Chapter 17: The Word "Love."

Pei Shaobei leaned over to look at me, paused for a moment, then suddenly got up and said with a smile, "Gu Wan, you just used the word 'love', yes, it seems that you have considered the possibility of us being together in your heart!"

"Huh?" I was a little speechless, was that what I was trying to say?" "Do you lawyers like to pick out words like that?"

"No, we lawyers like to see the essence through the phenomenon, and see the human heart through the behavior! This is the basis for entry, and you should not doubt the vision of a professional lawyer!" Pei Shaobei said and sat beside me, stretched out his hand and took me into his arms.

"Hey, why are you so! Did you understand what I said?" I broke away from Pei Shaobei's embrace in annoyance and looked at him angrily.

"Understood, didn't you just say it very clearly as soon as you entered the door? My proposal is good, you agree, no opinion!" Pei Shaobei spread his hands, and his expression returned to his usual laziness.

"You!" I was angry, anxious, gritted my teeth and said, "Aren't you afraid that those colleagues, friends, partners, parents and elders of yours will laugh at you Pei Shaobei found a second-hand product that can't lay eggs?"

The reason why I took out Liu Juan's words and told Pei Shaobei was to let him retreat from the difficulty, and of course it was also to warn me to completely extinguish the small flames of joy that were born in my heart.

Pei Shaobei suddenly bullied over, I was so frightened that I pushed his chest with both hands, and leaned back sharply, "You, what are you doing?"

Pei Shaobei hooked his lips and smiled, "Since you care so much, then I will work harder to let you conceive a child first and then hold a wedding!"

"Hooligans!" I was so angry that I raised my foot and kicked over, taking advantage of Pei Shaobei's evasion, I quickly got up and ran into the bedroom and closed the door with a "bang", but my hands were on my chest, feeling the beating heart inside, and the joy that was getting stronger and stronger in my heart, and the whole person was panicked and chaotic.

"Late, late!"

Pei Shaobei slapped the door.

After a while, I listened to the sudden silence outside, and hesitated to open the door, but I was immediately dragged into my arms, and a warm touch spread from my lips, which made my heartbeat, which had just calmed down, once again gallop like a wild horse, completely uncontrollable.

"My Pei Shaobei's wife, no matter when and where, can't and doesn't need to hide!" Pei Shaobei gently pinched my face, turned around and walked out, opened the door and looked back at me, "I want to eat fried noodles at night!"

"Oh!"

I think I must be looking ugly at this moment!

Otherwise, how could Pei Shaobei come out with an extremely disgusted sentence at the moment of closing the door, "Wanwan, the way you cry, it's so ugly!"

The room was quiet again, and if it weren't for the warmth that still lingered on my lips, I really had to suspect that everything just now was just a spring dream.

I raised my hand and touched my face, and suddenly I twisted it so hard that my tears came down in pain.

"Ahh

"Crazy, crazy! Pei Shaobei must have been stimulated and crazy last night!"

"You want to marry me, heh, haha, a second-hand product who can't lay eggs, a handsome and golden prince! Gu Wan, you can really go to shoot an idol drama, the name is handsome guy and old dinosaur, and the ratings must be overwhelming!"

I laughed at myself and talked to myself as I wandered around the room like a headless fly, and finally I couldn't stand my almost exploding head, so I washed my face and ran out like crazy.

Books, music, movies, I used all the props I usually used to calm my mind, and in the end I found that it was in vain. I slumped in a theater chair and watched the same movie over and over again.

The tragedy of life, the tragedy of love, was played out over and over again in front of my eyes, and I cried with the rest of the people in the theater, and I couldn't help myself.

I have to admit that I am an extremely hypocritical person!

After five years of forbearance and depression in my marriage, the literary and artistic cells in my heart were reborn like wild grass, and my eyes were full of sad grievances, music, and words, and so on.

Some people say that the love that gives you bondage is a cage and a tragedy, and the love that gives you freedom is wings and flies!

Every woman, from green to mature, has experienced countless love longings, all longing for a pair of wings, and the result is often a cage, a captivity.

Freedom is more important than life!

With such an attitude of joy and sorrow, I exposed myself all in front of Pei Shaobei, like a neurotic, like a madman. I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm crying, I'm pitiful, I'm right, no one can stand such a 27-year-old woman.

As Lin Dong said, Gu Wan, sometimes you are really disgusting when you are hypocritical!

I waited for Pei Shaobei to say, Gu Wan, I can't stand it!

I waited for him to say, Gu Wan, you get out!

But Pei Shaobei's patience was completely beyond my expectations, and every time I made a small move and a little hypocrisy would be easily resolved by him. He never mentioned the wedding again, but he regarded himself as my fiancé everywhere, in the community, in the eyes of Liu Juan and Zhang Jiajia, and even in front of my parents.

He rationalized all intimacy, and I was like a chess piece on a chessboard, jumping on my own but unable to escape, this seemingly free constraint gave me an inexplicable sense of dependence, which was extremely weird.

Pei Shaobei said, Gu Wan, go to work, people love to think cranky when they are idle.

