204 Experiencing feelings for the first time

"Girls, love yourself. Jiang Cheng gently blocked Cheng Linfei's hand and put her bathrobe on her chest, "When I first saw you, I thought you were like a noble princess, the first time you led a team to Fengda, you walked through every place and was radiant, but after a long time, I found that it was all your disguise, you are obviously a princess, but you are like a Cinderella." ”

"What are you talking about?" Cheng Linfei reached out and grabbed Jiang Cheng's shirt.

"It's a beautiful thing to do-love, and you should give yourself to the man who loves you and the man you love. Jiang Cheng pushed Cheng Linfei's hand away again, "Don't be wronged yourself, even if your father, your family, or your friends are not good to you, but you can't help but be good to yourself." ”

He moved off the bed, stood on the side of the bed, gently smoothed his clothes, and smiled faintly: "Not only you, but also me." ”

Cheng Linfei sat up: "No one will care if what I do is worth it, they only care about whether the result is beneficial to them, whether I love myself or not, no one will care at all." ”

Jiang Cheng took a breath: "You are always negative to yourself, how can you ask others? In fact, the truth of being a man, how to be a good person, I am also very confused, otherwise I will not lose such a beautiful marriage." So I'm not qualified to teach you, I'm just a loser, and I'll share some experience with you. ”

Cheng Linfei got up, wrapped her body in a messy bathrobe, and smiled coldly: "To put it bluntly, are you missing Lu Yiran?"

Jiang Cheng shook his head: "It's not what you think." ”

"If you do it with me, you will think of Lu Yiran in your head?"

"I'm so sorry for her. ”

"What do you mean?" Cheng Linfei was annoyed, "I can't compare to her, the so-called beauty is just your subjective consciousness." ”

Jiang Cheng was leaving, just now the eldest lady moved his hands and feet to him, and even took off his bathrobe and pulled him to lie down together, for a moment, Jiang Cheng wanted to use such a thing to numb himself, but when he really wanted to do it, his body did not react.

The resistance in his heart was so strong that even his body surrendered, but he was not guarding his chastity for Lu Yiran, he only hoped that the woman who could be held in his arms next time was the one he loved and loved him.

"So, you're a good man. Cheng Linfei chased to the door, "That's why I want to get you." ”

Jiang Cheng opened the door with one hand: "One day you understand that not all good things should belong to you, you will no longer be Cinderella, but a real princess." He smiled slightly, "Since you are no longer working in the Cheng Group, I will follow up with the rest of your company in the future, and we probably won't have a chance to meet again, good luck." ”

The door closed, the man in front of the door disappeared, and Cheng Linfei was full of excitement, as if she had woken up from a dream, her feet were weak, and she sat on the carpet.

Jiang Cheng drove the car out of the hotel, it was still pouring rain outside, but his mood was like a clear sky, what he said just now, it was really funny to think about it, but he finally learned not to do anything to force himself.

Everything in the past, thinking about it now, there are too many reluctances, he always uses tolerance and pampering to cover up his reluctance, and always feels that giving her the best in the world is to love her, no, Lu Yiran She understands very well that not all good things should belong to her.

There are many, many truths, and now they are just beginning to understand, and he was once annoyed that it is better not to understand now, and it is too late for anything, so what is the point. But he forgot

Yes, his life is still very long, he and Yiran have been together for five years, but in the rest of his life, he will live a longer and healthier life, and fifty years is not too difficult.

Shanghai is very big, this rain is endless in Pudong, after the Huangpu River is just a cloudy day, across a river, completely two worlds, he doesn't have to think about how he spent the rainy days in the past.

At this moment, Yiran was at the dining table, watching Bai Jichuan drink porridge. Jiang Cheng likes to eat ginger, in the past, when she boiled porridge, she would chop ginger into fine pieces and cook it in porridge, but Bai Jichuan didn't like to eat ginger, so he changed it to cook it in large pieces, and when she ate it, she could pick it out directly, which would not affect the taste.

Bai Jichuan ate to her heart's content, she looked comfortable, and said angrily: "As soon as I leave the line of sight, you won't take good care of yourself, so if it's cold, you will go to sleep, what should you do if you catch a cold?" ”

"You can't bear it. Bai Jichuan was very confident, finished eating a bowl of porridge, and stretched out his hand to ask for it.

"Go and Sheng yourself. Yiran opened his hand, "You can try it, see if I'm reluctant." ”

Bai Jichuan persisted for a while, took the bowl angrily, went to the kitchen to fill a bowl of porridge, and said, "When I receive the notice of the retest, after the retest, I will start arranging classes." In the future, Saturdays and Sundays, probably all the time, if you want to do anything recently, ask me to accompany you to do it, and then I won't have time to serve you like this. ”

"You're going to be back in the evening. ”

"Speaking of which, you might have classes on weeknights as well. ”

Bai Jichuan said: "When the time comes, we will arrange work and rest, and I will do the things at home." ”

Yiran smiled: "It's not necessary, how many things can be done at home, that is, when you have a day off, I can't always accompany you." ”

Bai Jichuan ate the porridge, forgetting that it was very hot just now, and he stuck out his tongue when he went in, but Yiran actually came up to blow his mouth for him, and the warm breath blended together, hooking his heart to be hot.

