readx(); After a long time, I took my eyes off the couple of newcomers, I slowly looked back at Li Yi, he had a cigarette in his mouth, lit a lighter and wanted to light it, probably thinking that I was pregnant, he didn't light it alive, threw the lighter in front of the car window, just with a cigarette in his mouth, and was addicted to smoking.

I asked a little sadly, "Li Yi, can you tell me one thing frankly? You... Do you still love me?"

I found that I was very numb and awkward even when I asked this sentence, he was obviously stunned for a moment, frowned, changed the subject and said, "This is not the topic we are going to discuss, let's go!"

I stared straight into his eyes and refused to give up, "You answer me, love, are you unwilling to face yourself?"

Li Yi took the cigarette out of his mouth, lowered his tone, and said soothingly, "Is this important? Shuangshuang, you are 25 years old this year, you are almost a mother of two children, Bao'er needs a complete family, and you also need Bao'er, don't you?"

I looked at Li Yi intently, and asked again, "Do you still love me?

Li Yi frowned, opened his mouth and said in embarrassment, "I, I don't know!"

I shook my head, as if I finally understood, leaned back in my chair weakly, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Actually, like you, I can't figure it out myself." I loved you very much, but then too many things happened, we all changed so much, I can't figure out whether I still love you or not?"

Love will dissipate with the wind, you originally loved deep into the bone marrow and unforgettable, but time erased your memories little by little, and gradually blurred. We love that good memory, but when that person reappears, we will find that things are different from people, and we are no longer the same people we used to be.

I pushed open the car door, got out of the car, and walked in the opposite direction to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Li Yi came over and grabbed me and grabbed my arm, "Love or not, what does it have to do with marriage? I want to eat your cooking, I want to be in front of a person, I don't need to put up my guard, I don't have to wear a mask to live." I want to have a place where I can breathe freely......"dudu1();

I shook off Li Yi's hand, looked at him quietly, and told him the truth, "Ah Yi, that's not love, it's a life together, you know? Do you know what marriage is? Do you understand how I view marriage? I can not marry love, but I want to marry a man who truly understands me and loves me, and then I will join hands with him for a lifetime and never give up. I know you too well, you crave passion and pursue excitement, if you don't marry the woman you love the most in your life, you are still tired of it, you will still divorce, and I will still fall into the same situation as Xia Nan. Li Yi, I won't marry you. ”

Yes, we all know each other too well, so we can understand what way to hurt each other the most, I was hurt by Li Yi after all, what I am most afraid of in my life is that he admits that he is a young lady in front of everyone, and what he hates the most is betrayal and deception, we both stabbed each other, how can we still shed blood, shed tears, and continue to love each other?

His hand loosened, I easily removed his clamps, I quickly wanted to move forward, my brain was too messy, Li Yi was a madman, I approached him, and I became a madman.

Li Yi stopped me from behind again, even if he had a good temper, he couldn't help but want to scold the street, Li Yi said with a serious expression, "Bao'er has a high fever again, and she keeps shouting Mommy, you and I go to see her." ”

I heard that Bao'er had a high fever, so I didn't care about anything anymore, and quickly got into Li Yi's car. Li Yi didn't care about the car being destroyed and killed, the speed of the car was so fast that it was almost worth breaking the watch, I hugged the seat belt tightly and didn't dare to let go, the wind was howling outside the car, the engine roared, I was pregnant, his speed was so fast, my whole brain was dizzy, I couldn't help but vomit in the car, Li Yi slowed down, and when I vomited for the third time, the car finally stopped......

I stroked my dazed head and looked out, this villa was really magnificent, just like a castle, Li Yi threw the car key to the servant, leaned down and asked, "Are you okay?"

I waved my hand, stroked the car door and walked out, just out of the car door, squatted down and vomited, Li Yi had already walked into the door, saw that he squatted down, had to turn back, walked over and bent, picked me up, and stepped up the steps in three steps and two steps.

He moved so loudly that I exclaimed, and reflexively stretched my arms around his neck. I was dizzy, I really didn't have any strength, and I was even said to be refused. Anyway, it's not the first time I've been hugged by him, and in this case, I don't want to make any more hypocritical mistakes, so I just leaned on his chest, closed my eyes and rested for a while, but the fragrant breath hit my nose, making me uncomfortable, and I had the urge to spit on him, but I couldn't spit it out.

