. ”

Wen Wanqing turned her face away from me, and said faintly after a while: "Ran Xi, I beg you for one thing, okay?"

I kept nodding my head and said, "Of course, you say." ”

Wen Wanqing said softly: "You promise me first, you must do it, and you must fulfill your promise." ”

My intuition told me that Wen Wanqing was already willing to be with me, and I said without nonsense: "I promise you, I will definitely do it." ”

Wen Wanqing said, "Then you can get up first?"

I obediently stood up and said, "Okay, what's the matter, you can tell me." Whatever it is, I promise you. After speaking, he sat on the edge of the bed with Wen Wanqing.

Wen Wanqing was silent for a while, and said, "If you actually say it, you will be responsible for what you said." I beg you to take good care of Peggy, not to let her down, and to love her well. ”

I suddenly felt like a thunderbolt from the sky, my mind was in chaos, my heart suddenly fell to the bottom, and my heart kept scolding, intuitive you MB, intuitive you MB...... Gu Ranxi, you SB...... SB…… Although she maintains the beautiful face she had a few years ago, her eyes are no longer clear, and there are a little crow's feet at the corners of her eyes, these are the testimonies of the years, her attitude towards me has long been trained by the world!

What I thought was hope turned into despair in an instant, and I shook my head sadly and said, "You ......"

Wen Wanqing immediately interrupted: "Don't forget what you just promised me." ”

I couldn't help but roar angrily: "Wen Wanqing, are you really so ruthless? Do you believe that I set fire to this nunnery?"

Wen Wanqing glared at me angrily and said, "You dare!"

I was already so angry that I couldn't do it, and I gritted my teeth and said, "Why don't I dare?" Let me tell you, Zhao Zangang was killed by me, and your father Wen Baotian was also killed by me. As long as anyone dares to stop us, I will abolish them. ”

Wen Wanqing immediately opened the door and yelled at me: "Get out, you go out for me......" At this time, Yang Peiqi was standing at the door, motionless, looking at us with tears streaming down her face.

Because Wen Wanqing opened the door sideways, Wen Wanqing didn't see Yang Peiqi, who was two or three meters away from the door, until she finished speaking, and the moment she turned around, Wen Wanqing said incredulously: "Pei...... ...... Peggy"

Yang Peiqi burst into tears and responded in a low voice: "Sister Qing......"

Wen Wanqing hurriedly beckoned, "Come, Peggy, go into the house." ”

I was even more shocked, I don't know if the words I said to Wen Wanqing just now were completely listened to by Yang Peiqi, but looking at Yang Peiqi's current appearance, I guess I have heard a lot, and she walked into the house with a new look at me with teary eyes.

Wen Wanqing said coldly to me at this time, "Can you go out first?" I have a lot of things I want to say to Peggy alone. ”

I was extremely reluctant to leave, but because both women were here, it was really inconvenient, so I left the house. As soon as I got out of the room, I saw Liu Xin standing not far away, running over non-stop, looking at my face, and asked softly, "Have you cried?"

I really didn't want to explain anything, and said, "What about Brother Monkey and Brother Li?"

Liu Xin said: "I'm eating." How are you and Wen Wanqing?"

I took a deep breath, lit a cigarette, and said, "She's determined to be a nun." ”

Liu Xin sighed and said: "You said that you used to love you to death, why do you make this appearance now? I don't understand, I really can't understand a woman's mind." After a pause, Liu Xin suddenly looked like he had suddenly awakened, and said, "No wonder Brother Monkey used to ask about Wen Wanqing, I understand now." ”

I smoked a cigarette and was silent.

Liu Xin asked: "Then what do you think now? Wen Wanqing is determined to be a nun, you can't be a monk, right? Besides, a monk and a nun are not a couple, you can't fall in love, and it's useless to be a nun." I think it's better for you to ...... with Yang now" I knew what Liu Xin was going to say, and hurriedly interrupted: "You go away, I want to be alone now." Also, I won't be attending the Buddhist event in the afternoon, so you and Brother Monkey can watch it. ”

Liu Xin said: "You are depressed and a dick, there is no Wen Wanqing and Yang Peiqi, didn't you say before that after Zhao Xin'er's matter is resolved, you and Yang Peiqi will get married? Lao Tzu is now resolutely not talking about any bird love, if you want to find a one-night stand, there is no worries, just be refreshing. ”

I hated Liu Xin and said, "Get out, get as far as the can go, Lao Tzu doesn't want to see you now." Get out!" I turned and walked in the direction of the pavilion not far away. Liu Xin's voice came from behind, "Okay, you can be quiet by yourself, I also believe that you are not stupid enough to commit suicide, if you have something to call." ”

I stayed alone in the pavilion, looking in the direction of Wen Wanqing's room, thinking about her all I wanted. I don't know how long later, the door opened, Wen Wanqing and Yang Peiqi walked out of the door, my body was uncontrollable, I immediately stood up, and walked towards the two of them. When I stood in front of the two, I saw that Wen Wanqing and Yang Pei's eyes were red, and I just wanted to speak, but Wen Wanqing preemptively said: "I am now dedicated to the Buddha, I hope you don't bother me again." After speaking, I turned around and entered the room, and slammed the door shut, I wanted to follow but was grabbed by Yang Peiqi's arm.

Yang Peiqi said: "Don't go, let my cousin be quiet!" After impulsively, I felt a trace of guilt and embarrassment in the face of Yang Peiqi, I didn't know how to face her, so I was silent and didn't speak.

Yang Peiqi said again: "My cousin has seen through the red dust, she said that she will never step out of the temple again in this life, she also said...... Wishing us happiness!"

I looked at Yang Peiqi with moist circles under my eyes, and then looked at the closed door, I felt uncomfortable, I thought about it and lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry......"

Before I finished speaking, Yang Peiqi suddenly hugged me, kept shaking her head, and said, "Don't say it, don't say anything, I don't want to hear it." Ran Xi, promise me, don't leave me, I can't live without you!" was already crying.

I waited quietly, was silent for a while, and said, "I'm sorry I wasted three years of your life. I ......"

Yang Peiqi cried louder and louder, and said: "Don't you say that, okay? I don't want to hear it, I don't want you to say 'I'm sorry', you once promised me that you would marry me and have children, and you would treat me well for the rest of your life, have you forgotten?"

Yes, I did keep saying that I would only marry and have children with Peggy Yang in this life, and I would love her for the rest of my life, but ...... At that time, I always thought that Wen Wanqing was no longer alive, so I made such a vow.

In the face of Yang Peiqi, I have no other words than to apologize, which is really uncomfortable. Even if Wen Wanqing resolutely won't be with me, I can't accept Yang Peiqi anymore, from this moment on, I can only treat Yang Peiqi as a sister.

I know that this is very ruthless, and it is also very beastly, and I blame it because I can't forget my love for Wen Wanqing after all! Maybe others can forget a relationship in a short time, or even in the morning, but I can't do it!

Peggy Yang cried loudly and hugged me tightly, without any intention of letting go. After a long time, I finally relented and said, "In this life, I only love your cousin Wen Wanqing alone, if she is not willing to be with me, I will never fall in love with a second woman." You're young and beautiful now, and it's easy to find a better man than me. From now on, I want us to be just brother and sister, and of course, if you don't want to, you can treat me as a stranger, whatever you want!"