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Thin eyebrows and nose, round face and red lips will be the last image that can be left in my memory.

"Lovely ......" The more I thought about it, the more difficult it became, and I couldn't help but reach out and grab her hand.

I wanted to touch it, but the hands covered by the shroud were still not the ones I remembered, warm and soft.

"I'm sorry, please don't touch her. "I had just reached out when I was stopped by the heavily armed staff on the side.

The hands hanging in the middle were like hanging in the air, unable to be put down or lifted.

"Xinxin, don't be impulsive, come back quickly. "Sister Xia probably thought that I just wanted to get in touch with the lovely person at first, and she didn't expect that I would have the intention of touching the lovely person, so she was also taken aback by me, and immediately came forward and dragged me.

"I don't. I bit my lip so hard that my whole face vibrated with my quivering teeth.

Sister Xia was probably taken aback by the despair in my tone, she just dragged me, and didn't dare to pull me back with any more strength.

I just stood there, staring fixedly at the lovely face, trying to imprint it into my mind.

Until the end of the farewell ceremony, I never moved half a step, and the staff pushed the lovely person out of the farewell room and pushed it towards the crematorium.

I moved lightly under my feet, and in a few clicks, I walked to the front of the monitoring equipment and paid attention.

But the man lay quietly on it, and was smoothly pushed in, and in a short time a raging fire burned inside.

I imagined the lovely man being burned in the flames, and my heart was sad.

Now, I really can't see it again.

"She's gone. "I lay down on the glass in despair, my face pressed against it, watching the fire, bigger and bigger, then less and less.

It was as if I saw the lovely person struggling to get up in the fire, and she was looking at me and saying goodbye.

Tears fell on the back of my hand lying on the glass like beads with broken threads, burning my heart like a fire in the incinerator.

"Wiping her tears, we have to give her one last ride. Sister Xia picked me up and whispered to me, who had no strength.

I nodded unconsciously, and it wasn't until the fire went out that I finally believed it, "But the person is gone, and she doesn't want to be with me anymore." ”

"The road under your feet should have been walked by yourself. Sister Xia's calm but inexplicable voice sounded in my ears again.

It may have been suggested by Sister Xia, and the sisters in the harem pooled some money together to buy a cemetery in a cemetery dozens of kilometers away from Shanghai.

On that day, when the sun was still burning and scorching the earth, a group of dozens of us set off with lovely ashes.

Although Jinshan Cemetery is far away from Shanghai, it is better than the beautiful scenery and fair price.

We stood in front of the lovely curtain, everyone was wearing a black dress, holding a black umbrella, holding a white chrysanthemum in their hands, silently saying goodbye to the lovely person in their hearts.

I stood in front of the grave and looked at the black and white photo on the top of the tombstone.

In the photo, the lovely person is smiling, his eyes are open, and his lips are slightly hooked, as if he is smiling at us.

I don't know why, looking at such a lovely person, my mind kept thinking about what she looked like when she was lying in the bathtub with a resolute face.

and the indifference on his face when he was pushed into the crematorium.

A deep sense of sadness rose in my heart.

"Let's get started. Sister Xia was wearing a long black dress, and when she saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, she opened her mouth to remind me.

I nodded, and leaned out of the way.

The first one to come forward to say goodbye was Brother Yong.

He has only been here for a short time, and he is not very familiar with Keren, and this time he seems to have come at the invitation of Sister Xia.

He dried his lips and said stiffly: "You are a good girl, go all the way." ”

Sister Xia bent her eyebrows, looked at Brother Yong and smiled, and also stepped forward and saluted the chrysanthemum she was holding on her chest to the tomb.

"You've been in the harem for so long, and you've been working dutifully, you could have been better, you stupid girl. Sister Xia had a good grasp of her emotions at first, but as she spoke, she probably remembered the environment she was in, and she couldn't help choking.

"Love is poison for us, men are killers for us, you are stupid, how to remind you on the side, you don't listen...... Otherwise, why not...... And that's where it came to be?"

Sister Xia said a big call with half pity and half sadness, and finally stood behind Brother Yong with tears in her eyes.

followed by Ayuan, Wu Shengnan, and He Shuxian......

Since she had no family here, I acted as her family, standing in front of the grave and bowing to everyone who said goodbye.

By the time everyone was finished, I was already in tears.

"Woo woo......" In the silent garden, my unruly crying sounded.

In the midst of my tears, I suddenly saw that the sky, which had been clear early in the morning, suddenly became gloomy.

A dark cloud covered a dark cloud, layer upon layer, wrapped in huge raindrops rolling down, just like my heart at this time.

All the sisters held their umbrellas high, but I climbed and rolled up the umbrella to cover the lovely photo.

He muttered to himself, "Don't be afraid, lovely man, I will protect you." When you were alive, I didn't have time, and when you left, I had to make up for ......"

My hand kept going until it became stiff and I didn't want to leave.

"Okay, Xinxin, everyone sees your sincerity towards lovely, but the world is impermanent, our life is just a landscape, there are gatherings and dispersions, that's it. ”

My ears are moving, I can listen to He Shuxian's words, and I can speak better than her.

"There is a feast in the world, and those people who pass by in everyone's life, they can't be with you forever, and some people may just pass by. ”

When He Shuxian heard what I said inexplicably, she suddenly laughed, patted me on the shoulder, and walked around to the back.

I thought that there seemed to be something I didn't say to the lovely person, so I quickly wiped a handful of tears with the back of my hand, gritted my teeth, pretended to be strong, and held the tombstone: "Keren, you are in a hurry this time, do you still have a lot to say, and what you want to do has not had time to tell me?"

My lips were coldly hooked: "Don't worry, even if you don't tell me in person, I know that what you want to do, I will definitely do it for you, you just have to wait and see." ”

My slender white fingers rubbed over the rough stone tombstone, and those rough sharp pokes made my palms hurt, and I gritted my teeth and endured it. raised his head and swept over the sisters holding black umbrellas, and saw Brother Yong standing not far away, and Sister Xia behind him.

At this time, Sister Xia had just gotten away from the sad posture of leaving because of the lovely person, but when she saw Brother Yong, her demeanor became like a girl, and her eyes, which were originally full of philistines and calculations, were inexplicably filled with a trace of purity and cleanliness.

Seeing Lu Yong with a straight figure in front of me, my heart flowed with a touch of strangeness, but I didn't expect that a moment ago, I was still persuading me not to fall for a man's way, and she was talking about the lovely and emotional Sister Xia, who actually committed a big taboo and moved a mind that should not be.

Until I withdrew my gaze, Sister Xia still didn't notice it. I pursed my lips and closed my mouth as the rain slowly subsided, but I still persevered, holding the umbrella for the lovely person.

"Xinxin, you have done your best for everyone, we all see it, but this matter has been done, so you can't linger here for too long. ”

Sister Xia couldn't help but feel a little unhappy when she saw my misty face: "You can't forget, your current free body is still in the hands of Wu Ershao." ”

Sister Xia reminded me so directly and obviously that I was paid by Wu Qingyuan, and my heart suddenly passed through a period of unhappiness, but what I know better is that this is reality, if I don't bow to reality, then I can only completely escape in an extreme way like a lovely person.

I don't think I'm willing, I still have a lot of things to do.

So, I had no choice but to nod: "Thank you Sister Xia for reminding me." ”

I walked alone on the streets of Shanghai, looking at this still bustling and noisy city, all the lights, scenes, people, and things have not changed in the slightest because of the departure of lovely people.