Ji Nian quickly ran out of the clubhouse, she covered her eyes and squatted on the side of the road, looking embarrassed and embarrassed.

She has always been very careful about her image, and this time she really broke her vows.

It was so uncomfortable that I didn't want to cry, but the tears fell uncontrollably.

Ji Nian squatted on the side of the road, his head buried in his knees, his shoulders shaking slightly.

An artist of her level is impossible to be recognized by passers-by without showing her face.

Ji Nian squatted on the side of the road and cried for about a quarter of an hour, and when he got up, his legs were numb.

In addition, she has been losing weight, eats less food, and is somewhat anemic.

When I got up, my eyes were dark and I almost fell.

Fortunately, there was a tree next to it, and she held it up in time.

It's embarrassing.

She curled the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly.

Leaning against the trunk of the tree for a while, the year began to walk aimlessly.

Passing by a tobacco and liquor supermarket, she stopped and walked in.

I haven't smoked in a long time.

She only learned to smoke after entering this circle, mainly because of stress, nicotine can make people relax.

But then Zhang Yue kept controlling the amount of cigarettes she smoked, because she said that smoking is not good for her skin.

Ji Nian bought a box of cigars, the very strong kind.

When she went to check out, the cashier looked surprised.

After all, very few women smoke this kind of cigarette.

After buying a cigarette and coming out, Ji Nian put the cigarette to his mouth and lit it, smoking while walking.

The strong smell of cigars spread in her mouth, and her mood finally got some relief.

**

The distance between the club and the hotel is not far, Ji Nian walked for half an hour, and before he knew it, he arrived at the door of the hotel.

Smoking was not allowed in the hotel, and she hadn't finished smoking the fifth cigarette in her hand, so she planned to finish smoking before going in.

Ji Nian stood next to the trash can in front of the hotel and smoked, squinting his eyes and looking at the other side. There were a lot of fans holding lantern signs.

She looked at it carefully, and the light sign was Pei Jinchu's name.

At this time, a nanny car stopped in front of the hotel.

The security guard immediately came over to open the road, and after opening the car door, Pei Jinchu walked down.

Ji Nian took a hard puff of cigarette -

Red is good.

When she decided to step into this circle, she was always looking forward to the day when she became popular.

She has always worked hard, but there are few opportunities, so she can't become popular.

She couldn't get used to those hype upper-level bloggers, and Zhang Yue asked her to tie up the hype with others, but she also refused.

She just wants to act seriously.

Now that I think about it, I really think stupidly.

Although she felt that Mr. Zhang just now was very obscene, he had a sentence that made sense.

Now, who still cares about acting?

What everyone wants is traffic and attention.

……

A cigarette was quickly smoked.

Ji Nian extinguished the cigarette butt, threw it in the trash, and walked into the hotel from the side.

When I entered the elevator, I happened to meet Pei Jinchu.

Pei Jinchu couldn't help frowning when he saw Ji Nian's red and swollen eyes, and then smelled the smoke on her body.

"Why are you so decadent?"

Ji Nian shook his head and didn't answer.

Pei Jinchu was not very worried about her, and followed her directly into the room.

Ji Nian's head was in chaos, and he didn't have the time to stop him at all.

After entering the room, Pei Jinchu poured Ji Nian a glass of water.

"Feeling bad?" he asked again.

"Let me ask you a question. Ji Nian leaned on the sofa and looked at Pei Jinchu, "When you are not popular, will you be jealous when you look at people who are more popular than you?"

"Absolutely. Pei Jinchu nodded, "I'm still wondering why they are more popular than me." ”

"It's a normal state of mind, and the right amount of jealousy will give you the motivation to move forward, but not too much. Pei Jinchu used his own experience to mention the chronicle.

"Oh...... Such. Ji Nian nodded as if he didn't understand.

"So you were decadent just because of this?" Pei Jinchu moved to her side, raising an arm and putting it on her shoulder.

"Hmm. Ji Nian nodded in acknowledgement.

"It's okay, you'll be red too. Pei Jinchu patted her shoulder and encouraged her, "I believe in you." ”

“……”

But she didn't believe in herself.

**

A party was over, and it was already half past ten.

After Ji Nian ran away, Chi Jianchen was always at ease, so he came to the hotel after the end.

He stood at the door of Ji Nian's room, pacing back and forth.

I don't know if I should knock on the door or not.

Just as he was hesitating, the door in front of him was already open.

It's just that the person who came out was not Ji Nian, but Pei Jinchu.