I don't know if I can listen to Pei Zile when I say this, but this is the most euphemistic way I can think of. Refuse this ambiguous dependence, and refuse to become a gap between Pei Shaobei and Pei Zile that should not exist.

"Yes, I've grown up!" Pei Zile repeated my words in a low voice, as if he had really realized something, and the expression on his face changed many times, and finally seemed to have returned to the young and sunny teenager in the school all of a sudden.

"Teacher Gu, you're right, I've grown up! big enough to protect the people I want to protect, big enough to find what I think is happiness, isn't it?" Pei Zile suddenly became extremely excited, he smiled and reached out to grab my arm, the strength was so great that I couldn't help but let out a low breath, and he didn't seem to realize it at all, a pair of eyes burst out with excitement.

"Pei Zile, what's wrong with you?" I suddenly panicked in my heart.

Pei Zile had already let me go, smirked at me twice, and took a few deep breaths relaxedly, looking indescribably comfortable. My original worries also disappeared in this comfort, and I was extremely glad that I said it myself, otherwise this knot would have become deeper and deeper.

"Pei Zile, it's okay if you're fine!"

"Of course, of course I'm fine! I've never been so good as I am now!" Pei Zile turned his head to look at me, his face against the sun, the edges and corners were particularly distinct, although he was so many years younger than Pei Shaobei, but the edges and corners of his facial features were already three points similar. I was a little unclear in my trance, and a photo of Pei Shaobei when he was young suddenly flashed in my mind, smiling confidently in the sun, just like Pei Zile now.

"It's great if it's okay, you don't know how worried your brother and I are about you during this time!" I patted my chest and felt that the breath that had been pressed there went down, and I got up and stood in the gazebo with Pei Zile, the winter wind was a little cool, but it was extra warm with the sun.

I closed my eyes gently, relaxing in my heart and wanting to throw away the attitude of the Pei family's parents and the existence of Yang Lian in the school. Soak up the sun freely and never sink into the darkness again.

"Gu Wan, you wait for me, okay!" suddenly heard such a call in his ears, low, timid, but with unquestionable courage.

I opened my eyes wide suddenly, looked at Pei Zile who was close at hand, and was so frightened that I suddenly fell on the rattan chair, and my whole waist twisted and hurt violently.

"Ahh

"Gu Wan, what's wrong with you?" Pei Zile hurriedly supported me, his face was full of anxiety, I also twisted my eyebrows and waved my hand at him, the cold sweat on my face came down, but I knew very well that there was nothing wrong with my stomach, it was just that it flashed to my waist because the sitting posture just now was too violent.

"Do you want to go to the family doctor? You wait, I, I'll call now!" Pei Zile was also really panicked, and immediately got up and was about to run to the living room, I hurriedly reached out to grab him, but because of the uncomfortable posture, the force was inappropriate, and the whole person fell into Pei Zile's arms as if he was in his arms.

Pei Zile hugged me and asked urgently, "What's wrong?"

"Don't call the doctor, help me stand up!" I struggled twice and could only ask for help from Pei Zile, and I couldn't care if the image was ugly or ugly at the moment, I couldn't burn the fish on the first day and twist my waist, what did people think of me.

"Don't you really need to call a doctor?" Pei Zile's breath was in my ears, the unfamiliar smell made me a little uncomfortable, I tried not to open my face, but I was a little anxious, "Let you hold on, I'll just twist it twice!"

Pei Zile's face was flushed, but he didn't dare to refute anymore, obediently holding my arm with both hands, I stood up with his strength, and I only felt a throbbing pain in my lumbar spine. I know that this is a disease that teachers will have, most of them are lumbar disc herniation, standing posture for a long time is easy to cause lumbar muscle strain, a few years ago when I was not divorced, I committed it once, that time because of the change of seasons to wash the sheets, when drying a careless twist, at that time at home lying for more than a week to be good.

"No, I see that your painful face is white! If you go on like this, can the child in your belly stand it!" Pei Zile saw that my movements were stiff, and his face turned pale with fright.

"I'm sick, I'm strained in my psoas muscles, it's okay, I'm fine, I'll be fine!That Zile, you help me to walk on the path over there, slower, ah, yes, slower!" I just hope that it can be relieved quickly, so as not to leave behind when I leave for a while.

"Why don't you go back to the house, I'll find someone to rub it for you!" Pei Zile walked a few steps and couldn't help but say worriedly.

I shouted a little angrily, "It's okay to tell you it's okay, it's okay, why are you so long-winded, my mother-in-law and mother are annoyed!"

