"Sister Yu, be quiet!" I hurriedly gestured to her to pay attention to the occasion. Sister Yu was also angry for a while, and at this moment she realized what she said, and her face was a little afraid, and she lowered her head and poked the dishes on the plate silently.

"This kind of thing, even if our guess is right, we can't say it. Just like you said, we still have to rely on this to eat!" I paused, saw that Sister Yu's mood gradually stabilized, thought for a while and asked, "By the way, I have something to ask you, I remember you told me before, it was very difficult to take the fourth or sixth level exam in college at that time, and later because of this, you also went abroad to study abroad for a year at your own expense, right?"

"Well, what are you doing? Show me your level 8 English proficiency?" Sister Yu rolled her eyes at me very unhappily. I smiled helplessly and explained, "What are you showing, I'm an English major, so it's hard to compare myself to you." Besides, who dares to dislike you, who in our department doesn't know your title as an all-round teacher, let alone your own major, even if it's English, didn't you also lead classes for me for a long time?"

Sister Yu raised her chin as if she was proud, "That's, I'm a general talent!"

After that, he wilted again, and said miserably, "What's the use of general talents, it's not what the leaders say we do!"

Sister Yu is a very good person, there is no doubt about this, even in the eyes of the master dean, she is a rare talent, especially in a small department like ours where the teaching force is particularly weak, and the existence of such a person is enough to deal with many unexpected problems.

"Okay, you are a treasure in the eyes of our leaders, and you also know that the position of deputy director is vacant, so you are very promising this time!" I tried to pick some things that Sister Yu was interested in, so as not to keep her depressed. Although I don't believe that the director and the dean will deliberately embarrass Sister Yu because of my affairs, they are more or less affected.

Sister Yu's face flashed with brilliance, with a kind of hope that she would win.

However, such a topic can be stopped at the point, and there is no need to say more.

"By the way, why did you just take the fourth or sixth grade exam for me in college?" Sister Yu was in a good mood, and only then did she notice the question I had just asked.

"Oh, there's a question for you. You also know what the classes I have led are like, and the English is also for the exam. Can you tell me what you lacked the most when you took the fourth or sixth grade, or what did you want the most?"

"Charge the question!" Sister Yu almost blurted out!" "What do you want most in the exam, of course, it is to focus on the question, if that teacher can give 60% of the test center, think about it, who else can't take the fourth or sixth grade test?"

"Marking the key points?" I frowned and thought about it, and said in my heart, yes, when I used to take other subjects, my favorite was also memorizing the key points, especially some elective courses, which I didn't put too much thought into at all, and memorizing the key points was the fastest and most effective way.

I have a measure in my heart, and the qi that is pressing on my heart has dissipated a lot. Now that I've found my way, I don't believe I can't teach these children.

I didn't go back to the office after dinner, because of the tour of teaching, we pioneer group people are relatively free in the world, and I am the most free one, because the three classes arranged are not key subjects, and some even have only one class a week. I know what the director means, it is nothing more than to let me retreat in the face of difficulties, find that I am useless, maybe I am angry, I can't bear it and resign directly, or lose my temper and make a big mess, but he can also grasp the handle when he is in the end.

I didn't bother to guess what he thought, so I went directly to the library in the city center, lingered in the reference books for the fourth and sixth grade exam papers, selected the latest editions, and checked out and went home.

I had a lot of passion in my heart, but I was watered by Lin Dong, who was haggard and bearded at the door.

"Wanwan, what a coincidence!"

Lin Dong greeted me, his eyes dodged, and his hands unconsciously pinched his cuffs. I looked at his shirt that I didn't know how many days I hadn't changed, and I sighed in my heart but didn't know what to say, so I only replied lightly, "Well, what a coincidence!"

Lin Dong walked with me to the community, I didn't want to persuade anything, but seeing his lonely appearance, I couldn't bear it, sighed and said, "I've been to see your mother, life and death are fate, no one wants such a thing, but no one can do anything, you mourn and change!"

"Thank you for being late, thank you for still being able to see her at this time, and for forgiving her!" Lin Dong's voice was hoarse and choked, and when he saw me, he hurriedly turned his face away, raised his hand and wiped it.

I looked at the clothes on his body, frowned and asked, "Why did you make yourself like this, and you are not afraid of your leaders talking about you!"

"I'm resigning!" Lin Dong lowered his head and looked unusually depressed.

