Su Yurong leaned on the bench and looked quietly into the distance, I think maybe everyone has unspeakable hardships, happiness is almost the same, but there are thousands of kinds of sadness......

"You can see that the stars are so bright at night, it's nice to be able to enjoy them. He looked up at the night sky, his eyes so focused, but I felt his loneliness.

"I used to think of the stars as a companion, maybe we felt the same way. ”

I smoked a cigarette and quietly looked at the night sky, the autumn night sky is always so empty and high, I can see the stars in the sky when I look up, but few people will think to look up.

Maybe people with a full heart will not think of looking at the cold stars, and maybe only people who are lonely at heart will look up at the starry sky, as if there is no one to accompany except the stars.

"Xiong Sanming, I think you've changed recently. ”

"Oh, aren't you the same?"

We looked at each other and smiled, in fact, people will grow up and change, because the only constant in this world is that everything is changing.

"When I first met you just now, I felt that you were like a different person, not the Xiong Sanming I knew. ”

"You are the same, you are not the Su Yurong I know, people will grow, don't you?"

Actually, I knew that he sensed that something was wrong with me, maybe I was used to being in chains, or maybe I was still a little angry when I just came out of the gambling game.

But I'm sure I've fallen in love with life in the dark, and I've fallen in love with the feeling of being in a gambling game, not just for profit, but to experience my own growth, and to feel like I'm getting stronger little by little, and this taste makes me want to stop!

I have never forgotten to make myself strong, strong enough to stand by the side of my second uncle, to face Maobai together, and to face all unknown dangers......

"Sanming, it's not too early, you can go back. ”

"Okay, if there's anything you need help with, just ask. ”

"Actually...... I don't know if you feel it yourself, but you are very different from before, maybe you can't feel it yourself, but your eyes make people feel terrible. ”

"Oh, what's wrong with your eyes?" I rubbed my eyes and didn't feel anything wrong, but he didn't say anything more.

Shrugged helplessly, and after saying goodbye to Su Yurong, he walked towards the apartment alone, with unspeakable doubts in his heart.

Sister Seventeen said that I had changed, even Su Yurong could see that something was wrong with me, but I didn't notice it at all, I never had malicious intentions towards my friends, what was wrong?

Step by step, looking back on the short few months since I transferred to another school, I know what I have experienced and what I have done, but I have not lost my inner self and principles, let alone my kind heart.

Maybe gambling will invisibly change a person's eyes, maybe it will change a person's heart, but I have really grown a lot myself, and that is the most important thing for me.

Walking alone on the street feels extremely cold, and this cold is even colder than the coldest time of winter, because I feel cold inside.

I remember that the autumn didn't seem to be so cold, but for some reason this year's autumn style is cool, as if it can blow into people's bones and into the most sensitive places in people's hearts.

Facing the empty streets, everything is so bleak under the dim street lamps, I think the feeling in my heart now should be sad, the depression of autumn can always touch the softest place in people's hearts.

I remember that every autumn, my second uncle always took me to play on a motorcycle, and I never felt cold when I ran all over the mountains, and I couldn't see depression and desolation in my eyes.

Perhaps the late autumn night can always evoke people's memories, magnify the loneliness that you usually don't feel dozens of times, and engulf people in the silent and uninhabited night......

The second uncle said before that no one does not yearn for happiness, no one likes the taste of loneliness and loneliness, no matter how strong the disguise is, the disguise will be torn apart in the dead of night......

Originally, I didn't quite understand the crazy things that my second uncle said, but when I returned to the apartment and saw the cold bed, I instantly understood what it was like to be alone.

I wanted to call Sister Seventeen, but it was too late, so I simply washed up and went to bed, but I couldn't feel warm while lying in the bed......

This is the first time I feel the coldness of the bed, and the first time I haven't counted the money after gambling, maybe this is also an invisible change......

I couldn't sleep all night longing, and for some reason I longed for the taste of spirits, which hurt my body but at least warmed my heart......

The next day at noon was woken up by the ringtone of the mobile phone, and I picked up the phone in a daze and fed it, I said in my heart who had nothing to call to disturb people's dreams, and the second uncle's bad laughter came from the other end of the phone.

"I heard that your kid learned well, and the eight-faced ghost gave you a mask?"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately refreshed myself and immediately asked, "Second uncle, are you back?"

"Lao Tzu didn't go back, but your kid went to find trouble with that bald head last night? and won a broken QQ, okay, you!"

I'm sure the second uncle must have come back, otherwise how would he know so clearly?

"Second uncle, don't make trouble, are you back? Why are you hiding from me?"

"You stupid fork, when will Lao Tzu go back? It's the eight-faced ghost who has a very good opinion of you!" the second uncle smiled evilly in a long voice.

"What kind of thing, it took a whole night to learn, he said that changing a pig can be learned in two hours......" I scratched my head embarrassedly, it really took a whole night to learn that day.

"What?!You only studied with him for one night?, and you didn't go again?" the second uncle's voice changed, and I immediately became nervous.

"What's wrong Second Uncle?" he said that he taught everything that should be taught, and I don't know the rest...... "I don't know if the eight-faced ghost has reservations, but what he taught me is enough."

"Yes, no wonder the eight-faced ghost is willing to give you a mask, worthy of my Xiong Jiudong's nephew, with a long face!"

It sounds like the second uncle is very satisfied, but I am more concerned about how he knows everything about the current situation, and it feels like he can see me all the time.

"Second uncle, have you come back, why are you so clear about my affairs?" I couldn't help but ask, muttering in my heart.

"Because you're my nephew, otherwise I wouldn't bother to care about you, but what are you going to do with that broken car?

"Rub, I don't know how to drive. "I'm crazy in my heart, the second uncle is always so choking when he speaks, and I will never pretend to be so low-key.

The last time I pretended to be compared to failure, I was beaten like that, and I was guilty of the second uncle, if it wasn't because I pretended to be white?

"I know you kid wants to get that bald, but you're still too young, you have to know how to do things to leave a way out for others, don't forget that the dog will jump off the wall in a hurry!"

"Oh. "I said in my heart that the second uncle must have known something, now that I think about it, I really forced Han Bald yesterday to win his money and his broken car, but my heart is really refreshing.

"Second uncle, I have my own arrangements for that broken car, don't worry, I won't mess around. "I swear by you, I'm determined to give Han Bald a surprise!

"I really wonder, you kid is really a tendon, why do you have to fix that bald head? Do you really think you can save the world?"

"Because I'm different from everyone else!"

It's the first time I've said this sentence so firmly, I don't care what others think of me, and I don't care if my second uncle can understand me, but I'm determined to deal with Han Bald!

I haven't forgotten how he beat me, how he bullied girls, and I haven't forgotten the principles and bottom line in my heart, I can't tolerate it!

The second uncle sighed and said slowly: "Whatever you want, don't get yourself into it, hang up." ”

After hanging up the phone, I washed my face and went out, bought tape, white paper and markers at the shop next to the apartment, and went straight to Splendid City.

Find someone to drive the broken QQ to the door of the first middle school, write on the white paper the words such as Han Bald owes the debt to repay the money and loses his conscience, and then pastes the white paper on the glass in the car.

After locking the car door, I ran to the milk tea shop next to me, and looked at the students coming and going at the door of No. 1 Middle School, and I said in my heart that it was worth spending 2,000 yuan!

Everyone knows that this white broken QQ is Han Bald's car, and his car is full of this kind of note, which must have lost the car by gambling, and I can't think of any other good way.

If I had put it in the past, I would definitely not have used such a radical way, but people's hearts are always fickle, and I want to use my own way to stink Han Bald......