I hesitated for a long time before writing this story. Because I think a good story should end at the right time. For me, the end of Xueqi's twelve-year-old story is perfect, and it is superfluous to continue writing.

But after much hesitation, I wrote it down and presented it as a story.

Because there are some things, if you keep it in your heart, don't say it once, don't say it twice...... Maybe there will never be a chance again.

It's like a lot of people spend their entire lives without really saying the word "I love you" to their parents. It wasn't until after their parents died that they remembered it and regretted it for the rest of their lives.

I'm not one of those people who can hide the story in my heart, so here, I decided to ...... the story Write down stories that contain my life experiences, even if it's just for myself and those who have walked through my life.

My name is Yang Jiandong and I am 36 years old.

Maybe some of you don't remember where I came from anymore, so I'll bring it up again. When I was five or six years old, my parents divorced because of a broken relationship, and I was raised by my dad after that. For a long time, I was dependent on my dad. But when I was 16 years old, my dad got into a car accident after I had a fight with my dad, and since then, I have been the only one left in my family of three.

The reason I quarreled with my dad was because I had adopted a baby girl that I had picked up from an alley and had abandoned my studies.

When my dad died, I had been adopting a baby girl for three years, and many people might think that it was inconceivable or impossible for a high school student to adopt a baby girl on his own, but in terms of taking it over, mine did support it through various extreme methods. In the process, I suffered a lot and suffered a lot of sin.

But I survived.

And what I think is ridiculous is that the motivation that supported me to adopt that baby girl in the first place was just a "Lori Cultivation Plan" that I conceived after being blinded by selfish desires. To put it bluntly, I want to raise the baby girl I picked up in the way I want, and instill my own thoughts into her, so that she will become a person who will only obey me from the inside out, become my slave, my maid. That plan is really very simple and naïve now, but it is extremely evil.

It's just that, as time goes by, as I grow up and the baby girl grows up, after many years of ups and downs, I also know the naivety of my original idea, and I don't know when it started, my original "Lori Cultivation Plan" was also completely scrapped.

In one sense, it's sad and ironic, but in another, it's also gratifying.

When I realized that the Lori Cultivation Program had been completely scrapped, it had been 12 years since I picked up the baby girl.

And with the growth of the body, the little girl at the beginning has also passed the stage of a little girl and a little Lori, and has gradually moved towards the stage of a girl.

Her name is Xueqi and she calls me Papa.

On the surface, we are the closest father-daughter relationship.

But only the two of us know that we are not only father and daughter, but also the most intimate relationship between men and women.

Regarding what happened in the first twelve years of Xueqi's growth, whether it was ordinary, touching, or thrilling, I don't want to mention it here.

Because what I want to tell is the story of Xueqi when she grows up.

It is a legendary experience about the life of the girl Xueqi and me.

And the beginning of this story is based on the year when Xueqi had her first menstrual period.

Because that's the sign that Xue Qi is officially going to be a girl.

That year, Xueqi was 12 years old and I was 28 years old.

……

It was a Saturday in the second half of 2012, and when I came home that day, Xueqi happened to be watching TV, and when she saw me carrying two huge gadgets in my hands, she immediately came up like a rat spirit, and her two big black eyes looked curiously.

"Papa, what did you buy, why are there all thorns on it?"

"Hehe, Qiqi, you don't know, this is a good thing, it's a Thai specialty. Durian. ”

"Durian? This is called durian. Isn't it delicious?" After knowing the name of the fruit in my hand, Xue Qi immediately came over curiously, stretched out her slender hands like lotus roots, hugged the durian on my right hand, leaned closer, wrinkled her little nose, and smelled.

"Hmm...... Papa, why does durian stink so much!" Just smelled it, Xue Qi immediately frowned, covered her nose and ran away, fanning the air next to her nose with her hand as she ran, as if she wanted to eliminate the smell in the air.

"Hahaha. Seeing Xueqi's cute appearance pinching her nose, I laughed out loud. "It smells bad now, and the more I eat it later, the more it tastes. ”

"Hmm...... I don't want to eat it. My nose is going to stink. Xue Qi squinted her eyes and said to me with a look of disbelieving.

I smiled, touched Xueqi's head, and said, "Don't eat it." It didn't matter, Papa came back with something else. ”

"What's that?"

