Chapter 64: Hidden Despair
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stepped on the moon and returned, but Lin Jinghao found that Lin Mu was not in the house.
The first time she stepped into this house in complete darkness, Lin Jing was inexplicably stunned.
If Lin Mu leaves, she should have to face this situation where no one is waiting for her at home, right?
Although Lin Mu mentioned it last night, it was still a little unacceptable to really experience it in person.
At this time, Lin Jinghao realized how much she relied on Lin Mu and unconsciously became a habit in her life.
But habits are a terrible thing, because habits can change, and no matter how painful the initial adaptation is, time will always heal this hurt and gradually assimilate into new habits.
Turning on the light, Lin Jing was so sad that she found something on the table.
When I got closer, it was an incubator with a piece of paper pressed underneath.
The handwriting on it is Lin Mu's, to the effect that there is dinner prepared for her in the incubator, and if it is not hot enough, it can be heated in the microwave, and a few simple and clear ways to use the microwave oven and precautions are attached.
To be honest, before she saw this note, Lin Jinghao might have complained that Lin Mu was beginning to be cold to her, but now she felt that the house without heating was unusually warm, as if she could smell the aroma of rice inside through the incubator.
Lin Mu remembered her in his heart, and it was estimated that he was in a hurry to go out.
Lin Mu had been living with her for two weeks after coming here, and he hadn't seen how he handled his own affairs during this time.
Lin Jinghao didn't forget that Lin Mu was a busy man, and it was precisely because he was a busy man that the act of leaving her food could touch the softness of Lin Jinghao's heart more and more.
couldn't help laughing, Lin Jinghao put down the note and opened the incubator.
In an instant, the fragrance and then the hot air slowly rose, and Lin Jinghao already felt very happy before he ate it.
"I didn't expect to leave me a little surprise!"
That night, Lin Jinghao nested in the sofa and waited for Lin Mu, as for when she waited, she didn't remember, because in the end she fell asleep directly on the sofa.
But when she woke up the next morning, she found that she was in the room, and it must have been Lin Mu who carried her into the room, thinking that the time to wake up was quite early, Lin Mu should be there, so she wanted to see him.
But as soon as she ran to the living room, she saw that the incubator that she cleaned up yesterday appeared on the table again, and it was in the same position as last night, Lin Jinghao's heart instantly sank to the bottom.
Lin Mu went out again.
I don't know what he's up to, but there must be something he has to do when he goes out early and returns late.
If you go back to Dongcheng to deal with it, it will take six hours to go back and forth from here at the earliest.
Could this be the reason why he couldn't see the shadow of Lin Muren? When he was so far away, he rushed back to cook for himself?
Thinking of this possibility, the loss in Lin Jinghao's heart dissipated in an instant.
Instead, there was a kind of distress, she felt a little sorry for Lin Mu who was rushing back and forth day and night.
Afraid that the phone call would disturb him, Lin Jinghao sent a text message to Lin Mu, to the effect that if she was too busy, she could take care of herself here, and she didn't have to rush back and forth.
After the message was sent, Lin Jinghao didn't expect to receive a reply immediately.
Because Lin Mu told her that it was not a text message, but a phone call.
If he's busy, he can't see the text messages, right?
But this time, she guessed wrong.
About three seconds after the text message was successfully sent, Lin Jinghao's mobile phone screen lit up.
It was a reply, a reply from Lin Mu.
I opened it with some excitement, and when I saw it, there were only four words.
"I will go back. ”
Staring wide-eyed at the few numbers on the screen, there was an indescribable warmth rising from the dantian and scattering over the limbs.
Lin Jinghao couldn't help but laugh at the screen, she didn't reply, but got up and went back to the house to change her training clothes.
Time never stops for anyone, since we can't get together, we work together.
Now the only thought in Lin Jinghao's heart is to do his best to get the trophy, and then tell Lin Mu his true feelings!
This time, she is really living for herself.
During the day, she received training from Professor Fan, and at night, Lin Jinghao would watch the discs that Yu Tian gave her, and if she saw anything outstanding, she would bring it up to Professor Fan.
The dance for the finals was revised and revised many times, and it was only decided on the last day.
I don't know if the medicine that Lin Mu brought to her really played some role, or if it was a psychological effect, Lin Jinghao felt that her balance problem seemed to have slowly disappeared.
It's a magical feeling, maybe only she can feel it.
Because I had already discussed with Professor Fan that I would fight against the water, the design of the dance was based on high standards, and for Lin Jinghao, it was better to connect all the places where problems might occur.
Professor Fan was very satisfied with her performance, but he still couldn't relax for a minute, because Lin Jing's good opponent was also very strong.
Lin Mu rushed back a little earlier on the eve of the finals, and after not seeing him for two days, Lin Jinghao even felt that Lin Mu seemed to have lost weight and looked very tired.
When Lin Mu entered the house, Lin Jing wanted to help him get his clothes, but Lin Mu pushed his hand away without a trace.
He said to her, "Leave me alone, the evening is crucial, you should rest early." ”
Standing at the door in a daze for a long time, Lin Jinghao silently watched Lin Mu walk into his house.