Pei Zile was shocked by my shouting, and it took a long time before he burst out laughing. I was dying of pain, and when I saw him laughing at this time, I was even more angry, so I just put my hand on his arm and twisted it.

"You're still embarrassed to laugh, if you hadn't approached suddenly, I would have accidentally fallen on the chair and twisted my waist so unlucky?

I was so angry that I really wanted to raise my foot and kick him twice, but Pei Zile was scolded by me and kept silent, just lowered his head and supported me, without saying a word. The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, I took two steps, and felt that my back injury had eased a little, so I turned my head sideways to observe Pei Zile's expression, so as not to hurt the child's self-esteem if I was too excited just now.

Who knows if you don't know if you look at it, but when you see it, the fire is coming up again.

"I thought you were there to review, but I didn't expect to hide and snicker, Pei Zile, are you underdrawn!"

Pei Zile couldn't hold back anymore, holding me with one hand and covering his stomach with the other, leaning back and laughing. I was a little stunned by his laughter, what is the situation, sad and happy?

"What are you laughing at? I don't have the heart to respect the old and love the young!" I was so angry that I wanted to shake off his arm but he grabbed it, and the warm palm held me like that, which made me suddenly feel a strange feeling in my heart, and the burrs were extremely uncomfortable. I tried my best to break away, but because of the severe back pain, I couldn't help it after trying a few times, so I had to give up, but my eyes became stern again, "Pei Zile, let go of me!"

"Don't let it go!" Pei Zile still maintained the smile he had just now, his eyes were bent, "Gu Wan, do you know why I laughed just now!"

"I don't know, and I don't want to know!I just know, I'm your teacher, you should add the word teacher after Gu Wan, this is the least respect, do you understand!" I rolled my eyes, really exhausted my patience.

"Okay, Teacher Gu Wan!" Pei Zile changed his title very obediently, but he still asked the question just now, "You haven't answered me yet, do you know why I laughed just now?"

I sighed, the feeling of powerlessness in my heart had overwhelmed me. "Then I ask you, why did you laugh just now?"

"I'm laughing because I'm happy, do you know, from the time we realized to now, you are talking like a teacher in front of me, whether you are cornered by Lin Dong's strange mother-in-law or when you are so angry that Lin Dong's super scumbag wants to kill someone, you are talking to me with the teacher's shelf. Even if I was injured and went to you that time, you still looked like an elder educating a junior, only just now, you pinched me and scolded me, you really regarded me as a friend, not a student! So, I'm very happy, really, Teacher Gu Wan, I'm very happy!"

I stood in place, I really couldn't find the right expression or expression to face Pei Zile like this. I guessed that he had a strange affection for me, I guessed that he grafted all the things he had done to me for that little nanny, and I even wondered if there was a second personality for this paranoid child. But at this moment, I gradually understood that this young man, he is paranoid, he is indifferent, he does not know how to take care of the overall situation, and even does not know how to respect, the reason is because no one has ever understood his loneliness and loneliness.

The little nanny who was treated as a mother's affection was ruthlessly sent away, and later he must have known that it was a betrayal to let that person go at a price higher than this strange family affection. Later, he was with Pei Shaobei, but the age difference between the two was more than ten years, and even if they were accompanied, there was too much purchasing agent, and, as Pei Zile himself said, Pei Shaobei was a career-oriented man, how could he have the one to take care of a young boy who was in a rebellious period. This kind of helplessness of having blood relatives but not being able to really communicate is a bondage.

Under such betrayal and bondage, Pei Zile slowly isolated his heart and soul, as if no one could understand and approach.

I looked at Pei Zile's eyes that were slightly full of tears, smiled at him gently, and said, "Pei Zile, it's okay, no matter whether your brother and I become husband and wife in the future, we are all friends!

Pei Zile's tears seemed to be unable to be suppressed anymore, rolling down from his eyes, and his cheeks were wet in an instant, and I looked at him like that and I didn't know how to comfort him. Pei Zile suddenly took me in his arms and strangled my waist, I gritted my teeth in pain, but I didn't dare to push him away.

What is it that robs this lonely teenager of the good childhood he should have. Pei Shaobei said, Gu Wan, how boring your high school should be. But I really want to ask, Pei Zile, how boring your high school and your past should be, so that you can have such dependence and trust on a woman like me, who is not excellent and gentle, and even has a messy life!

At this moment, I burst into tears, because I was distressed, because I was at a loss.

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