Li Yi hugged me tightly to Bao'er's room, oh my God, the whole room was pink, pink walls, pink curtains, pink mosquito nets, even the quilts were pink, the room was full of all kinds of Barbie dolls, all of them were expensive, many of them were Bao'er begging me, and I was reluctant to buy them for her. dudu2();

Just looking at the full house of dolls, I can see how much Bao'er spoils Bao'er. Li Yi is definitely not a good father, he spoils his children too much, Bao'er is already a bit of a rude princess, and if Li Yi is spoiled, maybe she will become that kind of arrogant and unreasonable stinky girl.

Li Yi gently put me down, I hurriedly opened the mosquito net, and saw that the little guy's face was flushed, his forehead kept breaking out in cold sweat, and his mouth kept calling "Mommy, Mommy, Mommy......"

I looked at her like that, and the anger at her accusing me in court disappeared, and I bent down and hugged her in my arms, and whispered comfortingly, "Mommy is here, Mommy is here, Mommy will protect you." ”

I put my hand on the little one's forehead, it was so hot! I turned my head to look at the family doctor next to me and asked, "How much fever does the child have?"

"It's 38.5 degrees, I've already fed her fever-reducing medicine, does the child have pneumonia?" asked the family doctor dutifully.

"Hmm!" I nodded, "Bao'er had a second high fever half a year ago, and if the high fever does not go away for a long time, there will be pneumonia, is Bao'er's pneumonia recurring?"

The family doctor glanced at Bao'er and patiently instructed, "The high fever caused by pneumonia is more serious, we should pay attention to helping the child wipe his body with alcohol tonight, and I should pay attention not to let the child catch a cold, her physique is weaker than that of ordinary children, and she is prone to cold and fever." Cook porridge for her tomorrow, add some cucumbers and other vegetables to it, you can't spoil the child too much, her nutrient intake is unbalanced, and she is also easy to get sick. ”

I naturally understand what it means, usually Bao'er hates eating vegetables, recently, Bao'er lives with Li Yi, according to his temperament, he is definitely spoiled Bao'er, by Bao'er's temperament, I raised my head and glared at Li Yi, he turned his face away with a weak heart, and coughed lightly twice.

In the middle of the night, Bao'er's body temperature rose again, I took off Bao'er's clothes, wiped her whole body with alcohol, and the temperature dropped again, and repeated several times. Li Yi and I stayed up all night by the little one's bedside, looking at the little one's uncomfortable Yang, and finally felt that we were all Bao'er's parents, and there was a sense of sadness and sympathy for each other. dudu3();

Li Yi patted me on the back and persuaded, "You go to sleep first, where is me?"

I looked at him and shook my head, "You don't understand anything, you should go to work tomorrow, or go to rest!"

Li Yi gently stroked Bao'er's face with his hand and asked seriously, "Did she often get sick before?"

"She spoke out at eight months, and her physique was much worse than that of other children, and within a few days of birth, she gave birth to jaundice, or severe jaundice, and had a high fever for several days, vomiting and diarrhea. She is not a worry-free child when she is young, colds and fevers are commonplace, let me tell you frankly, if it weren't for Xu Yuwen, maybe I wouldn't be able to survive, there have been several times when Bao'er was on the verge of death, and it was he who pulled Bao'er out, and I am grateful to him. You'll never understand what it's like, so if you want to take Bao'er, you're going to kill me."

Li Yi covered my mouth with his hand, "Shuangshuang, don't say it, is it okay? I don't want to snatch Bao'er, I love her too, do you believe in fate?" I fell in love with her at the first sight of her, I didn't know her child at that time, she was so cute. When I learned that she was my daughter, I wanted to possess her, to have her, and you don't understand what I've been through over the years......"

I took Li Yi's hand away from my mouth and looked straight at him, "I won't marry you, but I agree to your agreement, Bao'er needs me, she also needs a father, and she needs a healthy family." Let's be a tenant, when the children grow up, they can understand, we have a new emotional home, let's separate! At least we can give the children a good memory, no regrets in childhood, make up for our regrets. ”

I admit that this is very perverted and unreasonable, but did Xu Yuwen and I come over like that soon? It's just that the object has been changed to Li Yi.

It's just that we don't love each other anymore, so we don't want to get married. I admit that I am cowardly, too cowardly to marry Li Yi and take a gamble, because in my mind marriage is sacred, it means a lifelong commitment. If we can't declare our determination to get married, and if we don't have the courage to keep our promises, then why should we get married? } Sexy private photos show crisp breasts and buttocks, 95 post-school flowers kill otaku, please pay attention to the WeChat public account to see the beauty online (beauty island search meinvdao123 press and hold for 3 seconds to copy)