Unconsciously, the two kissed passionately across the table, but as soon as the kiss was enjoyable, they let go: "I forgot, what if you catch a cold, what should I do." ”

Bai Jichuan smiled: "I don't have a cold, I won't get sick." ”

"Eat quickly, watch a movie with me after eating. Yiran said, "Don't snatch my popcorn to eat." ”

"Can I do anything else while watching a movie?" asked Bai Jichuan.

"You dare!"

At the end of the movie, the rain outside the window stopped, but it was already dark, and I got up from the sofa lazily and picked up my torn clothes.

She thought it was safe to watch a police movie, but the hero and heroine didn't go to catch the thief, but they actually got up in the warehouse, leaning on the hot body next to her, Teacher Lu couldn't help it, and classmate Bai was lucky to pick up a wallet.

Bai Jichuan came out of the bathroom, looked at the time and said, "It's not too early or too late, what are we going to do next?"

Yiran asked: "Why do you always have to dictate what you want to do, are you afraid that I will be bored?"

Bai Jichuan said calmly: "We are in love, and I always feel that when we are together, we should do something." ”

Yiran shook his head: "We live together, cohabitation and marriage, just a piece of paper, we have experienced married life for a long time, not in love." ”

Bai Jichuan is a little

Confused: "But you just said that after reading it, you can't accompany me on your rest day." ”

Yiran walked up: "Yes, I like to be in each other's sight and do what they want to do." Of course, you can not like it. ”

Bai Jichuan felt that the atmosphere was a little serious, hugged Yiran and said, "Teacher Lu, you have to be a little patient, after all, some students are zero-based transfer students. ”

"It's nice to scream again. Yiran smiled like a flower, stood on tiptoe and kissed him, "Classmate Bai just now, he behaved very well." ”

Bai Jichuan said: "Then can I go to the room now and take a look at the materials for tomorrow's meeting." ”

Yiran was pleased: "I'll go take a bath." ”

So one went back to the room, and the other went to the room, and although they were out of sight, they were all under the same roof of the house.

The strange thing is that this feeling reminds Bai Jichuan more strongly than ever, and since yesterday, his heart has also changed, seeing Xue Qingge in a wedding dress, seeing Yiran's tears, his heart gave birth to a thought that confused him.

Bai Jichuan breathed slowly, turned on the computer, and concentrated on his work.

In the bathroom, Yiran immersed herself in a rich foam, her limbs were healed by hot water, she looked at this bathroom again, the bathroom was twice as big as Jiang Cheng's home before, this home was big everywhere, so big that it was too hard to find Bai Jichuan, and she had to go around in person.

When my hand touched me in the hot water, I had just loved my body, and I was a little tired and sour.

I closed my eyes, I don't know if it was the rain all day, which made my mood depressed, or maybe I cried too much last night and hollowed out the feelings of my body.

Or, she and Bai Jichuan have passed the period of love, but they both want to continue their love.

Once with Jiang Cheng, they would not have this feeling, because after the hot love period, they should consider getting married. But now, she just said to Bai Jichuan that she is not in love, she is living together, and she is directly entering married life, but it is clear that they will always hover between love and marriage, and they can't find a solid support.

Yiran smiled and closed his eyes: "How can it be said so easily." ”

The night when each other had something on their minds, although they still hugged each other and slept together, they all seemed to feel each other's strangeness, Yiran once opened his eyes to look at Bai Jichuan, and Bai Jichuan also opened his eyes to look at her, as if they were confirming that the other party was still not by their side.

Almost at the same time, they had a strong sense of gain and loss, and they understood very well that this was a certain state of affection, and normally speaking, it was time to consider marriage, but because they did not develop in that direction, they would not be able to find a direction. But Bai Jichuan experienced feelings for the first time, and he had never been in such a mood now.

On Monday night, it was rare not to have Bai Jichuan to pick him up, and when he came to the hotel where Qingge's parents were, the family had a lively dinner, and after eating, Qingge urged: "Go back early, your house still has access control." ”

Yiran smiled: "He told me today, don't worry. ”

Qingge said: "Then it's okay, let's go early." ”

Yiran agreed, and asked when he left: "Bride, do you have any plans to go on a honeymoon, you and Xiaotian haven't had a honeymoon yet." We're going to do it soon, and we don't have time to leave. ”

Update at 16:00