143 Don't want to be born (Lilys Diamond Plus Change)

(Cat flutter Chinese) "How is that possible. ”

Although I was playing haha with Lin Xia, I began to believe her statement in my heart, it was still too risky to get married after graduation.

Lin Xia hurriedly took over the conversation: "Could it be that Jiang Hao forced you to marry, right? I heard him say that his father has seen you, and I will take you in to meet my mother when I go home next month? If you two get married, you can stop filming in the future, at most, you will not be filming in the future, how cool it is to have Jiang Hao to raise." ”

"Don't tease you. ”

I put the pillow on Lin Xia's face and stood up to leave, and caught a glimpse of her duck neck on the table, and the only thought was that I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat.

Before she could come to her senses, I took the bag of duck necks away.

Lin Xia was still behind me and smiled, "Don't invite me when you two get married, I can't afford to be a member of the rich second generation." ”

I went back to my room and thought to myself, it's over, is my craving also one of the signs of pregnancy?

I touched my belly again, and it was still very flat and flat, not at all like pregnancy, but what about the two bars. If I am really pregnant, this is a little life, it is still me and Jiang Hao, and it is amazing to grow up like him and me.

To be honest, I don't want to get pregnant right now, and I've always planned for myself in my life that pregnancy and childbirth will take place at the age of twenty-eight or thirty.

But now, it's six years ahead of schedule, and I'm not sure that Jiang Hao can marry me.

If I could, I still hope that the pregnancy test stick is not accurate, that I am not pregnant, and that in the days to come, I feel that I will be more careful to avoid this possibility.

But if I'm really pregnant, I haven't thought about not wanting him, abortion or something, it's just too cruel, I love Jiang Hao, how can I bear to kill his child.

All in all, I was very entangled, I didn't want to get pregnant, and if I did, I didn't want to get rid of it.

I couldn't sleep, hesitated for a long time, but still called Jiang Hao, and it took him a long time to answer.

I was in such a mess, and I finally squeezed out a sentence to ask him if he had finished eating, and I heard someone next to me shouting at him.

I asked Jiang Hao: "You're still busy, it's eleven o'clock." ”

"It's okay, what's wrong with you?" Probably really busy, Jiang Hao replied very simply.

I pursed my lips, "There's something ...... something."

Before I finished this sentence, I heard someone on Jiang Hao's side calling him to go to the video conference.

Jiang Hao said: "I'll call you again in the evening, I'm going to have a meeting." ”

"Well, I don't have anything to do, go get busy. ”

That's it, Jiang Hao now often has to video conference with the United States, with a time difference of more than ten hours, so he spends his day during the day and day at night.

I originally wanted him to accompany me to the hospital tomorrow, but I thought about it, I couldn't wait long anyway, and I had to be mentally prepared first.

If I tell him right now, not to mention the preparation arrangements in the future, I guess he won't be able to perform at the level he should have at today's meeting.

Of course, after this night, Jiang Hao's phone didn't know whether it had drifted to the Atlantic Ocean or the Pacific Ocean.

The next day, I got up early in the morning, and while Lin Xia was still sleeping, I took a pregnancy test to test again, and this time the result was still two bars, and it was clearer than yesterday's.

At this point, I think it's a good idea to be pregnant.

I was in a very conflicted mood, on the one hand, I felt that I had one more connection with Jiang Hao, and the two of us were a little closer, and on the other hand, I began to feel sad again.

Sorrow Lin Xia said that he regretted getting married, and sorrow was like Xu Qianqian, who was pregnant and couldn't even make a scene.

I didn't expect the first person to call me to confirm this was Blu-ray, and he asked me straight to the point if I was pregnant, and I was embarrassed.

Then he said, "No other means, you know that the film is still four months away, and if you can't, I'm going to talk to the other actors now." ”

Look, what Xu Qianqian said came true so quickly.

I bargained with Blu-ray, "Then maybe my belly won't be that big by then, and Xu Qianqian will be fine when she is five months old?"

