It was close to zero o'clock before Li Yu returned home, as for what he was doing with Quiet during this time, it was not clear, anyway, it may be a little inconvenient for Quiet to go to the toilet these days.

In fact, this scenic feast at night, Li Yu was inspired by the cherry blossom snow on the snow island in "One Piece", which is the plot of Chopper's part, as for gathering so many people to put the lantern, it is actually not very difficult, as long as Li Yu takes out some of the money, and then let Jiang Qing and Zhou Mingjie spread the publicity, there is an activity of releasing Kong Ming lanterns in the square at night, not only Kong Ming lanterns are given away for free, but also one is released, and a reward of one yuan is fine.

When I got home, my parents hadn't slept yet, and Li Yu went over and slipped back to his room with a face.

When there were still five minutes and 0:00, the sound of firecrackers in the outside world was continuous, one after another.

Li Yu received a lot of New Year's wishes on QQ, most of them were netizens who couldn't remember who it was, or classmates from elementary school and middle school, and of course they also received New Year's gifts from Brother Yu and Ling'er.

Brother Yu directly transferred 200,000 yuan to Li Yu, and Li Yu couldn't help but say to Brother Yu: "Be generous or you are generous, I won't return the gift, and I will make up for it when you get married." ”

Brother Yu returned: "You're welcome, if you didn't take me, I might still be guarding the computer and moving bricks in the dungeon." ”

In the evening, Ling'er received a gift from Li Yu, so many flowers, Ling'er herself must not be able to take it, Ling'er asked her parents to help with her sister, and it was the first time for a family of three to see so many roses.

As for the 1.7 million starry sky watch, Ling'er naturally fell in love at first sight, and liked it very much, although a family of three didn't know how much this watch was, but at a glance, they knew that it couldn't be cheaper.

Zhao Xueqian was a little envious, but she felt more happy for her sister.

Qingdao, on an abandoned water tower, Han Ning is lying on the top of the tower, overlooking the bustling city in the distance.

There were two empty red wine bottles next to it, and more than forty cigarette butts.

Han Ning took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Li Yu, like asking a question, as if she was asking herself.

"You say, those who commit suicide, do they not want to open it, or do they want to open it?"

Li Yu, who was holding his mobile phone, was startled when he saw Han Ning's message, and the mobile phone smashed into his face, Li Yu rubbed his painful face with one hand, and hurriedly sent a message back to Han Ning with one hand: "New Year's Day, what are you thinking about this?"

Han Ning smiled freely: "Does the New Year have anything to do with me?"

Li Yu felt that something was wrong with Han Ning, so he quickly dialed the phone.

"Hey, I didn't think you slept yet. ”

Li Yu heard the other end of the phone, Han Ning's voice was a little erratic, and very hoarse, he must have drunk a lot of wine, and then he heard a lot of wind.

"You're not at home for the Chinese New Year, where are you?"

"Home, where is it?" Han Ning muttered to herself.

Li Yu thought of Han Ning's empty house, and there was no breath of life at all.

"You, where are your parents?"

"I don't know, it's been a few years since I lost contact, they don't want to recognize me as a daughter, and I don't want to have parents like them, which is good. ”

Li Yu's feeling is getting worse and worse, with Han Ning's character, there are suddenly more words, which is definitely not a good sign.

"You haven't answered my question yet. Han Ning lit a cigarette.

"I don't know. Li Yu's brows furrowed deeply.

"That's right, a little guy like you knows what human suffering is. Han Ning laughed stupidly.

"Not necessarily, I have suffered less than you. ”

"yes, let's hear it. ”

"Once I had a car accident, I didn't have the money to go to the hospital, so I limped against the wall alone, step by step back to the room of a few square meters, waiting for the wound to heal itself, but it was summer, and the wound was too deep, I lay in bed the next day and woke up completely unable to move, have you ever experienced the smell of rancid smell on your body, I watched the flies fly around my wound, I even thought at that time, if I really die here, my body will be covered with flies and maggots, and the person who found my body will definitely cover his face and can't help but want to vomit。 ”

Han Ning was stunned for a moment, and then said with a sarcastic smile: "This is the joke you read on the Internet, will you have no money?"

Li Yu's tone was calm: "I don't have to lie to you. ”

Han Ning took a deep breath of her cigarette, feeling that what Li Yu should have said was true, but she couldn't imagine why Li Yu, who was only a teenager, would have such a thing.

"Then tell me, do you think the person who committed suicide wants to open it, or can't think about it?"