"This. "I turned my hand around and turned the plastic bag behind the durian bag to the front.

Seeing the black bag in my hand, Xueqi's eyes lit up.

"Ah, fresh lychees!"

"Do you want to eat it?"

"If you want to eat, give it to me!papa!" Seeing the fresh lychee in my hand, Xueqi rushed up like a wolf and a tiger, and saliva could almost be seen on her little pink lips.

"Not yet, before eating, let's do a big cleaning and clean the house before eating. "I lifted the fresh lychee high and lifted it out of her reach before Xue Qi could catch it. Xue Qi raised her head and blinked when she saw the fresh lychee being lifted by me, but finally did not stand on tiptoe to try to snatch the fresh lychee from my hand.

12-year-old Xue Qi, who is nearly 1.5 meters tall, if she really wants to rob it, maybe I can't gather things in a high place as easily as she did when she was a child, so she can only look up, more or less, Xue Qi already has some ability to snatch things from my hands.

"Ah, the cleaning?~~ Oh. Hearing my words, Xue Qi was a little disappointed, her faint eyebrows showed a little loss, and she pursed her mouth, but she didn't disobey me.

"What, upset?" I asked when I saw Xue Qi's pouting appearance.

"Well, it's too much trouble to clean up......" Xue Qi said a little sullenly.

"That's no way, the house always has to be cleaned. Qiqi, you've been in the hospital for so long, and your home hasn't been cleaned much for a long time. Qiqi, you're so short, if you don't clean up the dust at home, you'll almost drown you!"

As soon as I said this, Xue Qi immediately puffed out her mouth, grabbed her hands and shouted at me with a smile: "Nonsense, how can it be so exaggerated!"

"Exaggeration? Papa is not exaggerating. ”

"You're exaggerating!"

"Nope!"

"That's it!"

"Absolutely not, Papa never talks nonsense and does not exaggerate. ”

"Yes, you just have, you have, you have......!"

Under my strength, the girl was driven to scream, she smiled and showed her little white teeth, and at the same time waved her little hand and rushed over to hit me, but this girl rushed over without using her brains at all, the trajectory is a straight line, there is no skill at all, I can easily flash with my eyes closed, and in fact I can easily dodge Xueqi's pounce, so that she pounced.

However, this time the little girl is also very stubborn, after a pounce, she actually turned around and chased me to fight, and in the end there was no way, I was still symbolically beaten by her a few times, but Xueqi's body is delicate, and she has not fully recovered from her illness, and she is tired after a while, and finally I put it on the sofa by counterattack, and pinched it on my thigh.

At that time, Xue Qi still wanted to resist, but after all, she was still subdued by me, and at that time Xue Qi shouted: "Papa, I surrender, I surrender, woo woo~~" Xue Qi screamed and surrendered, I just scattered my hair, like a crazy she let go, after escaping from my hands, the little girl still glared at me resentfully, and then stood up with a red face and sorted out her clothes.

"Okay, enough trouble, let's start cleaning, Xue Qi went to get the water pipe under the third cabinet in the kitchen. ”

"Oh. ”

After the fun, Xueqi and I finally started cleaning. This is the largest market I've ever done in six years, from the courtyard of the villa to the back room, from the first floor to the fourth floor, the top balconies are sprayed with water and cleaned. Before that, I only occasionally had such a large-scale cleaning work when Ma Yike was still working as a nanny in my house, and at that time, it was only completed by me and Ma Yike, and then Ma Yi Ke was no longer a nanny in my house, so the cleaning work at home was basically undertaken by me alone, and it took me a lot of energy after each cleaning. But now that Xue Qi has grown up, she can help me do a lot of things, so in general, my workload is similar to when I used to clean up alone.

It took Xue Qi and me two and a half hours to complete the cleaning, when Xue Qi wiped the beads of sweat from her forehead, sat on the sofa and shouted: "Papa, are you okay? I'm dying of thirst, I want to eat fresh lychees." ”

"It's still a little worse, Papa moved the useless boxes to the underground warehouse, and when they came back, they ate together. ”

"Oh, good. Hearing my words, Xueqi's face was full of excitement.

After agreeing with Xueqi, I carried the box containing magazines and Xueqi's homework books for the past few years to the underground garage, and I didn't stop until I walked to the small warehouse on the second basement floor.

