045 Goodbye, kind girl

The darkness enveloped me, and I couldn't find my way or how to go, so I turned back and turned in a daze. In the haze, I felt someone gently caressing my face, and Li Yi's face appeared in my mind, I involuntarily held that person's hand, and opened my eyes with great difficulty, and I was quite disappointed in my heart.

I looked down and saw that I was covered with a white quilt, and the quilt was printed on the hospital, and I suddenly remembered that I had a car accident, when I was bleeding, and the blood stained the skirt red, Li Yi kept running forward with me, and then I couldn't stand it anymore, so I closed my eyes and fell into a coma.

Child, how is the child? I only had the word child in my head, I panicked and put my hand into the quilt and touched my stomach, which was still bulging, and the stone that pressed on my heart finally fell, and I let out a long breath, fortunately the child was fine! I reluctantly rubbed it gently, probably because of the bleeding, and there was a slight pain underneath, but compared to before, the situation was much better.

Xu Yuwen gently patted my back and comforted, "It's okay, the child is fine, don't worry!"

But I shed so much blood, and that blood stinged my eyes and my heart, how could I be okay? I still didn't have a spectrum in my heart, I didn't think about anything at this time, so I was worried about the child's situation, pulled Xu Yuwen's hand tight, raised my head anxiously and asked uneasily, "Really? I have shed so much blood, is the child really okay?" What did the doctor say?"

Xu Yuwen smiled at me with a gratifying smile, raised his hand to brush my loose hair, and said affectionately, "You relax, it's okay, the doctor said, the fetus is five months old, and it is developing very steadily, but the fetal position is not very correct, and you are stimulated, I am afraid that you will have to stay in the hospital for a while, the doctor said that it is okay, that is fine, don't think too much"

Still not convinced, I asked, "Really?"

"Yes, it's all thanks to Li Yi, who ran a long way with you in his arms, and finally stopped a car and took you to the hospital. Saying that, Xu Yuwen moved his body, and I saw Li Yi standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

He leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window, his hands folded around his chest, the midday sun shining on the side of his face, perhaps for a little longer, and the left side of his cheek flushed slightly. My heart thumped, he was here? How long had he been here? I was sluggish to realize that I was snuggling in Xu Yuwen's arms, and Xu Yuwen was holding my hand, and this posture was as ambiguous as it could be, as intimate as it could be.

I quietly withdrew my hand, and my body stepped back again, before I dared to look at Li Yi squarely. He turned slightly and faced me, but he just glanced at me and said indifferently, "Okay, since you're awake, then I'll go!"

His eyes were cold, and there were traces of tears there, yes, what kind of person is he Li Yi, a big man who always says that he wants to stand up to the sky, how could he shed tears, he would rather shed blood than tears, it must be my delusion, it must be my delusion.

I saw that he was about to leave, and hurriedly shouted, "Li Yi, don't go so fast, I have something to say to you!" I turned around and looked at Xu Yuwen and said, "Can you go out first?" I have something to say to Li Yi!"

Xu Yuwen looked at me uneasily, then at Li Yi, hesitated for a while, he walked towards the door, and then thought about something, turned around and asked with a little flattery, "What do you want to eat?"

I looked at Xu Yuwen with a courteous smile on his face, and I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, he looked a bit like a child who was afraid that his toy would be snatched away, as if he really liked that toy.

Sometimes I really can't tell if he's real or fake, and during this time, he's been so good to me, so good that I think he's being cheap, but before he said such vicious things and used such despicable means to deal with me, I couldn't figure out what attitude I should use to face him.

According to my old temperament, I won't pay attention to him, I don't want to talk to him at all, even if I open my mouth, the words that come out of my mouth are all knives, specifically aimed at his heart, and I will pierce him with a knife. I pondered for a moment and said in a very flat tone, "No need, I'll just eat the nutritious meal provided by the hospital!"

Xu Yuwen's eyes were full of smiles, not the kind of gentlemanly elegant smile, nor a fake smile without any emotion, but a sincere smile, really met a happy thing, no longer have to wear a mask. I opened my eyes, I didn't want to see his smile, I didn't want to sympathize with him, what is there to sympathize with, the road he chose himself, what does it have to do with me?

