呯~呯~呯..... With a constant knock on the door, an old lady's voice came:

Yang Zhuochao, is Xiao Yang here? Hurry up and pay the rent for me. I know you're in there, don't hide it!

Still won't come out, will I'm going to call my son to break down the door!

Hearing this, the door finally slowly opened a crack, revealing half of his body.

Auntie, are you looking for me?

A yellow-skinned, thin-skinned, languishing, obviously malnourished man came out and said stupidly!

What do you say about the rent? You said that you have paid it in the past few days! It's been more than three months, and you don't talk about credit, right?" The old lady said

The person who came out was named Yang Zhuochao~ an ordinary and ordinary idle person in society, with a height of 1.76 meters, a slight size, and an average appearance, and was a representative of the lowest level of society! He has been living below the poverty line for a long time, and he is about to enter the age of 40 and has not yet started a family! He rented a simple single room in an urban village, and the bathroom is still shared, and now he is unemployed and looking for a job!

Auntie, will you give me a few more days? You see, I just sold the TV for 300 yuan as scrap last month, but I still have to eat and take the bus, and the money has run out..... Yang Zhuochao said stupidly

As soon as I find a job, I'll pay you some salary with my boss first, please.....

The old lady thought for a moment and said unwillingly: For the sake of you and my son who were colleagues before, this is the last time, not for example!

Looking at the back of the old lady muttering and pushing the washing machine away, Yang Zhuochao sighed heavily and silently closed the door!

Who can know the misery in my heart at this moment.....!

The name Yang Zhuochao was chosen by his grandfather, because his grandfather used to be a soldier and knew a little English, so he named him after the English word Phoenix.

Because the word Phoenix symbolizes beauty, it is often used as a name for people and places in China and the Western world.

As in Chinese, Phoenix can also refer to "outstanding person" in English, which is quite similar to the Chinese word for "dragon and phoenix".

At this time, Yang Zhuochao also smiled bitterly, Zhuo Zhuochao and the dragon and phoenix in the people seemed to have nothing to do with him at all.....!

Touching the only thirty-three yuan in his pocket, he smiled bitterly, washed up, and prepared to apply for a sales job in a private company.

In order to save some money, Yang Zhuochao often eats less or skips lunch and dinner. In order to save two yuan on the bus fare to work, I got up an hour and a half early every day to walk there, and I lost weight!

In fact, strictly speaking, Yang Zhuochao is not very miserable, but it has not been smooth!

When he was a child, his grandparents were very good to him, but his grandfather died early, and his grandmother was no longer there; his parents didn't care about him, so they let him go! In short, they didn't care about him! He also had a brother and a sister under him, and the relationship was not very good.

Yang Zhuochao also often quarreled with his family, especially remembering that his mother often scolded him with dirty words, hiding delicious things and meals only for his younger siblings..... Later, when I grew up, because of an investment mistake, the family only had a lot of money left..... Since then, Yang Zhuochao's life has been even more sad!

Mother left a sentence: In the future, the road is dead and the road is buried, the ditch is buried and the ditch is buried, don't come to trouble our .....!

My father left a sentence: Pay more attention to your body outside in the future, don't get sick, the family can't come up with the money to treat you, so you can only wait for ..... death!

Although Yang Zhuochao knew that this might be the truth, he couldn't agree with it in his heart!

Could it be that the so-called family affection has to bow its head in the face of money in the end.....!

As a parent, even if you do your best, shouldn't you do it for your children? Even if you can't do it, even if you are more tactful or tolerant! As long as you do your best, you can have a clear conscience, right?

Then Yang Zhuochao left the "home" that did not have a feeling of "warmth"! Because he felt that the meaning of "home" was not just a simple house! It did not need to be a magnificent house full of all the people! It needed "love" .....! Only with "love" could there be a "home", and without "love" it could only be called a house! This was his own understanding, and now he is a person who has no "home" to return to.....!

Yang Zhuo is not dead, but a heart is dead.....!

Although people are alive, what they are most afraid of is that their hearts are dead!!