I stood in front of the warehouse, looking at the rusty iron door, and I felt an indescribable melancholy in my heart.

Twelve years ago, when I picked her up, I hid her in this underground warehouse. Originally, the door of the underground warehouse was brand new, but now, twelve years later, the door is covered with rust and cobweb.

Looking at the warehouse door, I had a strange feeling as if time had stood still.

For me, this little warehouse is where I started and where it all began.

After standing in front of the door for a while, I put down the box and took out the key to open the door.

With the soul-chilling sound of the door opening and the musty smell on the face, the door to the warehouse opened.

At that moment, I felt like a box in the depths of my memory had been opened.

The moment the warehouse lights were turned on, I went back in time, and the sofas, tables, chairs, table lamps from my childhood, the baby bottles, clothes, watercolor pens and drawings used by Xueqi all came into my eyes.

Everything is so familiar, so familiar.

Everything was covered in dust and faded, but I could still remember what they were.

After being stunned at the door for a while, I remembered my original purpose for coming here, so I carried the box into the warehouse.

I put the bookcases in the corner of the warehouse, and at the same time moved some of the messy tables and chairs in the warehouse, and finally I used a broom that had been placed in the basement warehouse to sweep some dust in a hurry, and I was relieved.

Because I haven't been here for a long time, the dust in the warehouse has accumulated on the ground, and it looks like I can't clean it for a while, so I have to stop and come back to clean it when I have the opportunity later.

In this way, I had cleaned up and left the warehouse, but when I went out, I saw something familiar.

It was a piece of brown fabric tucked in a drawer on a desk.

The first time I saw that piece of fabric, I felt that the door of memory that was tightly closed in my brain was opened, and countless memories flooded into my heart like a tide.

I subconsciously walked over to the shabby brown fabric, then reached out and gently picked it up.

Looking at the brown fabric in my hand, I couldn't help but sigh lightly.

That's right, this brown cloth is the swaddling cloth that wrapped Xueqi when I picked it up.

It is also the only evidence that can be linked to Xueqi's life experience.

I grabbed the rough fabric in my hand, but I couldn't express my feelings, I couldn't imagine that Xueqi would be so small at the beginning, and she could be wrapped in such a small piece of fabric.

It's incredible to think about it.

I rubbed the cracked surface of the fabric, and the rough feeling of the thick threads in my hand felt very real.

Looking at this swaddling cloth and thinking about Xue Qi again, I smiled.

Time flies, twelve years have passed, Xueqi is no longer the girl I picked up for me, she is no longer a baby girl discarded by others, she is already my woman, she is already a part of my life.

Xueqi's former parents have long had no connection with her, and now Xueqi has only me.

This swaddling cloth, which is the only connection between Xueqi and her biological parents, should also be thrown away.

I said to myself mentally as I was going to pull the swaddling clothes out of the drawer, walk out of the underground warehouse, and take them outside to discard.

But in the next moment, something happened that I didn't expect.

Because of the age, when the swaddling clothes that were sandwiched in the cracks of the drawers were pulled out again, I suddenly tore them into two pieces with a "hiss".

This sudden change made me cry and laugh a little, but soon my heart shook.

Because in the next moment, I clearly saw that in the gap between the swaddling clothes, a corner of a yellowed piece of paper was actually exposed.

It seems that this piece of paper was sewn into the swaddling fabric with thread at first, and if you hadn't paid attention to it, you wouldn't have found it at all.

Twelve years ago, I didn't even find out about it.

When I saw the pieces of paper peeking out of the swaddling clothes, I just felt that my whole body was stiff.

At that moment, my heart was beating uncontrollably because I already had a premonition.

I'm afraid that Xueqi's parents still left a trace of clues.

I couldn't contain my excitement, put down the swaddling, and pulled the small yellowed piece of paper out of the gap between the swaddling fabrics.

It was a palm-sized piece of torn paper, the words on the paper had spread out and been distorted over time, but I could still make out the words on it when I squinted.

Looking at the text on it, I felt my hands tremble.

My whole body was trembling.

Because of the excitement, because of an unspeakable excitement.

The text on the scraps of paper was written in a ballpoint pen, and was thin and small, making it look like it was written by a woman.

The text above is also very simple:

"My husband was sick and had no money at home, so he lost the child. Ask the good Samaritan to adopt her. ”

"Cheng Qiaofang. ”