022 A lifetime is too long

Li Yi forcibly grabbed my hand and wanted to go together, but Xia Nan stopped the two of them from behind. I looked back at Xia Nan's face, her face was not a little happy and proud, but very worried. Her eyes fell on Li Yi who grabbed my hand, she looked up at Li Yi, and said in a very humble tone, "Don't worry, I won't hurt her again, I just want to ask Shuangshuang something." ā€

When I heard Xia Nan's words, my body shook, her tears were covered with a layer of water, she really fell in love with Li Yi, and she loved very deeply, I used to think that she just loved but couldn't, resulting in a strong possessiveness, but she loved, really loved.

I withdrew my hand from Li Yi's hand and decided to stay in the ward. There were only me and Xia Nan left in the ward, and to be honest, I was still a little wary of her, I was afraid that she would use that kind of bitter language to sarcastically mock me, and I was afraid that she would come up and slap me twice, so I sat down on a chair far away from the hospital bed.

We had a lot of trouble before, and when the two of us got along, the atmosphere became very awkward, and I didn't know what to say for a while, but Xia Nan took the initiative to say first, "I only found out today why Li Yi suddenly wanted to marry me, otherwise I would stupidly listen to Mengmeng's words, Li Yi also likes me, but it's just because of your existence." ā€

I thought that Xia Nan would say this kind of thing as soon as she opened her mouth, and she didn't know what to answer, so she looked at her in dismay. She continued, "Actually, we had a good time, it was when we first went on a blind date, he was nice to me, took me to drive a sports car, went to yachting, and took me to do a lot of interesting things, anyway, the family arranged for us to get engaged, thinking that he liked his own." But then he proposed to dissolve the marriage, and I followed your car again, and when I found out your true relationship, I thought that you used means and knew that you were pregnant, so I thought that you used pregnancy means to keep him, so I made it difficult for you in every way. Now that I think about it, at that time, I deliberately hid my feelings, I didn't take it seriously at all, and I said that I was a friend and a buddy, nine times out of ten, he really treated me as a buddy and a friend. ā€

"Why are you talking to me about this? These are things you shouldn't have said to me. "I have learned to grow up after all, and I will not forgive others for the pain they have left on me, just because others say a few good words.

Xia Nan bit her lip and looked out the window, "I'm not here to ask for your forgiveness, I don't apologize for what I did, even if I feel guilty, I just want to tell you." Today's words, you also listened, I will marry Li Yi tomorrow, I love him, I love him very much......"

I stopped Xia Nan at the exit, "If you want to say these things, then there is no need to say them to me, your confession is wrong." If you are worried, I will stay by Li Yi's side, then you don't need to worry, I will go abroad, and I will never contact Li Yi again in the future. I'm not going to bless you, okay, I'm leaving. ā€

"Shuangshuang, I haven't finished speaking, I know that my temper is very bad, when I get angry, I will say anything, some words, I don't mean it, I'm angry, I love Li Yi too much, I ......"

Why can't you love someone with your heart? That's not something that can't be forgiven. But I am the one who was hurt, and I can no longer forgive generously. I didn't listen any further, opened the door of the ward and walked out, I was a little surprised to see Li Yi guarding the door, and looking at his worried expression, I wanted to smile at him with relief, but I couldn't move my mouth.

Li Yi stretched out his hand and said to me with a gentle smile, "Let's go home!"

People say that the person who has love is a home, and he will get married tomorrow. I didn't have the courage to raise my hand and put it in his palm again, so I walked up to him and whispered, "Let's go!"

Li Yi and I sat in the car, the two of us didn't say anything, the atmosphere was too quiet, I turned on the music, and Eason Chan's ten years sounded in the car.

Ten years ago, I didn't know you, you didn't belong to me, we were still the same, with a stranger, walking through the streets that were gradually familiar

Ten years later, we are friends, and we can still greet each other, but that kind of gentleness can no longer find a reason to hug, and lovers will inevitably fall into the arms of friends in the end

I leaned my head on the seat and looked out the window, Hangzhou in November, it was still green, staying in the warm car, I didn't feel cold, but I felt very cold, and the piece in my heart was about to freeze. Especially listening to the song sung by Eason Chan, the song was so sad, I reached out to turn off the song, Li Yi turned his head and said, "Don't turn it off!"

I took my hand back, looked at Li Yi, moved my lower lip, and wanted to tell him that I would go back to Shenzhen tomorrow, but I couldn't say it after all, because it was so sad, we were speechless all the way, and went home in silence.