This is what Pei Shaobei said after I used my little hypocrisy to find trouble again, there was no disgust and impatience, it was as plain as asking me if I wanted to add vinegar to my noodles.

I was like a frosted eggplant, wilting and lifeless.

I have secretly logged on to the school's forum countless times, searching for news about me, but the posts that are updated every day include art performances, academic seminars, and the latest campus gossip, but there is no news of me.

I wilted for three days, and on the morning of the fourth day, I received a call from Mr. Mu.

The suspension ended unexpectedly, and I thought I would wait hopelessly.

Life was suddenly jammed with things, I only cared about the professional classes that were pretentious and negligent, I didn't panic when I stood on the podium for a long time, and I became busy with the clothes in the wardrobe with a distinctly divided style, which made me feel extremely comfortable.

The first person I wanted to inform turned out to be Pei Shaobei!

The idea was completely instinctive, without thinking.

The voice on the other end of the phone was calm and low, and he just told me to prepare for class and hung up, which also dispelled my suspicion that Pei Shaobei was dragging the relationship from it.

"Teacher Gu!" Huanxi's hesitant voice interrupted my conversation with Sister Yu, and when I turned my head to look, I saw Pei Zile standing in the sun in a light gray sportswear, and he did look like Pei Shaobei between his eyebrows.

"Pei Zile, is there something wrong?"

"It's okay, Teacher Gu, I, I'm just welcoming you on behalf of the whole class, welcome back!" Pei Zile's smile, sincere and sunny, made my heart settle down all morning.

I said, "Thank you!"

These two words are not only because of his "welcome back", but because of the teacher-student friendship that he stood up to stand in front of me at the cusp of the storm.

Pei Zile is very cute when he is shy, not at all like Pei Shaobei.

I sneered to myself and turned back to my office. The familiar environment is no longer the same as it once was, and this wonderful feeling makes people feel like a new life.

Even Sister Yu, who has always regarded herself as beautiful, pinched my face with great envy and asked me what kind of panacea I had used recently.

For some reason, I unconsciously thought of Pei Shaobei, my face couldn't help but blush, and I was afraid that Sister Yu would see through it, so I immediately replied seriously, "I bought a set of cosmetics when I was on vacation at home, and the mask in it is good!"

"Yes, yes, where did you buy it, how much does it cost?"

"Huge!"

"No matter how expensive it is, can it compare to my sister's youth and beauty? Let's go for a walk, there is no class in the afternoon, take me there, take me there! As soon as I think of the word "old pearl yellow" can be used to describe me, I can't wait to paste all the cosmetics in the mall on my face!"

"I said Sister Yu, Gu Wan's natural beauty is hard to give up, you are called ......" The colleague's ridicule was interrupted by Sister Yu's heavy punch, and several people frolicked together.

The corners of my mouth were raised, and I was in a very good mood.

I couldn't stand Sister Yu's entanglement, so I still took her to the counter. Although the set of cosmetics I bought has not been unpacked, and the mask has only been used for less than five times, I know that the psychological effect is the strongest!

Sister Yu swiped the card with great joy while complaining about the price, and the woman is really the most emotional animal.

I secretly sent a text message to Pei Shaobei, saying that I would have dinner with my colleagues in the evening, so I and Sister Yu would move to the food street. It is the beginning of the lanterns that the little couples finally get free to date time after a day of traveling, and they are still making love with joy.

I looked at the young men and women who suddenly kissed on the street, and on the surface they hated Sister Yu with hatred, but in my heart I was extremely envious of this direct and passionate love.

"I'll go, Wanwan, who do you see is that?"

Just as she was thinking to herself, Sister Yu suddenly pulled my arm vigorously, pointed to a pair of men and women not far in front of her, and said hurriedly.

It's Zhang Jiajia!

I frowned and looked at the man, extremely sure that it was not Lin Dong.

"Big news, this product is really not an ordinary person! Wanwan, didn't you say that she and Lin Dong just got married?

"Maybe it's not that kind of relationship!"

I really don't want to admit that Lin Dong cheated and even tore his face with me just for such a woman! Life is really the most bloody TV series, you can never imagine how bloody the next plot is!

I watched Zhang Jiajia twist around shyly, rubbing desperately on the man's chest, and I watched the man's hand slide from Zhang Jiajia's slender waist to his ass and squeeze it hard.

I take back my envy of this kind of passionate and direct love just now, it seems that I am really lonely, and people who are close to each other may not be because of love!

"What are you doing?"

I glanced at Sister Yu and saw that Sister Yu was holding up her phone, and hurriedly reached out and pulled her.

Sister Yu lowered her head and nodded at her phone, and after a while, she looked up at me with a smile, "Hehe, guess who I sent it to?"

I suddenly had a bad premonition, "It can't be Lin Dong, right?"

"Clever!" Sister Yu stretched out her hand and patted my head, "That scumbag, not only cheated but also instigated his strange mother to come to our school to make trouble, I'll let him see what kind of goods he married home!

At this point, I don't need to pretend to be the White Lotus.

What's more, Lin Dong and I don't have a dime to do with each other, and it's already good if I didn't move a bench to sit at the door of his house and be a melon-eating crowd watching a good show!