"What are you talking about!?" Jasmine's words were like a thunderbolt passing through my temples, almost making me stand up without a storm.

Jasmine seemed to know she had slipped her mouth out, and her gaze slid to the side, not looking at me.

At that moment, I realized that Jasmine might be hiding a big secret from me.

A secret that may be difficult for me to accept.

Jasmine avoided my gaze, didn't make out anything, but her eyes were redder.

"What the hell is going on, you tell me. "I was so excited that my voice was trembling, and I had to ask clearly, otherwise my mood would never be calm.

"Who touched you?

Jasmine shook her head, frowning, her face full of depression, revealing the most painful expression I've ever seen.

"You say!"

"Don't ask, okay!" Jasmine looked up, her red eyes glittering, and she begged me in a voice that was almost begging, like a fawn cornered by a hunter.

Seeing Jasmine's appearance, I reached out and grabbed her arm, grabbing her small shoulders with the greatest force.

"You tell me clearly! Do you hear it! Who did it to you, and why didn't you say it?"

I roared in a voice that was close to a roar.

Then I saw Jasmine crying. She lowered her head and sat on the bed crying.

I realized that this was the fifth time Jasmine had cried, twice at home, the third time at her mother's grave, and the fourth time after she was injured by yellow hair.

This time, it's the fifth.

It was also the last time I saw her in tears.

Jasmine cried and sobbed, her thin shoulders trembling slightly, tears sliding down her little face uncontrollably...... She didn't seem to want to cry, and tried desperately to wipe the water from her face with the back of her hand, so hard and fast, that I was afraid that if I didn't stop her, she would break her face.

"Okay, okay, stop crying. You're a little guy, you're always so tough. You're not alone now, and with me here, don't be afraid of anything. Tell me something. Jasmine, good, obedient. Come, tell me. I coaxed in a calm tone. Gently wiped her tears with his thumb and kept talking to her.

After a while, Jasmine finally stopped crying. After a while, she wiped her nose and her tears dried before she completely calmed down.

"Do you really want to hear it? The corners of Jasmine's eyes were still red.

"Well, you name it. Either way, I won't blame you. I won't say a word more. ”

"You got it...... Would hate me. ”

"How? I won't, as long as you're willing to tell me. Jasmine, you are my sister, no matter what, I will protect you. Didn't I help you beat them half to death when you were beaten?"

I comforted Jasmine, ready for the worst, but her first words scared me.

"Great Eastern...... I have been raped by men and rapes. ”

Jasmine spoke in an emotionless voice like a dead man, with no gleam in her eyes, only an unseen gloom.

"There are 12 men who have been on my ......"

I was surprised that my jaw almost dropped. I looked at Jasmine and really wanted to slap myself in the face, so I was sure that she was talking about 12 men having her, not that she was going on a spring outing with 12 classmates.

"Great Eastern...... Are you scared?" her little face was a little self-deprecating and nonchalant.

I stared at her blankly, and I knew that Jasmine wasn't lying to me, that she was really opening up to me and telling me the deepest secrets in my heart.

I think I'm close to the truth.

A shocking secret may be about to surface.

"Jasmine, don't be afraid, you name it. As long as you know the names of those men, I'm going to make those men die a bad death. I gritted my teeth and squeezed the words out between my teeth.

Jasmine grimaced, was silent for a moment, and continued.

"When I was nine years old, my mom brought a man home for the night...... The man got drunk on my mom. And then...... He raped me. ”

I felt like my heart was being pinched and almost burst.

"I don't know the man's name, and he told me not to tell my mom about him raping me, or he's going to beat her to death. I was afraid of him, so I didn't tell my mother. Jasmine's voice was very low, she obviously knew that this was a very dishonorable thing, and under her immature appearance, she already had a mature and vicissitudes of life.

"What did that man do to you later?" I asked, suppressing a strong fluctuation in my heart.

"Then the man left, and I never saw him again. Jasmine lowered her head, and a voice came out of the shadows of her face, "But since then, there have been many men who have done that to me. My mom also found out about it...... She beat them, but her mother was weak and was beaten by them, and she said...... I was the one who seduced them. They said that when my mother is old, let me do it for my mother and them in the future......"

There was a hint of crying in Jasmine's voice again.

I exhaled heavily from my nostrils.

"What happened to them?"