Blu-ray thought I was messing around, and he said, "It's so simple for you to have a baby? It's impossible for the whole crew to surround you and serve you, and you don't have to be involved in this role." ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone directly, how long has Blu-ray not lost his temper with me, although this time he tried to restrain himself, I was still a little hit after being taught a lesson.

I used my mobile phone to search for the actor's pregnancy, wanting to see who was filming with a big belly, and then analyzed my situation, but as soon as I typed in, the word pregnancy jumped out of all painless abortions.

I thought to myself that this is so annoying, isn't this going to kill my child, how upset I looked, and I closed all those windows.

Xu Qianqian has been thinking about whether I am pregnant, so she called me again for the prenatal checkup, and I refused many times, but Xu Qianqian said that she was a friend of mine in Beijing, and she regarded me as a relative.

As soon as Xu Qianqian said that, I couldn't bear to refuse her, but when I went to their house to pick her up, I realized that the blue light was also there.

I was speechless and glanced at the blue light: "Your wife is so idle, I said you were here, do you still need me to come." ”

He gave me a blank look: "Did you go to the hospital?"

I shook my head, it had only been four days since I wanted to vomit on the day I hit him, how could I act so quickly.

Blu-ray said, "You should be playing, let's check it out today." ”

"Didn't I want to wait for Jiang Hao to stop being busy, and this is not my business alone. ”

To be honest, I like to talk to Blu-ray, but the topic he's talking about now gives me a lot of headaches, and I can only dodge it in various ways.

Xu Qianqian also heard what the two of us said, and when she arrived at the hospital, while the blue light was not there, Xu Qianqian, an upright stupid girl, said to me again: "Actually, if you don't want it, take it off as soon as possible, look at me, it's a lesson from the past." How old are you, get married and have children now, just that Jiang Hao and their family, not to mention that he is unlikely to marry you, even if he lets you give birth, is it not even like in the news, at most give you some money?"

"You think too much, your brain is normal. ”

In fact, Xu Qianqian's words are really not malicious, her little heart and eyes are not enough on Blu-ray, how can she have any extra to calculate me.

But I'm depressed, things haven't gone anywhere, why do people around me say that pregnancy is not good, and the other says that marriage regrets, I didn't count, I think I will be completely brainwashed if I listen to them a few more times.

This time to accompany Xu Qianqian to the prenatal examination is not in vain, I used to play with my mobile phone as soon as I arrived at the hospital, this time is not a special situation, looking at so many pregnant women back and forth in front of me, I observed them one by one, the style of painting, ten ** are Xu Qianqian's like.

Anyway, Xu Qianqian was also a big beauty before she got married, and now she still has the beauty she used to be, and when I think that I will be like this in another five or six months, I began a new round of sorrow.

I endured the pregnancy for two more days, and finally endured until the day when Jiang Hao got the final result, and he still had to be busy signing the contract next week, so I decided to go to him tomorrow to accompany me to the hospital, but I didn't expect Jiang Hao to come uninvited in advance.

Since I suspect that I am pregnant, my body has become more and more weak, every day is not tired or sleepy, occasionally I have to vomit, I have no appetite, the only thing I want to eat is duck neck, but I checked on the Internet that this thing is not very healthy, and I completely quit it.

It's just that Lin Xia is still eating ice cream in front of me all day long, and there are words in his mouth, "Winter in the north is good, there is heating, and those who don't eat some ice feel sorry for themselves." ”

I didn't want to be tempted by her, so I locked myself in my room early, started to get sleepy as soon as I lay down, and fell asleep in less than five minutes.

I don't know how long I slept, but suddenly I felt something on my body pressing very heavy again, I rolled over, and was grabbed back and pressed tightly.

But I still wasn't awake, I squinted my eyes a little, and found that the small light in the room was still on, and the person lying on top of me was not Jiang Hao.

I said hello to him, and it was like a dream, "Why are you here in the middle of the night?"

"I just signed a contract, and I can't wait to meet you. Jiang Hao said as he said, he had already started to pull my clothes.

My mind was so cloudy, I raised my hand, and I cooperated with him to pull it clean.

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