It is impossible to have no gap in her heart, but Lin Jinghao is not hypocritical, she thinks it must be because Lin Mu is too tired.
Walking into the kitchen, Lin Jing crossed her waist and looked around, wanting to cook something for Lin Mu but didn't know what to do.
At this time, the door of Lin Mu's room suddenly opened.
Lin Jinghao turned around quickly, and saw that Lin Mu had changed into a set of casual clothes.
Although his face was full of tiredness, when he saw Lin Jinghao standing in the kitchen, he still rolled up his sleeves and moved forward.
"What do you want to eat?"
Seeing this state, Lin Mu's first reaction turned out to be to cook food for her, Lin Jinghao couldn't hold back any longer, and all kinds of emotions that had been pent up for two days broke out immediately.
She didn't care about anything, and directly stepped forward and hugged Lin Mu tightly.
Lin Mu's body stiffened, and he was a little surprised by Lin Jing's good actions.
But he didn't push her away, and let her hold her so quietly.
Then, like coaxing a child, gently, stroked her head and slowly tightened the crook of her arm.
After a while, Lin Mu said softly: "Miss me?"
When he said this, he didn't mean to ridicule Lin Jinghao, he just talked about things.
Lin Jinghao buried her face in Lin Mu's chest and nodded vigorously, but she didn't speak, because she was so choked up that she couldn't speak at this time.
I heard a almost inaudible sigh above my head, and then Lin Jinghao heard Lin Mu say a word.
He said, "I miss you too." ”
When he said this, Lin Mu not only had tenderness in his eyes, but also a despair that was not easy to detect.
Hidden deeply, trying to hide it.
The two didn't talk anymore and kept hugging in the kitchen.
Until, Lin Jinghao put away the sourness and calmed down again.
She asked Lin Mu to make her dessert, but it was for two because she wanted to eat it with Lin Mu.
Lin Mu doesn't eat much sweet things, but Lin Jing knows that eating some sweets when she is tired can relieve fatigue, so she asks him to accompany her to eat.
Sitting face-to-face with Lin Jinghao, when Lin Mu didn't take a bite to eat, his eyes stayed on Lin Jinghao, as if if he didn't look at it much, he wouldn't have a chance in the future.
He saw it very bluntly and explicitly, and Lin Jinghao could feel it even if his nerves were thick.
Although she was watched by Lin Mu, she would have a little luck in her heart, but after being stared at for a long time, she inexplicably had the illusion that she was the prey and had been targeted by predators.
"What are you looking at me like that?"
Lin Jinghao almost asked this sentence head-on, she put the empty plate on the table, and did a lot of psychological work for herself before she had the courage to raise her head and look at Lin Mu.
Being asked like this, Lin Mu didn't answer at first, but after a while, he suddenly smiled slightly.
It's a very shallow smile, but it's impossible to guess why he's smiling.
As a curious baby, Lin Jinghao naturally wanted to break the casserole and ask in the end, she looked at Lin Mu with wide eyes and asked him what he was laughing at.
Lin Mu shook his head slightly, got up and took the plate in front of Lin Jinghao and went to the kitchen.
Before taking a step, he said to Lin Jinghao: "It's not early, go to bed." ”
“……”
Lin Jinghao wanted to ask, how could anyone let a girl go to sleep just after eating dessert.
However, in order to seize the opportunity, Lin Jinghao was still obedient, but what she drilled was Lin Mu's bed.
Leaving the other half for Lin Mu, Lin Jinghao began to pretend to be asleep.
When Lin Mu entered the house and found the bulge on the bed, his face was a little strange.
However, he didn't wake up Lin Jinghao, but took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom of Lin Jinghao's house to take a bath.
Lin Jinghao was actually awake all the time, she quietly listened to the movement in the room, and waited and waited.
A little annoyed that Lin Mu wouldn't directly change beds with her to sleep, so he just came.
At this time, Lin Jinghao didn't realize what her move of grabbing the bed meant from a man's point of view, but she was grabbing Lin Mu's bed, which seemed to be a little different.
After waiting a little impatiently, Lin Jinghao wanted to get up and quietly went over to take a look.
As soon as the quilt was lifted, the door to the house was opened.
Frightened, she hurriedly made a pretending to turn over in her sleep, hoping that Lin Mu didn't notice that she was still awake.
With her eyes closed, Lin Jinghao deliberately breathed long to make the sleep effect look more realistic.
In the dark, she could feel the bed pressing down, maybe Lin Mu came up.
Inexplicably nervous, Lin Jinghao's heart fluttered.
Until the tip of her nose could smell Lin Mu's breath, mixed with the fresh smell of the bathing building, her tense nerves relaxed a lot.
I couldn't help but bend the corners of my mouth, and in the next second, I felt Lin Mu's hand gently patrolling near his hairline.
His caution made Lin Jing itch, but he couldn't open his eyes to look at her.
However, if Lin Jinghao had opened his eyes at this time, maybe the future development would not have been like that.
Because she missed Lin Mu's only one hesitation, and the pain engraved in her heart, as if it could not be dissipated.