171 Forget it when you're dead
(Cat flutter Chinese) "Don't make a fuss. ”
Jiang Hao paused for a moment, then lowered his head and continued to clean up.
In the past few days, he can really be described as inferior to me, but the more Jiang Hao is like this, the more depressed I become.
The divorce freed me and freed him.
In fact, a girl like me who grew up in an ordinary family has longed for that kind of love since I was a child, and divorce is even more terrible for me, so I really tried and tried my best to maintain our marriage.
Not to mention that my parents have been noisy all their lives, even if my family's elders and relatives, neighbors, and my parents' colleagues, I have never heard of anyone who has a divorce in the family.
Among my classmates, a family like Lin Xia is already special, so I always feel that the word divorce is very far away for me.
In that non-mainstream phrase, there is no divorce in my dictionary, only widowhood.
But the reality is that I am reluctant to toss Jiang Hao, and I am reluctant to toss myself, if I continue to live like this, I will be really widowed if I can't keep the two of us.
Of course, I deserve to be on the spiritual level, looking at Jiang Hao's current appearance, there is a little sign of the walking dead, and I feel very guilty.
Jiang Hao wanted to carry me, but if I didn't let me, he could only help me go out.
I'm not going to be able to walk a little bit now, and sometimes when I walk, I'm sad and scared, and I'm not going to be like this for the rest of my life. So if I could, I wouldn't want to be a wheelchair or have someone carry it, I thought it would be better if I walked more.
Whenever this happens, Jiang Hao accompanies me with a smiling face, saying wife, you are so stupid, bear-like.
As soon as he turned his face, he either raised his neck desperately, or rubbed his hands on his eyes, and his eyes were red.
Lin Xia went to prescribe a bunch of messy eye drops for him, and told me secretly, "My brother is about to be tortured and blinded by you, soften your heart, dear." ”
Lin Xia rarely cares about Jiang Hao calling brother, once she shouts, she is very distracted, and it is definitely not a joke.
I couldn't bear it, so I was reckless in front of Jiang Hao, and when it hurt, I couldn't help but pretend to be fine. I saw that Jiang Hao was distressed when I walked like this, so he simply said, "Then you can carry me on your back." ”
The driver was driving downstairs and waiting, Jiang Hao put me in the car, and then followed me up.
Ask me, "Where do you want to go?"
Ah, I really haven't thought about this problem, Jiang Hao only informed me early this morning that I could be discharged from the hospital, and he made it clear that he would not leave me a way out.
I'm disabled now—no, a temporary disabled person, no one to take care of, I can't go anywhere, I can't stay in a hotel, I might as well just make do in the hospital.
Jiang Hao gritted his teeth and said very seriously: "Don't even think about it, the hospital beds are tight." ”
I drooped my eyelids, feeling uneasy about my downfall, if I wasn't afraid that my parents would be frightened by me like this, I wouldn't do everything possible to send them to Chen Xi again, anyway, the two of them are partial to Chen Xi, and these days I really believe that I just don't have time to take care of them when filming.
Now that my parents don't care, Lin Xia has long since put down his words and won't care about me, and the only thing I can rely on is Jiang Hao.
Jiang Hao said, "Then go to our mother's." ”
He was referring to him and Lin Xia's own mother, my mother-in-law. In the past, Jiang Hao and Lin Xia were the same, one didn't call mom, the other didn't call brother, and they both woke up overnight.
He held my hand when he said mom, and it was so clear.
Jiang Hao is different from me, he has had such a broken family since he was a child, he is afraid of divorce like him, and even refused marriage for a time because he was afraid of divorce. But for my sake, he decided to get married twice, and it was not easy.
At this moment, the two of us are not divorced, and he holds my hand tightly, making me feel that I am still his wife, his daughter-in-law, and the closest woman to him.
I whispered, "Don't do that, I don't know what to do." ”
He sighed, and said to his grandson, "Okay, okay, I won't force you." ”
In the end, I still live in Jiang Hao's mother's house, this home makes me feel very strange, this family surname Lin is not surnamed Jiang, so Jiang Hao can't live with him, he lives in a hotel, when Lin Xia's father goes out to work, Jiang Hao comes to see me, as careful as a thief.