Li Yu also lit a cigarette: "I should want to open it, I have a poet I like very much, and he wrote a very warm word, but in the end he committed suicide by lying on the rails, I think he should see the world clearly." ”

"Then have you thought about committing suicide?" Han Ning walked to the edge of the top of the water tower, her long hair dancing wildly in the night sky in the bitter cold wind.

"Han Ning, where are you, what are you thinking?" Li Yu noticed that Han Ning must be in a very high place, and it was a very empty and remote place, because the sound of firecrackers could not be heard on the phone, and the sound of the wind was too clear.

"I, standing on a very high place, at the beginning, Yaoyao jumped down in the place where I am standing now, I watched her jump down with my own eyes, she looked at me, didn't say anything, closed her eyes and laughed, and then just straight and straight down. Han Ning's voice was already crying.

"Han Ning, you wake up, the past has passed!" Li Yu was already nervously walking around the room, what Li Yu was most afraid of was that the people around him would leave this world, especially suicide.

His relationship with Han Ning was only a simple cooperative relationship at the beginning, but when Li Yu knew some things about Yaoyao, he understood that Han Ning had a relationship that he couldn't let go of for a lifetime, and he could understand this feeling, just like he did to that girl.

Han Ning cried and cried and laughed again: "I won't kill myself, if I want to kill myself, I will kill myself after Yaoyao leaves." ”

Li Yu didn't believe it: "No matter where you are, go back to the house now." ”

"Have you thought about our cooperation?"

Li Yu felt that Han Ning's mental state was no longer normal, and he was afraid that he would stimulate her: "Okay, I promise you, then you also promise me to go back to the house now, and take a photo of you at home and send it to me." ”

"Can you tell me why you got into a car accident and why you didn't have the money to go to the hospital?" Han Ning really walked down the water tower little by little.

"I'll tell you when you join my company. ”

"It's a deal. ”

"Okay, it's a word, you go home quickly. ”

Hanging up the phone, Li Yu found that his forehead was full of sweat, Li Yu felt that Han Ning might have some problems with his spirit since he went to Han Ning's house last time, and now he knows that this is true, and it must have a lot to do with witnessing Yaoyao's jumping off the building, which is also normal, in other words, anyone who watches his lover die in front of him, and it is an ugly death method of jumping off the building, which will cause mental and psychological problems.

Li Yu has been waiting for Han Ning's photo, just to confirm that she really went home safely, not to lie to herself.

After about half an hour, Han Ning sent a photo, which scared Li Yu again this time.

The content of the photo: Han Ning was only wearing underwear, lying on the bed, and a pair of long legs occupied more than half of the photo.

This is followed by a sentence: Happy New Year, good night, thank you.

Li Yu suddenly felt that this was Han Ning calculating himself in order to make him wear a skirt? But Han Ning's tone at that time definitely didn't look like acting.

Li Yu began to think about Han Ning's safety, if she really had a problem with her nerves, if she did something in her company one day, wouldn't it be the end? But Han Ning seemed to be usually too indifferent to people at work, and there seemed to be nothing wrong with it.

After thinking about it, Li Yu felt that he would have to be more wary of Han Ning in the future.

Seeing that the time is now more than a little later, and there is almost no firecrackers outside, Li Yu is really physically and mentally exhausted now, quietly ran to the living room to drink a glass of water, and fell asleep on the bed when he came back.

(You may not believe it, the experiences of Li Yu and Han Ning in this chapter are all true, but in reality, it is me and my ex.)

Do you think that the person who committed suicide wants to open it, or can't think about it? Have you thought about suicide?

When the old cat was eighteen or nineteen years old, he tried to kill himself, and he wanted to die quietly in the wilderness, but it rained in the early spring, and it was so cold, and finally I thought, I'm still so young, I haven't gone anywhere I want to go, I'm still a virgin, why should I die? So I ran home on my bicycle, and I never thought about suicide since.

After so many years, the old cat is actually very depressed now, but I am grateful that I have a mobile phone that can code words, writing this half-truth and half-false story, the old cat's level is limited, so I don't write well, thank you.

Before writing this chapter, the old cat didn't eat for a day, things in life, emotional things, and things in the future were all pressed in my heart, and there was a feeling of collapse, but after the code was finished, the mood returned to calm, and the old cat didn't have anything to say to his heart, so he complained here, if the officials felt annoying, just skip these, don't cancel the collection, nine collections, is the power of the old cat to write 200,000 words on the mobile phone little by little. ）