When I got home, I took out my slippers and asked awkwardly, "Are you hungry?" I learned your favorite West Lake vinegar fish with Aunt Li yesterday, and Aunt Li praised me for making it delicious. Shall I make it for you to eat?. With that, I went to the kitchen. Li Yi changed his slippers and walked into the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator, I couldn't find any fish at all, and smiled apologetically and said, "There is no fish in the refrigerator, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you, fried noodles with shredded pork with sharp peppers?" or something ......else."

Li Yi stretched out his hand and grabbed me, "Don't be busy anymore, sit down and talk to me!"

I turned around and stared at Li Yi's eyes, my deep eyes were sad, how could fate be willing to let such a beautiful man in front of me be dyed with sadness! The corners of my mouth were reluctantly slightly upturned, and she asked, "Do you want to tell me?"

I turned around and stared into Li Yi's eyes, my deep eyes were sad, how could fate be willing to let such a beautiful man in front of me be dyed with sadness!

I closed the refrigerator and let him take my hand and sit on the sofa, Li Yi held my hand, my hand was already cold, although Li Yi held it tightly, rubbed my hand without listening, trying to warm my hand, but my hand was always cold.

Li Yi wrapped his arms around me, very tightly. As if it would be a part of one's own body, then the two would never be separated. My hand also hugged Li Yi back, her chin rested on Li Yi's shoulder, the two of them leaned for so long, why was the atmosphere around so sad.

"I'm sorry, I promised you a wonderful tour, I didn't make it. ā€

"It's not your fault, isn't it? "My eyes are red, I never thought that people like Li Yi would apologize, but he apologized to me several times, he also hated himself so powerlessly, I deeply felt for the first time, Li Yi loves me very much, really loves me, loves me more deeply than me, I feel sorry, I also love him, but I love myself very much.

Li Yi's head stroked my hair, and his movements were very gentle, "Why don't you scold me?" You suddenly became so understanding, I really don't get used to it, I don't know if I'm used to being scolded by you, I'd rather you make a fuss at yourself and scold me for being a liar, or cry and beg me not to marry Liu Xianan......"

Li Yi didn't say any more, he understood that marriage was a reality that could not be changed. We just hugged each other for a long time, and the two of us didn't say anything, just hugged each other for a long time. It wasn't until Father Li and Li Nian walked in that I broke free from Li Yi's arms and stood up, turned my back to them, raised my hand to wipe away my tears, and then slowly turned my head and smiled politely at them.

Father Li bowed his head lightly in response, and then looked at Li Yi sternly and said, "You go to the study with me!" °C≔°C≔°C≔ Pavilion °C≔

"Okay!" Li Yi nodded, grabbed my shoulder and said, "Don't toss yourself back and forth, you're tired, go up and rest first." What's the matter, do you tell Aunt Li to understand?"

Li Yi followed Li's father and Li Nian into the study, I remembered that Li Yi changed his underwear yesterday, but he didn't wash it, so he went into the bedroom, washed the clothes out to dry, and took his clothes back and folded them. Li Yi has a bad problem, he always has socks, and he has to take them back and help him clean them up immediately. I took out the iron again to help him iron his shirt, and when I was idle, I would think crankily, and I would keep myself busy, and I would make myself busy with a spiral.

It wasn't until Xu Yuwen called me that he told me that he had already told the British embassy that I would first sign up for a group tour and he would help me handle everything. I'm grateful for what he did for me, and I didn't let him do things for me after all. Mengmeng is right, I can't indulge myself and use him to do things for myself just because Xu Yuwen is good to me. I tactfully said I would figure it out.

When I walked out of the balcony, Li Yi was sitting on the sofa, the expression on his face was very serious, and the whole person was very haggard. The cigarettes in his hands were all burned out, and he forgot to throw them away. I hurriedly walked up, took the cigarette butt out of his fingers, and twisted it out. He raised his eyes, and his whole body was a little wooden. I picked up his finger and examined it, and found that his index finger was burned and black, and I couldn't help complaining, "Why don't you always know how to take care of yourself?" You can burn a cigarette with your own hands, I'll go get the medicine box and help you clean it up." ā€

Li Yi grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the bed, my hands held Li Yi's face, I lowered my head and pressed it against Li Yi's forehead, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what she should say. Li Yi should be high-spirited, not the decadent appearance he is now. He was such a proud man.

Li Yi wrapped his arms around my waist, and I hugged Li Yi's head. I smelled a faint fragrance between my noses, and I persuaded the child in a coaxing tone, "It's okay, everything will be fine." ā€œ

It would be nice if two people could hug each other like that for the rest of their lives. But in this world, we don't know who will accompany us to the end. Maybe it's too long for a lifetime!