"Mom was afraid of them, so she moved to Lane ...... Lumber," said Jasmine, "but we were approached by a man who said he was my mother's husband." Stayed in our new home. Mom hated him, but let him live in our house anyway. The guy stayed at my house for several days and was nice to me and my mom...... He bought us clothes and food. I thought he was a good guy. ”

"Think?"

I listened quietly to Jasmine's words, but my fingers unconsciously clenched into fists.

"Well, he's a pervert!" Jasmine looked up, her little face turned miserable white from the pain, "When I was in fourth grade, he drove me up at the school gate and said he was taking me to eat KFC, and said that my mother was waiting for me there. I hadn't eaten KFC before, so I went with him. But he took me to a very remote place, and with the driver, he inserted me...... He also called me a bitch, I hit him, kicked him, but it didn't work, he still ...... in my stomach. He also asked me to take a chick, saying that it was KFC ......" As he spoke, bean-sized tears fell from Jasmine's eyes again.

"He scolded me and said that I was born a prostitute, a **, to be fucked, and when I grow up, I will be like my mother...... Go to a nightclub to be a lady. ”

Jasmine was so angry that her teeth were shaking, and it was a nightmare for a girl her age.

Even if it's what happened to Ma Yike...... Compared with Jasmine, it is also dwarfed.

Jasmine, she's only 12 years old! How much pain has she suffered?

"He raped me, then threw me by the river and drove away. As he was leaving, he also told me that if I told my mother, I would tell JC about my mother's drug use and let JC arrest my mother......"

"And what happened to that man?"

"Went to jail because he was arrested for selling drugs......"

"That person, is it Hong Feng?" At this point, I finally understood, and I vaguely felt that I had grasped the truth.

"Hmm......" Jasmine nodded.

Finally, the truth is revealed.

I finally knew why Jasmine was so afraid of that flood peak, and I also knew what happened to Jasmine's family over the years, and I knew why Jasmine was so grateful to me. I also know why she eats KFC when she says I'm so good to her...... That's because no one has ever actually taken her to eat KFC.

I also know why Jasmine has such a mature and dark personality, why she hates the world and everyone.

Finally understood.

I see.

It turned out to be so.

Jasmine was actually poisoned when she was less than 10 years old......

I threw my head up sharply, trying to let out a long howl, but in the end it was still difficult to get out of my mouth, and finally it turned into a long lament......

In the summer when she was 11 years old, Jasmine was ****ed on a riverbank in the north of the city.

After the two demonic men left, it rained heavily.

Jasmine sat weakly by the river, drenched in the rain, and cried silently. The rain drenched her clothes, wet her black hair, and mixed with her tears.

Jasmine cried by the river for a long, long time, and at that time, facing the rippling water, Jasmine had the idea of jumping into the river to commit suicide. But just as she stood up and walked dejectedly towards the cold and unforgiving river, the rain suddenly stopped.

Thick black clouds dispersed from the sky, the black sky was torn to pieces, and the bright sun slanted down from the sky, dyeing the whole world in a clear and pure color.

Jasmine looked up suddenly, and for a moment, she saw the evil clouds dispelled by the sun, and she saw the sunlight as warm as her mother's hand. She saw an endless sky as clear and blue as a clean mirror, and under the sapphire sky, the lovely and gentle white clouds like sheep floated, layer upon layer.

Looking at the floating white clouds, Jasmine felt that she had also become lighter, like a soft feather, fluttering, swinging, flying, flying......

Beneath the clouds, farther away, where heaven and earth meet, are the green mountains that rise and fall, as if beckoning to her.

When the sun shone on the city, Jasmine was surprised to find that everything was the same as before, that sky, still that sky, that cloud, still that cloud, under the marshmallow-like white clouds, there was still a flock of pigeons flying freely, and sparrows chirping happily on the mast and singing beautiful songs.

It's as if nothing has happened, the sky is still so blue, the river is so clear, the pigeons are so free, and the sparrows are still so cheerful.

Looking at that clear sky, Jasmine's little mood changed dramatically. She felt a warm flame burning in her chest, and she suddenly felt that everything she had suffered was nothing compared to this world.

When the rain stopped, the sky, the city, and the river were no different...... Everything is still so beautiful, so familiar, as if nothing had happened, the rainstorm did not wash away the greenery of the mountains and rivers, and the rainstorm did not stop the birds from flying in the sky, why should I die?

When the rain fell, everything was washed away.

When the weather clears, everything can start again.

Jasmine picked up water by the river, washed her little face stained with tears and sweat, and tidied up her wet clothes and messy hair.

Went home.