Someone once advised him to think about everything! Don't pay attention to the indifference, hypocrisy, selfishness, shameless betrayal ..... others! Be a man to learn to be tolerant, and being generous will make you happier!

Yang Zhuochao just wanted to say one word to those who enlightened him, "Get out!" He remembered a sentence on the Internet that was very appropriate: "I hate the kind of person who doesn't know what the situation is, and if he doesn't understand anything, he will persuade you to be generous! This kind of person you have to stay away from him, otherwise one day when you are accidentally struck by lightning, it will affect you" .....!

It's like if you've been stabbed by someone, and it's still bleeding! He came up and said, "It's not a problem, you have to be strong!" You can't die..... so if you can't empathize, don't persuade people to be generous .....!

In short, Yang Zhuochao has experienced a lot over the years, some good and some bad, some have been successful and some have failed, and he has loved and hated.....

Yang Zhuochao has basically done everything, except for illegal and criminal things. However, there are some "illegal" but not "illegal" things, and they are generally more or less touched as side balls. The key is to survive!

He has picked up garbage, polished shoes, delivered couriers, worked as a security guard, worked as a waiter, and swept the streets..... At most, I went to one company after another to "run business", but in the end I basically failed to persevere! Sometimes it is really not that I can't persevere, but because of too many and too complicated factors!

How humble can poverty make a man? I am afraid that this question can touch the hearts of many men! In the lives of the vast majority of us, poverty has always been an untouchable pain! And for Yang Zhuochao, poverty is like an invisible shackle that binds him until he cannot breathe!

It cannot be denied that everyone's starting line is the same, but the starting point of identity, background, resources, and environment is different! It's like pulling a rickshaw on the same starting line, pulling a rickshaw to carry your elderly parents, helpless companions, and toddlers waiting to be fed. On the other side is a rich second generation with a Ferrari and a cigar in his mouth!What do you think are the odds of you beating?

Longing for equality between people is absolutely wishful thinking! No one wants to live with dignity and nobility, but the ideal is full and the reality is skinny..... Whether you admit it or not, there is indeed a gap between people. Don't believe the nonsense that says that people are equal to each other, and complain about all the unfairness in this world! Your "ability" is different from that of others, and of course it is not fair!

Don't expect others to treat you and other people who have "ability" and "relationship" with the same attitude! Originally, people and people are born equal in terms of the right to be human beings, but that refers to facing the level of the law! In terms of economic and social status, it is really unequal!

Don't expect everyone to be enthusiastic about helping you, people have no obligation to help you! People rest when they are tired, and be silent when they are tired!

It is said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, long-term resentment, can't ask for it, and can't let go. Life is hard, there is no money for others to look down on! People are poor and down, and it is easy for people around them to look down on them! Life is not easy, and it is very tiring to live.

The suffering of old age is because I am tired of walking, I look down on it, and I want to open it! I am afraid that I will get sick, I am afraid that I will bring trouble to my family, and when I am old and have no money, I will know that this world is hot and cold, and it is also a kind of desolation! "Red face and sad white hair, morning like green silk and twilight like snow" is a state of mind!

Even if someone takes care of it, it will be good for a short time, but if you stay on the sickbed for many years and spend time with medicine, won't this kind of pain be even more desolate!

The pain of death, there is life and death, the same truth. If you have money, you can also have a grand funeral for future generations. If there is no money to bury a barren mountain, or throw it in the water, then there is no concern! Sometimes Yang Zhuochao will ask himself, why are people born? What is the ultimate purpose of being born? If the answer is to go to "death", how sad it should be!

As for the suffering of parting from love, resentment for a long time, not being able to ask for it, and not being able to let go, these are all choices that can be chosen in life! As long as you have enough money, I believe that many problems will not be a problem!

Money is a good thing! There are many things that can be solved, and if there is a person who tells you, "Money is not everything, there are some things that money can't buy"..... You can despise him mercilessly: "There is only one possibility~ you don't have enough money" .....!

Yang Zhuochao put it bluntly, in fact, he was unwilling! Why do I have to live in the world like an ant? Is this a trick of fate, or is it a punishment from heaven? But he understands that when he doesn't have everything, he can only choose to continue to "hibernate" silently!