Getting along with Xinlan, there are many things that don't need to be said, and each other knows each other.

But language is a wonderful thing.

"I will always support you. "As long as it is my sister's order, I will definitely work hard to complete it. "I'll stand by your side. Yan Ya has said such words many times, but none of them can compare with "I want to help you".

Because Yan Ya when she said this was not the "sister" who hid behind Xinlan and felt that she could only do it, but as an equal existence.

"I'm not against you killing this guy. Yan Ya unabashedly revealed her disgust for the person behind her, "But not now. ”

She didn't wait for Xinlan to ask again, and raced against time to impress Xinlan with words, and at the same time, she was also doing the development of her ability to embrace all rivers.

If you want to convince others, you must first understand others, and to understand others, you can't just stay at the verbal level, otherwise the other party will say "what do you know", and by the way, a few stabs can end everything.

Fortunately, Yanya has the ability to experience all of that.

"Get out of the way. ”

Xinlan swung her sword and knocked Yan Ya away, Yan Ya had expected this situation, and it was impossible to blame Xinlan. Because the force that struck her away was so weak and weak, it was too weak compared to the one she just swung down, but it was so reasonable.

That's right, if it weren't for that, how could Xinlan be in darkness all around.

Yan Ya can't see the light and darkness like the Praise Master, but she might as well understand Xinlan's current state, because the truth is so simple-

If light is a strong affirmation of oneself, then the opposite color represents the negation of oneself.

Her sister, her sister, knew very well that what she was doing was not right!

"Please!"

Yan Ya put the knife in her hand, the holy relic with the name of "Fuxiqin", across the front.

As Liu Tian said, she has always been unwilling, because she has been working hard, even if the result is so clumsy, but she believes that it will definitely be passed on to Xinlan's ears.

The colorful light flashed, and Yan Ya gently plucked the strings to convey her feelings.

……

"It's not right to do that. ”

Before Xinlan could speak, Xie Haojun on the other side spoke.

"You know that very well. ”

"But you can't do anything because you choose silence. ”

Xinlan clearly felt that she had lost control of her body, but she couldn't resist.

Or rather, she didn't want to resist.

The control of the water boat has been returned to the people, but she is already listening to the people's opinions, and according to the polls, among the people who support her, what Xie Haojun will do next is what everyone expects.

"It's not right. Xinlan said weakly.

"Why is it wrong? The people's will is the goal, and the goal is also a real tyrant, inhumane, killing his father and killing his brother......"

Xinlan didn't know how to answer.

"Or is that what you care about?"

Xie Haojun moved away slightly, and then Xinlan saw the two transformers Xuanba and Yuanba.

In the eyes of the world, these two reformed people are ugly monsters made of pure flesh, but in Xinlan's eyes, what they see is the source of the flesh, they are exactly the same as at the beginning, only there are more pain, anger, remorse and other expressions on their faces, and the monarch she fought for fell to the ground with a miserable appearance, begging her to raise her noble hand.

Illusion? No one else can see such a scene, only the hymnist who praises everything on this land can feel all this from the inner world, even if the other party exists in the form of a piece of flesh, even if the soul of the other person's body has died, that will and obsession are real.

"So you hesitated? Emotions have triumphed over reason, over justice?"

“……”

"So are you afraid of these?"

This time, there were voices from all over the Great Song Dynasty, and the voices of people who supported the people of the world.

"Xie Xinlan go to death! Fuck your bullshit Sword Saint, Holy Healer, let His Majesty Shimin lead us to glory!"

This is a rabid supporter.

"No matter what fault His Majesty Shimin has, he has ascended the throne as the emperor, and there is no major fault, no matter how you say it, you shouldn't directly raise the anti-flag!"

"As soon as His Majesty Shimin ascended the throne, he brought forth the new and rectified the maladministration of the first emperor's period, it is foreseeable that he will become a generation of Ming monarchs, why can't His Royal Highness Xinlan live in peace with His Majesty?"

"Even if it is true to kill his father and brother, so what? Your Majesty is much better than the imperial grandson, the emperor's family has no feelings, and for us ordinary people, what we need is a king who can benefit the world!"

This is a proponent of self-perceived objectivity.

"It's just that those aristocratic families are killing each other for power, why should it affect us? I don't care about anything else, we just need peace! At the beginning, he failed politically, and he was unconvinced to speak with his fists? ”

"There is Gu Meng outside, we are actually the first to mess up, this time I am on the side of the court. ”

"I just see that the Sword Saint is unhappy, I want to support the imperial court!"

This is a supporter of willfulness.

"Aren't you afraid? Then why are you silent, are you going to be free? But such a thing is freedom?"

"This is the 'freedom' of 'let the people choose freely' in your philosophy?!"

Faced with questions again and again, Xinlan was never able to answer.

I can only keep silent.

Why is this happening? When did it become like this? What caused her to stay like this?

Xie Haojun disappeared, replaced by a scene that flashed quickly-

The people of the Great Song Dynasty died and were killed by the ancient Mongolian people, and they had no power to resist and had no intention of resisting, because it was the powerful ancient Mongolian people who killed them? Is it because the country of ancient Mongolia is too powerful? But why did the people around the onlookers not lend a helping hand? Is the reason that ten chopsticks are stronger than one chopstick a lie?