I only lived at Jiang Hao's place for less than a week, and the crutches I ordered online were delivered. No matter how ugly it is, I can go by myself, and while my mother is cooking, I leave a note and drag the box away.
The second floor, not high, but for me it is still quite difficult, step by step down, it is already October I still sweat, after arriving at the hotel want to take a shower by yourself are very difficult.
I just feel that since I am determined to separate, it is not only inauthentic for me to accept the care of Jiang Hao's family again, but it is also a harm to him to give him hope and disappoint him.
Since you want to divide it, you just don't drag it anymore.
I contacted the director of the previous crew, and when the accident happened, my role was almost finished, and I called him once when I was hospitalized, begging him not to change people, he said that there was not much left anyway, and if he could use a stand-in, he would use a stand-in, and some places that had to be refilmed would wait for me to be discharged.
I limped back to the crew again, and when I was playing, I ran into Jung Jun-hee.
During the two months that I was hospitalized, Jung Jun-hee came to see me, but only when I was asleep. I actually knew it, but since he chose that time, I went to sleep with the dress.
Jung Jun-hee always felt that he didn't protect me that day, so he blamed himself. But in fact, it was he who memorized the other party's license plate number, so that Jiang Hao could find me in such a short time.
This meeting made me and Jung Jun-hee feel very embarrassed.
When the meal was put out, others took the lunch box almost in three or two clicks, and I was the only one who was left with limited mobility, and I moved it out little by little.
Jung Jun-hee took it for me, "Let's eat together." ”
I smiled at him, "Okay." ”
The two of us ate together, but neither of us spoke, and when I looked at the dishes in my lunch box, and then at his, it was obvious that I had only done anything to Jung Jun-hee.
He's still as caring about people as he used to be. I remember that in my freshman year, a group of us went out to run a marathon, and we all ate a boxed lunch together at noon, and I got what I didn't like, so Zheng Junxi took the initiative to change it with me, and Lin Xia was angry and ignored me for several days.
I said to Jung Jun-hee, "You have to be kind to yourself." ”
He nodded and said okay, okay.
I was also very undisciplined during filming, I definitely couldn't use crutches, and in some shots where I had to stand, I could only rely on one thing to keep my body straight, and every time the director shouted cut, I was sweating.
On this day, Jung Jun-hee sent me back to the hotel, and on the way back, he chatted with me and asked me, "That person, what happened?"
"Oh, you said Chang Cheng. What can I do, I heard that it will take three months to go in. But I think they'll be fished out for him in two days. ”
Jung Jun-hee nodded, very helpless.
I said to myself again, "This kind of person should die." ”
How much I hate Chang Cheng, I think only I know. Others may think that he is not guilty of death, but in my heart, ten deaths are not enough.
This sentence made him die, I just said it casually, this kind of scourge, probably can only wait for the harvest of heaven.
But I didn't expect me to say this, but Zheng Junxi was listening very seriously.
He sent me back to the hotel, and watched me enter the room before leaving, but as soon as he left, Jiang Hao appeared immediately.
Jiang Hao said: "I knew it the first day you moved here. ”
I sighed and said, "When you're free, let's go through the formalities." ”
Jiang Hao and I don't have any property to divide, his is his, I don't want to do it at all, and I don't think I will be able to live a good life on my own.
Jiang Hao looked at it helplessly, and his tone was very light, "I won't divorce you." ”
"But I've decided. ”
I said very firmly, I was not joking when I first proposed a divorce to him, you must know that it is difficult to make this determination. It's even harder to decide and change your mind later.
Jiang Hao was obviously reluctant to continue the topic.
"You don't let me take care of you, but you don't have to stay in a hotel," he said. ”
He pulled out a key and gave it to me.
When I saw it, my heart couldn't help but tremble. The house that Jiang Hao bought me in S City, the key chain was chosen by the two of us together.
Jiang Hao said: "You have a home." ”
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