After Xu Yuwen left, Li Yi and I were left in the huge ward, he sat lazily on the sofa, looked at me casually and asked, "Why did you keep me down? You just want me to see how good Xu Yuwen is to you? How happy you are? That's not necessary, you don't know, the women around me have never been broken, you are the first woman, I can't remember it myself, you don't need to stimulate me." ”

Sometimes Li Yi is mean, really mean, in fact, no wonder he would say something like that, when it comes to being mean, we are half a pound and eight taels, almost the same color. I put my hand on my lower abdomen and said to the little guy, "Can you feel it? It's your father, and although he has a bad temper and stinks, he saved you and me, you know?"

The little guy in the belly was rare quiet, it didn't move, since I could feel the fetal movement, it hadn't been idle, maybe because of the hemorrhage, it was very quiet, surprisingly quiet.

Li Yi got up from the sofa, "If you don't have anything to say, I'll leave!"

He was still very impatient, and I hurriedly stopped, "Thank you, if you hadn't quickly plugged in from behind and kept the car away from that off-road vehicle, maybe I wouldn't have known where it was today?"

Li Yi turned his head and glared at me fiercely, sarcastically unhappily, "I warned you not to stimulate Meng Meng, you don't believe it, she is a neurotic, she can do anything when she starts the disease, you have to stimulate her." Lu Shuangshuang, when can you be less extreme, and always misunderstand other people's words, can't you think about people and words in a good place?"

I hung my head, because he was right, my temperament is very extreme, often get into the horns, maybe he was right, when Meng Meng called, I can speak tactfully, she won't drive over, when she talks to me, if I don't be aggressive, she won't be so crazy, but when I think about it, what did I do wrong?

Those people are all eating my weak temperament, even if I put down the shelf, say all the good things, and beg them to come down, they may not let me go. The only person I feel guilty about is Li Yi, I have said a lot of hurtful things before, and I have misunderstood him so much later.

I secretly glanced up at him, and found that his eyes fell on my lower abdomen again, before I always vomited, my appetite was very poor, in order to supply nutrition, I desperately stuffed something into my stomach, no longer worried about myself getting fat or something, anyway, as long as it is good for the child, I will plug it, so the child is developing very well, even a little overweight, and it is five months old, even if it is covered with a quilt, it can still be vaguely seen.

His eyes were dark, his face was very bad, and he was lost in thought, and I guessed he was thinking of the child, the memories we all avoided talking about, the sorrow we shared.

Li Yi suddenly raised his head, his eyes met, and a sad atmosphere wafted in the air. I grabbed the quilt and sighed secretly, "Li Yi, I talked too much last time, I apologize to you." And anyway, you helped me, thank you. If you want to hate me, hate me, but no matter what, I want you to be happy, you can be happy. ”

Li Yi seemed to have listened to a big joke, pointed to his chest, and then looked at me, his lips were raised, and he resumed his cynical smile: "Lu Shuangshuang, do you know what you are talking about? Do you have amnesia? Or are you forgetful? Not long ago, what did you do and what did you say, sorry, I am a person who holds a grudge, I remember it clearly, do you want me to repeat it for you? I hate others betraying and deceiving me the most, and I will never forgive." Lu Shuangshuang, don't pretend to be pitiful, I will never pity it again. I helped you, that's what I owe you, and now I've paid it off, and I don't have to feel guilty anymore. You're right, in the future, you live your life, I live my life, whether I'm happy or not has nothing to do with you, but I don't want you to be happy!"

Li Yi stacked cruel words, didn't look at me, walked forward quickly, he seemed to remember something, turned his head to look directly at me and said word by word, "Lu Shuangshuang, I have always thought that you are a kind girl, this society is very cruel and realistic, people are destined to change in order to survive." But I don't want to look at an unrecognizable Lu Shuangshuang. I won't care about Mengmeng's affairs anymore, but I don't want her to die, that's the promise I made to An Yao's cemetery, and you can do anything else. ”

The door slowly closed and made a snapping sound, I slowly closed my eyes, Li Yi understands me, how Mengmeng treated me before, I can not blame the past, but this time she hurt my child, according to her temperament, she will play all kinds of tricks to deal with the child, even if the child is born, she will not give up, so I have no choice, goodbye, that kind girl.