No, the reason is that no matter how large a flock of sheep is, it can't beat a wolf. That's easy, just make the flock strong. So Xinlan walked over and gave them a health booster.

But the sheep still died, and Xinlan realized that the sheep were not discus, each with its own small circle, and before they dealt with the wolf, they were constantly fighting with each other over a small piece of grass. It's ridiculous, it's so funny that when you're dead, there's nothing left.

Then the wolves came, only part of them thought of joining forces, some of them thought of taking up a few more pieces of grass while both were defeated, and some of them ran away without thinking about it, Xinlan's medicine made them stronger and ran faster, but they forgot that this grass was so big that no matter how fast they were, they couldn't run far.

What to do? Is there a way to save this situation?

A sheep stepped forward.

"Everyone has the right to choose freely, I can't interfere with others, I can only try to be myself. "It comes to mind.

Under the indifferent eyes of his companions, the sheep bravely rushed towards the attacking wolf, and the effect of the tonic medicine was finally manifested at this time, and the sheep showed a far stronger than before, even if it was as strong as a wolf, it was only a little stronger than it.

But even then, the sheep died, and its death made the other sheep even more convinced that they were no match for the wolf.

Nothing has changed.

Well, Xinlan knew very well that the sheep that died in battle was her.

More scenes flashed, but the ending was the same, her ending was to die in silence, to be misunderstood, to be suspected, to be framed.

"I was right. She told herself, again and again.

"Look, how stupid this guy is. Such sarcastic voices rang out again and again around the surroundings.

So, in fact, what she has been insisting all the time is wrong?

"Absolutely not!"

The clumsy and ridiculous sound of the piano came, transmitted to this spiritual world, and when she heard the familiar voice, Xinlan lit up.

It lit up for a very short time.

The people of the Southern Army, whose heartfelt followers and trust in her, undoubtedly proved her "right".

But so what?

The people of the world also have a large number of followers, and there are also a large number of people who think he is right, so what he is doing is right?

But is he really the right person who denies himself from the people?

Can she be convinced that she is right?

Xinlan was very grateful to Yan Ya for stopping her, and was glad that Yan Ya said what she thought, but these were all things she had always "knew"-

"Even if you know everything, it doesn't mean you don't have to say it!"

Yan Ya's hoarse shout made Xinlan's spiritual world violently shake.

"The purpose of summing up the inner world is exactly what we say!"

……

Under the shade of the trees, the light is specked.

Xinlan leaned quietly under the big tree, her eyes closed, feeling the gentle breeze blowing, and her chaotic heart gradually calmed down.

"I don't know when I took it for granted to directly sense other people's minds, although I have the self-control not to peek into other people's hearts, but when I have the opportunity, I will give priority to using the heart to solve the problem. ”

"However, I forgot that others cannot read the mind as I do, and that the inner world is like the sea, sometimes with rough waves and torrential rains, sometimes calm and calm, but with undercurrents, we can never see it in its entirety. ”

Xinlan muttered to herself, it seemed like this, but another calm voice answered her words.

"So, you're not sure about yourself?"

"Yes, if others can't fully see through it, how can I guarantee my own correctness. ”

Even now, Xinlan was still worried about this matter, but that voice was not confused.

"No one can always be right, you can only guarantee that you are right about something. ”

"So, you think it's right to kill the people of the world?"

The leaves were blown softly by the breeze, and the voice replied with a voice that was not a positive one.

"From the moment you ask yourself that way, you are closer to 'right and wrong' than anyone else. ”

It's easy to believe that you're right, let alone someone who is so confident that it's so hard to want them to deny yourself.

On the other hand, people who always feel that they are wrong will also not be able to accept that they are right.

Only those who constantly reflect and question themselves can judge the true answer.

"I'm already doing that. After thinking about it, Xinlan smiled bitterly and changed her words, "It should be said that I have done it before." ”

Half light and half darkness, this is the result of her attempt, but it only adds to her annoyance and hesitation.

"Nope. ”

The voice firmly denied her.

Xinlan opened her eyes, stood up, and looked at the tree behind her.

"Why can—"

She couldn't continue.

She's not talking to herself, either.

Even during the Sword Saint period, Xinlan recognized herself as the Xie family deep down in her heart, and this persistence, when it was manifested in the spirit body, formed a form that was closely related to the Xie family and Xie Xuan'an.

Ten years of trees, 100 years of people.

Yes, the "tree man" in front of him is the spirit created by Xinlan at the beginning, just to accompany him to chat. Because it doesn't need any other abilities, it is able to gain a human-like mind. It's just that as she recasts her soul, Xinlan thought it was long gone, but she has been standing in the depths of her heart, waiting for the day when she can solve her master's doubts.

How to solve the doubts?

"It's just your own words, you can't tell right from wrong. ”

That tree man is so bright, and the heart that denies himself is so dark.

Not fifty and fifty.

Both are 100 percent, like a mirror inside and out.

But the spirit and the person have always been inseparable.

Therefore, there is both 100% light and 100% darkness in her body.