"Resign? Why? What do you take to see your mother after you quit?" I didn't understand, I didn't know before, but after the divorce, I didn't know how much Lin Dong earned every month, in this city, a person with no income, let alone medical treatment, it is difficult to even support himself.

"My mom is so miserable, I can't stand it, I can't care about it! Wanwan, you know, my mom pulled me up alone, I originally thought that I could make a good life with money and status. But I used to be too mixed, I only cared about my own enjoyment, and I always felt that she, and you, would be waiting for me in the same place. Waiting for me to go back, waiting for me to return. But," Lin Dong couldn't cry, "but you're gone, my mother, my mother is leaving! I didn't take good care of you, I can't let my mother be alone in the few years left! I can't stand it, I really can't stand it!"

Lin Dong couldn't help crying, like a child who couldn't find a home in the huge community square. My nose was sour, I reached out to pat him, my hand was raised but paused in mid-air, stunned, but Lin Dong suddenly took me into his arms and hugged me fiercely, I was surprised and shouted, "Lin Dong, what are you crazy again, let go of me quickly, do you hear, let go of me!"

I struggled to the death, but I heard Lin Dong whisper in my ear, "Wanwan, you let me hug me, please, just take it!"

The cry came to my lips, and I opened my hand for him to hold, but I knew better than I knew how to react. Reason told me to push him away, but my body chose to give up at this moment.

"Okay, that's it, can you hold up like a man!

I scolded in a deep voice, but it was also with encouragement. Lin Dong didn't go too far this time, he quickly let go of me, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Gu Wan, I'm sorry, in the future, I will never bother you again!"

"What do you mean by this, is it possible that you really plan to ......" I want to say, you really plan to accompany your mother to die, but when the words came to your mouth, I felt that it was inappropriate, so I stopped in a hurry and choked a little.

"No, don't worry, I'm not going to look for a short-sighted! You're right, I'm a big man, I can't stand anything! I quit the house here, and I'll pack up and leave in two days. I'm sick of my mother, I'm not cured! The chemotherapy is too painful for me to watch. I don't want to, I don't want her to suffer like that in the end!"

Lin Dong's eyes turned red again, my heart was sad, and I lowered my head and didn't say anything.

"In the past, I insisted on staying in this community, and my mother and Zhang Jiajia have caused you so much trouble, I'm sorry! The old house in the suburbs is dilapidated, but it is where my mother and I used to live. My mother has always wanted to go back, I, I want to go back too!" Lin Dong sniffed and sighed faintly, "Gu Wan, you said, what are people pursuing in this life? What I desperately wanted to get before, but now I think about it again, but I find that it is nothing. It's just a passing cloud, a mirror. You say, at that time, why did I rush into it as if I had fallen into an evil spirit, and never looked back?"

"Perhaps, when people don't have something, they will try their best to get it! When they get it, they will realize what they really want!"

"Maybe!" Lin Dong smiled, "I used to live in the suburbs, barren, but also simple. Life has drawn a circle, and when I go back there, I hope that I can still find the same self I used to have! In this way, it will not be in vain, the sins I have suffered during this time! Gu Wan, I am gone!"

This is the last sentence Lin Dong said to me, I watched his back disappear from view, once upon a time, there was such a back, in my best years, the appearance of enthusiasm, gave me the most brilliant love, in my dark heart, projected light, I once looked at him, thinking, this is a lifetime.

It wasn't until Lin Dong's back completely disappeared that I came back to my senses. In this short line of sight, it seems that a long life has passed, as if that youthful years have become a scene forever frozen in the album in this gaze, no matter how time changes, it will never come back and will not disappear again.

I sighed, only to feel that my chest was very depressed, but I couldn't relieve it, and even the enthusiasm to go home and study the fourth and sixth grade reference books was frozen. I entered the stairs with a muffled voice, went home with my head down, and threw the book in my hand on the sofa, tired and not wanting to move.

There is a place in my heart that seems to have collapsed all of a sudden, and a piece is missing, and no matter how much you make up for it, you can't make up for it. But after this collapse, there was an inexplicable sense of happiness and a very faint joy. It seems that some things, some of the past, came to an abrupt end with Lin Dong's departure and disappeared. It was as if the page I had once unbearable had disappeared and turned into a blank sheet of paper as Lin Dong turned around and said goodbye.

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